564: I'll accompany you to the palace
"Auntie, you have to be well." An Shutong pinched the handkerchief and wiped his face, "Auntie, you are not happy in the palace, and I feel unhappy too, so let's go back to the palace." ”
The Queen Mother was stunned.
An Shutong didn't look at the Queen Mother, her eyes were staring at the patterns on the floor tiles, "How happy I used to live in the palace with my aunt, there were not so many worries at that time, and there were not so many calculations and conspiracies, let alone worrying about when I would lose my life."
Auntie, I will be filial to you in the future, let's go back to the palace and live a good life, okay? The grass and trees, bricks and tiles of the palace, looking back now, are really nostalgic. ”
"...... you" The Queen Mother looked at An Shutong, "Someone bullied you?" ”
An Shutong shook his head, "I have already figured it out after experiencing this death catastrophe, aunt, the emperor can't see others in his eyes, and it's not interesting for me to stay in the palace." Instead of wasting your youth in the palace and worrying about your life all the time, it is better to leave. Besides, my aunt's body can't stand the work now, and the imperial doctor said that it is best to recuperate with peace of mind, but how can that kind of place in the palace be suitable for cultivation? ”
The Queen Mother didn't expect An Shutong to be willing to follow her back to the palace, where the loneliness withered, and there were only two of them in the palace, lonely, boring, and people didn't even feel bored to live.
"Do you have to think clearly, once you go back to the palace, you will never be able to come out again? You're still so young, I'm old, what will you do when I leave and go back to the West? The Queen Mother frowned and asked.
"I'm not afraid, auntie. After all, it is better than staying in the palace, and in the past few years in the palace, I have not been happy for a moment, nor have I not been worried for a moment. I want to be able to live quietly in the future, I don't want to get involved in these things anymore, I also want my aunt to live a long life, what do we want to do when we go back to the palace, wouldn't you be happy? ”
The queen mother knew that she was going back to the palace, she didn't say anything about it, and the emperor would definitely not say it, so what Shu Tong said now must be her true words.
Unexpectedly, in the past few years, she walked out of the palace with Shutong, and now she wants to take her back.
"Shutong, you have to think about it."
"Auntie, I have made up my mind, and I only hope that my aunt can live a long and healthy life for the rest of my life, and I hope that I can spend the rest of my life in peace, and I don't want to think about anything else."
"That's it, you let me think about it, you go back and rest first." The Queen Mother waved her hand.
An Shutong bowed slightly, got up slowly, and looked at the Queen Mother before leaving, "Auntie, I am sincere tonight." ”
"The mourning family knows."
An Shutong walked out of the Pleasant Heart Hall and looked up at the bright moon.
I just felt happy and couldn't help laughing.
Once, she thought day and night that she could leave the palace and follow her aunt into the palace that countless people yearn for.
The palace in my aunt's mouth is luxurious, beautiful, mysterious and luxurious, there is the supreme in the world, and that person is her cousin.
My aunt said that as long as she stretched out her hand, she would be able to get glory and wealth.
She had fantasized countless times that she could get the supreme position of the harem and stand by the emperor's side.
However, she couldn't.
After returning to the palace, she knew that her aunt was not close to the emperor, and she also knew that because of this, her cousin the emperor was disgusted even with her.
has had ups and downs in the past few years, and has experienced so many things, and this time she almost lost her life, so she completely understood.
It's better to be alive than anything else.
Whether it is the position next to the emperor, or the glory and wealth within reach, it doesn't matter at this moment.
There are times in life when you have to have it, and there are times in life when you don't want it.
She used to dismiss this sentence, she always thought that what she wanted, she had to work hard to fight for, what did it have to do with fate.
But now, she believed.
An Shutong went back to her yard, the lights next door were still on, and she walked over without even looking at it.
Mu Qing is gone, and she can't let Yingxue die with her.
She not only wants to live by herself, but also Yingxue to live well, and their master and servant want to live together with Mu Qing's share.
When she returns to Beijing, she will also take out some of the silver and send it to Mu Qing's house, she knows that Mu Qing has a father and brother who love her, but they will never wait for Mu Qing to come home.
The Queen Mother's illness took a few days to recover, and Feng Yi took Feng Feng Feng and the servants back to the palace in the middle of the night.
The two of them went straight to the Calyx Building, Yun Zhao got up in the middle of the night, asked people to boil water to bathe their father and son, and asked them to go to the dining room to make some food.
This time when he came back, the two of them were obviously dark, but they were in good spirits, Feng Zhen looked different from before, he used to be a rich little prince raised in the palace, but this time he went out with his father and the emperor for a walk, saw the suffering of the world, and seemed to grow up overnight.
Feng Zhen took a bath and ate, danced with his mother and talked about what he had seen and heard along the way, and took out the gift he prepared for his mother, which was a beautiful color shirt and dress.
Yun Zhao was pleasantly surprised, "How did you buy this?" ”
"Because the mother loves beauty very much, I think you must like this dress." Feng Zhen said very proudly.
Yun Zhao's face was full of smiles, the texture of this dress was average, but the color and embroidery were good, and at first glance, the people of the border city made it themselves and sold it.
But Yun Zhao likes it very much, this is a gift that her son brought back to her when he went out, and it is very precious to her.
"The mother loves it very much, thank you my baby." Yun Zhao kissed his son on the face.
Feng Zhen's face turned red all of a sudden, "Mother, I've grown up." ”
Yun Zhao glanced at him, "How old are you, and you are also my son." ”
Feng Zhen ran away with a red face, and he decided to go to his brother's place to sleep.
As soon as Feng Xun left, Feng Yi pulled Yun Zhao over and sat down beside him, "How is it, has it been going well recently?" ”
Yun Zhao stretched out his hand and touched Feng Yi's face, it was all rough and a little prickly, "You have worked hard all the way." ”
Feng Yi smiled, "What's the hard work, what about you?" ”
Yun Zhao began to tell him about what happened after he left, about horse racing, about the Zhao family, about the Queen Mother's illness, and Feng Yi's face changed.
In the end, I still asked, "How is the Queen Mother now?" ”
"It's all right, but the doctor said that you need to recuperate." Yun Zhao said truthfully.
Feng Yi bowed slightly, looked at Yun Zhao and said, "I originally planned to let the Queen Mother go to the palace, but now this illness is a coincidence." ”
Yun Zhao's heart jumped, and then he said: "The Queen Mother's health is better, let's talk about the affairs of the palace." ”
In case the Queen Mother is unhappy, if there is really something missing, it is not Feng Yi who will be infamous in the end.
This is not what Yun Zhao wants to see.
Feng Yi's eyebrows tightened, grasping Yun Zhao's hand and squeezing it around, "I'll visit the Queen Mother tomorrow and then discuss it." ”
Even if the relationship between mother and son is not good, he never hoped that the Queen Mother would have any accidents.
Even if the maternal love he gets from the Queen Mother is limited, he still has a mother's child when she is alive.
Yun Zhao looked at Feng Yi's expression and knew that he was in a bad mood.
Feelings are like this, just like she is very disgusted with Cai, even if she doesn't want to see her, she never wants to let her die.
Human beings are called human beings because they are sentient animals.
The second watch is over, Mo Mo Da.