Chapter 19: I Want to Live
The room was finally quiet, and Li Wei always felt like she was holding her breath in her heart, and there was a fire that wanted to be released.
These two people are nothing more than teenagers, teenagers.
In modern times, they are still the flowers of the Motherland.
At the same age, some people thrive in the sun.
But some people seem to be imprisoned in the dark, never seeing the light.
Li Wei was very distressed when she thought of all this that Dahua had experienced.
I can't do anything about the Zhu family, so I can only use both soft and hard, and take people back with a sigh of patience.
Li Wei has never suffered this kind of grievance, and in front of the children of the Gu family, she behaves with ease.
But in fact, her heart was about to explode, and with her temper, she couldn't wait to directly punish Zhu Fugui, that scumbag.
Li Wei even thought that if she had crossed over earlier.
Half a year ago, when Gu Laozi sold the big flower to the Zhu family, she crossed over.
If it's not that the big flower won't go through all this.
In the past, Li Wei always thought that she had a strong psychological quality, but now she admits that it is not her psychological strength, but that fate is kind to her.
Gu Laosan was actually awake, but Gu Pozi was there, and he didn't want to open his eyes.
But after waiting for a long time, his mother didn't say a word.
He opened his eyes with some curiosity, and saw Li Wei sitting on the side, looking at Dahua sadly.
It's like, as if he is very distressed, Gu Laosan's eyes suddenly became sour, he must have seen it wrong.
It is impossible for her mother to show such an expression to her sister, she will only do this to the fifth child.
"Are you awake, is there anything wrong with you?"
Li Wei found that Gu Laosan had woken up and asked him.
Seeing that Gu Laosan ignored him, Li Wei didn't say anything more.
Gu Laosan looked at her coldly, relieved, it was really just his own illusion.
Here, Gu Laosi went to the steamed bun shop, made a bowl of porridge, bought four steamed buns, and spent ten yuan. He hurriedly ran back to the hospital with the food, he was afraid that Gu Laosan would be hungry, and secondly, he was afraid that her mother would change her mind, and he would not treat Gu Laosan and Gu Dahua.
When I returned to the medical hall, I was relieved to see Gu Laosan and Gu Dahua both lying on the bed, and the medicine boy boiling medicine next to them.
Gu Laosi handed the porridge and buns to Gu Laosan, and then returned the remaining copper plate to Li Wei.
Because Li Wei didn't speak, Gu Laosi didn't buy it for others, and only Gu Laosan had to eat alone.
Gu Laosan was really hungry, and he was not polite, so he picked it up and devoured it, looking at Li Wei curiously while eating, she didn't even scold.
Li Wei knew that Gu Laosan looked at herself again, pretending to be ignorant.
After a while, Gu Lao Er came back with food, and Gu Lao Er sent Gu Lao Wu to the school, and he would not come back until later.
One bowl of Yangchun noodles per person, Li Wei and Gu Laosi ate the noodles in the medical hall, at this time, the medicine of the third child has been boiled, and the medicine of Dahua will have to be boiled for a while, so they have to wait for a while.
Gu Laosan ate and took medicine, and he had recovered to seventy-seven eighty-eight, and he had suffered skin injuries. Just so weak is mainly hungry and frightened.
"Later, you will go home with your eldest brother, and I will take care of Dahua here."
"Mother, I'll take care of it here." Gu Laosan didn't worry about Li Wei, worried that she would do something while everyone was away. Said immediately.
"How can you take care of your eldest sister as a big man."
Li Wei said angrily.
"I spent fifty taels of silver on your eldest sister, and I won't allow anything to happen to her until she earns it back for me."
Although it was very cruel, Gu Laosan was relieved, how could he forget that Gu Pozi never did loss-making business.
When Boss Gu came back, he obediently took his younger brothers home, and looked at Li Wei before leaving, still very uneasy.
"Mother, why don't I accompany you here, and I can help you run an errand or something?"
"Okay, if you go back, go back, and come back tomorrow."
Seeing that Li Wei was about to get angry, Boss Gu left aggrievedly.
After everyone left, Li Wei looked at Dahua, who was still unconscious, sighed lightly, and said secretly, Gu Dahua, I finally rescued you back, you must get better quickly.
At this time, the medicine of Dahua was also boiled, and the medicine boy brought the medicine in.
Li Wei helped Dahua to feed her the medicine, but all the medicine she drank flowed down from the corners of her mouth.
Li Wei was in a hurry and hurriedly called the doctor, who saw this situation and sighed.
"This little woman has no will to live, and even the divine doctor can't save her while she is alive."
"Bring people back, people want to die, medicine can't save them."
The doctor shook his head and left, Li Wei looked at Dahua with a distressed face.
Li Wei suddenly remembered that a student she had taught committed suicide because of depression and later recovered, and when sharing her recovery experience, she said that in fact, no one wants to die, all they lack is the motivation to live. Give them a reason to change their mindset.
People like Dahua who have experienced major trauma are likely to have psychological traumatic sequelae, and wanting to die may be one of the symptoms, because they can't face their former selves, can't forgive their mothers who abandoned them, and have hatred in their hearts but can't take revenge.
Then, if you want Dahua to live, maybe there is only one reason.
Although Li Wei is not a psychological counselor, she plans to give it a try.
"I don't know if you can hear me."
"I know you hate me and think I hurt you......"
"But it's not me who made you like this, it's the Zhu family."
"We can't choose fate, but how to face fate is up to us."
"Your father is gone, in order to take care of the Gu family, I will let you marry into the Zhu family."
"The Zhu family is the richest man in Shima Town, if you are smart enough, you can live a good life in the Zhu family."
"But you didn't, not only did you, but you were also bullied so that people don't look like people and ghosts."
"You made it like this, of course, there is something wrong with the Zhu family."
"But it's more that you're too weak, so anyone can bully you and step on you, you can't keep your children, and you can't even save your own life."
"Now I tried my best to rescue you from the Zhu family, you are good, not only are you not grateful, but you don't want to live anymore."
"You've been through so much, and you still haven't grown."
"The person who harmed you is still alive and well, you don't dare to take revenge, but you have the courage to die."
"Who do you think is going to be sad? I guess it's just your two stupid brothers. ”
"At least I'm not sad, I took fifty taels of compensation from the Zhu family, and the doctor just prescribed medicine and spent fifty taels, so we are both clear."
"As for your fifty taels of dowry, I raised you so big, it's not too much to ask for fifty taels."
"If you want to die, die, the Zhu family will definitely set off firecrackers to celebrate when they know that you are dead."
"Since you have to please the Zhu family until you die, I don't need to save you thanklessly?"
Li Wei is not an emotional person, but after she said this, she was completely shrouded in sadness.
At this time, a tear gently slipped down from the corner of Dahua's eye.
"I'll feed you the medicine again, and if you still don't drink it, then I'll drag you home and dig a hole and bury it right away."
Li Wei picked up the big flower and put the medicine bowl to her mouth.
A miracle happened, the medicine was swallowed.
After a while, Dahua slowly opened her eyes and looked at Li Wei with a firm gaze.
"I want to live, I want to live well."
Li Wei breathed a sigh of relief, she saw the desire for life in Dahua's haggard eyes.