I walked under the same sky as everyone else, and I didn't know where to go. I asked the elders who passed by me,

"Where should I go?" "Just move on." "What's up ahead?" "It's a good place anyway." "How far should I go?" "I don't know, just go forward!"

I was bored, so I found a few companions of similar age. Every step I took was heavy, and they were curious about it. So I looked down and saw that the road under their feet didn't seem so muddy, and their legs weren't as strong as mine.

We walked a long way and made a lot of companions, but in the end they all got separated from me, and I wondered, shouldn't we just move on? So I quietly observed, and from time to time they would pull out a map with two names on it, with destinations marked on it, and guide them in different directions. I tried to look for it, but it seemed that all I had was wearing was the little bit of clothing I was already on.

I kept walking, the road under my feet was getting mudier and mudier by the day, and my legs were getting stronger and stronger day by day. But decades of muddy roads have left a stubborn problem in my legs. I surpassed my small goals one by one, but I got tired of moving forward aimlessly.

I started complaining, I hated that I didn't have a map in my hand, I hated that there was no one to pave the road under my feet. I thought, "Just lie down."

So I lay down, the wet mud trying to submerge me and hide my presence.

I was scared.

I stood up and walked on with heavy steps, enduring the perennial sickness and the sore feeling of exhaustion.

I don't know where the end is, I don't have the motivation to move forward, and I don't have the courage to be devoured.

I thought, I might just be a little tired.

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I am Ai Qiu, Ai who feels sorry for himself, and Qiu who is eventful. Of course, if you miss wormwood, it's not impossible, but I prefer the pronunciation of "memory". It's a name I've been using for five years, and I've been pouring my feelings into it for more than ten years, so I didn't change my name even if something bad with the same name appeared. I read the "Ai" of this book "Ai Sheng" as "one" when I named it, taking the meaning of "life", and more things will be revealed later. This novel,I don't know if it's a novel.,It's a very, very slow-burning novel.,The plot is very long.,And it's updated irregularly.,So if you're lucky enough for me to meet you.,Please wait slowly.,If you're interested, you can add a QQ group 780721767 chat with me.,Thank you.。