Chapter 19: Self-harm for love
Chapter 19: Self-harm for love
On the eighth day of the lunar month, that is, the Laba Festival, that is, the day Liu Yemei got married, the sky in Beijing was also vaguely filled with cold snowflakes......
The street at dusk is covered with snow. The green flowers and plants on the side of the road are covered with snow-white quilts, and you can vaguely see a little greenery, and the greenery of the deep winter brings a trace of joy to Lu Sicheng and Zhang Yan...... Zhang Yan's hair shawl, pink cotton coat, black leather boots, and flesh-colored cotton stockings look so youthful and sexy...... Even in the depths of winter, she can't hide her sexy and beautiful figure...... Lu Sicheng walked to a luxurious hot pot restaurant with his youthful and beautiful waist in his arms......
The atmosphere in the store is elegant and comfortable, and the brilliant lighting makes people a little dizzy; Lu Sicheng entered such a luxurious hot pot restaurant for the first time, and the panic and nervousness in his heart couldn't help but hold Zhang Yan's hand tightly and wanted to retreat; Zhang Yan gave him a sexy look and pulled him into a small private room......
The warm, comfortable and elegant small private room is steaming in an instant, the food is full of fragrance, three glasses of beer are down, Zhang Yan's face is crimson, coupled with the temperature of the fire, the spicy aroma of vegetables, the sweat on the face is like a pearl with broken threads, and the crystal clear sweat is accompanied by pink and sexy red lips...... She got up and took off her pink cotton coat, and suddenly her youthful, sexy, and delicate body curves appeared in front of Lu Sicheng's eyes...... Lu Sicheng, who was full of wine, had a keen gaze and stared straight at Zhang Yan stunned; Zhang Yan looked at the affectionate Lu Sicheng and smiled: "What are you looking at?" So focused! As he spoke, he stepped forward and sat in Lu Sicheng's arms, his arms hooked around his neck, the sexy, flesh-colored stockings were softly on his legs, and his amorous and charming eyes looked straight at Sicheng; His breathing was a little disordered: "Look at you! Yan...... You're so beautiful, so beautiful! ”
"Really?" Zhang Yan smiled charmingly, and her sexy red lips gently stuck to Lu Sicheng's hot, hot, sweaty face......
"Well-you're so beautiful, and you're so sexy and sexy to look at, ...... you feel nervous and nervous!" Lu Sicheng murmured softly.
"Do you love me, then? Like me? Zhang Yan asked softly into his ear.
"I love you! Just like a beautiful woman like you......! ”
Suddenly, the blood in Lu Sicheng's heart boiled like 100 degrees of boiling water, and his hot cheeks trembled slightly......
"Yan ...... Come down! This place is ......! ”
"I don't, I like it, I'm going to ...... like this!" Zhang Yan was delicate and coquettish, sticking out her tongue.
"Yan ...... Don't do this on this occasion in the future, it's called torture ......! Sicheng said with an affectionate smile.
"I don't ...... I like it......! ”
"If you do it again, I'll chop you up!" Lu Sicheng said and hooked his finger on the tip of Zhang Yan's nose.
"Then you chop? Come on - chop now! Zhang Yan is coquettish.
"I'll chop ......!" Lu Sicheng said joking with Zhang Yan.
"Giggle...... Giggle......! Zhang Yan laughed coquettishly and jumped out of Lu Sicheng's arms and returned to her seat. Lu Sicheng smiled passionately and picked up his wine glass.
"Yan-come-have a drink, let's go back!"
"Okay—back! Drink, drink! It's still early, right? Let's play a little longer! ”
"It's not early—it's almost twelve!" Si Cheng looked at his watch.
"Come back—come back after this drink!" Zhang Yan smiled charmingly, and the two touched the wine glass and drank it all.
Zhang Yan sorted out her clothes, put on a pink coat, combed her messy hair and said, "Sicheng, you sit for a while, I'll go check out!" ”
"I'll go! How can you get knotted? ”
"I'll go, you outsider, I'll kill you when I hear the accent, cut!" Zhang Yan walked out of the private room door with a delicate and clever look...... Lu Sicheng was a little sleepy, lying on the table waiting for Zhang Yan, drowsy......
Zhang Yan came back after settling the account, saw that Lu Sicheng was asleep, and grabbed Lu Sicheng's ear: "Dead pig - I'll fall asleep after going out for a while!" Fast! Walk! Let's go back to sleep! Zhang Yan said affectionately to wake up Lu Sicheng.
"Huh...... Sleepy! Lu Sicheng stretched his long waist and walked out of the door of the hot pot restaurant with Zhang Yan in his arms......
At midnight, there was a deathly silence, the snow was still boiling and falling, and it was getting heavier and heavier, and occasionally a few dog sounds came, breaking the dead night sky; The streets of the city are vaguely crowded, almost nowhere to be seen, such a snowy day, if it is not a lover in love, who wants to go out so late and romantic......
Zhang Yan and Lu Sicheng leaned on each other for warmth, their bodies trembling in the cold air, and they walked through the street into the alley.
"Sicheng, cold ——!" Zhang Yan shuddered!
"Come—I'll hold you for a while!" Sicheng hugged Zhang Yan tightly with his wide body, and Zhang Yan felt his fiery body temperature.
"It's not cold, is it?"
"Hmm!" Zhang Yan put her red lips on his. She kissed Sicheng affectionately, feeling his body temperature,
"Listen—it looks like someone is coming!"
"Big black sky, whatever—cut!" Zhang Yan continued to suck on his warm lips; Behind them came the sound of "creaking" snow treading!
"Big brother, look ——!"
"Hey-such a big snow and flirtatious girls!"
"Let's go, brothers, go over and see what that girl looks like!"
Lu Sicheng listened quietly, and he hurriedly let go of Zhang Yan.
"Yan-go quickly, it seems that the situation is not good!"
"What's wrong?" Before Zhang Yan from the gentle township could ask Si Cheng clearly, Si Cheng took her hand and ran to the depths of the alley, and the sound of snow treading behind her was rapid and nervous.
"Stop! Where to run, brothers—up, catch up with them! ”
Zhang Yan heard the shouts behind her and understood what was going on! She followed Si Cheng and ran forward without looking back.
"Squeak-squeak" The sound of the snow was rapid and tense, and in an instant the cold air seemed to be about to freeze, and the shouts behind the sound of stepping on the snow were continuous.
"Stop—grab that girl, let's have fun, brothers!" The cold air, the rapid and nervous panting, mixed with the steps of stepping on the snow, Zhang Yan was already dragging her thoughts and couldn't run anymore.
"Sicheng - I...... I...... I can't run. Zhang Yan was panting, her cheeks were crimson, and her strength was overdrawn.
"Endure it again-Yan-Hurry-——! quickly" Lu Sicheng pulled Zhang Yan to the end of the alley, and when he looked up, it was pitch black in front of the snow.
"It's not good - a dead end, there's no way out, what's going on?" Lu Sicheng said nervously and panickedly to Zhang Yan.
In a hurry, Zhang Yan cried: "Woo...... Woo...... Woo...... What to do? ”
"Don't cry——!" Lu Sicheng took Zhang Yan's hand and ran back, he wanted to fight once, there would definitely be an exit in the distance, he ran desperately, pulled Zhang Yan to run desperately; A few people on the other side had stopped them.
"Stop, where to run!" The air froze, the snow was falling so wildly, Lu Sicheng saw everything in front of him clearly, it was five or six young men with dyed hair, and at first glance they were gangsters in the mixed society.
"What do you want to do?" Lu Sicheng asked forcefully and loudly, the cold air being blown away by his voice. Zhang Yan quietly hid behind him, and he protected Zhang Yan like a hen protecting her chicks.
"Hey—this girl looks good, she's smart, I like it, brothers—get that girl for me!" Scarface looked at Zhang Yan, who was so delicate and sexy, and said. (Scarface: Nicknamed Scarface because of a knife mark on his face)
"Don't come here—what do you want to do?" Lu Sicheng's eyes were hideous, and he shouted loudly. Zhang Yan, who was hiding behind her, was so frightened that she hugged Lu Sicheng's waist tightly.
"Hmph...... Hum...... Do? The chick behind you looks good! Let the brothers enjoy it too...... Ha ha...... Ha ha......! Scarface smiled lewdly.
"She-she's my girlfriend, you-don't mess around, if you mess around again, we're going to call the police!" Lu Sicheng was nervous and panting, with a ratio of one to six, if he really moved, he was really helpless.
"Huh-call the police? You're a foreign mallet to seduce other people's innocent girls, and you're still messing around on the road in the middle of the night, I think you're impatient, besides, you can her with a mallet from other places, can't we? You call the police, I want to call the police! Sue you for seducing an innocent girl......! Scarface's face was hideous, and his eyes were lewd and the rest of the color-haired brothers approached step by step. The heavy snow came like goose feathers, the sound of stepping on the snow was close at hand, the cold air spread around him like a fiery fire, Lu Sicheng hugged the delicate Zhang Yan, slowly retreated, slowly retreated...... He thought to himself, he has to protect his beloved Zhang Yan tonight, he has lost his beloved Liu Yemei, he can't lose the deepest, delicate and sexy Zhang Yan......
"Ah, dog, let's wrap that kid around first, and we'll catch that girl's ......!"
Ah Dog - The green-haired Ah Dog hurriedly stepped forward to hug Sicheng, and the rest of the people also hurried forward; Lu Sicheng hugged Zhang Yan and retreated quickly, and suddenly tripped over something, he looked down and saw clearly what was in the snow, it was a cold red brick, he stood steadily, and the dog had already pounced on his body, his eyes were hideous, and his face was cold...... He pushed away Zhang Yan, who was hugging, bent down to pick up the hard and cold red bricks in the snow, and smashed them hard at the pounced dog, and the powerful and hard red bricks fell from the top of the dog's head in two, rolling in the snow and disappearing...... Listening to the sound of "ah", Ah Dog held his head in his hands, blood dripping on his cheeks, foaming at the mouth, and slowly fell into the cold snow...... The rest of them watched Ah Gou fall to the ground, and took out machetes, axes, and steel pipes from their waists and rushed towards Si Cheng...... "Slow——! Scarface yelled loudly; The rest of the color-haired thugs stopped......
Lu Sicheng looked at the dog on the ground foaming at the mouth, his limbs trembled, blood overflowed, stained red with snow, and the smell of blood wafting made his face pale, his limbs weak, dizzy, and fell to the ground in front of him...... Zhang Yan looked at Si Cheng who had fallen, and even crawled around Si Cheng and shouted loudly: "Si Cheng——! Tears fell like rain, flowing on the neck extremely cold, cold to the heart, she was frightened by the scene just now and fainted, lying motionless on Sicheng's warm body......
"Quick—brothers! Stop the bleeding for the dog first...... Scarface said as he tore off one of his white shirts and tightly tied the bleeding wound of the dog, the bleeding had stopped, but the dog still kept foaming at the mouth, and his limbs trembled and passed out......
Scarface picked up the sexy, delicate, soft, and fainted Zhang Yan, beckoned the brothers to pick up the dog, and dragged Lu Sicheng to an abandoned warehouse on the outskirts of the city......
In the middle of the night, the snow fell like goose feathers, the cold wind leaked in with the broken windows of the abandoned warehouse, the huge warehouse was pitch black, the snow outside the window shone, everything in the warehouse could be seen clearly, and the dead warehouse was so quiet that only the sound of panting could be heard; Scarface put down the unconscious Zhang Yan and threw it to the ground and gave her a kick: "This girl is still dead and heavy, and Lao Tzu is laborious!" Zhang Yan's beautiful long hair spilled all over the ground...... Scarface beckoned his brothers to find firewood to light a fire, who could stand it on a cold day. In an instant, the fire in the warehouse was red, and they carried Dog close to the fire to watch Dog's injury, Scarface reached out to Dog's nose to test Dog's breathing...... "It's okay!" Brothers, the dog is fine! ”
"What about that kid?"
"Leave him alone, go—brothers, go and see the girl, look at the pretty girl!" Scarface smiled lewdly and led the rest of the brothers closer to Zhang Yan...... Zhang Yan lay motionless on the ground, her pink cotton coat was messy, her beautiful long hair was sprinkled all over the ground, and her sexy red lips made Scar's face drool, and men's lust rose ......!
"Brothers-you go to the side first and look at the mallet in the field, and the dog, I'll enjoy it first, and then you will come one by one after enjoying it!" Scarface waved his hand for the brothers to retreat, and he couldn't wait to crawl on Zhang Yan's sexy, soft body...... With both hands, he took off Zhang Yan's pink coat vigorously...... Zhang Yan was awakened by the sudden pressure: "Ahem...... Ahem......! ”
When she opened her eyes and saw the scar face pressed on her body, she touched her frantically, she used all her strength to push Scarface away, stood up quickly, and before Scarface could come back to her senses, she slapped Scarface Scarface's face, and she felt her hands numb......
"Rogue ...... Shameless...... What do you want? Zhang Yan's eyes were hideous, and her face was bloodless.
"Bang-——!" Two slaps landed on Zhang Yan's face. "What? Stinky three-eight! If you still beat me, I want to you, kill you, what's the matter? Scarface's cold gaze was on Zhang Yan, Zhang Yan's face was blurred by Scarface's two slaps, and the bright red blood at the corners of her lips dripped ......
"You rascal - shameless and nasty ——!" Zhang Yan cried and scolded loudly.
"What the hell is the hooligan? I'm still a hooligan——! Scarface smiled lewdly and threw himself at Zhang Yan; Zhang Yan, who was powerless to resist, was tightly hugged in her arms by Scarface......
"Sicheng...... Where are you...... Sicheng ......! Tears rained down, soaking the blood from the corners of her lips......
"Yan ...... Yan...... Zhang Yan ......! Lu Sicheng woke up in Zhang Yan's exclamation, and when he opened his eyes, there was a blur in front of him...... His eyes had not yet adjusted to the light at this time, and his hands fluttered; Zhang Yan watched Si Cheng start, she desperately broke free from Scarface's entanglement, and wanted to run to Si Cheng's side.
"Brothers, hold her, don't let her pass!" Suddenly, several people surrounded Zhang Yan and grabbed her, she struggled desperately, and shouted loudly: "Sicheng - hurry - hurry - come and save me——! Zhang Yan couldn't cry, and her tears flowed...... By the light of the fire, Lu Sicheng saw everything clearly, he quickly got up and hurriedly ran towards Zhang Yan......
"Stop—one more step to hack you!" Scarface yelled at Sicheng with a silver axe in his hand. Si Cheng stopped and took a closer look, several people pulled Zhang Yan, Zhang Yan was no longer the same, the corners of her lips were bleeding, her clothes were messy, and her scattered hair blocked her eyes......
"What did you do to her-you-you-you ——!" Lu Sicheng's eyes were soaked with tears, and he choked up and asked Scarface.
"What's wrong, the chick was disobedient and made me slap twice, what's wrong? Heartache, right? Scarface smiled lewdly and stroked Zhang Yan's bloody cheeks.
"Let go of her, you let go of her, what are your skills, even if you rush at me and bully a weak woman, what are your skills? Are you men, let her go, let her go——! Lu Sicheng said forcefully.
"Isn't it a man? Do you want to see it? I'll let you see if I'm a man! Scarface gritted his teeth and said as he tore off Zhang Yan's coat, touched his hands wildly, stepped forward and put his lips on Zhang Yan's red lips, "Phew-" Zhang Yan squirted a mouthful of bloody saliva onto Scarface's face, and bright red blood sprinkled on Scarface's face;
"Hooligans - shameless and indecent ——!" Zhang Yan's face was hideous, and she scolded loudly......; Scarface wiped the blood on his face, and reached out to give Zhang Yan two more blows, but was stopped by Lu Sicheng;
"You're really not a man, you have the ability to come at me, come at me - there is a kind of us fighting alone, see how much thick water you have——!" Lu Sicheng shouted loudly to Scarface......!
"Sicheng - you don't care about me, run away! Sicheng - I love you - hurry up - you run! Zhang Yan cried and shouted, tears were like rain, and her heart was about to break......
"Yan-Zhang Yan-I won't leave you alone, even if I die, I will die with you, don't worry, with me, it will be fine!" Sicheng comforted Zhang Yan loudly.
"What a couple! What if I don't go it alone with you? I just want her! Scarface said and touched Zhang Yan's body, and touched it fiercely; Zhang Yan wanted to kick him, but was pressed hard by the red and blue hairs around him......
"You'll let her go, won't you? You can let me die! You can't hurt her! Lu Sicheng wanted to cry without tears.
"Okay—what about my brother?"
"I'll pay for my life, you let her go - play with her life, I'm afraid of not dying, you let me die, I'll die now......!"
Lu Sicheng's eyes were cold, Zhang Yan's tears were like rain, her heart was like a knife, the stinging pain in her heart numbed her whole body for a while, and the cold tears flowed through her neck and reached the cold heart......
"No-don't-Sicheng-no-don't-Sicheng——!" She was choked and screaming in tears, her dry throat was hoarse and the pain was unbearable......
"Oops! Love! What a love seed in the world! Death is spared! Seeing that you are so affectionate, I will tell you the truth - the mallet in the field, a dog I picked up on the road, I didn't eat or drink, I took him in, he has no father or mother, and no one asks when he dies, as long as I don't call the police, no one cares at all, as long as you leave a finger, I'll let you go, what do you think? Scarface laughed wryly. He knew that Ah Dog was fine, Ah Dog had epilepsy since he was a child, and when he was stimulated by a lot, he would foam at the mouth, tremble in his limbs, and be unconscious, and he would be fine after a while.
"Okay - a gentleman's word, the horse is difficult to chase, that's all, I promise you!" Lu Sicheng replied forcefully.
"Well—I'll do it for you!" Scarface threw the axe in his hand at Lu Sicheng's feet.
Lu Sicheng looked at the silver light axe under his feet, bent down, looked at the silver light axe, he had made up his mind, knelt on his knees, stretched out the fingers of his left hand, put it on the ground, and held the silver light axe high in his right hand, and at the moment when he closed his eyes, the silver light axe in his right hand slashed down hard......
"Don't ——!" Zhang Yan shouted loudly!
Scarface and his brothers shouted ...... almost in unison; At the same time, only a "click" was heard, the silver light axe hit the ground, and Lu Sicheng's half-truncated finger jumped a few times on the ground, and there was no movement...... Blood spilled from his left hand; Lu Sicheng said "ah-" and fell to the ground, bright red blood sprayed on his left hand, and a thick smell of blood filled the cold air and solidified...... Zhang Yan came back to her senses, and the rest of the people and Scarface were still stunned for a moment just now, motionless......
"Sicheng - don't - Sicheng ——!" Zhang Yan shouted and crawled to Sicheng, tears flowing, her dry throat hoarse, crying......
Scarface and the others were shouted back to their senses by Zhang Yan......
"Brothers, hurry up and pack up your things, wake up Ah Gou and evacuate, today the matter is getting bigger, their family is coming, they can't eat and walk around - hurry up - hurry up and ——!" Scarface beckons the brothers to evacuate.
Zhang Yan held Sicheng's hand, the blood flowed, she desperately covered the wound of the severed finger with her hand, but the bright red blood kept flowing, staining her cuffs red, and she desperately wiped the blood that kept flowing out...... Blood stained her pink coat...... The more she covered and rubbed, the more blood continued to flow out, and she cried desperately, and the stinging pain in her heart surged all over her body...... Disobedient tears flowed down like springs...... She came back to her senses, and Scarface was running towards the warehouse door...... She cried out loudly: "You—don't run—don't run—please—get him back—get him back—ah—get him back——! Scarface heard Zhang Yan's shout and suddenly stopped...... Looking back, what if he bleed too much and died? What if Zhang Yan can't get that mallet into the hospital alone? That's not the bigger thing...... Wrong...... Or get him into the hospital and throw him to the stinking three-eight to finish......
"Slow down—brothers—follow me——!" Scarface said and stopped the rest of the brothers and ran quickly to Zhang Yan's side, the blood had soaked Lu Sicheng's entire arm, and there was a large ...... on the ground Zhang Yan's whole body was covered in blood...... The smell of bright red blood fills the air and makes people sick...... Zhang Yan cried and covered Lu Sicheng's severed finger wound, blood still flowing......
"Get up ——!" Scarface pulled Zhang Yan up, his face was cold, he tore off a piece of white cloth from his white shirt, bent down and squatted, grabbed Lu Sicheng's left hand, and forcefully, tightly wrapped the white cloth around the wound of the severed finger and tied a knot at the wrist of his left hand...... The white cloth is soaked with blood, and it is not flowing......
"Is there anyone like you to stop the bleeding?" Scarface swept Zhang Yan and said sharply, Scarface looked at Zhang Yan who was covered in blood and shook his head...... Zhang Yan's heart slowly calmed down, but the stabbing pain had not subsided......
"Quick—brothers—carry him to the hospital!" Scarface beckoned his brothers to lift Lu Sicheng out of the warehouse gate and walk down the alley towards the street...... Zhang Yan followed behind, sobbing silently, the sobbing sound was like plum blossoms with snow, which made people feel pitiful...... The snow was still boiling and falling, and with a cold body, Zhang Yan covered her shoulders with both hands, and followed them a few steps behind......
Scarface sent Lu Sicheng to the hospital, the sky was hazy, and the dawn in the east was faintly bright...... The snow is still fluttering, endlessly fluttering......
Lu Sicheng had woken up, the heart-wrenching pain made him unbearable, he lay on the hospital bed, opened his eyes slightly, and Zhang Yan sat beside him;
"Yan—how are you?" The faint sound alarmed Scarface, and before Zhang Yan could respond, Scarface said coldly to Zhang Yan: "This mallet is handed over to you!" Brothers - withdraw! ”
"Y-don't you go? You really don't call the police? Lu Sicheng asked worriedly.
"What to report - this man is not alive!" Scarface said and pulled Ah Gou to let Sicheng take a look.
"What's going on?" Si Cheng doubts.
"He didn't die in the first place, it's because you are too affectionate and impulsive with a mallet, but I admire you from the bottom of my heart - it's a man - it's a man - admire, admire - it's gone, there will be a period ——! later" Scarface walked out of the hospital room with his hands in his hands. Lu Sicheng smiled slightly: "Yan-as long as you're good!" Anything is good! Because – I'm yours! ”
"Don't say it - Sicheng - I love you——!" Zhang Yan held Sicheng's severed finger hand and said softly.
"You can sleep for a while, too! Yan - made you suffer! ”
Zhang Yan lay on Lu Sicheng's body and sobbed secretly...... Sob...... She lay on his warm body and sobbed and fell asleep...... I fell asleep with a heartache...... Tears soaked the bedding...... She sobbed and fell asleep...... Asleep...... She hadn't slept all night, after all.