This sounded very good, and Gu Yingqing's heart trembled.

It's just that he took it too smoothly, and she felt that maybe it was to stop her from continuing to speak, so she didn't give her the slightest comfort.

What do you want to do so much?

"I can't help but want to." Gu Yingqing took a breath and said word by word, "You don't know what life I lived in the past few years, just one Zhao Jin made me worse than dead, I can't make my own decisions about where to go and what to do, he pointed out that I can't go west, unless I die, he will let me go, I live like a prisoner."

Maybe it's because I've been too stable recently, I don't have to worry about the safety of myself and my family, and I can watch Zhao Jin eat deflated, Gu Yingqing feels that people have to live a breath and have to look forward with hope, so he adjusts his mentality, and is unlikely to deliberately recall the previous pain.

But the experiences of the past few years have been seared into the bones and invaded consciousness.

Sometimes when she dreams back at midnight, she thinks in a trance that she is still at the mercy of Zhao Jin, and she will break out in a cold sweat when she is half asleep and half awake.

"I don't want to live like that again." Gu Yingqing held back her tears and said, "Xu Anrong is uncertain, I don't know when she will turn her face again, since she will want to use me to please that person surnamed Zhou, she doesn't take me seriously at all, if she knows that I will go when his son just died...... If I go to you, she will hate me to death; Shen Shujun is disgusted with me because of you...... I can't afford to mess with any of these people."

Cheng Yuesheng turned his head and didn't speak for a while, his eyebrows twisted with complicated irritability.

Gu Yingqing said again, "If you have had enough fun one day, I don't know how I will die."

She didn't trust him, and he knew about it last time at the State Guesthouse.

Cheng Yuesheng turned his head to stare at her, so angry that he wanted to laugh, "I really don't understand you, I want to persuade others to let you go because I am afraid of escaping."

He was angry, leaned over and pinched her face, "But I haven't had enough of it now, what do you say?" Huh?"

He rested one hand on her bent knee and looked at her face playfully and coldly.

Gu Yingqing was so angry that he cried, and directly broke him: "You don't keep the agreement!"

Cheng Yuesheng twisted his eyebrows and told her: "What bullshit conventions, all rules and regulations are dead, and those who follow the rules are fools."

After he finished speaking, he let go of her, and lay back down, clasping his hands behind his head, his posture was leisurely, but his tone was very cold: "What you said last time was not unreasonable, you and I are not necessarily each other. But since you are emotional, according to your current situation, I will not die without you, but you are not as worried about my life, do you think you have other choices?"

How can anyone talk about breaking a contract so justifiably?

Gu Ying raised his eyes clearly, with tears in his eyes, and looked at him with hatred and anger: "You just made up your mind to force me."

Cheng Yuesheng opened his eyes and was unmoved: "So what? Anyway, I told you that you didn't listen."

"Tell me well?" Gu Yingqing couldn't keep calm, so he was so angry that he smashed his pillow at him, "You're farting!" Talk about it later, you just want to tell me from beginning to end that I only have this choice!"

It's just the difference from coaxing her to now directly forcing her to comply.

He wouldn't have considered her feelings at all.

Cheng Yuesheng didn't speak, reached out to block the pillow, and threw it over and threw it onto the single sofa in the far corner.

When Gu Yingqing heard him say that he hadn't had enough fun, his heart was already half cold, and then he thought that he said that he had to get what he liked, and he was even more sure that he just treated her as a plaything with a sense of freshness.

It is inevitable that he will regret it in the future.

She sat on the bed, crying and complaining, "You have always been, just be yourself......

Cheng Yuesheng suppressed his anger: "You just said that I promised you, what did you not do?" Even if you part ways in the future, you will not be left to fend for yourself."

"That's because you haven't had enough!" Gu Yingqing blocked back his words, "It's a fool to say anything about conformism, obviously you are doing whatever you want, in order to satisfy your own desire for possessiveness and control!"

"You don't care what I'm for, you should think about the consequences when you mess with me." Cheng Yuesheng stiffened his face and paused, "Recognize the reality, you can only believe it now."

I don't have any other choice."

Gu Yingqing looked at him and didn't say anything for a long time.

Her current image is really not good, the quilt has long since slipped off, the suspender of the nightdress can be hung on her shoulders, and the soft breasts rise and fall violently in the nightdress with her emotional breathing.

The long hair that had just been untaken when I woke up was messy, and a few strands of hair were stuck to my face with tears.

Cheng Yuesheng's eyes moved slightly, and he was about to reach out to wipe her tears, when Gu Yingqing suddenly said, "I can't believe you."

His face sank.

Gu Yingqing burst into tears while staring at him with stubborn eyes: "I can't forget that you threw me to the ground for Shen Shujun before, and I can't forget that you said that I came out to sell...... Later, when you saw that I was unwilling to have sex with you, you began to negotiate with me about the conditions and change the way, didn't you use the same method at that time? Made me realize that I can only rely on you...... Your mind is changing, you are like this on a whim, and you want to be like that at the same time, who can play with you?"

The more Gu Yingqing said, the more tears he fought.

She recalls him, and she is also recalling herself, knowing that these are all his means to seek excitement and satisfy his desires...... She also moved emotionally.

She also tried to hold back her crying, and the more she endured it, the more unstable her voice became: "I obviously know that you are just playing, I am still tempted, I am cheap!"

Cheng Yuesheng's eyes were shocked when he heard this.

Gu Yingqing said again, "But fortunately...... I know something about your family, and during this time, I thought I liked you a lot, but when I think about it, it's just my sympathy......

"Shut up!" Cheng Yuesheng was furious.

He got up and got out of bed suddenly, stared at her coldly, and said tiredly, "Don't talk this nonsense, there are thousands of women in the world, how much is your liking worth?" Don't take yourself too seriously."

Gu Yingqing's tears fell down in an instant, she pinched the quilt, bit her lip tightly, and didn't make a sound.

Cheng Yuesheng quickly got dressed, didn't bother to look at her, strode away, and slammed the door.

Gu Yingqing cried hard at this time, buried her face in the quilt, her breath and tears were mixed together, the quilt was wet and hot, and she stuffed herself until she lacked oxygen.

She felt that there was nothing better than this, and took the initiative to cut off the possibility of continuing to fall.

Otherwise, the uncontrollable scene like last night would only appear countless times.

He didn't have to change anything because of her.

That's for the best.

Gu Yingqing curled up in the bed for a long time, noticed that his stomach was a little uncomfortable, ordered food for himself, and thought of the train ticket back to Yongxi in the afternoon, so he got up to wash.

While waiting for dinner, she packed her overnight luggage and went back to the study to get her iPad, ready to take it with her.

Before I got close to the desk, I saw the necklace on the table.