Chapter 196: It's already boring
"You don't have much affection for me, you didn't look down on me at first, but then you found out that I seemed to have some feelings for you, and I just happened to think that I had an appetite for you in bed, so you had the idea of trying it. Don't admit it, you don't have to me, it's just that the novelty hasn't passed. I don't have to be with you, I have some affection for you, but I am not so deep that I am willing to be pointed at in order to be with you."
Gu Yingqing was telling the truth.
He has his plan, and she can neither bear to let people scold Xiaosan, nor is she willing to ask him to change with her so-called feelings.
So it's best to break it when it's not affectionate.
"If you were afraid of being pointed, you would have climbed into my bed?" Cheng Yuesheng suppressed his anger, "You have to say that you couldn't help it at that time, right? After the desperate period, you start to want fame, don't you? Kid me!"
Gu Yingqing cried: "Yes! What's wrong with me just standing and pretending to be and pretending? If you have to say that...... I didn't just want to crawl into your bed for anything, you didn't want to...... Unwilling to change! I gave up later...... It's you who want to be in control...... Why do you want me to follow your rhythm and always do whatever you want? I have my own rules!"
Gu Yingqing's eyes were hazy with tears, and the words he said were shattered by the sobbing cry, which sounded illogical.
Cheng Yuesheng's jaw was tight, he didn't speak for a long time, silently clasped the back of her head, and raised his hand to wipe her tears.
He has a big hand, Gu Yingqing felt that half of his face was wrapped in the palm of his hand, and the familiar touch that was easy to catch came, and she turned her face away and dodged.
Gu Yingqing stabilized his tone, choked up and said, "A moment of excitement and freshness doesn't mean anything, if it's just the pursuit of desire, I'm not the only woman in this world who can satisfy you, and you're not the only man with a dick."
Cheng Yuesheng was so angry that he pinched her face: "You really dare to jump out of anything, don't you?"
Gu Yingqing rarely swears, and he has never touched this word, so it is inevitable that there will be an element of venting because of his previous words.
She didn't say anything when she was pinched, but her brows furrowed tighter and tighter.
Cheng Yuesheng threw away his hand, looked at her and said, "Yes, I can do whatever I want, believe it or not, I can let Zhao Jin never fall, and make your life worry, you have to beg me for the rest of your life, see if you still have the kung fu to care what kind of second mother and third child you are!"
The last sentence was like the sound of a drum striking the eardrum from close at hand, and the head and chest trembled.
Gu Yingqing's breath was suffocated in his throat: "Of course I believe it, anyway, I didn't take it seriously, I was mentally prepared at the beginning, those verbal promises that you can regret at any time, I can't do anything about you, just listen to it."
Cheng Yuesheng was stunned for a moment, unable to hear the tone and emotion: "Do you think my promise will not be fulfilled?"
"Not really, I know that since you have agreed, you have the ability and ability to do it. I just don't have the confidence that if there is a conflict with your other interests, I can gain the upper hand if I win your favor for a while with my body. So it's not strange to be mentally prepared, like you don't say it now......
Cheng Yuesheng's eyebrows and eyes were extremely angry, and his tone was understated: "You are really boring."
Gu Yingqing seemed to have been pinched in the heart, her fingertips were numb, and she whispered, "I'm already very tired."
She was a little crying again.
Cheng Yuesheng turned his face away, and said in a cold tone: "Okay, whatever you want, you can do whatever you want."
He ignored her and went to the refrigerator to get a bottle of water.
Gu Yingqing stood at the end of the empty bed, wanting to leave, but he was worried that if the meal was over, someone would come here to stay overnight, and whether he would meet acquaintances.
Cheng Yuesheng saw her pursing her lips, looking out the window with crying eyes, and her face was a little hesitant.
"Do you want to stay and please me, or do you not dare to go out?" Cheng Yuesheng saw through the hesitation in her heart, and said in an indifferent and joking tone, "Do you want me to have someone send a document for you to take out and pretend."
Gu Yingqing was stunned for a moment, his body seemed to be nailed, but his brain reacted faster, and he immediately recalled the time when he was in the Southwest Hotel.
"See
That's what you brought me here."
Bet she doesn't dare to go out, right?
Gu Yingqing walked straight towards the door, and halfway through, he suddenly remembered his bag, walked over to get it again, and then strode away with an expressionless face.
Cheng Yuesheng silently grabbed her.
Gu Yingqing was so uncomfortable that he was going to die, as if he had been punched out of thin air, and he didn't know where the strength came from, but he was in tears.
Her vision was blurred, and her voice was as soft as a whisper: "I really hope that it was not Zhao Nanchuan who died that night, but me, and there should be nothing to do later."
When a person dies, love and hate are written off.
There will be no trouble in the future, and there will be no meeting with him.
You can't want it, you can't love if you want it.
Gu Yingqing broke free of his hand and opened the door to go out.
The door was slammed open, but it closed softly, with only the click of the latch shut.
Cheng Yue stroked her short hair irritably, and when she saw that it was still raining heavily, she called Jiang Xiao and asked her to prepare a car to send her back.
Gu Yingqing couldn't wipe the tears that kept flowing in the elevator, and had to walk with his head down when he got to the hall.
When she walked out of the village, she wanted to ask the doorman if she could drive in the online car-hailing car, but someone called her: "Miss Gu, get in the car."
A car was parked a few steps away, and the window was lowered, revealing half of Jiang Xiao's face.
She was stunned and angry when she saw this person now, but it was difficult to take a taxi at this time, and it was not necessarily easy to drive in.
I had to get into the back seat of the car.
When he got home, Gu Yingqing took his feet out of the high heels, and suddenly felt that his feet were soft, and after wearing the high heels for a long time, his big toes were sore, and he was so tired that he couldn't walk, so he sat on the stool for changing shoes.
After sitting for an unknown amount of time, she put on her slippers and entered the room.
The bed has not been made yet, and it remains the same as after Cheng Yuesheng slept last night.
She removed the sheets and covers, and put them on new ones, even if they had only changed on Friday.
Hurriedly took a shower and lay down on the bed, running around all day, her body was tired, her brain was numb because of crying too much, she was sleepy and disengaged, and opened her eyes in the dark until the early hours of the morning, until she was too sleepy to fall asleep.
The next morning, her eyes were visibly swollen, so swollen that both of her eyelids were almost gone.
Gu Yingqing applied ice for a while, barely able to see it, and then put on makeup and changed clothes and went out.
Every Monday there is a kind of chaotic posture, like an invisible hand waving a whip to rush away.
During the high-level regular meeting, Liang Qian had a bunch of things on hand, but she still couldn't hold it back, and trotted to Gu Yingqing's desk, "Eh, there's a big news, do you know?"
"If you don't tell me, how do I know?"
Liang Qian looked at her with swelling eyeshadow, and her eyes were still obviously abnormal, and hesitated for a moment: "Mr. Cheng is getting engaged."