"Goo-dong, goo-dong, goo-dong......"

It's not very strong, but it pulsates fast, and it sounds like an amplified sound of spitting bubbles in the water.

Gu Yingqing had heard it many times, when he was doing prenatal checkups.

At that time, it was in a private hospital, and the doctor gently and patiently described what he saw to her while examining it, and in the early days he would say that it was a fetal sac, fetal heart, and fetal bud, and later gave her fingers and hands and feet, and praised the child for being beautiful when he did the four dimensions.

There was a screen on the wall opposite the bed where she was lying at the time, so she could see the four-dimensional image in real time. ap.

The doctor told her to watch the child play with the umbilical cord.

Gu Yingqing closed his eyes after looking at it, and said in his heart that he was confused like an alien, with such a big nose, he looked ugly, and he could really boast about it.

Now, that "ugly thing" is on the same page as a child, and she still boasts in her heart that the little guy has inherited his father's handsomeness.

Gu Yingqing raised his hand, blocked his eyes with his forearm, and quietly wiped away the tears that silently slipped from the corners of his eyes.

The doctor who did the ultrasound didn't understand it.

It stands to reason that those who hang this kind of special need number generally attach more importance to pregnancy, and they have seen more pregnant women crying with joy, but they have never seen this kind of silent covering their eyes.

What do you mean?

While pondering, the doctor did his business as usual, not knowing whether he was talking to himself or saying to Gu Yingqing, "Heartbeat 110...... There's a little bit of a flash," she said hesitantly, "you're developing quite early."

It was a tricky tone, as if it was not a good thing to have a fetal heart so early.

Gu Yingqing has been feeling sluggish lately, including emotional reactions.

At this time, she heard her own voice asking, "Doctor, I didn't know that when I was pregnant, I took medicine, the kind that helped me sleep, and smoked, I should have also drunk, I can't remember clearly......" The more she said, the more uncertain she became, "My health is not very good, will it affect me?"

Gu Yingqing didn't want to stay before, but then he didn't want to stay, and he didn't want to stay.

During this time, she had become more and more confused, and she thought that she might really have psychological problems, just like the doctor in Zhougang said at the beginning, otherwise she would not be able to explain that her body was always so uncomfortable.

She can't take care of herself anymore, and she doesn't have the energy to take care of what is in her stomach.

But the moment she heard the heartbeat, many people's faces flashed in her mind, Cheng Yuesheng, that child, grandfather, her parents......

The background color is the dark time that runs through the entire pregnancy and is unbearable, like a brand, and I am afraid and disgusted when I remember it.

She couldn't accept it normally, but the heartbeat was so faint and vivid......

than the existence of that child, she can perceive that this is the child born to her and Cheng Yue.

She didn't know what to do.

The doctor asked, "Do you want to record the heartbeat?"

Cheng Yuesheng stood in the corridor further outside the family waiting area and answered a phone call halfway.

He stood by the window against the wall, which connected to the corridor outside the B-ultrasound room, and as soon as Gu Yingqing came out, he could see it.

Her steps are light and steady, her expression is quiet, and at first glance she looks normal, but compared with other pregnant women waiting for treatment, she does not see the slightest joy.

Cheng Yuesheng was in a complicated mood.

I thought, if she really doesn't want it, or just leave it up to her?

Gu Yingqing took the B-ultrasound order out, "It's been more than five weeks, and there is a heartbeat."

It doesn't seem to be as hard to say as you think.

Cheng Yuesheng wanted to know her thoughts, but also felt a little guilty because of the idea of not wanting this second child just now, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

Laughing in my heart, what the is going on, making you look like a stunned green?

At the beginning, I never thought that Gu Yingqing would be pregnant with his child, and I was not familiar with her, let alone the joy of being a father, Cheng Zhiyan also raised and raised her to have feelings.

Cheng Yuesheng took the ultrasound sheet in Gu Yingqing's hand, and there was a light spot on the photo, and it was written at the bottom that there were more than five weeks of intrauterine pregnancy.

He didn't say anything, and walked back and forth for two steps before asking Gu Yingqing, "Where are you going next?"

"See the doctor."

He nodded thoughtfully, and went with her.

After reading the blood test and report, the doctor's comprehensive opinion is that the blood value is too low, the fetal heart rate is too early, this condition is easy to stop fetal, and there is bleeding, so it is necessary to protect the fetus.

In the end, she was prescribed progesterone and tocolytic drugs to take back, and she was rechecked in a few days, and if there were bleeding symptoms in the middle, she came to the hospital in time.

Gu Yingqing feels that people's emotions have a threshold, and if they exceed or fall below the threshold range, they are easy to become numb and sluggish.

Just like today, right now.

When she got out of the consultation room, she said to Cheng Yuesheng as if there was no such thing, "By the way, in the past two days, can you find a time to pick up the child?"

Child.

Cheng Yuesheng knew that she was talking about Cheng Zhiyan, but she didn't even want to mention her name.

He asked, "Have you thought about it?" refers to when her grandfather will go back.

"Think about it," Gu Yingqing whispered softly, and then tilted his face to ask his opinion, "What do you think of tomorrow?"

Cheng Yuesheng lowered his eyes and stared at her face, raised his phone to look at it again, and said, "It's good, it's cloudy tomorrow, and it won't be too hot."

"So be it."

"I'll have someone send Cheng Zhiyan tonight."

"Tomorrow morning, it's never too late to come back tomorrow morning." After Gu Yingqing finished speaking, he thought for a while, "If you come tonight, you can take him to live at my house."

She took out the key and stuffed it into her hand.

Gu Yingqing thought that he should not be very happy, but he couldn't take her, he looked at her for a few seconds, grasped the key, and left to get the medicine for her.

Cheng Yuesheng personally went back to Nanjiang that night to pick up Cheng Zhiyan, and according to Gu Yingqing's intentions, he took the child to live in her house.

That night, I made it clear to the child the purpose of coming back, and asked him to call him grandpa when he saw Gu Zhongmin.

"Why are you called Grandpa? Isn't it called Grandpa?"

"He's a big generation."

Cheng Zhiyan understood a little, "I know the seniority, they say that my seniority is greater than the stars, so the stars should call me cousin."

"That's right."

The next day, when Cheng Yuesheng took the child to the hospital, Gu Yingqing and her grandmother were already waiting there, along with Jin Yuyin's family and two relatives and friends who didn't know.

The smell of the hospital was a little strange, but the ICU was clean and clean, and the atmosphere was full of inexplicable sorrow, and Yan Yan became uncomfortable.

Walking over, Cheng Yuesheng patted Cheng Zhiyan on the shoulder, "Son, call someone."

Cheng Zhiyan greeted a few people he knew, went to Gu Yingqing's side, held her hand, and asked the rest what he should call.

Even if Gu Yingqing was mentally prepared, the moment he saw the child and his hand being held, he felt suffocated in his heart.

She didn't dare to look at the child and taught him what to call the rest of his relatives.

The rest of the people were still immersed in the shock of Cheng Yuesheng's "son", but Gu Yingqing no longer had the extra mood to consider other people's opinions, let alone explain the identity and origin of the child.

She only introduced Cheng Yuesheng: "This is my boyfriend, surnamed Cheng."

Whatever, whatever.

After that, she said that she just wanted her grandfather to finish the last journey in peace.