Chapter 289: You can pretend to be confused
With no shackles behind him, Gu Yingqing sat up suddenly, "Do you treat me as a pet or a lover?" Coax when you have time, and give money and gifts when you don't have time to fool around? Then I should stay safe and just wait for you to come home and meet your needs. I still don't know anything about you except what position you like in bed, so what's the difference?"
Cheng Yuesheng also sat up, "Aren't you useless to give you money? What's the difference between you and before when you resist talking about money in front of me?"
"Who said I was useless?" Gu Yingqing glared at him coldly in the dark, "Dinner with Song Qiwen tonight is to swipe your card."
Cheng Yuesheng almost didn't mention it in one breath.
She continued, "I never suspected that you had anything to do with anyone else, and I kept telling myself that if you were tired of me, or if you had other women, you could just say that you would get rid of me, and you wouldn't have to bother playing the tricks of the face and the back. I believe in you unconditionally, but I can't stop people from jumping in front of me all the time, saying that you are a good match for whom, and that I am delusional!"
After Gu Yingqing finished speaking, her ears echoed with the tail note that she had fallen, and she still became the kind of person who complained to men.
Cheng Yuesheng paused, "Who told you anything?"
Gu Yingqing's heart was desolate, and he shook his head abruptly: "It doesn't matter who says what, the important thing is that you don't let me know anything, so that I can only blindly trust you blindfolded and blindfolded, this is not tenable at all, I can't even convince myself." When I hear from others who you're meeting and what you're doing, I try to convince myself that you have your reasons. You come back every night, and I can only guess for myself what you went to do, met someone, and talked about tonight. With you, except for eating and going to bed, do you know what I look like?"
Cheng Yuesheng's face tightened and he didn't say a word.
She calmly laughed at herself: "It's like a tool for venting your desires when you're tired, it's not as good as when I wasn't with you before."
At least at that time she was very clear about her position, she had no illusions about him, she just had to go to bed, she could just ask him anything, and it could be over at any time anyway.
Now, she slept with him at night, but she always felt far away from him.
Not only did others think there was a gap between him and her, but even he excluded her from his world.
"Gu Yingqing, are you finished?" Cheng Yuesheng said in a tough tone, "Don't let me say it a second time, you don't have the ability to get involved with the Shen family, and you don't need to know any details." You don't have to worry about anything, you can pretend to be confused."
His voice was low and impatient, and every word smashed Gu Yingqing's heart dull.
The undercurrent in her chest suddenly turned into a stormy wave, and tears suddenly fell, and she was so angry that she lost her mind, crying and saying, "Indeed, I don't have the ability to get involved in your business, and I don't deserve to know anything, so why am I with you?"
Hearing this, Cheng Yue lost his temper, his face turned terripy, and when something came to his mouth, he suddenly remembered that this person could say anything in anger, so he endured it and didn't make a sound.
"What are you pretending to be dumb!?" The grievances of the past few days poured out, Gu Yingqing's head hurt, and his tone was tougher than before.
Cheng Yuesheng's tone was heavy, but his tone was too cold: "I have already said what I should say."
Gu Yingqing was silent for a moment, "Then you can go."
"What do you mean?"
"Literally," Gu Yingqing wiped away her tears, "maybe we should each calm down and think about whether there is any need to continue." I can't get involved in your business, but there are many women who are well-behaved and obedient and can meet your requirements."
Cheng Yuesheng had nothing to say, so he turned over and got up directly, grabbed his clothes and put them on, and went out in one go.
What a similar scene.
Gu Yingqing knew that he would not be able to sleep, and he didn't want to lie down and review what he had just said, except for making her realize the fact that she was dispensable to him, it had no effect.
She got up and went back to the study and turned on the light.
Gu Yingqing scooped up the pillow on the ground that she used as a cushion, looked at the painting, and smoked one cigarette at a time.
I thought I would cry like last time until my tears seemed to drain, but my eyes were just a little moist, and after a while, they dried and dried.
She was just a little sad, the happiness of blindfolding her eyes and ears was only temporary after all, and it seemed unlikely that it would really come to fruition with him.
Gu Yingqing wiped the warm liquid that had just slipped out of the corner of her eyes, smoked her nose, raised her hand and took a puff of cigarette, her nasal cavity was still a little blocked, her breathing was not adjusted, she was suddenly washed by the popping beads and vomited, and then coughed non-stop.
When she finally managed to breathe and took another breath, the sweet and pungent taste seemed to have penetrated into her internal organs, making her nauseous.
Gu Yingqing frowned, immediately extinguished the remaining half of the cigarette in the ashtray, ate a lotus mist, and covered the taste before it improved.