Chapter 351: Ice and Ocean (2)
For Liz Hay, the last few years have been the most satisfying and happiest for her. Everything is fine at home, living a petty bourgeoisie, and I have my favorite boyfriend by my side...... If you consider the relationship between the two, it would be more appropriate to say that it is a fiancΓ©. Xiaohai and her fiancΓ© have an extraordinary affection, and if there are no accidents, the two will leave school and get married after completing their studies. It can be said that if there are no accidents, for Xiaohai, her future will be happy. It is very much in line with the kind of happiness that ordinary girls imagine, although they will eventually be far away from immortality, but they can realize the beautiful vision of "a lifetime and a couple".
However, just as Xiaohai was dreaming of such a happy life coming, a series of unexpected events shattered her dream and brought her a cold reality. And what made Xiaohai even more unacceptable was that the person who brought her the bad news was actually her childhood sweetheart, who could be said to be the closest relationship with her except for her fiancΓ©, Jane Baixue - although the other party said that this was a helpless, unavoidable, and destined catastrophe for the two of them.
When the two met, Xiao Hai just thought that Bai Xue had been out practicing for too long, so he came to chat with her after coming back, so he very enthusiastically pulled Bai Xue to chat and expressed his greetings to Bai Xue.
And Bai Xue, who was already entangled in her heart about how to talk to Xiao Hai about the Ice Ocean Goddess, was unconsciously led by Xiao Hai, and then kept chatting with her. Fortunately, at the beginning, Xiao Hai still had some questions about Bai Xue, but in the back, Xiao Hai was basically talking about his full daily life with a happy face. The ordinary little things in life are also sweetness worth showing off in her opinion. But. Thanks to Xiaohai chatting and chatting, he entered the "stand-alone mode", and Bai Xue finally had the opportunity to sort out his thoughts and organize his own language.
And then...
Take advantage of the fact that Xiaohaikou is a little dry, and take a cup of water. Bai Xue finally spoke.
"It's okay, Xiaohai. Now it's my turn to have something to say, right? Today, I didn't come to you because I had been out for too long and came back to see an old friend, I came to you for a serious matter, a major matter that at least related to the existence of you and me, so don't interrupt, listen to what I have to say. β
Bai Xue pulled Xiao Hai, who was in a state of excitement. Then he said to Xiao Hai in a serious tone: "Na, although it has only been a long time at the beginning, you should be able to feel it clearly, right? But your body is really getting weaker?"
It wasn't until Bai Xue said in a serious tone that the symptoms of her body had only recently appeared, and it was also the biggest worry in her heart now, that Xiao Hai reacted, Bai Xue was not joking, Bai Xue was serious.
Xiao Hai, who was shocked in his heart, couldn't help but stand up directly from his seat: "What!!...... How do you know? I haven't ...... yet." Xiao Hai's words are not finished. was interrupted by Bai Xue: "Are you trying to say that you haven't told anyone about your recent physical condition......? Actually, it's inevitable that your body will become weak, and sooner or later you will come to this moment. And a large part of the reason for this is because of me. β
Hearing this, Bai Xue said that her thinking speed could no longer keep up with this sudden large amount of "information", and she asked in a daze: "...... What are you talking about, Xiaohai, my body has deteriorated...... Something to do with you?"
"Hmm. Yes. So, you have to listen up. What am I saying...... It's a long topic, but you have to listen to it?" the corners of Bai Xue's mouth twitched slightly, and then continued, "First of all, in order to convince you of what I said, let me make an oath...... From now on, I will be responsible for what I say, and if I lie any of my subsequent confessions, I will be punished by heaven. β
After a pause, Bai Xue looked at Xiao Hai with a shocked and stunned expression, and said again: "Can you trust me like this?" A faint smile appeared on Bai Xue's face. And Xiao Hai, who heard Bai Xue's words, finally reacted.
Sitting up straight, his face became serious and serious, Xiao Hai nodded to Bai Xue and said, "I know, you can say it." It was rare to see Bai Xue like this, and Xiao Hai knew that they must have made a big deal this time.
Xiao Hai thought in his heart, and secretly took a deep breath, thinking that no matter what he heard from Bai Xue for a while, he must listen calmly and then analyze it.
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β...... So, now that's the way it is, one of the two of us will become 'history' and disappear, and the other will become the second generation, the goddess of the ice ocean - and in the current situation, no matter from which angle, the initiative is with me?"
However, it turns out that Xiao Hai, who has heard a series of things about the goddess of ice and her inheritance from Bai Xue (only Bai Xue knows), does not have such a strong psychological quality - she feels the sweetness of love, and she becomes a full-fledged person, and every day she will fantasize about the day when she will wear a white wedding dress and walk through the red carpet to get married, she will fantasize about the future loving husband and wife life with her son, and she will fantasize about the joy of getting children many years later...... However, at this time, she was coldly told by her closest same-sex friend and childhood sweetheart that her beautiful vision for the future may disappear like a bubble.
Such a cruel truth is absolutely unacceptable to Xiaohai. Xiao Hai, who heard the news, showed a desperate expression. As soon as her feet were weak, she sat on the ground weakly, and two lines of tears flowed down her cheeks unconsciously.
"Why? Why? How could it be?...... How can it, how can it be like this...... Impossible......"
Because Bai Xue swore a poisonous oath very presciently, Xiao Hai knew that what Bai Xue said was the truth - including the fact that Xiao Hai had the initiative 100% on this issue.
And the reason why Xiaohai collapsed was because of two reasons.
The first reason is that she doesn't want to die - the happiness of the present makes her think that she has no reason to give up her present life to die, and she still has all kinds of beautiful visions and longings for the future. Happiness is coming, but how can you be willing to let go?
And the second reason for its collapse is......
(It's not possible anymore...... Can Shirayuki give up anything for me like she did before?)
She thinks that Xiaohai probably won't have it, and she will choose to sacrifice herself in order to reject her show of love and take the initiative to distance herself from her. Therefore, in the face of the current situation, the initiative is in the hands of the other party, and she is powerless to resist, she can only feel despair and fear - because she really does not want to die.
However, after all, out of fear and unwillingness to "die", when she was about to completely collapse, she grabbed Bai Xue with a hideous, blackened expression that was about to collapse, and asked with a little madness in her eagerness, like a drowning person eager to hold driftwood: "Now, Xiaoxue...... 1. There must be another way, right? I, I don't want to die, you, you must have another way, right? We're best friends, right? You won't let me go on like this, right? You won't watch me die, right? I, I'm the person you love the most, right?" Xiao Hai's words became more and more hideous, and at the end of the words, what appeared in front of Bai Xue was a beautiful face that should have been very familiar, and it was completely impossible to see its beauty and horror.
Even if it is compared to the "fierce god and evil", it is not much less than the hideous and terrifying affection.
β......β
Looking at Xiao Hai, who showed such a different expression to him for the first time in front of him, and said the words that he never expected to come out of his mouth, Bai Xue only felt that his heart was stabbed fiercely.
However, her answer to this is......
'Well, you still have a chance, Xiaohai, if you can succeed!' (To be continued......)