．

Red lake leaves

Chapter 31 Knowing the Mood

Time flies, time flies.

Spring, summer, autumn and winter, flowers bloom and fall.

People are always busy for life, always happy for life, and always painful in the process of searching......

Always make up for the heart that has been wounded, the heart of pain, the heart of remorse in the deepest part of the emotion......

The fiery red glow on the horizon was swallowed up by the last ray of light, and the twilight gradually darkened, He Shifeng took a taxi to find Liu Yemei, who he thought about day and night, he may have read Liu Yemei's heart and felt Liu Yemei's thoughts......

"Bell-bell!" He knocked on Liu Yemei's dormitory door.

"Ye Mei - I'm Shifeng!" He didn't see anyone open the door.

"Bang ——!" The door of another room opened, and out came a delicate and coquettish girl.

"Are you- looking for Ye Mei?" She smiled charmingly.

"Yes——!" He Shifeng was a little anxious, looking at her so charming, his eyes were a little amazing.

"Is there something wrong? - Sir! It's the same with me! ”

The girl stepped forward and grabbed He Shifeng's sleeve, her eyes were full of affection, and her charming and sexy figure was close to He Shifeng's arms.

He Shifeng pushed the girl in his arms in nervousness:

"I have something to do with her, Miss, please respect yourself!"

He Shifeng retracted his gaze, rubbed his tense and exciting chest, and sighed deeply.

"She's at work!" The girl's eyes were cold.

"Where do you work?"

"Don't you even know where she works?"

"I don't know—we just met!"

Oh - she's our trump card here...... It's the "Monroe Cabaret" in the front building!

"What? - Huh? She works in the ballroom ......! He Shifeng looked at the sexy girl in front of him with hesitation.

There was a hint of disappointment in his surprised eyes...... The girl slammed the door shut without looking back.

"Impossible, Ye Mei won't be the lady sitting on the stage, right?" He hurriedly ran towards the "Monroe Cabaret", and there was a strong fire burning in his heart.

He walked into the "Monroe Cabaret", and suddenly there was a light dance music in his ears, in the crowd of light singing and dancing, in the light and intoxicating dance music, the sexy body was gorgeous and charming, he saw it, saw Ye Mei's delicate face, although it was hazy and blurry under the light, but he clearly saw Liu Yemei holding a man.

The man hugged Liu Yemei tightly.

With the rhythm of the music, the man hugged her tighter, and his face was pressed against her, and every now and then he kissed her.

Her feminine red lips.

Gentle dance music lingers.

He Shifeng looked at Liu Yemei at this time, and there was an indescribable feeling in his heart.

Is Ye Mei happy? Is she happy?

Is it all true that forced laughter?

He Shifeng didn't have the impulse, he didn't go directly to pull Liu Yemei away, the music stopped, and when he saw Liu Yemei and the man walking towards the box, he walked over.

He patted her on the shoulder.

He was gentle, but a fire was already burning in his heart.

His gentle movements were all enduring the disguise.

He didn't want to step forward and give the man a few B punches at this moment.

He didn't want to have a conflict with Liu Yemei at this moment and implicate others.

I don't want to break her heart or her self-esteem.

He just whispered.

"Ye Mei! Are you playing here too? He looked at Liu Yemei who turned around gently.

There was a helpless implication on the smiling face.

"Shifeng! How are you? Liu Yemei looked at He Shifeng in surprise. His face turned crimson in an instant, and he echoed with his voice:

"Yes - I'm here too! Come on—sit down for a while! Liu Yemei smiled, smiled charmingly and took He Shifeng's hand.

"What? - Do you know each other? The man next to him asked.

"Yes! He's my friend! ”

"Ye Mei—can you go out with me?" He Shifeng suppressed the fire in his heart.

"Okay——!" She seemed to be able to understand He Shifeng's gaze.

"What? Are you leaving? The man next to him grabbed Liu Yemei's hand that turned around.

"Yes, sir, I'm in trouble!" Liu Yemei looked at the man next to her with cold eyes.

"You can't go—haven't you had enough time with me? Don't want your tip anymore? The man raised his voice.

"Don't ——! anymore" Liu Yemei said loudly, glaring at the man next to her angrily.

Grabbed He Shifeng and walked straight out, he had a lust in his heart, a strong burning desire.

He held Liu Yemei's hand instead, and there were many words that he couldn't say, and many words in his heart couldn't express it......

He Shifeng held her delicate hand vigorously and stood in the shade of the moonlit tree on the side of the road.

The silent night, thin as cold water, only their panting voices, speechless for a while, the tacit understanding in their hearts, they looked at each other, and they all had an indescribable inner world......

After a long time, Liu Yemei felt that her hands were a little painful, and she shouted in pain: "What are you doing?" Shifeng, what are you doing? Are you crazy? He Shifeng's actions made her a little angry, and she looked at her with cold eyes.

"Ye Mei - I miss you!" He Shifeng hugged the cold Liu Yemei tightly.

"Shifeng, you, you hurt my hand!" Ye Mei stuck to his arms and smiled secretly.

"Ye Mei - who was that man just now?" He Shifeng asked Liu Yemei seriously, and his words were full of waiting answers.

"Yes—alas! Don't ask! How? Can you be jealous? Ye Mei's subtle gaze and charming smile.

"I ——!" He Shifeng had an inexplicable heartache and an indescribable taste.

"Then you ——?" Liu Yemei smiled charmingly, and the question in her eyes made He Shifeng spit out a belly of mantra.

"Ye Mei, somehow, my mind is full of your shadow, and when I close my eyes and my mind is full of your face, I seem to have fallen in love with you, I like you - yes, I must be in love with you, I was supposed to come over in the afternoon, but I just can't get out of the house!" He Shifeng was a little nervous.

"Why?"

"My wife, let me rest, say I'm busy with work!"

"What? Are you married? Ye Mei felt a sense of loss in her heart, and her eyes changed suddenly.

"yes——!"

"Then your wife is so good to you! It's a Chinese girl, right? ”

"Yes, she's very nice to me, but she's not as pretty as you!"

"Tell you - good to you, don't be out there, people say, you men don't have a good thing, the red flag at home does not fall, and the colorful flags outside are fluttering ......!" Ye Mei pointed to the tip of Shi Feng's nose.

"What kind of person am I, I can be single-minded, I am a ...... hanged from a tree!"

"Oh, you're so nice! What a blessing! But I ...... But I ......! Liu Yemei's past came to her heart, her eyes were a little moist, and faint tears slipped down, hugging the man in front of her tightly, a man with deep affection and delicate emotions.

"Ye Mei - what do you have to say, what kind of bitterness do you say to me! Don't take it to heart, that's not good for your health! He Shifeng lifted her jaw that was sliding down with tears, and looked at him with moonlight eyes. Liu Yemei's eyes were suddenly clear, and she looked at He Shifeng with a watery gaze: "Alas——! Shi Feng, I just work in this dance hall, in order to live, in order to survive, in today's society, my profession is a nasty profession, a ridiculous profession, I can also feel my shamelessness and obscenity in the eyes of others, but I can't feel it at all in your eyes, really, Shi Feng, I am very painful, I used to hate people in this profession, but I have fallen here, there is no choice, in order to survive, I am a weak woman wandering alone on this road, can I be worthy of myself? I only have to go out my body...... Really, I can't extricate myself, I've fallen too deep, this is the bottomless black hole, I can't save myself, Shifeng, I don't know what you think of me, but you have a sincere heart for me, a true feeling, I can't hide it from you, I seem to have an indescribable miss for you, inexplicably missing, just in that unexpected encounter in the rain, acquaintance, all you have for me, my heart seems to be moved by your sincerity, true feelings, I enrich my life, my own emotions, someone loves, someone misses, someone hurts, someone cares, my heart is full of a lot, But now, I can't extricate myself, I can't extricate myself in the face of the temptation of money, I have lost too much, too much...... Maybe I can't go the same way with you, we are not a person on the road, maybe, I am not worthy, I don't have any feelings for you, I don't deserve you to miss, I don't deserve you to love me, besides, you have a family, married, a wife, someone to love, you forget, forget me! I can't ruin your family, your marriage ...... because of the affection between us! ”

The watery gaze touched He Shifeng's deep heart, and the tears in Liu Yemei's eyes fell like rain......

The affectionate confession made He Shifeng like the moving, sexy and charming girl in front of him even more - Liu Yemei. She cried, crying even more sadly.

"Don't cry, Ye Mei - I understand you, understand your distress, can I find you a different job?"

"Alas——! It's all money tricks, I need a lot of money, a lot of money, listen to a few Sichuan girls on the train, chat with the guests, talk about the high consumption of the heart, I came to this dance hall with a few Sichuan girls, but who knows...... Take a wrong step, it's hard to turn back, I can't extricate myself, I can't control my desire for money, my heart is too deep in the face of the temptation of money, I want to leave, but I need money, my heart has long been corrupted by money, my stomach is torturing myself alone, selling my body, selling my youth, and losing my self-esteem, reputation, really, Shifeng, my heart is very painful, and very lonely, here I don't get a man's sincerity, it's all encirclement and suppression built by money and human affection, only money can satisfy my desires, A man can only get money back for my innocent and sincere smile...... What else can I do, I'm sorry for myself-Shifeng, sometimes, I really want to die-Shifeng-but——! Liu Yemei sobbed silently and hugged the man in front of her, this empathetic man.

"Don't cry - Mei ——!" Shi Feng's eyes were a little hazy and sour, and moist tears swirled in his eyes.

"Brother Shifeng - you are so good - it is you who have made me move my sincerity here, true feelings, it is you who make me believe that there is still a true love at this time, Brother Shifeng - I already love you! I love you! Liu Yemei spoke slowly to He Shifeng's face and ears, tears sliding lightly......

"May - I love you too!" He hugged her tightly, she hugged him so tightly that they couldn't breathe.

In the shade of the moonlight.

Liu Yemei closed her sad teary eyes.

Revel in the passion of the here and now.

She was drunk.

She whispered:

"I love you!

Her salty, astringent tears went straight to the intoxicating heart with love.

A voice in the bottom of my heart shouted:

Peak. SHI Feng. I, I love you ......!

Silent corners, silent nights.

They reveled in the moonlit night of the moment.

Revel in the warmth of the moment.

Revel in the breeze of the moment.

Reminiscing, pondering, feeling.

Moment.

He Shi swarmed her arms and slowly relaxed.

Warm eyes looked at the face that was full of tears and crimson and hot.

"Where's your husband?"

"Divorced, we're divorced!" Liu Yemei's eyes were cold.

"Why?" He Shifeng asked in surprise.

"Emotional disagreement!"

"How can feelings not match? Won't you cultivate it slowly! Why bother? ”

"No, Shifeng, you don't know, he's not a person, he's a devil, my husband and I don't have a relationship process at all, and he has no emotional foundation at all, he just vents and satisfies me, and destroys me mentally, beats me, scolds me, doesn't care about anything else, eats, drinks, prostitutes, gambles all day long, as long as there is a little contradiction, I will be beaten by him for a few words, he is a pervert, there is a psychological disorder, I and him have to beat me, beat me to satisfy their desires, he is even a child, he is not like a person at all, nor is it ...... people! Liu Yemei said loudly, tears flowing, soaking her face like rain.

"What-kid? The child is not his own? ”

"Uh-huh——!" Liu Yemei nodded tearfully.

"W-what's going on?"

"The child was accidentally conceived during my first love, it was my boyfriend's, in high school, we were childhood sweethearts, very deep in love, and they both loved each other, but after the college entrance examination, he was admitted to college, I failed the college entrance examination, at that time I already had his child in my body, he said he must marry me, vowed to marry me, but he disappeared, my father also died for this, but my father had a stomach problem, and he was not entirely to blame, I waited patiently for him at home, but the last letter I received was to break up with me, It seems that their family is also playing tricks on it...... He is gone, I don't know if he has a new love, or if his family is a ghost from it, I don't know, when the child is born, I can't wait for him, my mother can't wait, you say that a girl gives birth to a child, let the village people ridicule, plus all the expenses of the family, expenses, children's expenses, I can no longer support it, my mother persuaded me to marry, marry a thirty-year-old man...... He—he ...... until my mother died! ”

Liu Yemei couldn't cry, tears were like rain, and the sobbing sound was intermittent.

Her throat was dry and she couldn't speak for a moment.

"Mei - Ye Mei - don't cry! I understand you, your hardships, your situation, I will take care of you and help you! He Shifeng treated each other sincerely, gently wiping the tears of sadness from the corners of her eyes......

"Brother Shifeng-Brother Shifeng! I know that you are sincere, with your true feelings, my heart is enough, but we are not on the same road, let's forget each other! I don't want to ruin your harmonious family and marriage...... Forget me! I'm a dusty woman who doesn't deserve to have any feelings with you, forget it, I've told everything in my heart - I'm open-hearted! ”

"No-Ye Mei-I love you-I can't forget!" He Shifeng hugged Liu Yemei tightly, who turned around to leave.

The night was deep and the breeze was blowing.

They hugged each other tightly, this bustling city, lingering car lights.

How complicated each other's feelings are, but how comfortable Liu Yemei's mood is.

She knew that this man was deeply in love with her. You can vaguely hear the melody of the soft saxophone dance in the cabaret, "Coming Home".

In the distance was darkness in the darkness, and as the crescent moon sank, the loneliness in her heart was swallowed up by the darkness, and she slowly raised her head.

"So—what do you say? - I'll be your lover! ”

Liu Yemei smiled charmingly, "Since we are deeply emotional, I don't want to destroy your family, we can't stay together, but we can rely on each other, what do you say?" ”

"Okay—that's it, I think my wife will take care of it......!"

"Let's go - for our acquaintance, for our future, we will get drunk and rest!" Liu Yemei pulled He Shifeng and sat down at a beer stall......

Pedestrians on the road were vague, and in a drunken mood, they left the night market and staggered towards Liu Yemei's residence.

He hugged her drunken hazy, seductive figure.

Wander through the bustling, glittering city. The gentle breeze blew, Liu Yemei felt a trace of coolness on her face, as if she had woken up her strong sense of wine, she felt deeply in her heart, everything Shifeng did to her was true, without a trace of hypocrisy, his love for her was very deep, very true, he was very faithful, and he was also very affectionate......

There was a warmth in her heart, and she also felt a sense of eagerness......

He Shifeng hugged her tightly, and she felt that she was very warm, safe, happy, and sweet......

He hugged her, hugged her drunk, walked through the "Monroe Cabaret", and walked towards the basement where Liu Yemei lived......

"Ye Mei - here - where is the key?" He Shifeng asked softly in her ear.

"Uh-huh-give ——!" Liu Yemei took out the key and handed it to He Shifeng, who was holding her.

The door opened, and he turned to Liu Yemei and said, "You rest!" It's time for me to go back! ”

"Shifeng, I-I like you-I love you——!" Liu Yemei got up and looked at He Shifeng gently.

The amorous gaze fell into He Shifeng's eyes, full of sad tenderness, helpless tenderness.

"Ye Mei - I love you too - can you promise me one thing?" He Shifeng looked at Ye Mei gently and affectionately and seriously.

"What's the matter?"

"Don't work in the ballroom! All right? ”

"But I ——!"

"I know, I'll get you a house, and you'll live there in the future and find a different job——!"

"Shifeng-I-I-——!" He Shifeng blocked her sexy red lips with warm fingers.

"Don't say it, we will be lovers who depend on each other from now on...... Promise me! ”

"I'm ......!" Liu Yemei nodded and cried, tears slowly sliding down her pink cheeks.

"Don't cry - Ye Mei - you rest! I'm going back, I'll be with you again tomorrow when I have time! He Shifeng turned around; Liu Yemei threw herself into his arms and cried even more sadly.

"Don't cry – don't cry!" He Shifeng slowly lifted her cheeks with tears with both hands: Ye Mei - don't cry, we should be happy today, what are we crying about——! Shi Feng smiled softly and looked at Liu Yemei, who was crying into tears.

"You should be happy!" Liu Yemei wiped her tears and reluctantly squeezed out a smile.

But Shifeng's affectionate eyes, as well as those warm hands, she felt her heart pounding, and she felt that she was deeply in love with this man.

The man in front of her, and it was engraved in her heart, she felt her face hot.

She felt what was going to happen.

She felt her heart burning.

Like a powerful fire burning.

It is enough to captivate the country and the city.

Her flowing hair.

Damp hair.

Brushing the ends of her sweat-soaked hair.

A heat wave hit.

Soft.

Fluttery.

It's comfortable to be a fairy.

She slowly, gently.

Her smiling, sweaty cheeks and lips.

"Shifeng, I love you!" He muttered as he squeezed out of the corners of his lips.

"Ye Mei, I love you too!" He responded.

Warm and soft lighting, pink room.

Sweat profusely.

The figure of happiness is in the warmth of the moment.

The night was so quiet.

They looked at each other affectionately.

Silent, this far-reaching and passionate night, all going on in the bitter sweetness...... All......

"Ye Mei - I love you, it's time for me to go——!" He Shifeng left Ye Mei's gentle, delicate, and sexy embrace.

"Stay with me a little longer, won't you?" Ye Mei smiled charmingly.

"Tomorrow - tomorrow will be with anger!" He Shifeng quickly put on his clothes and pants.

"Tomorrow - must come!"

"Definitely, I must come, sleep, and I will move in two days when I get you a house."

"Uh-I see!" Liu Yemei's gentle and affectionate words are really intoxicating! It's really worthy of her flower and moon appearance at this time. He Shifeng walked out of the door and gave Liu Yemei a sleeping gesture and disappeared into the night......