Gu Yingqing didn't have any special feelings when he said this, maybe it was because the fertilized egg came too suddenly.

Or maybe from the beginning, the reaction to "pregnancy" always reminded her of past experiences, including the thought of these two words, she was very painful.

If she had to find a glimmer of joy to feel, it was just that she told herself that it was her and the child of the person she liked.

It was the child she had with Cheng Yue.

Only then will she feel better.

However, in some pessimistic moments, she will wonder if Cheng Yuesheng will let her beat her after she knows it, even if she doesn't have much hope of conceiving this child, as long as she thinks of this possibility, she will still be heartbroken.

But now, it doesn't matter.

She let the tears well-flow and bypassed him to leave.

Cheng Yuesheng was rarely caught off guard by the occurrence of something, and he didn't calm down for a long time, but just stopped her in time and took her back to his arms with one hand.

Who would have thought that you could get pregnant twice with a condom?

Gu Yingqing didn't want to be hugged by him, and while struggling, he said, "You don't have to feel guilty this time, it's my reason."

She couldn't figure it out before, she took measures every time, how could such a small probability event as wearing a condom pregnancy happen?

Later, I recalled that in her hometown, her period had just ended, and she couldn't hold back the gap between changing sets.

Afterwards, I felt that the menstrual period must have been in the safe period just after the end, and just like that, I didn't take medicine.

Cheng Yuesheng hesitated, "Did you go to check?"

At this time, I remembered that one night last week, she said that she wanted to see him, and her voice was depressed, probably because she found out that she was pregnant.

Gu Yingqing's voice was extremely soft, with a subtle urn sound, "No, I will do a check-up before going for surgery after a while, it's still small, maybe you can have a medicine flow."

She felt dizzy, her breath was blocked in her throat, she couldn't get in or out, she couldn't feel the sound and emotions when she spoke, it didn't look like she was talking about her own business.

Cheng Yuesheng couldn't see emotion except tears on her face, she felt a little flustered, and whispered, "It's my fault, don't be angry."

He cupped her face in his palms and wiped away her tears with his fingertips.

Gu Yingqing asked, "Do you mean to keep this child?"

If she understands correctly.

"Hmm." He answered.

Gu Yingqing shook his head: "I don't want it."

The more his fingertips rubbed his fingertips on her face with tenderness and pity, the more barren and empty her heart became, "I don't want it to be born with a father who will live and die in the future, and even its mother doesn't know where and what his father is doing. Besides, his father is just guilty of his mother, how much can he like it?"

Cheng Yuesheng was so blocked that he couldn't speak, his arrogance disappeared, and he couldn't take care of it for a while, so he first softened and then said, "Can you forget what I said?"

"Are you angry? What do you have to be angry about?" Gu Yingqing's words were unwavering, but his words were quite sarcastic, "What are you apologizing now? It's because I'm pregnant, and you think you're responsible again?"

She quietly dodged his hand.

Cheng Yuesheng said warmly: "I said it, it was angry talk."

"In a hurry, it's the truth."

Gu Yingqing couldn't listen to what he said, her tears gradually stopped, and she wiped the remaining wetness on her cheeks by herself, "I'm a little tired and want to go back."

How could Cheng Yuesheng let her go by herself, "Don't toss, stay here tonight."

"I'm going back." Gu Yingqing didn't know what he was insisting on, but he didn't want to stay longer for a moment, he wanted to leave, and he stopped his way.

He's got the best size and keeps her in the way.

Gu Yingqing stopped moving, and stood there in a stalemate with him.

I haven't eaten anything for a day, my emotions have fluctuated, Gu Yingqing is uncomfortable, dizziness and tinnitus hit together, she didn't show it on her face, Mu Ran said, "Can you stop messing with me, I'm very uncomfortable, I need to eat and rest."

"Whatever you want to eat, I'll have someone make it for you."

Gu Yingqing knew what kind of stinky temper he had, he wouldn't let him go, she probably wouldn't be able to get out of this door, and whispered

Say, "Whatever."

A flurry of dizziness and frequent hand tremors struck, her nerves trembled suddenly, her heart tightened, and she thought it was probably another seizure, and went straight to the bedroom, and lay her head on the bed.

Recently, the cooking aunt has been eating three meals, and when Gu Yingqing came, she rushed upstairs with all her thoughts, and didn't pay attention to the aunt who was preparing food in the kitchen.

The aunt found out that someone came in, knew her, and wanted to say hello, but she was stunned by her momentum.

Cheng Yuesheng greeted the aunt downstairs and asked her to prepare two more dishes, thought about it and added a request, saying, "Lighter is the best."

The doctor came at an inopportune time, and was just about to change the dressing.

Cheng Yuesheng entered the study, afraid that Gu Yingqing would take advantage of his absence to run away and not close the door of the study, so that he could keep an eye on the outside situation at any time, and the study was the only way to go downstairs from the bedroom.

He sat on a bench and pulled his robe back, revealing his muscular back.

The area between the right shoulder blade and the lower back was diagonally plastered with gauze twenty or thirty centimeters long, and blood was oozing from the gauze, and the doctor whispered, "How did it crack?"

Cheng Yuesheng disagreed: "Arm activity will inevitably drive the lower back muscles, and it is normal to split."

The doctor rolled his eyes behind his back, and he didn't know whether he was alive or dead.

The gauze was uncovered, and a stitched hideous scar was pulled diagonally from the lower edge of the shoulder blade to the lower back, deep and long, and after several days, the wound that had been half-healed, and blood leached out of the slight scab, removing the blood absorbed by the gauze, and the newly coagulated blood beads.

The doctor skillfully debrides and stops the bleeding and administers medicine.

Cheng Yuesheng straightened his back, his arms were slightly bent, his palms were propped up on his thighs, he wrinkled his brows after the pain, and he didn't say a word, only to see that the broad muscles of his back tightened and bulged due to forbearance, and the outline was more obvious.

After treating the wound, before leaving, the doctor repeatedly told him not to touch the water, pay attention to the range of movement, and not to lift heavy objects for the time being.

Cheng Yuesheng pulled on his nightgown and replied casually: "I know."

The doctor saw that he didn't care much, and found it difficult to do it, and his heart was angry and annoyed, if he continued like this, wouldn't he have to run here every day, endlessly?

Back in the bedroom, Cheng Yuesheng stood in the living room and looked inside, there was a person lying on the bed, his eyes were down, and a step or two away from his feet, the carpet was burned by the cigarette he just thrown.

Cheng Yuesheng thought she was asleep, picked up the cigarette and lighter on the coffee table, walked to the terrace outside the living room, pried open the cigarette case with one hand, took out one and put it in his mouth, and threw the cigarette case aside.

It was estimated that it would rain at night, and in the evening it was dark and windy, so he raised his eyebrows, lit a cigarette with a slight squint, and took the first puff with a slight squint.

Then he pinched his fingertips and let it burn, and the hand holding the cigarette propped up on the balcony railing, he looked into the distance for a long time, and then raised his hand and took a deep breath of the cigarette.

Gu Yingqing survived that while, her body was extremely weak, and even her stomach tightened just now, she had no reason to be afraid, even if she had decided not to, she still kept lying down, until the discomfort in her lower abdomen disappeared, and her heart settled down.

She wasn't asleep, and she knew he was in.