Chapter 311: Herself

The traffic on the road was incessant, and the sound of the whistling wind was gone.

It was so quiet that Gu Yingqing suspected that she had entered some kind of dead silence in another dimension, or that something was wrong with her ears.

But she could hear her own heartbeat and breathing, and inadvertently, it became chaotic and rapid.

"What are you talking about?" Gu Yingqing didn't have the heart and energy to think about anything else at all, so he could only draw out the only reason he had and ask this question about what he just said.

She asked him and replied, "Zhao Xinghuai is not your son."

Cheng Yuesheng frowned, turned his head away, and was a little unbearable.

Gu Yingqing hated that he answered so quickly and crisply.

From the moment the appraisal certificate was taken out, a voice in her subconscious told her: This may be true, after all, there is no wind and no waves.

But it can't be.

She has been in denial.

And she came here to confirm that what she has experienced is real, the place where she has lived, the details are so clear, her belly has been big, the pain is real, and the child she gave birth to is real, at least it can prove that everything five years ago is not an illusion, not her schizophrenia, right?

And the child was born with a loud voice, and it is impossible for him to die young, right? Look at the book

After all, Zhao Jin also sent the child to Zhao's house, and did two paternity tests, both of which were Zhao Nanchuan's.

After that night with Zhao Nanchuan, she was pregnant with that child, the stars were not her children, where did that come from?

That......

And what about the child she gave birth to?

Gu Yingqing smiled hard, but in fact, it was just a twitch of the muscles at the corners of her mouth, and she smiled ugly, she noticed it, immediately smiled, and asked in confusion, "Why do you say that?"

She looked at Cheng Yuesheng's side face, he was holding the car seat in front of her side, maybe it was rare to look at him at this angle in this light, and felt a little strange.

"What about the child I bore?" Gu Yingqing then asked again, raising his voice tremblingly, emphasizing the same question, "What about the child I gave birth to!?"

The most important thing is that she realizes a problem, Cheng Yuesheng will say this, then it must be an insider.

"How do you know that the star is not my son's?"

The slightest coldness was slowly seeping into her heart, she wanted to try to ignore it, but she couldn't stop the horror in her heart, she bit her lip stubbornly, and her eyes were involuntarily hot.

Gu Yingqing threw out questions one after another.

Cheng Yuesheng looked back at her suddenly, her dark eyes, like when she first saw him, silent and cold, so that she couldn't understand and couldn't argue, and the unknown inside made her afraid.

Now, I'm not afraid of him anymore, I'm just afraid of his answer.

Because his lips were pursed, his jaw was tightly locked, and his face revealed complex hesitation, as if he was considering whether to have a showdown on important things that could not be declared.

She rarely sees Cheng Yuesheng like this, so she is afraid.

Gu Yingqing suddenly didn't want to hear the answer, so he opened his face in a panic.

But overheard him say, "Cheng Zhiyan is your son."

Gu Yingqing couldn't control her physiological reaction after receiving the stimulus, her heart was calm, but her scalp exploded in an instant, and she reflexively asked, "What?"

He changed the posture he had maintained from the beginning, leaned closer, ignored her subconscious retreat, held her face hard, his temples tightened, and repeated in a low voice, "Yan Yan is your son."

Gu Yingqing wanted to think, but the tip of her nose was his breath, which disrupted her thinking, and she couldn't think about it.

"Isn't he your son?" Her throat choked.

Cheng Yuesheng didn't let go of her flickering and evasive eyes, holding her face with both hands and lifting it up, so that she had to look at herself.

He said, "Your son, too."

Gu Yingqing's mind was too chaotic, and her heart was so chaotic, whenever she wanted to find some logic and make some traces, she felt dragged down by a violent sense of exhaustion, and her heartbeat and breathing would also speed up.

She looked at him, unable to find a clue, tears welling up in her eyes.

When Xu Anrong took out the paper for identification, she was very calm, after all, she knew very well and firmly believed it

The child came out of her womb, and another test would be done.

When Zhao Jin splashed her dirty water, she was eaten away by anger, and she was able to quickly regain her composure and refute the facts.

When Cheng Yuesheng said that Zhao Xinghuai was indeed not her son, she would rather suspect that she was sick, and she had schizophrenia fantasizing about her pregnancy and childbirth, but she didn't think about it anywhere else......

He actually said that Cheng Zhiyan was her son, and she was really incomprehensible.

Even at that moment, she felt that what little sanity and logic she had left had been completely crushed.

But suddenly, at this moment, she recalled his words, and she caught a key word, "also".

She opened her eyes wide, tried to see his face, and sniffed, "It's your son, and it's my son......

Gu Yingqing couldn't use a sentence like "our son", she couldn't imagine it.

Some images break into my mind, a child with a handsome and baby fat face.

will be called sister-in-law and aunt immaturely, will be coquettish, and will be a little cunning to please and behave after making mistakes.

The guy can skateboard, he can climb rocks, and he said that his father took him surfing when he was very young, and he was not afraid at all.

At that time, she also thought that if the child's mother was here, it would be difficult to endure such a dangerous way of bringing the baby.

She also thought that the child was really like Cheng Yuesheng, but there was a shadow of another person on his face.

But she never thought that the other person would be herself.

The mother of the dragon and phoenix fetus said that the child was like her, thinking that it was her child, and she didn't take it seriously.

Jin Yuyin said that the old man in the nursing home also said that the child looked like her, described as having a nose and eyes, and she didn't care.

At this moment, she seemed to be stunned, and guessed why Cheng Zhiyan went to Sanqiao Village for the first time, and Cheng Yuesheng asked him to wear a hat.

He looks more than just like Cheng Yuesheng.

Still like her.

Cheng Yue was afraid of being seen.

"But I haven't seen you......" Gu Yingqing had a splitting headache, tears couldn't stop falling, and said softly, "The day I married Zhao Nanchuan was the first time I saw you, I only slept with him before, and that night......

She frowned and thought hard, grasping his hand as firmly as driftwood.

Gu Yingqing's collapse was no longer limited to the psychological level, Cheng Yuesheng closed his teeth, held her trembling hand, and said simply: "It was me that night, not Zhao Nanchuan."

She suddenly raised her head, stared at him for a moment, and squeezed out a sentence: "You and Zhao Jin are in the same group?"

"It's not."

In fact, some things don't need much logic at all, how much detail to dig into, because by this point, the answer has been revealed.

Gu Yingqing asked him, "Whose child is Zhao Xinghuai?"

"Shen Shujun."

"Are you with Shen Shujun?"

Cheng Yuesheng didn't speak.

She asked again, "Are you in the same group as Shen Shujun and Zhao Jin?"

"It's not."

Gu Yingqing couldn't control his behavior, and without thinking about it, he raised his hand and gave him a slap.