Chapter 424: Suicide Note (2)
"I've lived in your house for as long as I can remember. My impression of my father only exists in other people's mouths. ”
"That day, I went downstairs to buy snacks, and I was alone and watched the children in the distance playing happily. There was a hint of loneliness in my eyes, there was nothing around me to play with, and there were no partners to play with. ”
"The group of children gathered, and they called me over to play with them, and I ran over happily. As a result, some of them started laughing at me, pointing fingers, and I became a laughing stock in their eyes, and they bullied me on the grounds of my family. ”
"Look at this freak, he doesn't even have his parents, I really don't know how he survived."
"Haha, he's not as good as a weak girl, no one cooks for him."
Their words pierced my heart like ice thorns. I tried to hold back my tears and argue with them, but a malicious push broke my balance and I fell heavily in the snow. Their laughter echoed in their ears like a slap in the face. ”
"I tried to stand up, but I was kicked down by another child, and I coughed in pain, but I couldn't hold back my tears. I saw the mocking smiles on their lips, their laughter pricking my ears, and my heart was heavy as if I had been pressed against a boulder in my chest. ”
"I felt like I was in a helpless situation, as if I was trapped in a maelstrom of malice from which I could not escape. I realized that these children weren't trying to have fun, but were looking for an outlet, and I seemed to be their target. ”
"From that moment on, I deeply experienced the pain of being ridiculed and bullied. The malicious actions of those children have left a deep imprint on my memory. People are always evil, they will stand at the highest point, they don't understand the height, to accuse you, to bully you, to play with you. Many times they don't appeal for some kind of profit, but simply feel that bullying others is cool. They simply want to spray others, and they simply want to bully others. ”
"The animal world is the strong, and the human world is a bully. It's all the same, that's how the world works, and that's how the world has deep malice towards every living being. ”
"From that moment on, I understood that man lives only for himself. Nothing else matters, it's the most important thing to be well. Trust, affection? That doesn't exist, and everyone can backstab you at any moment. ”
"I was bullied by them, they laughed at me. I stood on the ground and couldn't get up. Helplessness, despair. It wasn't until you felt that I hadn't come back for a long time, and came down to look for me, that I believed that there was really love. ”
"I still remember your young but majestic voice."
"If we see you bullying him again, don't blame us for being rude!"
"The children's laughter gradually stopped, and they were a little scared in the face of you, a naturally strong paranormal being. They no longer laughed, they stopped bullying, but left silently, scared away by you, the local bully. ”
"I don't know what your purpose is. But I know that none of us have a mother. We are the same kind of people, they dare to bully me because I am weak. They are afraid of you because you are strong! ”
"You're strong, but you've never bullied me, I don't trust anyone, but with a year or two of getting along, I believe in you. With the sacrifice of your father, I realized that we are the same kind of people, and we should treat each other with sincerity. ”
"You've been emotionally important since you were a child, and it's the same now. From beginning to end, I only believed in you. Whether it was Dr. Luo Bin, who adopted me, or the teachers who gave me a lot. What they value is nothing more than my ability and my talent in scientific research. ”
"There are other children like me. They are just not as talented as me, but they have never been adopted by people from the institute. If I don't have the talent, will they come and adopt me? Will they treat me well if I'm good for nothing? For them, I'm just a tool. ”
"Only you, who still regard me as a brother when I am most useless, are my best friends, the only people I can trust. You don't want anything, even if I am flying and in a high position, you have never asked for anything. ”
"It's not like they ask me to do this and do that every day! It's just that you let me do what I want and be happy, except for you, everyone in this world is a hypocrite to me. I don't believe anyone but myself and you! ”
When Ye Ning saw this, he didn't feel glad that Yan Hanjun only believed in himself, and the first thought that came to his mind was that Yan Hanjun was too lacking in love. His parents died young, there was no one to love, and his life lacked too much at the beginning.
Ye Ning, why not himself? So the two of them are good brothers who know the roots, and they are the best playmates of half-brothers. They gave each other all the trust and love they had in childhood.
It's just that their personalities are different, which leads to their different paths in the future. Facing the new father-in-law, Ye Ning felt that people were treating each other sincerely, but Yan Hanjun felt that the other party had other plans. It can be said that a person's childhood creates a person's character, and a person's environment influences all the roads in a person's future.
Yan Hanjun was a lack of love in his childhood, was bullied, did not receive any education, and took his own path of "all-staff conspiracy theory". Education, education from an early age, is essential for a person. Loyalty, filial piety, and righteousness should be cultivated from an early age.
Ye Ning has mixed feelings about Yan Hanjun's childhood. When he was a child, he was similar to him, but because he was a supernatural person, he was strong and strong, and no one could bully him. Even without a mother, no one ever laughed at him, they didn't dare.
really responded to Yan Hanjun's sentence of bullying the soft and afraid of the hard. This physical fitness may also be the reason why there is a lot of physical difference between the two. Ye Ning sighed for a while and continued to look down.
"I studied with these so-called teachers, and I lived with these so-called classmates. I studied all kinds of basics at school during the day, and went back at night to learn professional knowledge from those teachers. ”
"Heh, do they understand what they're here for? School is here to learn. What are they doing? ”
"For a little bit of cheapness, for a few dollars, they kidnapped and deceived me, threatened me with force, and didn't allow me to tell the teacher."
"For the sake of a favorite of the opposite sex, go to war against those so-called imaginary love rivals. I just taught a question to other girls, and I was dragged to the toilet and beaten after class. What am I doing wrong? ”
"They bullied me so much, I said a few words to them, and they said that I had a small belly and chicken intestines, and they said that I was bloody. They laughed at me and thought I was lying. I don't want to talk to these people anymore. ”
"People, people. What kind of creature he is. It is said that at the beginning of human beings, nature is good. What about their goodness? ”
"When they saw the vulnerable, they magnified their evil infinitely and poured all their anger on me! I, I didn't do anything, I didn't provoke them at all, was it my mistake to be born?! ”
"One girl told me that there were a lot of people who didn't help those kids who bullied me. It means that many people are still good. Oh, hypocrisy, don't even dare to stand up, say a few words of sympathy to me, is it good? ”
"Man is evil, and everyone wants to kick something weaker than himself. People are afraid, and everyone is unwilling to come forward when they see evil deeds, and even if there is, it is all hypocrisy. Whatever donations are just for fame, and what volunteers are for, they are all for honor! ”
"I will ignore them again, I will no longer pay attention to any of them! They love it! If I don't talk to them, if I don't communicate with them, can I be left alone? ”
"As a result, I am still disappointed."
"Their gossip is getting more and more excessive, they say that I blindly study just to please the good teacher, to have a good relationship with the teacher, so that I can give their little report to the teacher."
"When this phenomenon did appear in the class, all of them thought that I did it. All of them felt that I was a misfit who would only be a teacher hugging his thighs. ”
"They started bullying me even harder, scolding me and beating me when I had nothing to do. He said that I was a teacher's dog, bullied me and mocked me every day. ”
"A bunch of brainless guys, they never felt that they bullied my teacher without looking for them why. Do you really think the teacher is helping me? ”
"It is said that the school is a place for teaching and educating people, and they all say that we must teach to be a person first and then teach to learn. But what? Not only did they not teach this group how to behave, but they also did not teach how to learn. Under the guise of being for their own interests! ”
When Ye Ning saw this, he instantly began to feel sorry for Yan Hanjun's past. Growing up in a military school, he had never seen this kind of intrigue and bullying between people.
Ye Ning was glad about his childhood, but he felt sad for Yan Hanjun. The environment in which a person grew up from a young age eventually created a different ending and a different character.
Environment, very important. From childhood to the environment in which a person lives, everyone around him is an indispensable factor that affects his growth. When the growth atmosphere of the whole society is rising, everyone can grow up healthy and happy.
Ye Ning sighed for Yan Hanjun, and then looked down:
"My lesbian table, who comforted me after being bullied every time, showed sympathy for me. Although he is hypocritical, he is also good, at least she makes me feel that there is still true love in the world. ”