Chapter 27 Extramarital Online Romance

"Monroe Cabaret" has three new sexy and charming young women, two "Sichuan girls" with Sichuan accents, one of whom is Zhang Yan. Zhang Yan met two Sichuan girls on the train, and came all the way, saying that she would find a place for Zhang Yan to settle down, and she was not familiar with the place, and the two Sichuan girls had acquaintances in the "Monroe Song and Dance Hall", so they brought Zhang Yan here to get involved...... also introduced the industry characteristics of this place to Zhang Yan, and Zhang Yan stabilized her foothold first and had a place to settle down...... Here, Zhang Yan also met Cheng Yueyue, an accountant who works at the dance hall bar, and Cheng Yueyue's love is like a weed growing wildly on the side of the road......

When the bone-eroding thoughts hit, Cheng Yueyue's hands and feet were cold, her limbs trembled, her red lips were closed, her eyes were dull and resentful, and she fainted on the floor of the bathroom in the detention center, unconscious, and passed out......

It is said that the sheep woman is a little nervous, and her life is bitter and kefu!

Cheng Yueyue is a suspicious woman and a sheep, so suspicious that she feels bored. Sometimes when I went to work in the early morning, I hurriedly locked the door, and I was almost at work, and suddenly I turned around and ran home to check it out. Every time at this time, the boyfriend who lives together is a little exaggerated and says, "Dear Yueyue, although neurotic women are beautiful and beautiful, don't be like this in the future"

"I, I, Yan Jun, I really didn't mean to......" Cheng Yueyue explained eagerly, smiling charmingly.

Yan Jun repeated the old tune under the pretext of the past: "I must have spoiled you, or the work pressure is too much, it is better to resign and give me a child!" ”

Cheng Yueyue faced Yan Jun's sincere and affectionate eyes, lowered her head and hugged Yan Jun, a warm current stirred the corner of her heart; In the face of this man, she is deeply in love. But she faces the high income that others can not reach, and the golden equipment of white-collar workers in foreign companies. How can you bear to teach your husband and children in this youth? She is a woman with dreams, and her amorous and bewitching gaze that turns to Yan Jun is enough to make Yan Jun fall for herself. With a look of anticipation on his face, she replied seductively: "Honey, there will be a day." ”

Cheng Yueyue and Yan Jun have been living together for three years, every time Yan Jun mentions marriage, Cheng Yueyue can't help refusing, she enjoys her current life very much, a little companion, and unrestrained. Friends were noncommittal about her approach, but Cheng Yueyue said, "Yan Jun is very fun," and her friend persuaded, "Since you love each other, it's not fun, why don't you get married?" There are many temptations in this world, so you won't be afraid that Yan Jun will run away," Cheng Yueyue replied confidently, "Other men will, but Yan Jun won't"

At night, Cheng Yueyue often goes to Internet cafes, Yan Jun never cares, Cheng Yueyue is favored by Yan Jun, she feels that Yan Jun trusts herself so much, and she has a happy feeling of being indulged.

Cheng Yueyue met Liu Bing on the Internet.

They chatted online, and she liked his standard language, and he liked his deep, magnetic voice, and he said that Yueyue was beautiful, very tactful. After chatting for a long time, they added QQ friends to each other, and from then on, Liu Bing's language became very ambiguous and numb, Cheng Yueyue learned that Liu Bing was the administrator of a website in Hong Kong, and Cheng Yueyue received cultural photos and articles from Hong Kong bars. She also mentioned topics such as red light districts and sexual culture, and she vaguely felt that Liu Bing's attitude towards her had changed.

When Cheng Yueyue received a call from Liu Bing across the ocean, she felt a little nervous, before this, no man had called home, Cheng Yueyue calmly told Liu Bing, "I have a boyfriend" Liu Bing said bluntly without taboo, "Then you tell your boyfriend, there is a good enough man waiting for you in Hong Kong." ”

Liu Bing's language made Cheng Yueyue have to reorganize her mood. Although life is as plain as water, the feelings accumulated during the three years of living together are not something that can be forgotten if you want to give up. Cheng Yueyue was even more unintentional to play a love affair between Yan Jun and Liu Bing that separated her body and spirit.

Immediately, she left a message for Liu Bing, typing a line of words: I am not worthy of your love. I turned off my computer.

Cheng Yueyue and Yan Jun's love is light and light, Liu Bing's daily greetings on QQ made her feel a little moved, and inadvertently Cheng Yueyue found Liu Bing's message to her in QQ space:

Thinking at dusk, thinking during the day, hoping to kill people and be affectionate. Because he died of emaciation for him, poor and alone!

The lights will be gone, people will sleep, and the moon will be left empty. Sleep is hard, like iron, how can this desolation endure tonight

Cheng Yueyue knew that this was the love word "Falling Plum Wind" written by Pan Jinlian, and he changed it slightly, but she knew Liu Bing's inner sorrow and infatuation, she quickly typed a song of Tang Yin's words, and cut it with an expression:

The red steps are full of green branches, Du Yu's voice is sad, and Du Yu's voice is sad. After a long time of friendship and parting, Caifeng flew alone, Caifeng lived alone.

When is the lovesickness? It will be difficult to know, and it will be difficult to period. Why is this lovesickness? A love word, a love poem.

The rain hits the pear blossom and closes the door, lonely youth, false youth. Who is happy to talk about, the soul under the flowers, and the soul under the moon.

Sorrowful gathering eyebrows, thousands of marks, 10,000 marks. Xiao looks at the sky and looks at the clouds at dusk, and thinks about you when you walk, and thinks about you when you sit.

Cheng Yueyue suddenly learned that Liu Bing had returned to the city where she worked, she trembled in her heart, thousands of miles away, across the ocean, Liu Bing just to see herself, Liu Bing said his thoughts, word by word, so that Cheng Yueyue's originally still heart rippled, her cheeks were rosy and hot, she unconsciously looked at Yan Jun who was sitting on the sofa alone watching TV, and then gently typed one word to Liu Bing's request to meet: Okay.

After Liu Bing finished the check-in procedures at the hotel, he couldn't wait to call Cheng Yueyue.

First time meeting? It's better to say that she was her boyfriend when she was in her first love, as close as ever, Cheng Yueyue, who saw Liu Bing, was a little nervous, she broke up four years ago, and now the reunion caught her off guard. I don't know what to do, he is tall and thin, with a delicate face, and a polite appearance, he is still so intoxicating, giving people a sense of security, Liu Bing saw Cheng Yueyue's expression a little surprised and a little nervous. Sitting in the lobby of the hotel, Liu Bing grabbed Yueyue's hand: "You come to my room and take a look" There is no language.

Cheng Yueyue didn't answer Liu Bing, she suddenly felt Yan Jun's face flash in front of her eyes. Liu Bing ignored Yueyue's hesitation, pulled her into the elevator, his eyes flashed strongly in the ambiguous light of the elevator, just the moment the elevator door closed, his warm lips flooded her like a frenzy, she couldn't breathe, her body was soft, fainted in Liu Bing's arms, she and Yan Jun didn't remember how long they hadn't had such passion, her body had already dried up.

In Liu Bing's rented room, her clothes were scattered on the ground one by one, her young body was surging, and the exotic and exotic atmosphere on his body brought her an unprecedented sense of freshness and excitement. made her flutter like a fairy, as if she were drunk to death...... Afterwards, she knew that Liu Bing was her first boyfriend Liu Jun, Liu Jun, who had made her have many abortions, and Liu Bing proposed to go back to Hong Kong with him...... When the tide of desire rises and falls, she misses the man named Yan Jun very much, could it be that after three years of cohabitation, the emotions condensed by cohabitation will be in vain? She did something sorry for Yan Jun. When the passion is taken out, it is only her body that cools down.

Cheng Yueyue ignored Liu Bing's plea to stay overnight, she firmly dressed and walked out of the hotel. She knew what she was doing, the night breeze was blowing, the slightest desolation, Yan Jun's rich smile and Liu Bing's body of desire alternated in her mind, and she replied firmly to herself, to return to Yan Jun's side, Liu Bing is just a cloud of the past, and it is unattainable. One injury after another numbed her mind.

For a week, Cheng Yueyue's health has been bad, vomiting, high fever, trance, and the most important thing is that her leave this month has been delayed. Yan Jun accompanied her to the gynecology hospital for an examination, and the doctor told her the results, which was expected by Cheng Yueyue, and made Yan Jun high-tech news - she was happy!

Yan Jun took care of Cheng Yueyue in every way, he asked her very carefully if she wanted this child, Cheng Yueyue looked at Yan Jun, looking at this man who had loved her for three years, her heart trembled, she understood Yan Jun's mood as a father, how urgent it was, she didn't want to disappoint Yan Jun, she didn't want to treat Yan Jun so cruelly, and suddenly felt that the ordinary life of her husband and children was also very happy.

Cheng Yueyue received a call from Liu Bing, saying that he wanted to go back to Hong Kong, whether he wanted to go together, Liu Bing wanted Cheng Yueyue to go with him, she scratched the phone silently, Yan Jun said sharply: "Using the phone is not good for the fetus, it affects development," and hugged Cheng Yueyue with a kind smile. Cheng Yueyue swore in the face of Yan Jun that from this day until the birth of the child, I would not use my mobile phone. At night, she turned on the computer and dragged Liu Bing's QQ into the blacklist, in fact, sometimes the difference is so simple, she touched her lower abdomen without any change. I feel so much responsibility and being a mother is so great.

The family announced her marriage to Yan Jun, and they were happy, but Cheng Yueyue's physical strength and spirit were not good, Yan Jun's mother told Yueyue that these were normal reactions when she was pregnant, and the stronger they were, the more boys they were.

The new house was renovated, and they moved into a two-person cottage. But Yan Jun was very sick at this time, vomiting, fever, diarrhea, talking nonsense after falling asleep at night, his weak and haggard appearance made Cheng Yueyue feel distressed, but she herself slowly improved as Yan Jun's mother said. Yan Jun comforted her strongly: "It's just an ordinary cold and flu, or it's tired from decorating the house, plus the toxic gas during the renovation is not completely emitted," he hesitated for a while and said: "If you want to move out, it's not a good thing if it affects the fetus," Cheng Yueyue faced Yan Jun's language, Yan Jun's care, she nodded gently.

In the evening, Cheng Yueyue turned on the computer, wanting to find a way to dilute and solve the toxic gas in the decoration of the home, and by the way, she searched for a diet therapy method in Baidu to replenish Yan Jun's body. After she typed Yan Jun's physical illness into the search bar, two terrible words appeared on the screen, and her spirit was about to collapse - AIDS.

She took a deep breath, read the full text, and comforted herself that she must be calm, which is impossible. After reading the post about AIDS, how the symptoms and signs in it were exactly the same as Yan Jun's, she was a suspicious woman, her imagination was like a flood water discharged from a flood control hole, running wildly. I don't know if my early signs are a normal reaction to pregnancy or not? Cheng Yueyue's heart was extremely chaotic, she lay in front of the computer weakly, thinking of Liu Bing, who was passionate with her all night. She wanted to find Liu Bing and ask for an understanding, but she couldn't even find Liu Bing's phone, she knew that she couldn't find him, she was desperate, two tears of remorse slipped from the corners of her eyes like pear blossoms with dew, she thought quietly: Is this the price I have to pay for a night of passion and a night of indulgence? I deserve it, but Yan Jun and the unborn child are innocent, and Liu Bing is dead.

Cheng Yueyue was wandering on the way to the hospital, her weak body, haggard, supporting two legs filled with lead water, if Liu Bing was by his side and wanted to break him into pieces, she had nothing but remorse or remorse in her heart, tears or tears in the corners of her eyes, but she didn't go to the hospital.

After returning home, Cheng Yueyue prepared a sumptuous dinner and waited for Yan Jun to come back, and the bits and pieces of Yan Jun's three years became clear in the waiting. The relationship between them was originally so beautiful, but it was the blandness that made those wonderful fall into the dust.

Hearing Yan Jun's gentle voice, Cheng Yueyue was extremely concise and affectionate, she really wanted to go through her life under his favor, and the seemingly simple wish before has now become a luxury. She gave Yan Jun the newly bought pajamas, and he really liked it. Cheng Yueyue looked at her smiling and good-looking eyes, her gentle and affectionate gaze pierced the bottom of her eyes, she gently snuggled into his arms, and a liquid called tears slid straight down. He held up her tearful smile, "I'm about to be a mother, and I'm still so fragile," she met his gaze and gave a gentle and sweet kiss, he refused, "Yueyue, you're pregnant, it's not good for the fetus." But Cheng Yueyue still kissed deeply, and whispered in her heart: Yan Jun, I just want you to love me one last time.

Yan Jun is the best man among men, in front of Cheng Yueyue, he never knows how to refuse, when Yan Jun is asleep next to her, she hears his regular breathing, her hand gently strokes his hair, kisses his cheek, and then walks to the kitchen, she feels the switch of the liquefied gas cylinder, and plucks up a lot of courage to unscrew it.

Cheng Yueyue and Yan Jun were both wearing newly bought couple pajamas, which were luxurious and dazzling.

Cheng Yueyue was smart, she always thought that she and her beloved Yan Jun left this world full of temptation very decently, but she was wrong, when she was awakened by Yan Jun's mother's cry, she thought she was in heaven. But she was in the hospital ward, and when Yan Jun's mother held her hand, the tearful face broke her heart and hurt her heart. Yan Jun is gone, gone forever, leaving behind her who is sinful and lonely. Yan Jun's mother tearfully begged for her to take care of the dead Yan Jun and give birth to a child. She nodded speechlessly, her heart aching, and her tears wet the lonely pillow.

Yan's mother took care of her carefully, but Cheng Yueyue was worried and couldn't sleep well.

When the fetus was five months old, Yan's mother accompanied Cheng Yueyue to give her son a 100-day memorial service, but she had a miscarriage on the bumpy road. When she arrived at the hospital, Cheng Yueyue was bleeding profusely, and the child could not be saved. When the doctor examined Cheng Yueyue's blood transfusion, she was terrified, for fear that the secret buried in her heart would be exposed, and if her AIDS was revealed to the world during the blood test, she would be worse off than dead. But in her weak ears, she heard what the doctor said: she was normal.

Cheng Yueyue held the examination report of the hospital, her heart was mixed, and the tears of regret were like a clear spring - deep in her heart, there was regret, hatred, and shame...

Cheng Yueyue is very healthy, what is unhealthy is her mentality, and it is her suspicion that has sent away the happiness that she and Yan Jun are about to get. If Yan's mother knew all this, she would definitely hate her, hated her to the core, she didn't have the face to appear in front of her, and she didn't have enough courage to confess anything to her.

Cheng Yueyue picked up her luggage and left the city that made her ashamed and sad......