Chapter 332: Another Two Months
When Ye Ning heard the news of Yang Ling's disappearance, his expression instantly froze, as if he had been hit on his face by the cold rain outside the shelter, making his originally smart eyes lose color in an instant. His eyes widened slightly, completely stunned at the moment when he first heard the news of this heartbreak, and then turned into puzzlement and wonder.
His eyebrows folded together to form a messy line that showed his confusion and inadequacy. The voice in his throat became hoarse, but with anticipation and worry, he stubbornly retorted, "Is she lying to me?" She guessed that we were lying to her, so she lied to us in turn? ”
There was an emotion of disbelief in his tone, and the mixed feelings made his words tremble and confuse. The corners of his mouth drooped slightly, but he bit his lower lip tightly, as if he wanted to hide the panic and fear in his heart in this way.
His voice trembled slightly, but his eyes remained steadfast, and the expression of struggle, pain, and denial was enough to show his mixed emotions about the sudden news.
Yan Hanjun patted Ye Ning's shoulder and said slowly, "Maybe this will have a big impact on you." But He Shaoan said it, and he didn't believe it at first. It wasn't until he inquired in many ways that he learned that Dragon City and Night City had merged a team, and that team was led by a female captain when the deserted city went on a mission a few days ago, and the whole army was wiped out. There is no life left. ”
A squad formed by the merger of Dragon City and Night City? Ye Ning sounds very familiar! The day before he lost contact with the army, there was already a sign of union! The female captain is Gu Xinxiao unexpectedly.
Yan Hanjun said again that Lin Jingfeng was briefly dismissed. All this information can be put together, which shows that what He Shaoan said is not a lie! Yang Ling, they may really have an accident!
Ye Ning's gaze became hollow, and the consternation and disbelief in his eyes gradually faded, replaced by a deep pain and despair. The corners of his eyes trembled slightly, because the tears he had tried to suppress were struggling to break free from the restraints of his sockets.
Obviously, I just dreamed of her when I had a spring dream yesterday, and when my thoughts were the most intense, there was a thunderbolt in the clear sky all of a sudden, and I split my head! Ye Ning's heart collapsed in an instant, and he became collapsed and helpless!
His hands began to clench unconsciously, his nails digging deep into his palms, but nothing happened. That's because his mind was all occupied by that harrowing reality, and he seemed to be numb to other pains.
He swallowed, trying to calm his broken heart. He choked cautiously, realizing that he couldn't change this reality, and the only thing he could do was accept it.
"She, probably really ......," he said incoherently, unable to finish the sentence so as not to touch the point of pain again. He lowered his head and let his long hair cover his face, masking his expression of loss and helplessness at the moment. His body trembled slightly, and his whole body was filled with a sense of powerlessness, as if he had been drained by the strength of his whole body, leaving only an empty shell to shake in the wind.
"Ye Ning..."He called Ye Ning's name softly, his gaze soft but firm, "I know you're sad right now, this news has hit you hard. But you have to think about it, life is still long, there are still many girls in the world, and you will meet someone who is really suitable for you. ”
His words, though plain, were full of the warmth and sincerity of a friend's care. Although he said this a little heartlessly. But he knew that at this time, Ye Ning needed not only comfort, but also a way to get him out of his emotions.
Hearing Yan Hanjun's words, Ye Ning didn't respond immediately, he just looked at Yan Hanjun in front of him silently, with complicated emotions flashing in his eyes. He knew what Yan Hanjun meant, and he knew his good intentions, but at this moment, he still needed time to accept this cruel reality and digest this sudden pain.
Yan Hanjun sighed: "You are like this again. You're just chasing people, and they're not even your prospective girlfriend right now. Last time, the school girl just rejected you, and you were jade for a few days. I really don't understand, what's so uncomfortable about this! ”
"We can't hang ourselves from a tree, and you don't even have a rope. Trees, everywhere. There is a Tao that love does not disappear, it only shifts. Let's find something to divert your attention, and you'll feel better. ”
"There is no spring on the other side, and the future can look forward to the bride.
There is no beauty in the red dust, and the time of meeting is gorgeous.
The past is like the wind, and the new look is as blue as the present.
The beauty continues to leap through the clouds, and the next encounter will be more delicate. ”
Yan Hanjun suddenly wrote a poem, which stunned Ye Ning. Although I was a little sad, I couldn't help but ask: "What are you doing with these messy theories?" ”
"This is a poem by a great writer in ancient times, and I don't know who it is. Anyway, it probably means that life should look forward, and there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome. Yan Hanjun first "farted" and then made a set of theories. Not to mention, if you can make a poem on the spot, even if it is not very neat, Yan Hanjun's cultural skills are still there.
And this is used to deceive Ye Ning, the "illiterate", that is almost enough.
Yan Hanjun Ke talked like an old-timer again: "You, emotionally, this piece is always easy to get hurt, not to mention that you don't have anything, you are injured." ”
"In your lifetime, you will encounter countless setbacks and unsatisfactory results. Why do you always have to plant it in your feelings, this hurdle is only very high for you, and it is not insurmountable. ”
"If you fall, get up! Remember, you have a mission in you! There's a lot more you need to do! As an adult, you have to carry a lot of things on your own! ”
"It doesn't matter if you're in the military, or for the purposes of the Dawn Organization. You also have a responsibility to do more important things. When you get married and have children, you still have to carry this family, and now you even have to carry the family of all mankind, you can't just fall halfway! ”
"There's a lot more to do?! So, don't be decadent! Yan Hanjun continued to educate Ye Ning and hurriedly said.
Although Ye Ning felt better, he was still a little sad, he shook his head and said, "It's difficult, everyone understands the truth, it's really difficult to do." ”
"No, no, no, no matter how hard it is, you have to do it." Yan Hanjun said seriously, "You can be afraid, you can retreat, you can be decadent, and you can even give up." But that's just for each of you. ”
"Someday, you'll be the leader. Someday, you'll be a parent. Do you want your subordinates, your children, to have setbacks and difficulties? ”
"Teach by example, you have to do it first. Not only do you have to say the theory, you have to do it yourself. Only in this way will others recognize you and follow you to overcome difficulties. The whole team, or the whole family, has a spiritual backbone. ”
"Or do you want to tell me that you don't plan to be a leader, to be a parent? Are you willing to live a mediocre life alone? Yan Hanjun asked.
This question hits the soul. Ye Ning recalled that in the past 20 years, he had basically achieved nothing and had no opinions. Even now, he goes with the flow, and he follows wherever people tell him to go. Drifting with the tide and moving with the wind is already the most basic portrayal of Ye Ning.
Ye Ning even felt that it seemed good to live a whole life in a messy way.
However, when Yan Hanjun asked, his thought was choked. He doesn't want to admit that he has achieved nothing, he doesn't want to admit that he will have to do nothing in the future, who doesn't want to do something earth-shattering? Who wouldn't want to be a leader?
"I ......" Ye Ning hesitated.
"You don't want to, do you?" Yan Hanjun said, "People are the sum of all social relations, we have to take responsibility, and we may have to take responsibility at any time." We can't be so muddy, we always have to be responsible for people, we should be positive and keep going! ”
"Get up, we're going to save the world."
The words of the second middle school made Ye Ning actually ignite, and at this moment, Ye Ning also cheered up after a long absence: "Also, I have been beaten for so long, and I am still alive." There is no hurdle that cannot be overcome, and there is no road that cannot be walked. Go on, go! ”
Ye Ning didn't completely come out of his sadness, but at least he came out of it formally, and partially out of it mentally. In the past month with Yan Hanjun, Ye Ning has been making progress in all aspects. That's the power of culture.
After a while, the rain stopped, and the dark clouds in the sky began to disperse, and the sun shone down from the clouds, staining the broken walls with gold. The two packed up their bunks and got back on the road, and they continued to walk, step by step through endless time and space.
They stepped over the ruins of a city that had vanished, and the once-thriving buildings were now in ruins, cold and lonely. Every brick and tile is a memory of the past, and they walk in silence, trying not to immerse themselves in this desolation.
Their mindset has become better, and their lives have become more positive.
In front of you is a majestic mountain, which is the continuous mountain range of Longcheng and Huaicheng. Its steep foothills stood in their way like a silent guard. Huaicheng is right at the head of this dragon-shaped mountain range.
They walked around the base of the mountain, one step at a time. Sometimes they walked along the swirling mountain road, and although the road was rough, none of them showed the slightest fear.
For the first month, they crossed the deserted city. For another two months, they crossed Huaicheng and bypassed the mountain peaks. Finally, they came to the middle of the city.