Red lake leaves

Chapter 17: Rebirth in a Dream

Hate? How? Does it hurt? Pain, hatred. Liu Yemei felt that her heart was about to break, she felt that her body was floating in the snowy sky, flying! Endless Flight! In front of her, she personally saw her body flying, the woman in the white dress was so soft, the beautiful long hair was floating in the snowy sky, the kindness of her face she didn't look like herself, suddenly a tornado blew, the sky darkened like ink, not far away she saw two figures, she rubbed her sleepy eyes and took a closer look, yes, yes! Isn't this the legendary black impermanence, and the white impermanence with the tongue hanging? She was shocked, turned around and flew back, before she could turn back, in an instant, black and white impermanence had already floated around her with an iron lock, and Bai impermanence roared loudly: "Where is the unjust soul? Come with us to the Yama Temple to be tortured! Before she could reply, the iron lock was wrapped around her waist, and she resisted with all her strength, trying to break free from the chains, but the black impermanence was as strong as a yak; She floats like a floating fallen leaf with black impermanence; She begged loudly: "Two officials, please let me go, I have a three-month-old child at home, please—please let me go!" Let me go back! Hei Wuchang's face was like the bottom of a smoked pot, and his eyes were glowing red, piercing her weak gaze: "We are just bringing back the unjust souls of the underworld, and when the Yama Palace arrives, what do you have to suffer, what do you say to the Lord of Yama again, we must stick to our duties, and we can't bend the law for personal gain......!" "Her tears are like pearls with broken threads, it is said that there are no tears in the soul, but her tears do exist, she is helpless, she is helpless, her heart aches...... Suddenly there was a light in front of her eyes, the white fog was vast, she could vaguely see the grass and trees on the ground, the river was blue, the wild flowers were fragrant, especially the red and bloody flowers, fluttering in the wind, making people pitiful, black and white impermanence took her to float down in front of a thatched house, the cold wind blew, she clearly saw a small wooden bridge on the river, the fog slowly dispersed, she wiped off her face - the tears on the bloodless face, look at it, this will not be the bridge, right? I heard that once I cross the bridge, my soul will completely enter the underworld, and I will never be able to return to the yang world, and before crossing the bridge, there will be Meng Po's Meng Po soup will be forcibly poured into the mouth, and I will forget everything in my previous life, love and hatred, joys and sorrows, all of which will be forgotten, and the purpose is for the next reincarnation...... Be a new man! She wore a white dress and stroked the bright red flowers like snow beside her with her soft and weak hands, tears fell like rain, not waiting for her to come back to her senses, "squeak", the door of the thatched house opened, the old face, the kind face, the eyes were full of pity, the sideburns on the gray hair exuded a cold light, she looked at it with tears, it was an old woman holding a blue and white porcelain black bowl, and her kind eyes were full of pity: "Girl, drink it, you will forget all the pain and sorrow......" Liu Yemei looked at the soup in the blue and white porcelain black bowl, secretly red, red and green, she shook her head vigorously with tears, took a step back, but was tripped by the flowers and plants under her feet, fell to the ground, her hands danced wildly: "You are Meng Po, right?" Don't let me drink, I ...... I......! She couldn't stop crying, tears flowed, choked and pitiful...... Meng Po's step approached, and the kind face suddenly became hideous, giving black and white impermanence a look, black and white impermanence immediately pulled her up, pressed her arms, she was powerless to resist, she struggled desperately, but to no avail; Meng Po held the blue and white porcelain black bowl to her lips, and she hissed and cried out, crying and shouting: "Don't drink - I don't drink——! Tears flowed down, his head shook vigorously, shaking like a child's playing drum, his scattered hair split his head and covered his face, his eyes were blurred, and he only heard the words in his ears: "Wait——! She stopped struggling, and Black and White Impermanence let go of her crushed arm, and she straightened her loose hair, opened her tearful eyes, and a dark shadow flashed in the sky, mixed with clouds and mist, and walked towards them in a black robe...... Black and white impermanence clasped his hands and knelt on the ground, Meng Po also knelt with a blue and white porcelain black bowl and knelt down, shouting in unison: "Congratulations to His Royal Highness the King of Hades for coming to inspect, please ask His Royal Highness the King of Hades to investigate!" As soon as the words fell, she looked at the scene, cried and fell to her knees - not kneeling, but crawling, her beautiful long hair scattered on her shoulders, she did not dare to speak, and her long white dress was already ragged......

"Ladies and gentlemen, please get up!" The peacefulness in the language made Liu Yemei feel a trace of warmth, she raised her head and looked at the black robe and coat in front of her, her face was black, which made her feel timid, and she quickly fell to the ground; Black and white impermanence had already gotten up and stood beside her, and Meng Po also got up and stood, and she only heard the sound in her ears: "Girl—this girl should also get up!" When she heard the sound, she stood up weakly and looked at the black robe; She already knew that this was Lord Hades, and she felt that she was in the underworld, and her heart hurt so badly that tears flowed down her eyes and blurred her eyes...... But the direct intuition told her that she was dead, she was dead, and before she could think about it, a crisp word came from her ears: "Don't be embarrassed about this girl, she shouldn't die, and the dust is not over, send her on the road!" Liu Yemei heard this, she hurriedly knelt down and kowtowed: "Thank you, Lord Hades, thank you, Lord Hades!" "Tears of joy and sorrow rained down...... A gloomy wind blew, and she felt herself float in the sky and fall rapidly...... Fall...... The body is out of control......

"Ah——!h She woke up from the warm bed, her throat was dry, she couldn't speak, her heart was almost shattered, a mouthful of blood spurted out, bright red blood spilled to her lips, she sat up hard, tears had soaked her head, stained with blood...... She shouted hard, hoarsely, "Mom-Mom-what about my child?" ”

"You're awake - kid - Ye Mei you scared me, you have slept for three days and three nights, child - don't scare mom!" Liu Yemei's mother rushed to hear the sound and hugged her and cried silently, her eyes wet with tears......

"Mom-Mom-am I'm dead?" Liu Yemei cried, her voice hoarse and choked...... She felt her throat dry and aching.

"Kid - don't - don't say that!" She said as she wiped the blood from Liu Yemei's lips; Her bloodless lips, her purple lips trembled slightly, and her face was pale, like a withering rose......

"Mom—how is the child?" She asked softly.

"Yes—the child is fine! You lie down, Mom will get you something to eat, and I'll drink the medicine later! ”

She lay down slowly, the tears in her eyes were still rolling, and the sobbing sound seemed to be pear blossoms with dew, which made it painful to see; Hate? How? Thinking of this, how can she not hate, complain, or pain, but she does not regret it, she does not regret every step she takes, she is a person who has died once, since she does not regret it, she will not live happily...... Alive...... She sat up straight, wiped away her tears, looked at the flying snow outside the window, and smiled, so sweet, so beautiful; The soft snow, falling gently, flying lightly, dancing in circles, some cold, some elegant, pure and flawless like snow lotus, can make people sad and touching.

Melancholy, endless melancholy. She recalled him amorous, handsome and handsome, him with a shirt like snow, kind but helpless, and affectionate; recalls his bits and pieces, but always can't remember his face. Staring at the flying snow, I thought fiercely, and opened my eyes desperately, but there was still no trace...... It was hatred that erased his shadow, and it was love that ruined her memory! Tears suddenly dropped, wet the bedding under her body, it turned out that her heart was thinking about it in every way, thinking and meditating, but it was just a terrible heartache, tears ran dry, the stinging pain in her heart hit, her hands and feet were cold, she kept shaking, as if the world's most precious pearl had been stolen by someone to grief and pain, the heartache of frustration, the pain of not wanting to live......

This world, the world is not forever, no matter how unforgettable it is, it will be smoothed out by time, and it will be replaced by worldly original items, helpless people, the fall of the world makes her irretrievable pure love, innocent love, and the party does not know that she is still holding the weak and valuable treasure, refusing to let go, refusing to let go, maybe letting go is the happiest, the greatest return, love someone, you have to give up everything, sacrifice yourself...... Hate? Resentment? Does it hurt? Remorse? Regret - she will never regret it!

She will never regret giving up Sicheng...... Only hate......

The plum blossom in the corner of the wall is open, and it is proud of the cold snow. The sky gradually cleared, the cold sun light sprinkled on the snow-white earth, making people's eyes sting, seeing the plum blossoms in the corner of the wall blooming brightly, the cold dew on the petals urged the warm dripping of the sun, and the delicate figure was like the delicate and poignant tears of Liu Yemei's young woman...... She was dressed in a black cloak, and walked gently towards the plum blossoms in the corner, the cold dew plum blossoms that made people feel sad and surprised made Liu Yemei's heart touch gently, and she gently stroked the plum blossoms that were as bright as blood, as if she loved her own children, as if she was caressing the delicate cheeks...... The cold and piercing cold, she couldn't help but tremble lightly with her fingers, touching the coldness of her heart, and the tears of disobedience slipped down one after another, wetting the cold petals, and the petals that shed tears turned from red to dark in an instant, as if injected with venom, the drips of tears were black and translucent, she was surprised to put away the slender hand that touched the petals, wiped the sad and sad tears, she knew that it was the warm tears and the warm hands that hurt it, hurt the delicate and gorgeous it, she knew that she was the same as the plum blossoms, I couldn't bear the fiery passion of youth, the fiery temperature, and finally hurt myself, hurt all of my own, all ...... But she has no regrets...... It's like she inadvertently hurt the delicate plum blossoms...... Her pity, her warm tears, tears of pity, her warm slender hands hurt it deeply, hurt the petals that were as gorgeous as blood...... But it is so perfect, so delicate, not afraid of cold, not afraid of wind and snow, arrogant and open, quietly open...... She has no regrets, even if she hates, even if she resents, even if she hurts, she never regrets, she does not regret...... She tightly draped in a black cloak and watched alone at the delicate plum blossoms in the snow, tears like pearls with broken threads falling again, endlessly......

"Ye Mei - come on, it's time to eat!"

"Oh——!" She came back to her senses and knew that her mother had called her, and she hurried back to the house.

"The child is still sleeping?"

"Wake up—look, you've woken up a long time ago, how clever ......!" Liu Yemei's mother hugged the child to show her.

"Oh, good-good-come, mommy!" Liu Yemei took the child and snuggled it in her arms, untied her clothes, and she gently sent the nipple to the child's petite mouth; The child gulped on her fresh milk, a gentle, kind smile on her tear-stained face......

"Ye Mei - come - you can eat too!"

"Oh - wait a minute, I'll eat it after feeding the baby!" The child did not eat her mother's milk for many months, gulped, gobbled up like sucking, she felt a little tingling, she was afraid of choking the child, she slowly left the child's body, gently put the child on the bed, sorted out the clothes, finished eating, did not wait for the mother to speak, she silently told the mother:

"Mom - I don't refuse anymore, you let me get married, I agree, I don't want to hurt you, my father is gone because of me, I don't want to be without my mother again; Mom - I listen to you, what you say, do what you say, I will do whatever you want, you can find some people to handle my marriage in a few days! I also figured it out, and I no longer refuse...... For you, for my children, I will live happily ......! ”

"Ye Mei-you-you don't wait for Sicheng? Do you agree to marry Chen Minghui? Liu Yemei's mother was surprised, and she was surprised by her daughter's sudden change.

"Don't wait, this time is not long, for the sake of reality, for life, I will listen to you!"

"Do you really agree?" Mother smiles.

"Agreed!" She nodded, her haggard smile believing all the pain in her heart, all the sadness.

"That's good! In a few days, I will choose an auspicious day and I will get you married. ”

Liu Yemei - a young woman with a child, can she marry a good man? Will her mother have a good name?