Chapter 229: Don't pity me
Cheng Yuesheng wiped away her tears with his fingertips, his breathing went from slow to heavy, and it became more and more difficult to calm down.
"In the future, the Zhao family will also have me to carry it for you, okay?"
Gu Yingqing didn't blink her eyes, just looked at him, tears flowed down like broken threads, and she held her breath hard, as if she was trying her best to endure some great pain.
"It was my fault before." Cheng Yuesheng couldn't hold back, he didn't know the bottom of his heart, and kissed her face after speaking.
At the thought of the resurgence of panic that had not been seen in years yesterday when no one was found, he could no longer deny that he must have wanted her very much.
I don't know how much I thought about it, anyway, when I thought that she might be gone, he felt that everything could end here, and there was no need to plan to take a roundabout route and directly hack Shen Jinyou to death.
I just regret that I was impatient and troublesome to her.
Gu Yingqing was full of tears, shook his head, moved his lower lip and wanted to say something, but it seemed that he was hindered by something, and he couldn't open his mouth, so he endured it even harder.
"Don't cry." Cheng Yuesheng held the back of her head in the palm of his hand, wiped the warm tears on her cheeks with his knuckles, his throat choked, and said in a low voice, "Don't cry, I beg you."
Gu Yingqing blinked her eyelashes, and suddenly burst out of a cry, and then her heart seemed to be torn out, and she was washed away by the sudden collapse of emotions, and her silent tears turned into unstoppable crying.
All of them, which were repressed and deposited in her heart, which she did not dare to think about by numbing herself all day long, as well as the anxiety, fear, pain and despair that she had experienced before, gushed out at the same time, and invaded her reason and body and mind pervasively.
Thinking of every night filled with powerlessness; Thinking of Zhao Jin's vicious threat, thinking of the helplessness of being intimidated by the snake and unable to stand up.
I thought of every moment when I saw the wall and wanted to rush up and hit it.
She was so confused that she didn't even know what was going on every day, and in those days, people seemed to be withdrawn from life.
She just didn't know what was wrong with her.
Gu Yingqing was trembling from crying, she looked at him through tears, she couldn't see clearly, so she had to put her face into his palm.
He had big hands, palms around her face, thumbs against her ears.
She seemed to be alone in the cold water, and only the warm temperature of his familiar palm made her feel saved.
Gu Yingqing cried until he was exhausted, and slowly raised his sour hand, and finally hugged his shoulder tightly like hugging driftwood.
Cheng Yuesheng was so cried by her that he was so heartbroken, he endured it with his eyebrows, his muscles tensed, but his arms were carefully stretched out to wrap around her waist.
She cried dizzily and her face was hot, and she snuggled up to his neck like a stove, and tears soaked his shirt around his shoulders and neck, and some of them slipped into the collar, hot and wet.
There was a strong smell of sterilized potions from trauma on her body, and her thin body was filled with an aura that was on the verge of shattering.
Gu Yingqing closed his eyes tightly, and his urned nose couldn't smell his scent, so he had to keep squeezing him, to get closer to him, so tight that he could really feel his presence.
She could be sure that he was really there and that she was safe.
It doesn't matter if the injuries on the body are squeezed by friction and pain.
Cheng Yuesheng hugged her silently, comfortingly pressed his chin against the top of her hair, and kissed her forehead and cheek.
I don't know how long, Gu Yingqing cried until her head was wooden, and when she sobbed in the back, her temples would hurt, so she gradually stopped crying, and leaned on him silently crying.
Cheng Yuesheng wiped her tears, but she couldn't wipe them clean, so he pulled the toilet paper and pressed it on her face.
After a long time, Gu Yingqing muttered in a low voice, "I didn't come to Zhougang for you......
Her wet eyelashes fluttered, her breathing heaving, her face pressed against his soaked shirt.
"What do you want to say?" Cheng Yuesheng stroked her arm on his shoulder.
"Don't pity me, and don't feel guilty." After Gu Yingqing finished speaking, he sobbed, but hugged him tighter.
Even if he really pitied her, she was still willing to be with him.
She only has one
Thoughts, dead have died, and she doesn't want to have any regrets, no matter whether there is a result or not, she also wants to have him.
Even if she just had it, she recognized it.
It's better to be held by him than to think about him but to cry.
Cheng Yuesheng understood what she was thinking, she was worried that he said this because he saw that she had experienced these things and felt that she was pitiful.
"If I pity you and feel guilty about you, I will give you money," Cheng Yuesheng pulled her hand down and pressed his chin to her fingers, "Only give you money."
"Do you have a lot of money?" She asked a nonsense, mainly because her head hurt too much, she was tired and sleepy, she couldn't say anything that needed to use her brain, and she couldn't think about too many things that took her brain.
He laughed, "It's a lot, but you don't have to."
The card was not swiped at all, and it was returned to him.
I always wanted to give him back the necklace.
Gu Yingqing raised his eyes and scraped his slightly prickly chin with his fingertips, "If you give it to me again, I will use it."
Seeing that her eyes regained a touch of brilliance, she finally no longer tried to pretend that nothing happened after the trauma, and she was so calm that she stayed out of the matter.
Cheng Yuesheng kissed her finger, "Okay."
Gu Yingqing leaned on his shoulder, stared at his lips for a few seconds, and then raised his eyes to look into his eyes.
Cheng Yuesheng pressed his head down a little, and the angle was not very convenient.
Gu Yingqing consciously raised his head slightly under the support of his arm, and did not greet him.
He chuckled under his breath, put his hand on her face again, and kissed her on the mouth.
She closed her eyes, it was so rare, the clamor in her head was quiet, her heart was heavy, and she fainted easily without smoking.
Cheng Yuesheng sucked her lip flap shallowly, wrapped it up and down, and pecked it twice.
He has always been domineering, direct and forceful, again and again, hooking desires, rarely so restrained and gentle.
Gu Yingqing raised his weak fingers and rubbed them against his chin and side face.
Her breathing became shorter, and her kiss became more and more confused, and she felt a kind of overdraft.
Cheng Yuesheng noticed it, let go of her, calmed her breathing face to face, and wanted her to rest first and put the person back on the bed.
When his back just touched the bed, Gu Yingqing's face wrinkled because of pain.
"Or sleep on your stomach?" Cheng Yuesheng hugged her again and made her half-sit up.
"It's uncomfortable to lie on your stomach." It's not that Gu Yingqing hasn't tried.
Cheng Yuesheng asked, "How can it be uncomfortable?"
He remembered that she had a strangulation on her sternum, but it was better than the one on her back, but she pursed her lower lip and said, "It's uncomfortable to press on her chest."
Cheng Yue's expression was sane.
Gu Yingqing couldn't see the injury on his back, he only knew that it hurt when he touched it, the kind with a large area, lying flat for too long, there would be a swelling pain with poor blood flow.
The doctor said that there was no bone injury, there was a slight soft tissue contusion, and she could only recuperate slowly, but she also had injuries on her hands, and she could not maintain a lying position for a long time in bed.
When she couldn't sleep before, she was thinking that she was like a roasted whole sheep on the fire, turning around while roasting, roasting all sides.
It could also be roast suckling pig.
Cheng Yuesheng said, "I'll take a look at the wounds on your back."