Chapter 245: Back Again
turned the child around and took a look at it, and Cheng Yuesheng found that this kid had a dark nose and cheeks, and even his mouth was covered with ink.
Cheng Zhiyan was lying in his father's arms, his face was like a cat and he couldn't see the original, only a pair of black and white eyes quietly squinted at him, and hummed quietly: "I'm still angry."
"You're still angry? What are you angry about?" Cheng Yuesheng asked while squeezing his son, feeling a little fatter.
Cheng Zhiyan often eats foolishly, always only grows tall and does not gain weight, and there are people chasing and feeding Cheng Wanli, and it is estimated that he eats a little more.
Cheng Zhiyan counted with him: "You said that you would accompany me to climb the rock that day, but you just started to leave, and you still murdered me on the phone later!"
"You don't deserve to be scolded for not doing your homework?"
"IāI've seen it, and I'll do it."
"Will you not have to do it?"
Cheng Zhiyan was silent, his fingers twisted the tip of the brush, more and more ink was stained on his hands, seeing that the account was about to be counted on himself, he thought carefully and said, "Dad, if you accompany me to rock climbing another day, I will forgive you."
Cheng Yuesheng sighed: "Thank you for forgiveness."
Cheng Zhiyan smiled happily, hugged his father's neck and was about to kiss him, Cheng Yuesheng said "NO" warningly, and immediately put the person on the ground.
The child deliberately wiped the ink on his father's shirt, and rushed to the door of the study after wiping, hiding behind Gu Yingqing, feeling proud and excited, and laughed out of duck call.
Cheng Yuesheng stood in the study with a black face, Gu Yingqing was afraid that he would be a murderer, so he immediately took the child to wash his hands.
He was not tall enough, Gu Yingqing took a footstool and asked him to stand in front of the sink, turned on the warm water, and carefully scrubbed Yan Yan's face and hands.
Gu Yingqing whispered in his ear, "Why are you so brave and dare to provoke your father."
"And do you like a brave kid like me?" Cheng Zhiyan also asked her in an angry voice.
"I like it."
Cheng Zhiyan laughed so hard that his eyes were gone: "Then I will be braver in the future."
Gu Yingqing saw that his hair bangs hung down to block his forehead, and he took his own hairband and put it on for him.
The little guy hummed a song and put his hand under the water to scrub it, and as the ink wiped off little by little, Cheng Zhiyan's face became clear.
The immature face is mostly innocent and cute for children, with his father's genes, it seems that he can already get a glimpse of the eighteen-year-old handsome.
No child is a one-to-one copy of his parents' appearance, Cheng Zhiyan doesn't know who he looks like at first glance, but as long as he is slightly familiar with his father, he will feel that this is Cheng Yuesheng's outline at a glance.
It's just that the facial features also have obvious shadows that belong to another person.
Combined, coupled with the child's own characteristics, it becomes what it is now.
Cheng Zhiyan looked in the mirror: "Sister-in-law, Auntie, what are you looking at?"
"Look at you."
Cheng Zhiyan was embarrassed and blushed: "Why are you looking at me?"
"Because you're so good-looking." Gu Yingqing rubbed his wet little face.
Cheng Zhiyan was so praised that he couldn't find the north, so he fell back into Gu Yingqing's arms, covered his face with a face towel and smiled upside down.
Gu Yingqing smiled and smiled, and her heart was unconsciously bitter and sour, she didn't know that she had never had the opportunity to hold that child like this in her life.
She hasn't met as many times as Cheng Zhiyan has met.
Cheng Zhiyan has slept in the same bed with her, but she has never hugged the stars.
Every time he thinks of that child, Gu Yingqing's mood is very complicated.
When I think of him, I will be dragged into those painful days, but motherhood and hormones seem to make people love and forget the pain.
When he was still in her womb, she wanted him so strongly to be eliminated by the natural rules of survival of the fittest.
At that time, the pregnancy was very serious, and every time she realized that the fetus existed, and realized that it was the child of her and the man she didn't love, she was disgusted.
But in those days of separation, I would also think that it would be nice if I could hug him.
However, the separation of several years may have diluted her part of maternal love to a certain extent.
She felt that the stars were very strange, and there was only a blood bond of "that was her son", which made her want to get close, but because the child was also psychologically strange and rejected her, she didn't know how to get along.
In addition, there was Zhao Jin in the past, and Xu Anrong in the back forcibly prevented her from getting along with the child, she always felt that it was impossible to raise the star, and she never thought about establishing a mother-son bond with him, after all, the ending was separation, so that the child would have feelings and dependence on her, and finally separate, which would not be good for the child.
She thought that longing and motherhood could be slowly dissolved, but in fact, it was not.
Gu Yingqing quietly waited for Cheng Zhiyan to wipe his face clean, the child was in a good mood, turned around and reached out to ask her to hug her.
She just picked him up, and as soon as she strained it, her back hurt a little, but she could bear it.
followed Cheng Yuesheng from behind her and took the child over.
Cheng Zhiyan washed up now, hugged his father and kissed him flatteringly: "Dad, you don't know that I want to kill you these days."
Cheng Yuesheng snorted: "What is your purpose?"
Cheng Zhiyan pretended to be stupid, and then exerted the virtue of honesty by the way: "What is the purpose? I just want a bowl of ice cream."
Cheng Yuesheng frowned and said: "If the food is not delicious every day, you know how to eat snacks."
It's not early, Cheng Yuesheng wants to take the child away.
Cheng Zhiyan said that he wanted to stay here for the night, but his father didn't agree, so he sat on the stool at the door and cried sadly, but a few tears didn't fall.
Looking at Gu Yingqing pitifully with red eyes, she softened, but it was not her child, and she couldn't say anything.
The main reason is that Cheng Zhiyan likes to pretend to be pitiful, and sometimes he is not really sad, he just wants to achieve his goal.
Cheng Yuesheng didn't say a word, took the key, picked up the person, and went downstairs with his shoes and schoolbag.
Cheng Zhiyan was unhappy, his reflex was strong, and he fluttered his short legs in Cheng Yuesheng's arms, and before the door closed, there was a child's cry in the corridor.
As soon as the door closed, the instant silence made people feel abrupt, and there seemed to be an illusion in the ears, and the conversation between children and adults was very loud.
Gu Yingqing couldn't stand the excitement fading, surrounded by daylight lights, but it was so quiet that there was a buzzing environment in his head.
She was a little excited before, and she swayed to the end for no reason, she wanted to do something, but the whole person was shackled by something intangible.
She had to keep walking around, trying to calm the restlessness in her heart, and the muffled breathing.
She walked to the study, pulled open the drawer, and found the ashtray and cigarettes.
It was only when the first puff of cigarette was in her throat that she felt better.
Gu Yingqing bent his legs, shrunk into the chair, and ordered the second shift, only two mouthfuls, and suddenly the sound of the key opening the door came from the door.
Her scalp tightened, her heart rate soared, and she immediately extinguished the cigarette, shoved the ashtray into the drawer, opened the window and fanned the smoke with her hands.
Don't forget to ask the visitor, "Why are you back again?"