138 Don't be numb
The night outside the window was dark, and Shi Yi felt Qiao Wenning's breathing weaken a little bit, and finally said softly: "Qiao Wenning, I can't forgive you for Shen Dang." ”
It turns out that there is no more complete punishment in this world than death.
When Shi Yi left the prison, the forensic doctor had already carried Qiao Wenning, who had lost his breath, away.
Shi Yi can't say what he feels in his heart, a fresh life is just disappearing in front of him, except for grievances and grievances, past things, how can it be possible to say that he has not been touched at all.
The lights of the prison were clearly extinguished, with indescribable depression, Shi Yi lowered his head, looked at the blood on his hands, and looked dazed.
"Shi Yi..."Shang Yingci stopped her from behind, he put his hand on her arm, and suppressed in a low voice: "Your mood is not right, I will send you back." ”
"No need, Shen Dang is waiting for me outside." After Shi Yi finished saying this, he put aside Shang Ying's hand.
Her movements were crisp, and the slightest hesitation could not be seen.
Shang Yingci felt her cold palm, and she pushed her hand away, resolutely.
The man stood in place, looking at his hands, his eyes gradually flooding with coldness.
He suddenly looked up, took two steps forward, and grabbed Shi Yi's wrist.
is different from the caution just now, this time it is clearly ruthless, and the action is also rare and arrogant.
Shi Yi frowned and looked at him coldly, "Do you have something?" ”
"I thought we shouldn't be enemies no matter what." Shang Yingci's throat rolled, and he let out a self-deprecating smile, and the gentleman's Duan Fang was self-contained: "But it turns out that I thought everything too simply, and you are a ruthless person, you didn't take our past feelings in your eyes at all!" ”
"Shang Yingci," in the face of his aggressiveness, Shi Yi's reaction was calm and unspeakable, "Of course, there is affection between us, not only affection, but also many years of sympathy and mutual acquaintance. I thought I knew at least you, but these days, I've come to realize that I've never seen through you. ”
Shang Yingci pinched Shi Yi's wrist subconsciously forced, his eyebrows and eyes were lowered, and he asked with a question: "What do you mean?" What does it mean to not see through me? Shiyi, you speak clearly! ”
"Did you really save me because of a moment of pity? What does Jo Winning's words mean? What does my father's attitude towards me mean? How much have you hidden from me! ”
When Shi Yi said this, his emotions were difficult to suppress, and he raised his hand suddenly, and directly struggled to separate the shackles.
Her eyes were red, and she gritted her teeth word by word, "I'll find out myself, if you don't tell me, I'll know." It's not that I didn't take our past relationship in my eyes, it's you! It's that you've never treated me unreservedly! ”
Shang Yingci's face was pale, and the hand that Shi Yi broke away was numb.
She is really crazy, and she will not hesitate to hurt herself and stay away from him.
What did she do with him? A man-eating flood beast?
The prison guard came over from behind, looked at the two people facing each other, and advised in a tone: "This is the prison, if there is something wrong with the two of you, please go outside to solve it." ”
Shang Yingqi didn't speak, Shi Yi smiled at the prison guard, and said very seriously: "I'm sorry, I'll leave here immediately." ”
"Shi Yi," Shang Yingci's elegant face was lifeless, and even his voice was unsteady, "I didn't do it without reservations because I had too many responsibilities. My heart for you, from the beginning to now, has not changed, and I wish I could give you the best of everything in the world..."
"What you gave me, not what I wanted. What I want, the guy out there will give me. ”
Shi Yi gently rubbed the red on her wrist, she lowered her head, her beautiful face, her clean and clear eyes were soft, she finally raised her head, her expression was firm,
"You just said that you have too much responsibility on you, isn't Shen Dang not? He's more bitter than you, but he's never... Even once, deceived me. ”
The night breeze was cool, Shen Dang stood beside the car, his back against the door, and the high beams illuminated the door of the prison very brightly. When he saw Shi Yi come out, he straightened up and walked over to her.
As he got closer, he saw the blood on Shi Yi's collar.
"What's going on?" Shen Dang's voice was wrinkled, and his facial features, which were already very aggressive, looked quite serious when he was so angry.
Shi Yi smiled, unable to hide the tiredness in his eyes, "I'm fine, it's Qiao Wenning." ”
"What's wrong with her?"
Shi Yi's smile disappeared, and he said in a low voice: "She committed suicide, in front of me and Shang Yingci." ”
As soon as the words ended, a woman's cry came from far and near.
It's Fang Shulan.
Accompanied by the people of the Qiao family, she walked towards this side.
Shi Yi saw her back bent, and her whole person was grief-stricken, as if she was going to pass out in the next moment.
Of course, she also saw Shi Yi and Shen Dang, and the sadness in her eyes was filled with resentment, but she didn't say anything in the end, and walked towards the prison gate tremblingly.
As parents, no matter what wrong things their children have done, they never want to see them pay with their lives.
As a mother, Fang Shulan can't be said to be pitiful in the face of such a tragic ending.
Shi Yi whispered, with a sincere attitude: "Mourning." ”
Fang Shulan's figure disappeared, and Shen Dangcai gently hugged Shi Yi in his arms, "Let's go, let's go home." Shi Shi, can you promise me to forget about tonight. ”
If he had known that Qiao Wenning would be crazy to this extent, even if Shi Yi begged for Lan Qing's matter today, he would not have agreed.
But now, after all, it is in vain.
Shi Yi closed his eyes and opened them again, "Then can you promise me one thing." ”
This is the first time Shi Yi has made such a solemn request to himself, and Shen Dang can't refuse," you said. ”
"I want to know...."Shi Yi narrowed her eyes, stared directly at the bright light source of the headlights, forced herself to calm down, she bit the tip of her tongue, and then said, "I want to know, why did the Shi family adopt me in the first place." ”
I want to know what I have gotten over the years.
This is Shi Shi's own life, whether it is good or bad, she wants to know.
I'd rather be miserable than numb ...
Shen Dang held Shi Yi in his arms, patted her back gently, he rubbed the little girl's hair, lowered his head and kissed her reddened eyes, "I promise you, Shi Shi, no matter what the result is, I will tell you." ”
He paused, and hugged her tighter, "Don't be afraid, I will always be with you, all the time." ”
I mean, dear little princess, if the roses are full of thorns, I will not pluck them out, and I will teach you how not to be bruised by thorns, and then give them to you; If the moon is beautiful and cold, I'll show you how to warm it up and give it to you.