Red lake leaves

Chapter Fifty-Six: Seeing Through the Red Dust

The autumn wind and cold dew rose, the mountains and fields were vast, the wanton morning wind roared wildly, and the birds in the mountains and fields stopped abruptly...... The withered trees and the bleak barren grass passed through Zhang Yan's sad heart, cold and helpless, and she slowly staggered towards the cliff of the Lotus Nunnery......

She stood at the cliff, glanced at the bottomless valley, recalled the bits and pieces of happiness, recalled Lu Sicheng's face, opened her eyes and recalled desperately, and the wanton wind blew her scattered hair dancing in the wind...... She chuckled, with a relaxed look, she chuckled, with a charming look, she chuckled, and wanted to leap into the ...... Right now.

"Girl-what can't you think of--the world is full of red dust, the sea of bitterness is boundless, turning back is the shore, why use death to relieve life!" A gentle female voice came from behind her...... Zhang Yan looked back and saw an old nun looking at her calmly and kindly.

"You are ——?"

"I am a resident of the Lotus Nunnery Rainforest, if you return to my disciple, I will protect you for a clean life!"

"I ...... I......! Zhang Yan swallowed, looking at the old nun in coarse cloth and gray clothes, I don't know what to do...... After a while, the old nun said: "Crying is all with Peifu fruit, the horror and the happy year, you are young, why bother to whisper, see through the red dust, and be relaxed...... Come back with me! Will the Lotus Nunnery eat fasting and chant Buddha, are you willing, you are isolated from the world, do not hear the world, do not think about the emotions of the world, do not touch the way of the red dust of the world, why not? It's better than jumping into a valley and jumping into it! As long as you jump, going down will not become a delicacy ...... the mouth of this wolf in the mountains and forests! Lao Ni stepped forward and looked at Zhang Yan's helpless eyes.

"I'll go back with you! - I'll go back with you——! Zhang Yan agreed again and again, and after listening to Lao Ni's words, she followed Lao Ni and went straight away......

The lotus nunnery is located in the middle of the mountain, the red wall of the red door, the ancient architectural style, worthy of being a pure and elegant place, push the door and enter a pool of green lotus exudes a mature atmosphere, the lotus leaves in late autumn are still so green, but there is no faint fragrant bud, but it is still so eye-catching...... Zhang Yan followed Lao Ni slowly, forgetting the bits and pieces of the city, right and wrong, and blending into the elegant beauty lotus...... He followed the old nun into the house......

"Girl—please light three sticks of incense—bow down to ——!"

"Uh-huh——!" Zhang Yan smiled charmingly, lit incense and bowed......

"Girl, you officially introduced me today and became my disciple, and you will break off your ......!"

"I'm ......!" Zhang Yan stroked her soft and shiny hair, but she was a little reluctant...... Still nodded, tears flowed, knelt on the futon, and lowered his head...... Strands of hair ran down her cheeks, and endless sadness spread throughout her body......

"You've got ——! idea?"

Zhang Yan bit her red lips: "Hmm-hmm——! Tears slipped down her face......

"I'll give you a legal name, just "If it's Lanlin"! Lao Ni said while shaving Zhang Yan's bald head, the top of the oily white head made Zhang Yan's tears flow, Lao Ni showed a coarse gray cloth for Zhang Yan to change into, the gray coat was worn on Zhang Yan's body, but she still couldn't hide her beautiful figure, the tears of sadness slipped down to make people feel pitiful, the age was bald, but the charm of those eyes made you unable to stop her tender lingering, plus that sweet face, watery eyes, moonlight eyes, slightly touched red lips...... She is the most beautiful nun in the Lotus Nunnery......

It's like a withered and dried flower bud...... Although it is withered, the bright colors are desirable and refreshing...... She sings silently every day, does not ask about the world, is isolated from the world, and never takes half a step out of the Lotus Nunnery...... The pain of emotion, the pain of longing, when the cone of heartache hits, she is numb, she is numb, her heart is like a pool of autumn water, crystal clear, without any distractions, what emotion, true love, what charming and prosperous, only this lotus nunnery makes her the purest and happiest...... Forget all joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and live a beautiful life......

In the spring season, peach and willow green, cherry blossoms bloom everywhere, the fragrance of flowers all over the mountains makes her feel relaxed and happy, in the lotus nunnery where the heart is as calm as water, she lives quietly and naturally, erasing the dirty scandal of a lifetime, in exchange for a pure heart - she is the most gentle in the world, the most beautiful nun, the old nun left her alone to guard the lotus nunnery, the rest of the people were taken down the mountain by the old nun to turn the fate, she was alone and leisurely, in addition to eating a mouthful of tea and light rice, she recited the scriptures, a pure body......

The next day, at dusk, her pure and elegant heart was awakened by a crisp knock on the door, and she walked among the flowers, passed through a pool of beautiful lotuses, and opened the red door of the lotus hermitage.

"Amitabha Buddha ——!" When she looked closely, there was a bald monk in a yellow-gray dark coat in front of her, her benevolent gaze made her heart feel a little warm, about her early forties, she smiled and asked lightly, "What's the matter?" The monk hurriedly replied: "May I ask Xiao Ni, you see that it is getting late, I have traveled a long way from west to east, can you stay overnight in this nunnery, and I will leave tomorrow - Amitabha!" The monk put his hands between his lips, and his serious face did not have a smile......

"This ...... I'm afraid this nunnery is inconvenient——! Zhang Yan was in a frenzy in her heart, this lonely man and widow stayed in the same nunnery, it was better to refuse......

"Being a monk is the foundation of goodness, why do you say that?"

"I'm ......!" Zhang Yan was silent, she couldn't refuse him anymore.

"W-come in!" I thought there could be nothing wrong with this pure place......

"Thank you, Ni, I can't thank you enough——!"

The monk's face was ruddy, and he didn't see anything unusual and thanked Zhu Men who came into the Lotus Nunnery, and then asked, "What is the Little Nifa?" ”

"Little Nifa is like Lanlin!" Zhang Yan replied gently, and continued to walk, the monk stared at Zhang Yan's writhing ass in the walk, and his slender and lithe figure, and followed Zhang Yan towards the meditation room...... and said casually: "If it is Lanlin, quiet and elegant, good-good——! The poor monk's law is called Zhikong Jingtian, he is a Shaolin disciple, and it is inconvenient to ask Xiao Ni to take care of it, I trouble you, disturb your tranquility! ”

"The monks are kind and compassionate, please don't talk about trouble, you will rest here tonight, and Xiao Ni will retire ......!" Zhang Yan said and arranged the monk in the idle meditation room, exited the room, and presented the vegetarian steamed buns: "Please use it slowly, so as not to disturb your quiet and resting body...... Zhang Yan exited the room and walked towards her rest meditation room......

The moonlight is sprinkled in the lotus nunnery in the deep mountains, the breeze blows through the quiet night, Zhang Yan looks at the night like water, the moonlight gently caresses the cold window lattice, and she quickly enters a sweet dreamland......

In the middle of the night, strong winds blow.

The monk thought about Zhang Yan's watery gaze, slightly touched lips, thinking about the gentle words, thinking about the sexy ass, thinking about such a beautiful little Ni, she couldn't sleep all night, tossing and turning, and finally couldn't help her lonely heart, taking advantage of the strong wind to touch the door of the meditation room where Zhang Yan was sleeping, looking through the window, Zhang Yan slept as silent as death: "To sleep with this little Ni is worthy of being the most beautiful thing in the world!" He thought to himself, with a lewd smile on his face, and jumped through the window...... Lightly touched the front of Zhang Yan's bed, through the moonlight, he looked at Zhang Yan's undulating breasts in his breath, delicate face, sexy red lips, his blood was boiling, his heart was beating wildly, and he slowly pressed on Zhang Yan's sleeping body, sexy body, plump and soft body......

"Ah——!h Zhang Yan woke up, awakened by an unfamiliar, strong and powerful breath, and awakened by heavy pressure, the monk covered Zhang Yan's lips with his hand: "What are you shouting?" I don't just want to solve the thirsty body's physical needs! The monk frantically pressed the weak Zhang Yan hard...... Sucking on her sexy lips, his hands touching her too: "Ahhh Old bald donkey——! Zhang Yan fluttered on all fours, spit a mouthful of saliva on the monk's face, and screamed loudly.

"Bang-——!" Two powerful slaps hit Zhang Yan's face, her pink face was instantly blurred with blood, as if she was about to soak in blood, she was helpless but helpless at this night......

"Lao Tzu is a bald donkey, Lao Tzu really wants to be an old bald donkey...... The monk said that he stripped Zhang Yan of the fainting light, the spring was brilliant, charming and charming......

He looked at Zhang Yan's delicate and silky skin, snow-white lotus-like breasts, plump breasts, quickly tore off his robe and coat, and put his smooth and shiny body on Zhang Yan's snow-like skin, frantically, wolf-like, tiger-like caressing her breasts like a mountain, moving to the sexy inner thighs, sliding on her private parts and stroking and rubbing, the lust in his heart was like a huge wave in the sea, he groped and put the hunger and thirst, hard as iron deep into Zhang Yan's body: "Ah...... Yes...... Yes......! Zhang Yan was awakened by the stinging pain at this time, she screamed in pain, but then there was a burst of numbness and incomparable pleasure, which made her whole body weak, and more than half a year of purity was broken by everything at this time, she wanted to push away the bald donkey on her body, but under his strong and powerful impact, she was powerless under the thrust, and bursts of pleasure surged all over her body...... The strong desire in her heart sprouted, her heart was about to jump out of her voice, she couldn't help everything at this time, the pleasure at this time was heavy, and her heart kept saying: "Hmm...... Well...... Well...... Well...... Yes...... Yes......! At the same time as her, tears quietly slipped down, is it sad and joyful? She had no way of knowing, she only felt a burst of pleasure in the depths, numbness, and a wave of heat surging in the depths of pleasure...... In her extreme pleasure and numbness, in the deep tight contraction, she felt his powerful hot semen penetrate her pleasure and unbearable flower like a bullet.

"Ah......hh Ahh......hh The pleasure that she had never felt in half a year poured into her heart, and she couldn't help everything at this time, and cried out loudly and seductively......

The monk also jumped out of bed and ran to the ground, picking up his clothes and fleeing...... She burst into tears, looked at her snow-white skin, and cried out like rain: "Where is there a quiet place in time——? She cried out, packing her belongings, her bright clothes on the bed, and trying to leave the place by the moonlight......

Before leaving, she used a brush to write a note to the old nun of the Lotus Nunnery:

"Thank you for the careful care of the old nun in the past six months, I am not worthy of being a man, let alone a monk, defiling this quiet place, thank you! Take care! Say goodbye, don't worry, let me fend for myself until I die! ”

Those who are not worthy of being a nun are Lanlin on a moonlit night

She wrote a note and put it on the Zen table, pressed it with a Zen bowl, lifted her luggage and walked slowly in the corridor of the Lotus Nunnery, when she suddenly saw a bald man wearing a suit in the Lotus Nunnery Zhumen jumping out, and went down the mountain like a lost soul, and she saw his back clearly by the moonlight - isn't he such a benevolent monk?

- It turns out that monks also have fakes?

She has made up her mind, wiped the tears on her face, slowly walked among the flowers, a pool of beautiful lotus buds want to release, let caress the pool of beautiful lotus, pick a flower bud that is blooming thickly, disobedient tears slowly slid over her face, she strolled outside the lotus hermitage Zhu Gate, the dawn of the dawn on the horizon has been bright, she found a pure place to bury the lotus in the deep soil, maybe death can be exchanged for a pure body, but it may not be visible......

She thought silently, got up and disappeared into the Lotus Nunnery at the cliff...... The night wind is cold, the spring flowers are blooming, and there is a vast expanse in front of you......

Where is the destination? Is there a pure place in this world...... This fake food, fake drink, fake person, fake father, fake director of the public security bureau, fake love, fake intention, fake love don't say, a fake monk appears, how many real things are there in this world? It's hard to prevent...... Wonderful, continue to present......

Zhang Yan walked slowly on the mountain road in late spring, the alluring vision of wild flowers everywhere, the wind of last night, the petals with cruelty fell one after another, faintly depressed, happiness faded, love disappeared, unpredictable love, smoking in love, that cruel and bloody scene, the color was desperate and crisp...... She covered the cruel wounds in her heart, staggered into the most beautiful posture, she longed for the black hair, with a warm and charming youth, she stroked the top of her bare head, straight down the melancholy, melted in the cold autumn morning, she wrapped a white scarf around the top of her head, staggered like the shape of a cherry blossom, went straight to the bustling city, the inner melancholy and chaos did not know who to tell, she shed cold tears, with sadness dissolved into a luxurious life, self-abandonment, falling life, regret to youth, who is to blame? Heaven? Destiny?

The reason for this bathing center is that the bathing center actually provides sexual services to 13-year-old underage boys, and the parents reported to the police, and they are involved in the seizure of eight pornography officials, and more than 30 section-level cadres who offered and accepted bribes......

After Xu Meihua's death, it was found out through her mobile phone that she had a labor relationship with Kangda Liquor Sales Co., Ltd. before her death, the police actually investigated Dong Fei, that day Dong Fei was lingering with a salesman to know that Xu Meihua had died, and finally Dong Fei's company was verified by the administrative department for industry and commerce, and actually sold fake wine, froze Dong Fei's company account, and arrested Dong Fei in accordance with the law......

This time he entered, either for more than 20 years, or he was in prison for the rest of his life, he was in a panic, drove too fast, accidentally rushed out of the highway, and flew down the bridge with a car, and died with a whimper...... Cruel and bloody......

Ke Lili and Scarface in Beijing, she has been adrift in the city's beauty salon, a small hostel started a prostitution business, and on the day of her marriage, she didn't dare to look at her boyfriend's father - a man who had many transactions with her, and the man who was lingering in passion became her boyfriend's father, she didn't dare to face such a reality, she didn't dare to look at her father-in-law's face, how could fate be so arranged, she had worked hard for many years, she wanted to find a man but in this life, but in the face of such a cruel reality, her beloved boyfriend, How should she deal with her lifelong boyfriend? How to face it? But the moment she and her husband looked at each other, she couldn't avoid the amazing scene - her boyfriend's father looked at her face, passing out in front of everyone with a wine glass, his limbs twitching...... The day after her marriage, she left a small restaurant run by herself and her boyfriend to wander alone in the city......

During the Qingming Festival, it rains a lot, and pedestrians on the road want to break their souls! He Shifeng arrived at Liu Yemei's hometown on the Qingming Festival - Yong'an Bang, Huanghuagang Cemetery swept Liu Yemei's tomb, he thought of his beloved Liu Yemei, thinking of his beloved Liu Yemei...... Jin Zuozheng and He Shifeng met in the Huanghuagang Cemetery, chatted freely, and learned that Liu Yemei had gone, he had an unspeakable pity in his heart, people, the fate of life, as long as he took a wrong step, it was indeed like stepping into the ladder of the hanging soul, there was no way out, he swept the tomb of Xu Meihua, missed Xu Meihua, and thought of the most beloved Xu Meihua......

He looked at He Shifeng's distant back, the rainy sky blurred his vision, and he was alone silently reciting a poem written by a poet in his heart:

Except for the truth

What more can I give you

Except for the pain

What else could I have

A hundred years at the snap of a finger

fast-moving

A blurry path

Always stop in the miserable city......

The moment of death

Who knows

Favorite innocent girl

Fly away with unfulfilled dreams to heaven on earth......

Acacia trees at dusk

Sad yellow leaves falling

Shadow of the moon in the shadow of the building

Tears falling in the air

Can it still be forgotten?

- In Paradise

Beautiful and erroneous landscapes?

Have you forgotten, have you forgotten?

- The cruel and innocent soul?

Whether to be happy and happy in another world

May it all be

Just be happy in the invisible sadness!

He walked silently, tears quietly slipped down and flowed into her rain-soaked neck, thinking silently in his heart: "Life is like a beautiful play, it all depends on the skill of acting, as long as you accidentally stumble, you will set the sun and have no way to retreat from the soul ladder ......!" ”

Jin Zuozheng finally realized a truth: "Life is precious, love is more valuable, meditate and be reasonable, and live a simple and noble life!" ”

He walked slowly, disappeared into the rainy and hazy spring rain, and disappeared into the hazy, ghost-filled Huanghuagang Cemetery......

Every year on the Qingming Festival, he will meet He Shifeng and meet in Huanghuagang Cemetery, sticking to a fruitless love and a sincere love......

Half a year later, Zhang Yan and Ke Lili met in Beijing, in the bright night, and in the brightly lit entertainment city......

Where is there any quiet place in the world, Zhang Yan wanders in the bright night, disappearing into the city street at midnight...... Sexy and beautiful, delicate......