Chapter 22: Rural Obsession

Liu Yemei abandoned the baby and ran away from home, Lu Sicheng and Zhang Yan were intimate on the university campus, since Lu Sicheng lost a finger for Zhang, Zhang Yan accompanied him every day, and he didn't go home, so he lived with Lu Sicheng in a rental house outside the school, tender and lingering, drunk in the love dream obsession, groan, sinking......

When the summer vacation came, Zhang Yan didn't listen to her father's dissuasion and followed Lu Sicheng back to her hometown, I heard that Lu Sicheng brought a beautiful girlfriend home, Lu Sicheng's mother smiled, and his father smiled and couldn't close his mouth: "The girl in Beijing is good!" But Zhang Yan's father was so angry that he gritted his teeth, and disobediently Zhang Yan didn't care about his father's feelings, for the sake of love and love, he had to follow Sicheng back to his hometown, and he had to see what Sicheng's home was like...... Lu Sicheng dissuaded: "If your father doesn't agree, don't go back with me, I'll be back in a few days!" ”

"You won't let me go back, do you have a woman over there and a girlfriend?" angered Zhang Yan, Zhang Yan looked at each other coldly.

"I ——!" Lu Sicheng panicked, he didn't know that Liu Yemei had run away from home.

"You don't speak, is it true?" Zhang Yan pushed Lu Sicheng's chest fiercely and asked coquettishly.

"N-no!" He didn't dare to look into Zhang Yan's eyes.

"Without you don't speak - cut! I must go back with you, see your home, see your parents! Zhang Yan was smiling, delicate as a flower, and her long hair was like satin, fluttering in the wind......

"And you—father?" Lu Sicheng's gaze was fixed, and his smile spread slightly.

"Leave him alone, my eldest in the family-heh-heh——!" Zhang Yan stuck out her tongue and hugged Sicheng's waist.

"Oh well! We're going home tomorrow! Lu Sicheng hooked the tip of Zhang Yan's nose, picked up Zhang Yan and danced in circles under the shade of the summer tree: "Oh-go home-oh-go home——! Zhang Yan's pink skirt danced in the wind, the delicate murmur spread with the wind, and the happy laughter spread with the wind......

Two days later, in the evening, Zhang Yan and Lu Sicheng took a long-distance train to stop at the urban railway station in Lu Sicheng's hometown, and then took a bus out of the city into the county, the sunset spread in the sky, brilliant and gorgeous, what a beautiful foreign land, how beautiful the scenery of a foreign land, Zhang Yan was intoxicated with the scenery at this time, intoxicated in the cool night at this time, the breeze was slow, and the long hair was scattered......

The bus stopped in the courtyard of the smaller county station, the sky was hazy, and there were a few street lamps on the street that glowed dimly, like an old man in his old age, which made people look cold...... Lu Sicheng took Zhang Yan's hand and walked out of the station, took a few taxis and didn't go out of the countryside, and in desperation, Lu Sicheng said softly to Zhang Yan:

"Let's find a hotel to stay in! If you leave tomorrow, it's late and you don't have a car out of the country, or you have to walk home! ”

"Is it still far away?"

"It's not too far, it's just that the road is not easy to walk!"

"Well, let's stay for now! Stay overnight and go! ”

Lu Sicheng carried luggage, carrying large bags and small bags, Zhang Yan followed him behind, the fragrance of flowers permeated the air to make Zhang Yan a little intoxicated, the whole body was fluttering, the night in the county was very quiet, there was no hustle and bustle of the city, there was no busy scene, Zhang Yan enjoyed the fragrant air of a foreign land......

Lu Sicheng stopped by the door with the word "hostel" on it.

"Anyone?" A middle-aged woman came out of the narrow door, dressed up flamboyantly and charmingly.

"What? Staying in a hotel? His eyes looked around at Lu Sicheng and Zhang Yan.

"Uh-huh——!" Lu Sicheng nodded.

"Come with me!"

Lu Sicheng and Zhang Yan followed the woman into the hostel, and the woman turned around and asked, "What about you staying in a single room?" Or one room per person? ”

"Let's have a private room!" Lu Sicheng replied happily.

Is there a marriage license?

"Ah——?h Lu Sicheng was startled, and his face flushed.

"Ahhhh You haven't stayed in a hotel, have you? The woman's eyes were cold.

"No—no ——!"

"If a man and a woman live together, they must have a marriage certificate, and they will ——! when they see you"

"Then let's have one room for each person!" Lu Sicheng was like a wilted eggplant, bowing his head and not daring to meet the woman's gaze. Zhang Yan glared at Sicheng and motioned for him to ask for a single room, she was unfamiliar with the place, she was afraid to live alone, and deliberately gave Lu Sicheng a look. Lu Sicheng looked at Zhang Yan's gaze and hurriedly said, "Single room-we live in a single room!" ”

"That's going to have to add money——!" The woman said to Lu Sicheng with a smile, and looked at Zhang Yan beside her.

"How much?"

"It used to be twenty dollars a night, but now it's forty dollars!" The woman said and stretched out four fingers to dangle in front of Lu Sicheng's eyes.

"It's too expensive, I used to live in a hotel for only ten yuan!"

"Are you still compared to before? Now the Ha age? Can't live? Can't stop pulling down ......! The woman said loudly to Lu Sicheng in a thick local accent, and her words were filled with the smell of gunpowder. Zhang Yan looked at the scene at this time, pulled Lu Sicheng, stared at Lu Sicheng with her eyes, and looked at Lu Sicheng with sexy lips without saying a word.

"Stay—stay!" Lu Sicheng said in a calm tone.

"Pay the money! - Give room 202 ......! The woman watched as Zhang Yan threw the key on the counter......

Lu Sicheng took Zhang Yan, carrying a large bag and a small bag to the second floor, just past the staircase, a man and a woman were hugging each other, watching Lu Sicheng and Zhang Yan come up, they opened the door of 201 in a panic, hugged each other and squeezed into the door, and "snapped" the door closed tightly...... Zhang Yan looked at a man and a woman at this time, her cheeks were hot, and two bright peach blossoms flew up in an instant, flushed;

"What's going on in this place?" Muttering.

"Times are different, let's be like this!" Lu Sicheng said to Zhang Yan with a smile. The dark corridor did make Zhang Yan a little scared, but fortunately she asked for a room, and fortunately she was accompanied by Lu Sicheng.

Lu Sicheng opened the door of room 202: "Let's go—let's go in!" ”

The orange lights in the room make people sleepy. Zhang Yan looked at such a humble room.

"It's still forty dollars a night for this room!" A single bed and futon sheets also don't look very clean.

"So be it! You think it's a luxury hotel! Lu Sicheng pulled Zhang Yan into the house and closed the door!

After a two-day long journey, both of them were sleepy, and Zhang Yan couldn't care so much, so she fell asleep on the bed...... Suddenly there was a strange sound in the next room, as if a woman was crying, and as if there was a man's panting...... Suddenly, Zhang Yan was completely sleepy by the faint sound at this time, and Lu Sicheng also seemed to hear the voice at this time...... He knew what the men and women next door were doing, and Zhang Yan also sat up in a panic at this time......

Young people, even if they are full of blood, they also hugged each other...... Zhang Yan suddenly remembered something, and sat up suddenly: "Sicheng...... Sicheng ...... Fast...... Get my bag ......! Lu Sicheng was stunned, "What are you doing with your bag?" ”

"Quick...... Take it......! Lu Sicheng wondered, but he still brought a bag to Zhang Yan, and Zhang Yan quickly rummaged through a small box in the bag: "Get this"

"What is this?"

"If you get it, you'll get ......!" Lu Sicheng looked at the small box and came back to his senses and understood everything...... Lu Sicheng bit the transparent plastic bag inside the box, but he couldn't get it, and in a hurry, he was about to blow it with his mouth, "flutter" Zhang Yan laughed......

Lu Sicheng, who was anxious, didn't know what to do, and his eyes were red in a hurry...... But Zhang Yan won't get it...... Zhang Yan was conquered by the sudden strength and lay down softly, Lu Sicheng looked at Zhang Yan's hair spread out around her......

Carefully inspected in the orange light: "Not broken...... OK...... Fortunately, it didn't break...... I ...... so hard just now! Zhang Yan muttered to herself. After hearing this, Si Cheng asked affectionately, "How did you get it several times before?" "There was a lot of doubt on his face.

"I bought medicine to eat, it worked, but I went to buy medicine, and the person who sold medicine recommended this to me, saying that it was safer and more hygienic,...... That's nice! Zhang Yan smiled charmingly.

"Yes - if there is, it would be a hassle to conceive a child!"

"In the future, we must have two children, I am afraid that it will be more troublesome not to get pregnant in the future after taking too much of that medicine, so use this, this thing is quite sturdy......!"

Zhang Yan drilled her head into it again, and drilled into it close to Sicheng, sleepy, sleepy......

In the early hours of the morning, Lu Sicheng, who was drowsy, heard the strange sound next door again......

They went to a comatose scene again...... Snoring was everywhere......

Outside the window, the sun is shining, the breeze is blowing slowly, and the fragrance of rape flowers is blowing in the nose, refreshing and relaxing......

Zhang Yan woke up with awe-inspiring pleasure, woke up Sicheng to get dressed, pack his luggage, and prepare to return to his hometown.

An hour later, they took the "black taxi" bumpy and undulating into the village, the summer village, green, bursts of floral fragrance wafted, the strong magnolia fragrance, cauliflower fragrance diffused in the air...... It's a lingering ......

Half an hour later, the car stopped in front of an ordinary farmhouse courtyard, and Zhang Yan heard Lu Sicheng shouting in a thick local accent for the first time: "Mom-I'm back!" Zhang Yan couldn't help laughing...... "Flutter-" Lu Sicheng looked back and saw Zhang Yan trying to retract his smile, and also smiled, he carried the luggage in one hand, took Zhang Yan in the other, and changed into non-standard Mandarin and said: "I'm home, come in!" ”

When she got home, Zhang Yan followed Lu Sicheng and smacked these three words, Zhang Yan had to admit that these three words still gave people a very warm, beautiful and secure feeling...... It's not like in that hotel, even though it's in a rural yard full of chickens and dogs, geese and pigs.

As soon as she entered the hospital, she saw an old woman from the countryside who came out quickly, and she looked at Zhang Yan and her son in surprise:

"It's good to be home, it's good to be back! I miss you! Lu Sicheng stepped forward to take his mother's hand. The mother's surprised smile faded:

"Son...... Sicheng ...... You finger ......! Lu Sicheng's mother looked at her son's left hand, as if she was about to shed tears.

"Mom...... Mother...... I'll tell you when I'm free...... Look at such a happy day, don't ...... Don't mention it......! ”

Zhang Yan's smile slowly faded, Lu Sicheng withdrew his hand, pulled Zhang Yan and introduced: "Mom-this is Zhang Yan, my girlfriend." ”

Lu Sicheng's mother was relieved again, took Zhang Yan's hand, looked left and right, looked up and down, but didn't let go, and sighed with a smile: "What a beautiful girl, what a good girl——! Zhang Yan smiled very sweetly: "Hello Auntie! "Pleasing the old man. He put a hand tightly on the old man's hand.

"Good! Good! Lu Sicheng's mother took Zhang Yan's hand and hurriedly walked into the house: "Come in and sit, come in and sit!" ”

Sicheng followed behind, smiled at them and asked casually, "What about Dad?" ”

"He's going to buy fish, buying meat, and cooking fish for you at night!" Sicheng's mother poured water for Zhang Yan to drink with great interest, Zhang Yan squinted her eyes and pushed with a smile, Sicheng watched from the side, and breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably.

In the evening, Sicheng's father entered the door with a few "gooseskin" bags, Sicheng's mother took the things casually, introduced Zhang Yan to him, and turned around to go to the kitchen.

Sicheng's father looked at Zhang Yan happily and smiled: "The girl in Beijing is so good!" Watery ......! Then he turned to his son and said, "You must treat her well!" Or I'll skin you!" I went to buy fish, and the people in the village said that you are back, and you are back with your daughter-in-law! ”

"I haven't skimmed the eight characters yet! Just a daughter-in-law's? Sicheng muttered. Zhang Yan turned her head to look at Sicheng in a daze, only to see him frowning, and his expression became more and more unsightly.

"Sicheng!" Zhang Yan knew what Lu Sicheng was going to say, so she interrupted before he could speak: "Sicheng-I'm hungry!" ”

Her expression was pitiful, her coquettish face was amorous and charming, Si Cheng's heart was soft, and all the words she didn't say were blocked in her stomach. He sighed and said perfunctorily to his father, "Say it again! What are you anxious about? What daughter-in-law, girlfriend——! ”

Hearing him say this, Lu Sicheng's father lowered his face and snorted his nose, he knew what he had done before, and his son was a little angry when he refused Ye Mei's matter: "It's not for your good, I have provided you with books for so many years, and I have provided you with college, you ......!" Si Cheng didn't bother to pay attention to him, and directly dragged Zhang Yan to the kitchen, and Si Cheng's father blew his beard and glared at him.

Zhang Yan followed Sicheng forward, while subconsciously looking at the old man behind her, and suddenly felt a little sympathetic to the old man behind her......

When I walked to the kitchen door, I happened to see Sicheng's mother picking up the basket of vegetables and walking out, Zhang Yan looked at it, extremely curious, and asked Sicheng: "What is your mother doing?" ”

Sicheng replied as he walked inside: "Wash the vegetables!" ”

Zhang Yan looked at the tank full of water at the door and wondered, "Why don't you use the water in the tank?" ”

Si Cheng had already picked up a handful of garlic and began to peel it, looking at Zhang Yan while peeling: "Get used to it!" There was a river behind the house, probably she thought it would be more convenient and trouble-free! ”

"Is there a river?" Zhang Yan's eyes lit up, "Then I'll go too!" Zhang Yan said as she turned around and ran out quickly to catch up with Sicheng's mother. Sicheng didn't have time to call her, looked at her skirt dancing in the wind, slender figure, thought about it, shook his head with a smile, and continued to sit down to peel garlic. Zhang Yan is in this isolated village, this time it is definitely to see the world, because this is a mountain village, there is neither the wealth of the herdsmen, nor the wealth of the vegetable people, every household is planting some fruit trees on the uphill, planting some rape in the gentler place, the corn rape flowers are thick, the aftertaste is wafting in the evening wind, and the green fruits are dotted with the branches of the green fruit trees......

Fortunately, the river water in this area is abundant, irrigation is not a problem, and local farmers are also used to washing vegetables and rice, washing clothes and even diapers in the river...... As a result, in the evening, Zhang Yan was fortunate to see such a prosperous scene, a prosperous scene of washing by the river, someone upstream was washing underwear, a group of cattle and sheep were drinking water by the river, cow dung and sheep were full of dung and sheep dung on the riverbank, and even cattle and sheep were peeing, soap foam floated all the way along the water, and soon drifted to the place where Sicheng's mother was washing vegetables......

Sicheng's mother was surprised to pick up a large splash of water to disperse the white foam that was drifting closer and closer, and washed the vegetables smoothly and calmly in the water that was still stirring with the smell of soap, and washed the vegetables and fish, at this time a woman not far upstream was brushing her shoes, and brushing vigorously by the river on the same side...... A big cow was drinking water and urinating on another river, and all the urine dissolved into the wide river water and floated down......

Zhang Yan's eyes widened involuntarily!

Half a minute later, Zhang Yan's stomach was churning, Zhang Yan tried hard to suppress the churning discomfort in her stomach, forced to squeeze out a coquettish smile, took a step forward, and said softly: "Auntie, come-I'll help you——! ”

No matter how much you don't like it, no matter how unaccustomed you are, the posture still has to be posed, Zhang Yan knows how to follow the local customs, know how to be considerate of others, and be likable.

Sicheng's mother turned around and smiled innocently: "No, it's almost good." As she spoke, she got up with the washed fish and put it in the basin. Greet Zhang Yan again: "Go back!" Zhang Yan hesitated, stuck out her tongue, did not speak, and followed her to catch up with her swift steps.

Before dinner, Sicheng's mother was busy in the kitchen, and his father was also making a fire while sorting out the firewood under the fire.

On the cutting board next to it, the cut meat was piled up in a pile, and a few flies flew around, taking a break from time to time on the meat cut. Zhang Yan stood by the door and peeked in, and quickly retracted her head. Si Cheng walked over from behind, looked into the kitchen along Zhang Yan's line of sight, and asked curiously, "What are you looking at?" Zhang Yan was stunned for a moment, and grinned charmingly: "Look at what to eat at night?" ”

"Hungry?" Si Cheng smiled and rubbed Zhang Yan's little head, stroked her silky and delicate hair, and took her hand and walked towards the West Wing: "Come and see, can you sleep here?" "In the brightly lit room, the simple bed against the wall looks like a newly made bed sheet, with a small red flower on a blue background, which is cool. Zhang Yan looked at it, smiled delicately, turned around and hugged Sicheng's waist, he was stunned for a moment, and then reached out to hug Shen Yan, she shrunk her face into his arms, and seemed to say something faintly, he didn't hear clearly, but when she asked again, she raised her head and smiled slyly: "Don't say good things a second time!" ”

Si Cheng smiled, and subconsciously looked back out the window - the kitchen across a courtyard was foggy and diffuse, making the kitchen window hazy. He turned around, grabbed the girl in front of him with one hand, Zhang Yan, lowered his head and hugged her deeply, Zhang Yan closed his eyes and smiled, responding to him at this time...... Remembering the words she hadn't heard earlier. What she said was: "Sicheng, I love you!" ”

"I love you!" is not an expression of the situation, but a heartfelt emotion, growing up in such a family, simple, difficult, and lonely days, but still insisting on himself, studying tenaciously, and tenaciously coming to today's Sicheng, which makes him Zhang Yan feel that there is no reason not to love, as well as his fortitude and heroism, perhaps, in addition to love, there is also sincere admiration and real heartache - for her, for her to return a bloody finger.

In the evening, she lay on the new sheets, recalling the dinner she had just ended, and smiled bitterly.

For dinner, Sicheng's mother made a large table of dishes, braised chicken nuggets, stir-fried bacon with green peppers, stir-fried beef with leeks, stir-fried meat with mushrooms, braised steak with potatoes, and spicy and fragrant fish...... Zhang Yan was dumbfounded, thinking, the countryside is really rich now, the table is full of meat, and there are only two or three greens and cabbage! After thinking about it again, I understood, it was obvious that Sicheng's parents regarded themselves as important guests, so they got so much meat!

Thinking like this, Zhang Yan's heart was very warm, and Sicheng's father specially put a big bowl of braised pork in front of Zhang Yan, which made Zhang Yan even more moved...... But if you look closely, isn't this the braised pork that was inhabited by flies just now? Zhang Yan sighed quietly, smacked her sexy little mouth, and comforted herself in her heart: "Eat, eat, eat, it's fried in the oil pan, and all bacteria are blown up." I picked up the chopsticks, picked up a piece of meat and threw it in my mouth, chewing hard, I must admit that it tasted quite good. Sicheng's father was very happy to see her eating happily, he smiled, he used the tip of his chopsticks to pick his teeth with satisfaction, and then stretched out a few pieces of meat to Zhang Yan's bowl, and beckoned her: "Eat more, you girl is too thin." ”

Zhang Yan was stunned to look at the chopsticks that had just finished picking her teeth, and then looked at the few pieces of braised pork in front of her, which had always been rich in image thinking, and began to stir the limited stomach acid in her stomach again, and her face was extremely ugly. Si Cheng was a little puzzled that she had obviously slowed down the speed of eating, thought about it, and dialed more than half of the rice in Zhang Yan's bowl into his own bowl, and also dialed the few pieces of braised pork, when he did this, it was very natural, without any expression, from Zhang Yan's point of view, his face was so gentle and beautiful under the light.

Zhang Yan's stomach acid gradually calmed down, her delicate face smiled brightly, and the flush gradually disappeared......

Sicheng's father was unhappy and scolded his son: "She eats so little, do you make people think that we are reluctant to eat meat and food?" ”

"She eats very little, our bowl is too big, she can't finish it, and she is stressed when she puts it there." Sicheng looked up and explained.

"Pressure?" Sicheng's father sneered, and said: "There can still be pressure to eat, in the past, when we couldn't eat enough, we felt that eating was the most enjoyable thing in this life, and people didn't eat for it, and they only lived hard after eating that mouthful of food!" Besides, she is so thin, she will have a child in the future, can she afford it? What will happen then? ”

"Eat and eat, and people don't live for food, you say far away—ah!" Sicheng frowned and looked at his father who picked his teeth.

"People don't live to eat? So why live? Sicheng's father put down the chopsticks in his hand, blew his beard and glared, feeling that this son was becoming more and more inexplicable. I always feel that this son is not in the water in his brain, and something is wrong.

"Who else drinks the soup?" Sicheng's mother came out to interrupt, and told Zhang Yan while serving soup: "The pumpkin grown by my own family." Zhang Yan pondered hard before she understood her words: "Oh-I'll drink!" He hurriedly agreed, and reached out to take the soup bowl. Then he retracted his hand under the table when he was not paying attention, and gently poked Sicheng. Si Cheng probably realized something, and finally died down, ate with a big mouth, and stopped talking.

The first meal back in the country ended in such a seemingly peaceful but discordant process; Lying on the bed like this at night, looking at the black rafters above my head, I feel that there are some indescribable tastes and feelings in my heart, which is not uncomfortable, but it is not uncomfortable, at least it is safe to lie in this room...... There is a feeling of security...... It's sleepy......

Lu Sicheng asked his mother and father, and asked Liu Yemei about Liu Yemei's situation behind Zhang Yan's back, and his parents told him that Liu Yemei was married for a few months and divorced, and his mother was deliberately killed by Chen Minghui, and now Liu Yemei does not know where to go, and no one knows her whereabouts, Chen Minghui was arrested by the police and sentenced to life imprisonment.

"Don't mention her, how nice the girl in front of you is!" The father told his son.

Sicheng's heart is cold, cold, and dry, and he is completely dead to Liu Yemei, don't ask, don't think, he only has Zhang Yan in his heart now, Zhang Yan who loves him......

And in the next few days, basically their father and son spent this boring quarrel, sulking.

Sicheng's father also chatted to Zhang Yan, the content of the chatter is nothing more than that you are out of the house, there are no relatives or anything, you have to take good care of Sicheng, girl, if you get married, you have to take care of your family, and don't go to the twilight, in the final analysis, the most important thing for a woman in this life is to get married and have children, you look at the girl in the village in front of you...... Not even a man was found...... In fact, he was talking about Liu Yemei...... Zhang Yan listened obediently, and her heart almost wanted to breathe fire...... My mom hasn't asked me to follow three or four virtues? What lesson are you giving me? - But when I thought about it, I didn't have a mother, and I hadn't heard my mother say it, and my heart was soft, and I didn't breathe out anger...... Besides, love and marriage are two different things, do I have to be a daughter-in-law to your family? Girl, I am young and beautiful, and I have a good life, even if there is no handsome son behind me, the man in the world is not dead, right?

Finally, Zhang Yan couldn't sit still, and couldn't help it...... stood up "Teng", and smiled: "I'll go to the toilet!" Upset stomach! Zhang Yan walked out of the courtyard gate with a charming smile...... Going straight to the toilet, Sicheng's father opened his mouth behind her, looked at Zhang Yan who went out, and then didn't say anything, coughed and turned around and went out.

This is the first time Zhang Yan has returned to Sicheng's house, and she has seen the simplicity, purity and hardship of Sicheng's parents...... Seeing their simple smiles, I heard the language with a little unavoidable small-scale peasant consciousness - but Zhang Yan knew that they were all good people, they had simple souls, sincere feelings, and even that simple and simple heart, which touched Zhang Yan's heart, Zhang Yan's everything......

Although there is already a generation gap between the countryside and the city and the next generation, the family affection that blood is thicker than water will never change and will not disappear......

The day before leaving, Zhang Yan, who was standing in the yard, looked at Sicheng's mother who was working on the side through the sun, and could vaguely see the traces of her beauty when she was young, and she could also see her vicissitudes of life at this moment - the way she worked carefully made Zhang Yan feel sad and her eyes were a little moist...... She didn't have a mother, and from a young age, her mother was so beautiful, pretty, and young......

is such a woman, from birth to growth, in this mountain village, there is no youth, and she is old in the blink of an eye. She seldom spoke, and when she knew about her son's loss of his fingers, she was young and vigorous, and she was self-harming for the beautiful girl in front of her, and her eyes were full of numb calm, numb and faint sadness...... When she shook her nervous hand, Zhang Yan could feel the calluses in the palm of her hand, and the rough skin swept over Zhang Yan's delicate palm......

Zhang Yan's bitter tears swirled in her eyes. And Sicheng's mother just held Zhang Yan's hand like this, with such gentleness, so earnestness, so kindness, so joy, and even with a little cowering and fearful gaze, she instructed Zhang Yan: "Come again!" Yes! Zhang Yan nodded, clenched the rough-skinned hand, the calloused hand, and the tears of joy and sadness finally fell, soaking the uncontrollable mood on the hand that was holding each other......

In this way, Zhang Yan and Lu Sicheng went home and returned to their hometown in the countryside, which not only made Zhang Yan remember the overwhelming flies and mosquitoes, but also remembered the eager gaze of a mother, but Zhang Yan felt that she understood life and everything from the eyes of a mother...... However, she didn't dare to promise a marriage to Sicheng's family, although she loved Sicheng deeply and liked Sicheng......

Love is endless, but the word "marriage" is so heavy and serious, she still has a lot of youth to squander, her life has the invitation of boys, the noise of girls, the trust of friends, the dependence on school, the financial satisfaction of her father, and even her rich and luxurious family......

Her world is so colorful that she is unwilling and unwilling to waste her young, talented youth tied up in a marriage......

The pursuit of love, she doesn't pity it, but he himself is not ready to marry someone - deep in her heart, the joy of love, the passion of love makes her forget all the unhappiness, but for the matter of marriage, there is curiosity, yearning, and expectation, but there is no strong desire, she only has the thirst for love, the obsession of love, and the bursts of pleasure and longing for love......

Back in Beijing, the school will start soon, but Zhang Yan also has to go home to see, to see her father, to see the home that raised her to grow up, she has to admit that she misses Sicheng more and more strongly, and strongly fantasizes about everything, fantasizes about the obsession of the rental house, groaning, sinking......

She leaned back on the couch in a daze......