The seven-day National Day holiday, today is the second day, at this time it is raining lightly outside the window, stuffy and damp, I really can't lift the energy to go out in this weather.

Sitting in front of the computer, feeling the coolness brought by the air conditioner, and glancing at the bed behind him, it aroused a trace of heat. I just called someone as I usually do every holiday.

"Red guy, number one, stupid dog alliance!" As soon as the busy sound was over, I couldn't wait to speak.

"Yo, busy people aren't going on dates today?" Listening to the familiar ridicule, yes, or my good brother can speak.

"What's it called, really, isn't this going to accompany you today?"

"Yes, yes, our eldest prince Wang took the time to play games with me, and I can't be grateful."

"Are you so affectionate, do you have a crush on me, dog, number one!"

"Okay, well, how can you not listen to the little one who is the prince of the prince?"

Such a weird ridicule of yin and yang, and the never-ending mutual loss, in my case, is a way of chatting exclusively for the two of us. You and I have been classmates since elementary school, and to some extent, I can also say that I have played since I was a child, and he is my only and best brother. Why? Not to mention the blessings of age, just when I couldn't afford to eat, he was able to transfer the few 200 yuan on his body to me, which is enough for me to remember for a lifetime.

And just when I was about to open the client, QQ's special concern prompt sounded.

[Yingqiu: I'm at Tang Siqian's house, are you coming? 】

"Ahem, what's that, brother has something to do, baby you play by yourself." I said this shameless thing with confidence, and then hurriedly replied to the message.

[Me: Give me the address, and I'll come.] 】

"You* told me to slip away by myself, didn't you???? The prince is so Yaxing! ”

"There's nothing else to do, I'm okay, I'm slipping away."

"Get out of here!"

Then I hung up the phone and prepared to go out, and my clothes had already been changed while I was talking in front of me. Tang Siqian's name is a little familiar, I know it's her best friend, but I can't remember who it is.

And when I walked to the door of the agreed supermarket and saw the two of them, my perspective was locked on Yingqiu. Today she is wearing a white shirt and a gray coarse cloth skirt on the bottom, I feel a little weird looking at this suit, I look at these two pieces should be loose fit, but wearing her body is very figure-showing.

And when I got closer to the person next to her, I remembered, isn't this a sixth-grade transfer of former classmates? She had only been in the semester for a semester, and I had been on leave for almost two months that semester due to family matters, so I had little impression of her. But apparently, she still remembered me, the "outlier" at that time.

Yingqiu walked up to me with a smile, and I subconsciously took the bag in her hand, she was surprised for a moment, and then quickly changed back to the sly appearance with a smile.

Seeing that the two of us were tired of being together, Tang Siqian couldn't help but speak: "I didn't expect you two to go together." ”

Hearing this, I couldn't agree more, because we have been dating for a month now, but it still seems to me to be extremely dreamy, am I really worthy of such a beautiful life? Is it really worthy of this cute girl?

"Let's go back." Yingqiu said.

"Let's go." Tang Siqian's expression was a little helpless.

......

I followed them to Tang's house. This is the first time I've been to a girl's house, and there are only three of us in the big space, so her parents must have gone to work.

Outside the house, the drizzle continued, and the two girls in the house sat opposite each other writing their homework for the National Day, while I sat leisurely on the recliner next to me and played with my mobile phone, while listening to their occasional chatter and occasional words. Yingqiu writes tired, sometimes she will come to my side like a tired cat lying on top of me and hugging me, whenever this time I will also silently hug her and then gently stroke her back with one hand.

And every time this scene appears, the other girl on the side will show a dumb expression, which makes the two of us feel a little amused.

At this moment, I can't help but sigh once again at the change she has brought to me.

Looking back about half a year ago, I once said to a classmate with whom I had a good relationship, "The essence of a relationship is nothing but a transaction". But now that I am caressing the "kitten" in my arms, I don't think so. Everything I did for her in the past month came from the bottom of my heart, and I no longer weighed the pros and cons of everything like I used to do and lived passively. I couldn't see the future before, and I never thought that the direction to the future would be laid out so clearly in front of my eyes, but now, I can even let the "future" lie on my stomach.

"We have to go to the end," I told myself again.

"What's wrong?" Probably sensing my gaze, Yingqiu raised her head and asked me.

"I was thinking we had to make it to the end."

"Well, it will." She buried her face back in my arms and hugged her tighter.

Feeling the temperature in my arms, the sound of the tip of the pen sliding around me, the sound of the girl's gentle breathing, and the slightest coolness brought by the air conditioner, I enjoyed this tranquility and fell asleep unconsciously.

......

[Hongyu, if your mother is gone, can you take care of yourself? 】

"I can take care of myself. 】

[You are a wall grass on both sides, it is because of you that your mother will leave. 】

[No, I just want to reassure my mother. 】

[Are you sick?! 】

[Your mother doesn't want you anymore, you have to hate her or not. 】

[Well, I don't even want to pay attention to her now. 】

[I don't know how happy I can live without you. 】

【......】

[Be careful when you get out of school and don't get followed by debt collectors.] 】

[Your mother doesn't want us, I want to work hard to make money and make your life better. 】

[Why did you come back, it's clear that we've been able to live well. 】

[I just want to save some money. 】

[It's all because of you, it's all your fault.] 】

[All the unfavorable factors in the world are caused by the lack of ability of the person concerned. 】

[I'm just a burden, and we can live better without me.] 】

[It's all my fault, it's all because I'm a waste, it's all because of me. 】

......

When I woke up from my dream, the clouds and smoke that had long since scabbed over the past drifted back in front of my eyes, perhaps never disappeared. I looked at the sleeping girl in my arms, it's all gone, I will definitely do better, I will definitely do my best.

Tang Siqian on the side watched me wake up and let me look at the time, it turned out that it was almost dinner time.

"Fool, get up." I patted the girl in my arms on the shoulder and whispered to her.

"Hmmm~Don't~" "It's time for dinner." ”

Under my repeated "harassment", she reluctantly got up from me. She stood in front of me, tidying up her clothes and hairstyle, and I looked at her stupidly, and I swore to myself,

"The things of the past will not be repeated in us. I won't be a waste ...... again."