Chapter 340: Shameful Life

When I go to bed at night, I seem to feel that the bedroom I have slept in for more than ten years is different from usual, because the man I love is sleeping in my house for the first time, and for the first time he is so close to me, right next door to me, I seem to be able to smell his breath!

It's really amazing to love someone! I love the sweet and sour feeling!

Just when I was about to fall asleep in a daze, I suddenly saw a dark shadow outside the window, and I was so frightened that I couldn't sleep at all, and I jumped out of bed at once!

"Who?!" I grabbed the saber that was placed next to the bed and shouted boldly. Anyway, my father, eldest brother, second brother, and Mukuya are all here today, and I am not afraid of anyone.

"It's me! Ayimu! "As soon as I heard the voice, I knew it was Mukuya. What is this guy doing in the middle of the night! When I think about it, my face feels feverish.

"Ayimu! Open the door! I haven't seen me in months! You don't want me! Mukuya whispered as he stood outside the door.

I ended up opening the door anyway because I missed him so much!

As soon as he entered, he took me into his arms and kissed me wildly, I could feel his heart pounding and smell his intoxicating breath. I was weak and had no strength at all.

"Ayimu! Do you miss me?! Mukuya asked me softly in a low voice.

"I don't want to!" I said as I pretended to want to push him away.

"I miss you! Do you know? My baby! I haven't been thinking about you all the time these months! Sometimes I think I don't want this prince anymore! It's enough for me to have you in my life! Ayimu! You are the goddess of my heart......" Mukuya gasped and whispered in my ear.

I felt like a piece of ice melted in hot water! I gave up all of my pretentious resistance.

"Mukuya! Are you telling the truth? Is it from the heart?" I fell limply into his arms, and my voice was as soft as a mosquito!

"My darling! Of course it's true! I love you! You are the moon in the sky! Mukuya hugged me tightly, and I was weak at the moment, and I had no strength at all, so I could only be at his mercy.

A crispy and numb sensation spread throughout my body, and I screamed softly, and involuntarily collapsed in his arms.

"Ahh Mukuya, don't! You can't do this! I shouted softly, but my hands involuntarily wrapped around his neck. He gasped in my ear heavily, and the masculine breath made me tremble slightly, made me want to stop, and made me feel so empty......

O my Mukuya! My beloved man! I've been thinking about you for months, and I'll give you everything tonight! I'm yours tonight!

I closed my eyes and wrapped my grip on him......

It was that night that I went from a girl to a woman.

Since then, Mukuya has come to my house every day, saying that he is discussing with his father to resist the military of Rouran, but in fact he is tired of being with me all day long.

My father was worried, and every time I advised him to come as little as possible, in fact, I understood my father's worries: Originally, everyone knew that the two of them had a falling out, but since the second prince, the third prince and the sixth prince lost power, he Mukuya visited him so frequently, if his majesty found out, he would definitely find that he was played by others, and the second prince, the third prince and the sixth prince were all wronged! And where do the father and Mukuya still have good fruit to eat?!

But women in love are always stupid, so I don't care about that! Anyway, with my father and Mukuya, I don't have to worry about anything! I now feel like the happiest woman in the world!

Happy days are always short-lived, and in less than a month, my father, my three brothers, and my Mukuya have led their army to the northern front, leaving me alone at home, and my heart is like a spare time, and every day I lean against the door, hoping to see them return safely!

Although I am worried in my heart, I think that this time my father and Mukuya are still sure of defeating the Rouran people, my father has been on the battlefield for a long time, and this time he is going with his two elder brothers, plus the soldiers who follow Mukuya know that as long as they can defeat the Rouran people this time, Mukuya's position as the crown prince will be secure, how can they not fight to the death!

As the days passed, I had to go to the palace every day to inquire about the battle ahead, but fortunately, the king knew that my father and brother were on the front line to defend against the enemy, and he did not interfere. There was a military report from the front that the two armies had been in a stalemate, and the victory or defeat was still undecided, but I ushered in a piece of mixed news: I am pregnant!

It's been a month since the menstrual affair came, and every time I saw the greasy roast lamb at dinner, I wanted to vomit, but then I wanted to eat it again, and I knew in my heart that I was really pregnant.

Is this really providential! I was pregnant with his child!

O my child! You have not come at the right time, but you are a gift from Heaven to me and to Mukuya! It is the crystallization of our love, with your company, I am no longer lonely and lonely, let us wait for your father to return safely!

But what scared me the most happened.

Two months later, sixty-third day after the day they set out on their expedition, King Augusta sent to tell me that after a bloody battle, and although our army had paid a heavy price, we had recaptured the steppe occupied by the Rourans, and occupied their land for hundreds of miles, and that the Rourans had withdrawn their troops and sent messengers to pay tribute and sue for peace!

I don't care about that, I just want to know about my father and brother and Mukuya.

After my repeated questioning, I was told that my father and brother had all been killed, that the eldest brother had not even found his body, and that Mukuya was seriously wounded.

When I heard the news, I was like five thunderbolts, and the blood in my whole body seemed to be drained at once, and I immediately collapsed into the ground!

When I woke up, I was lying on the bed, and King Augusta was sitting on the edge of the bed.

The room was full of palace guards and concubines.

I suddenly hated Augusta now, if it weren't for his country, how could my father and my brothers have died on the battlefield.

"Ayimu! Don't be sad! Your father and brother are heroes! It's our hero in Loulan! Our people will always remember theirs! ”

I didn't speak, my heart was still bleeding, everyone was dead, what was the point of saying this, I could no longer hear my father's reprimand, and I could no longer go to the barracks with my brothers to play.

"Ayimu! My good girl! Don't be sad. In the future, my son will let him inherit your father's title, and my husband will reuse him!" If you wish, I will take you as a righteous daughter! ”

Hearing him talk about his children and husband, my confused mind got a little normal thinking, and I asked, "Is Mukuya back?" He's fine."

"He was also injured, so he couldn't walk fast, and he was still on his way home"

This is probably the only piece of news that gives me some comfort.

I closed my eyes, tears slipped from the corners of my eyes, and my heart was desolate, and I had no relatives in this world from now on, no one.