Chapter 79: Subtle
Gu Yingqing knew that she had told Jin Yuyin everything over the years last time, but she only concealed this episode with Cheng Yuesheng, which was really because she was afraid of being looked down upon by her.
At that time, she was in a panic, her mind was full of people, the person who might help her suddenly died, where should she go to find another person like this?
Then Cheng Yuesheng appeared.
Intermittently heard his background from the relatives of the Zhao family, he is capable, and he is the nephew of the Zhao family, as soon as he came, he occupied the position that Zhao Jin dreamed of, and became another strong rival of Zhao Jin.
It's simply Zhao Nanchuan No. 2 from the sky.
The situation at that time did not allow her to take it step by step, so she adopted the most despicable way to take shortcuts.
If, from the very beginning, there is no interest involved, there is no purpose, but only adult men and women are amusement and loneliness with each other, then things are much simpler.
With no feelings and no other ties, she doesn't care at all.
But once these are bound to interests, her position in the relationship between the sexes is automatically reduced to a minimum.
Because she took the initiative to trade hues.
If it was to get out, she got Cheng Yuesheng's approval and promised to help her do this, no matter whether it succeeded or not, she didn't complain about what he treated her during this period.
However, the relationship between the two became ambiguous.
It is said that it is a bed partner and it is not a bed partner, it is said that it is a deal, but it is a deal that has not been reached.
When he needed his help, he threw a bait, and she bit the hook, and she went up to be coquettish, and he was fascinated.
She almost got used to using this way to "ask for help" and "repay".
Who knew that she felt that it was an exchange, constantly self-consistent, and people were just unilaterally teasing the dog.
Gu Yingqing and Jin Yuyin were lying in a quilt, looking at the ceiling.
Jin Yuyin listened to her for a long time, and then straightened it for a long time, and asked, "Do you like this man?"
Gu Yingqing's heart fell, and he subconsciously retorted: "Of course not."
"Then you are too psychologically burdened, you constantly put moral shackles on yourself, and you look down on yourself." Jin Yuyin said, "Your moral concern is nothing more than that with the relationship between him and Zhao Nanchuan, when you face your mother-in-law, you will feel guilty and can't raise your head."
"But it was the past that pushed you to a desperate situation, and you had to take that step out of survival instinct. Speaking of the man, what's the matter......" Jin Yuyin dug out his brain, and he was stuck in the name.
Gu Yingqing said sullenly, "Cheng Yuesheng."
"Yes, Cheng Yueshen ...... him"
Gu Yingqing corrected: "It's life, not depth."
"Okay, Cheng Yuesheng...... I'll take care of him!" Jin Yuyin asked her not to interrupt, "Anyway, this surnamed Cheng, since he refuses to agree to your conditions, then forget it, you have found a free duck for the first few times, this duck has made you happy, and it has solved the problem for you at a critical moment, what do you have to lose?"
Gu Yingqing's hand under the quilt was holding Jin Yuyin, the tip of her nose pressed against her shoulder, and she laughed.
Jin Yuyin said, "Since this kind of relationship makes you uncomfortable, then end it, anyway, in the true sense, you don't have anything to do at all. Sleep once, finish once, and clear twice. Henceforth, each shall return to its place, and shall not intersect again. Anyway, isn't your mother-in-law soft on you now, you just need to overcome her defenses, gain trust, and wait until you feel that you can bring down Zhao Jin, tell her the truth, return the shares to her, stay away from that right and wrong, and let the birds fly from now on."
Gu Yingqing closed his eyes and muttered with a smile: "The sky is high and the birds fly ......" infinite hope.
"That's right, let me ask, is Zhao Jin moral? Is the surname Cheng moral with you? Under such extreme conditions, you still sit there for self-reflection and self-restraint."
Gu Yingqing closed her eyes, Jin Yuyin has magic power, just like when she was a child, just listening to her speech, that delicate and energetic tone makes people calm.
Jin Yuyin paused for a moment, and then said in a breathy voice in her ear like a magic voice, "But oh, the premise of all this is that you have no feelings for the surname Cheng, and under normal circumstances, if you don't care, you won't be miserable."
Gu Ying opened his eyes clearly.
Jin Yuyin sighed faintly, "So, is your pain just because of self-condemnation? Will it ......?"
Gu Ying cleared his throat and confessed, "I don't have feelings, and I don't care. It's just that if you have had intimate contact, when you face this person, your mentality will be more subtle, which is normal, right?"
"Well, normal." Jin Yuyin said, "Let's stop at subtlety, no more."
Gu Yingqing nodded, that's good.
The two chatted late this night, and after soothing the depression in Gu Yingqing's heart, Jin Yuyin began to put up a score, saying that she came up with one thing from time to time, everything was explosive, and she had to enlighten calmly, and she simply lost the fun of listening to gossip.
Gu Yingqing flattered her for a long time before Jin Yuyin let her go.
The two of them didn't sleep until dawn, and Jin Yuyin was pulled up by Wang Suli early to do this and that.
Jin Yuyin thought that Gu Yingqing was emotionally tortured last night and must have been very tired, so she didn't wake her up.
When Gu Yingqing woke up in a daze, she felt that something was breathing in her ear, and there was a warm breath sprinkled on her face.
She lay on her side and slowly opened her eyesโ
A small face in front of him who was out of focus smirked at her. This kid appeared here, and Gu Yingqing even suspected that it was a dream.
"Hee-hee, sister-in-law...... Sister, are you awake?" Cheng Zhiyan was lying on the edge of the bed, wearing a baseball cap with a blue background and white stripes, and his cartoon schoolbag on his back.
It took Gu Yingqing a while to accept this fact, "Who sent you here?"
"Daddy." Cheng Zhiyan blinked with big flickering eyes, big black pupils, long eyelashes, not to mention how innocent and cute.
It's really nonsense, Gu Yingqing thought.
At this time, Jin Yuyin pushed the door in, too lazy to take off her shoes, and leaned against the door.
"What a surprise." Jin Yu is yin and yang, and he gritted his teeth.
Gu Yingqing cast a puzzled look at her: "How did he come here?"
"You're trying to ask where his dad is, right?"
Gu Yingqing pursed her lips and acquiesced.
"I sent it and left, saying that I was going to the city on a business trip, and the child's sister-in-law was on vacation, so I would like to help take it for a day."
Who would believe it, Jin Yuyin picked up the edge of the nail clipper that had grown out, and sighed, "Why did you get a job as a nanny by the way?"
The word "by the way" has a deep meaning.
Cheng Zhiyan turned his small body and said solemnly, "Sister Qingqing is not a nanny."
"And what do you say she is?"
Cheng Zhiyan pondered for a long time, remembering the words she said to herself last time at Gu Yingqing's house, and said, "My father is my sister's elder."
"Poof!" Jin Yuyin couldn't hold back.
Gu Yingqing was very depressed, she couldn't lift her spirits, and she couldn't figure it out.
She asked Jin Yuyin to take Cheng Zhiyan out first, and she wanted to change her clothes.
Cheng Zhiyan obediently walked to the door, put on his shoes, pulled Jin Yuyin out, and intimately tiptoed to close the door for her.