But the reason why a drunk is a drunk is that she has a complete set of rules for getting drunk and resolutely does not allow anyone to break her rhythm.

She asked Yan Cheng to sit down and continued to blow.

"I want to leave before I finish the words, what a bad habit. My agent is busy exchanging feelings with Mr. Wang, even if he comes to me and sees me with you, he will only hide in the corner and applaud. ”

Yan Cheng closed his eyes, and then looked at her condescendingly in that posture: "What else do you want to say?" ”

The cattle that met the conditions for farming were blown out by her.

Zhong Jiuyin raised his chin and gestured at him: "Just sit down and listen." You don't want to talk about my wrist cutting? ”

Yan Cheng stood up again, but still sat down.

"You've drunk too much. You don't want to bring it up, let's change the subject. ”

When I woke up, I realized that I had told a secret I didn't want to tell to someone I didn't know, and I was afraid that I would be very annoyed.

Zhong Jiuyin: "I said you just listen, there is gossip and don't listen to the bastard." ”

"......" he decided to unilaterally block her drinking.

"Speaking of these scars," Zhong Jiuyin snorted and said it really, with a kind of posture of spitting out quickly, "According to some clues I got, it probably started to be drawn half a year ago." ”

She pointed to the one that looked like the longest scar: "It should be this one." At that time, I fell many times on the road to pursue my dreams, and gradually lost the confidence to get up, and the expectations of the people around me were too high, so I had to tell a lie, which brought another layer of pressure to myself. Watch other people's success... As far as I said on the show, it's not terrible to fail, it's terrible to be a person worse than you to soar into the sky, who can bear it? ”

"I was in despair! Looking at the rain outside the window, and the countless calls on the mobile phone that I dare not answer, I feel that the future is hopeless. So I felt for a knife and couldn't help but cut my hand. Wow, you know that feeling? If you stand on the beach and watch for a long time, you always feel that the world is shaking, and then you will plunge headlong, and you will cut your wrists, and you don't feel anything when you go under the knife, and you only feel pain when you see blood. ”

Hiss, worthy of her, she deeply dissected the psychology of the original owner without memory, and was so full of logic and affection.

She even used a description of the scenery and an analogy of looking at the sea, which greatly improved Yan Cheng's ease of understanding.

Self-rewarding another sip of honey water, she smashed her mouth twice and continued.

"With the first knife, the back is much simpler, desperate with a knife, and angry with a knife. Collect 7749 knives... Forget it, I can't cut forty-nine knives with this wrist. What about the back... Oh, it's gone, what else do you want to ask? Give me a head start. ”

Yan Cheng held the cup and looked at her.

Her long shawl hair obscured her ears and a little side of her face in the light, and she was looking down at the scars on her wrists, her eyelashes casting shadows under her sockets.

The picture is blurred at night, and her skin is blurred by the warm light in her sight, adding a touch of gentleness to her.

A beautiful adjective that has nothing to do with her.

But after knowing what she had experienced, looking at this contrasting picture again, I didn't think it was beautiful.

The drunken bragging, just now, is better than this.

Yan Cheng put his tone in a calm and shallow tone: "I heard that you were in a car accident on the way to run the crew audition?" Why did you take over this variety show after that? ”

"The comfort given by the company. Guo Mingli said that if I still can't get on this show, it's best to give up being a star. Who knew you were also on this show, he regretted it so much that his intestines were blue, and he tried to let me give up the opportunity to others. ”

After speaking, he sneered again: "I should have broken his nose bone with the door panel that day." ”

Yan Cheng found a contradiction: "He doesn't want you to be popular, so why is he letting you make friends with me for resources now?" ”

Zhong Jiuyin: "There is another purpose." Seeing that my personal charm can't be suppressed, he sells me well, lets me go astray to make quick money, and then uses this kick to step me down. Let me think about it, what to do with you is in danger of capsizing. ”

She pondered for a while, and there were words in her mouth: "Our relationship, even if I step on you, you have to help me clarify two sentences in order to repay your kindness... I know, you are fascinated by me, and I am stepping on two boats, fans hate that iron is not steel, and they hate me for destroying your Dao heart! ”

Yan Cheng said calmly: "Soul Scattering is usually paired with fright. ”

"Anyway, it's to get you, trample on you, and abandon you."

Yan Cheng: "Then you don't have to wait for the fans, I can send you away directly." ”

Originally, he casually picked up her nonsense, but he didn't expect Zhong Jiuyin to immediately turn his head to look at him after hearing it, his eyes lit up.

"I see! They must want me to stick to you regardless of your intentions, provoke you, and let you directly attack me! No wonder, Guo Mingli asked me to wear clothes according to the gentle and temperamental personality, this is definitely the opposite, he must know that this is the type you hate the most! ”

Yan Chengdi didn't know how many times he took a deep breath: "I don't know the types I like and hate. Also, don't overthink it and drink your honey water. ”

But the floodgates have been opened, how can it be so easy to stop.

Zhong Jiuyin's cerebral cortex ran wildly on this unobstructed avenue.

"His instigation must have been staged. Now it's constantly pouting me to go through the back door, telling me how comfortable it is to find a backer, and when my heart is moved, let me consider your preferences from all aspects of life, thinking that I will really have a chance to soar. ”

"Then, let me be hated by you like a brainwashed peacock, and then he will stand aside with you and accuse me of taking shortcuts. This is to make me walk the desperate mountain road again! ”

Yan Cheng stopped her cerebral cortex and tried to pull the topic in a normal direction: "Then what are you going to do?" The substitution is a certainty, but other than that, you shouldn't want to let him go so simply. ”

"Of course! He took me for an idiot! Do you need him to teach me so step by step? What is the change of clothes to find the topic of humility in the first place, only people who are self-confident need to do this, really when I have no emotional experience?! It's not these small gestures that are needed for a truly timeless relationship! ”

She slapped the table indignantly.

Yan Cheng: "......"

There's really nothing to say to a drunkard, he's only here to listen to her for a long time when the wind blows and he doesn't wake up.

He stood up, turned around and walked away.

It's just that he withdrew his hand, and only Zhong Jiuyin's temporary elbow was left on the small round table.

The weight is unbalanced, and the table clatters.

Flipped.

Zhong Jiuyin fell to the ground with the drink glass, and everyone was a little confused.

Yan Cheng hurriedly walked back two steps, squatted in front of her and asked, "Are you okay?" Can you get up? ”

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to help her.

Zhong Jiuyin put the hand that should have been on his arm and put it on his thigh, which was a little tense due to squatting.

Then the other hand rested on his shoulder, and the face was instantly close to him, and his reflection could be seen in her eyes.

Long hair slipped past his collarbone, and a strand even slipped into his neckline.

It was so close that his breath was touching his cheek, and he subconsciously held his breath.

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A certain nine: Some people's friends are drunk and can sing and dance, while my friends will only: You listen to me

Zhong Jiuyin: Really? You can't do it, let your friends change friends.