Chapter 14 A bowed tenderness A heart-warming shyness
On this deserted island or the mainland, I can say that I live like a year, almost not crazy, fortunately, there is a pet that follows me every day, I miss the spirit pattern, so I named it Ling'er, every day I always take Ling'er out to find Ye Ling'er their traces, I walk while telling Ling'er about my adventures on the earth, although I know it doesn't understand!
It seems that there is no night and only day on this Dashley Demon Star, but I know that it has been a long time since I came here, my eyebrows and hair have long since grown, and my beard is already comparable to that of a beautiful man!
Every day I sit bored on the beach, looking at the endless sea, letting the sea breeze blow my long hair, recalling the scenes of the past that I experienced with Ye Lingwen on the earth, and the spring, summer, autumn and winter together, the thoughts in my heart are like surging waves but no one tells them.
Time passed slowly, I originally thought that the spirit pattern should not be too far away from me, again and again I was full of hope to find them, every time I was looking farther and farther, but every time I was disappointed and returned, and gradually the hope in my heart turned into disappointment and then despair!
I don't know how many times I finally found Ye Lingwen in a dream, but when I wanted to hold her hand, I realized that it was just a dream of Nan Ke, Lingwen, where are you?
Wild in dreams! Attachment in the heart!
Why can't I look forward to the gentleness of your head and the shyness of your heart?!
Falling flowers of the wind dance! Dwigling rain outside the window!
Why can't you take away the sorrow in the lonely tears next to my pillow?!
Endless thoughts!
How much watery tenderness do you take away! It's like a dream!
Why can't you take away my waiting in this life?!
What an intoxicating flower!
I've been crazy about you for a long time!
Why...
Why can't you hold those hands that pick flowers?!
I danced like a madman and wrote this poem on the beach with a spear to vent the anguish in my chest, and only Ling'er, the big stupid bird, looked at me in bewilderment.
Fortunately, there is this stupid bird with me, and it is growing up day by day, and when I go out with me to look for spirit patterns or hunt, it has helped me defend myself many times against the attacks of various monsters and vines, and saved my life.
Until one day, it flapped its wings and suddenly flew into the sky, and I shouted out my throat and didn't see it fly back, just when I was scolding in my mouth, suddenly a big fish fell from the air, smashed on the beach and was still alive, so at least hundreds of pounds, I looked up and saw that Ling'er spread its huge wings and was hovering in the air!
At this moment, I realized that before I knew it, Ling'er had grown up and could already soar into the sky, although it was far less than his parents, but it could be called a giant eagle!
After that, I no longer had to worry about finding food, Ling'er could always catch all kinds of wild beasts from the sea and the woods, and I didn't have to test the poison in fear, because the prey it caught was sure to be edible.
I still insisted on searching in vain, the scope of the search was getting bigger and bigger, and I still found nothing, let alone finding Ye Lingwen and them, and I didn't even see a trace of human activity.
In order to calculate the time, my hair has never been cut, I know that human hair can grow an average of 1.0cm per month, about 10-14cm a year, one day I suddenly found that I have long hair to the waist, roughly calculated, I should have been here for four or five years!
In addition to actively searching, I also carved my name on a fruit and threw it into the sea like a drifting bottle, because I found that the fruit always floats in the water and does not rot. I hope that one day they will be discovered by Ye Lingwen and them, I think the possibility of them being teleported to this island is very small!
In the past few years, I have released tens of thousands of this kind of drifting fruit, but it is like a mud cow entering the sea, and there is no news.
Until one day, I couldn't take it anymore. Decided to build a raft, a huge raft, and go out to sea to find them!
Ever since I came to the Dashley Demon Star, the sky has been clear every day, there has been no night, no rain or snow, and there are no big waves on the sea, so I think the plan of the raft to the sea should be feasible!
But I didn't know that it was because of my own impulse that I almost died with Ling'er!
It took me about three months to build a huge raft that could float on the water without sinking, and I built a simple wooden hut on top of it, as well as rudder and oars to control the direction.
Choosing a favourable day, I loaded the smoked jerky and some fruit onto my oversized raft.
As for fresh water, I don't have to worry about it at all, because the water here is all freshwater.
I set off with Ling'er without hesitation. This stupid bird is huge, but it obeys me!
For about two or three days, the sea was bright and the sun was shining and the waves were calm, and Ling'er sometimes hovered in the air and sometimes landed on the raft, occasionally rushing into the water to catch a few fish.
I originally thought that even if I couldn't find any trace of the spirit pattern on the sea, I would take the spirit to the land safely.
But one day when I was awakened by a loud noise outside the cabin, I realized that I was completely wrong, because at this time the sea was already stormy, Ling'er had already flown away, and the leaves and sails on the raft had been blown by the strong wind.
I panicked, quickly dismantled the sails, and tried to steer the balance of the raft, but the huge raft was still pushed forward by the waves, one time it would be thrown high into the air, and the other time it would be deeply crushed to the bottom of the waves, and the trunks tied together on the raft had begun to loosen.
What made me even more desperate was that even though the sun was scorching, the wind did not weaken at all, but blew more and more violently, and there were huge waves on the sea, although I tried my best to rescue it, my raft did not survive a few waves before it disintegrated, and I also fell into the sea. I choked on several mouthfuls of water, and was carried up and down by the waves, and I couldn't tell the direction, I only knew how to swim forward.
At this moment, I vaguely saw a huge black shadow in the dark deep water approaching me.
I swam desperately towards the surface, but as soon as I showed my head, a big wave smashed me underwater, and by this time my legs were already entangled in the monster, and suddenly a great force pulled me towards the dark bottom of the sea.