I don't know when, Cheng Yuesheng's hand no longer wandered around her as if it were nothing, but stopped on her forearm.

The little arm that he lifted up and rested on his shoulder.

Cheng Yuesheng was silent for a long time, and then he gently stroked her forearm again, and said quietly: "'It's easy to be unfirm in your position, and you're satisfied;' Find another man, not satisfied."

He pulled away enough to make him look at her clearly.

The night light was ghostly, shining on her side face, but Cheng Yuesheng's position was backlit, and the light was already dim, so Gu Yingqing couldn't see his eyes clearly.

Such a poor body shape, such a posture with nowhere to hide, and his tone of voice all gave Gu Yingqing a sense of unfairness that he could see all his thoughts and emotions, but she couldn't compete with them.

Like a trapped beast.

Drunkenness and anger pressed into her heart, and she blurted out in annoyance: "You are not qualified to say that you are not satisfied, just like in the past, I have never chosen to be with you."

Her voice still had the softness of her own, but with a frustrated exhaustion: "I said I don't feel for you now, I mean psychologically. You can only use your skillful skills to mobilize my physical sensations when I am not conscious enough. Actually, what if I slept with you now? It only proves that you are in good physical condition and have a superb ability to seduce and please women."

Her mind was dizzy, but she stated her thoughts very clearly, "In the same way, it will work on Lin Beiwang or any other man......

Cheng Yuesheng hugged her waist, lingered on her side chin and cheek with the back of his big palm, as if he felt very good, and when he heard her last sentence, he suddenly pinched her chin and interrupted her: "You know that you are angry in your heart, you can't forgive, you can say anything, I can pretend not to hear it, but don't mention other men."

was alert and nervous before, because he was worried about being discovered by Lin Beiwang.

Now that this is the case, Gu Yingqing's self-abandonment is greater than everything, his spirit is relaxed, and he lets his drunkenness crush his reason.

As a result, she became more and more angry and had more and more difficulty controlling her temper: "Don't say this again, say it well when you break up...... Months have passed, what does it mean to suddenly jump out and entangle? Going around in circles or feeling obedient? Am I more right?"

It is impossible for a person to step into the same river twice, and she should not make the same mistake a second time.

"I've long been tired of being your lust tool when you're bored...... Gu Yingqing muttered in a low voice, and in order to strengthen herself, she said, "I'm also tired of 'your son's mother's identity, when I see you......

She paused, then covered her forehead and said, "You did something like that, so that when I saw you, I thought of the darkest days of my life, I ...... It is hard to see you."

Gu Yingqing noticed that the momentum emanating from his body had increased dramatically, perhaps because of the boldness of the person under the influence of alcohol, she raised her head and met his eyes fearlessly, and pushed him away without knowing where the strength came from.

The two have been close to each other for a long time, and she has become accustomed to the feeling of being wrapped in the warmth of his body temperature.

Cheng Yuesheng did not move.

Her words kept echoing in his ears, and his jaw was tightly clasped, and his hands were on his waist to breathe.

Restless, he raised his hand and scratched his eyebrows.

Hearing the sound of shoes kicking against the stone, Cheng Yuesheng turned his head and saw her stepping on the stone and holding on to the wall to stabilize her figure, and swaying her back forward.

He walked up and followed, taking off his coat and putting it on her as he went.

Gu Yingqing stretched out his hand without saying a word, and Cheng Yuesheng reached out to catch it accurately.

Then she realized that something was wrong, and she was walking in the opposite direction of her room.

The sound of high heels is chaotic in rhythm.

Cheng Yuesheng sighed in his heart, "It's the opposite."

Look at what she just said to the end, she seemed to be very calm, and she couldn't straighten her tongue when she listened carefully, and she was powerless halfway through her words, and she dragged her tone slowly, obviously because she was drunk, and she was not sober at first.

"Not really."

Joke, her room she can go wrong?

It must be this man who wants to set a trap for her again,

Don't think she doesn't know his usual tricks.

Cheng Yuesheng stepped forward and forcibly put her clothes on, predicted her objection, and pressed her arms to her sides.

"I hate ......," Gu Yingqing muttered, "Come along."

Cheng Yuesheng snorted, didn't take a stubble, just followed her and followed her wherever she went.

After walking for a while, she wondered, she felt that the appearance of these houses was very similar, and suddenly she couldn't tell which one was her own.

She was wearing little clothes, and Cheng Yue was afraid that she would catch a cold if she stayed outside, so he slowly guided her to her room.

Got to the backyard of her vacation home and saw her in through the floor-to-ceiling door.

At the door, he asked, "How long are you going to stay in the North City?"

Gu Yingqing was vigilant, leaning on the floor-to-ceiling window frame, avoiding answering, "Thank you for sending me back."

Cheng Yuesheng stood in front of her, and while she was unconscious, he held her hand and played: "You're welcome."

Gu Yingqing withdrew his hand, made a gesture to close the door, and then forcibly took a shower to remove makeup.

In the end, with his eyes almost closed, he walked all the way to the bed with the wall and furniture in his hands, and fell into the soft bedding.

She had a dream.

I dreamed that she was sleeping in a strange room, Cheng Yuesheng was sitting beside him, and he could only hear his voice, his eyelids were heavy and he couldn't open them, and he couldn't see his face clearly.

He said that he would go back to Nanjiang to deal with some things and come back to see her in a few days.

He also said that his son had a temper with him because he couldn't see her before.

Gu Yingqing's dreams turned into memories, some pictures of Yan Yan's face full of ghosts, and the cry that he didn't want to go home and was forcibly taken away by his father.

The child's small hands and feet, there is no place that is not soft, even if he is playing with stinky sweat in his memory, it seems to have a natural milky fragrance.

When the year is over, the child will be five years old.

Yan Yan said that his birthday is September 28th.

The cub she gave birth to, like her, had a birthday in the silent passage of the sun and the moon.

The people who love him on his birthday must be around, surrounded by happiness and joy.

He has long been accustomed to the days without his mother, and he may not be able to accept that someone else's mother suddenly becomes his mother.

I'm afraid it just feels weird.

Gu Yingqing was very sad.

It's the kind of sadness that you lose and regain, gain and lose, the cycle goes on and on, and you always can't have what you want for various reasons.

Her face was wet, and Cheng Yuesheng was wiping her tears.

She couldn't open her eyes, and she cried and asked him, "Why are you doing this to me? …… Why should this be?"

Over and over again.

There was no answer.

Finally, a warm touch covered her lips and responded to her again and again, saying "sorry" and "sorry".

When she opened her eyes, the curtains were closed, the fresh air system and the air conditioner were whispering, she felt the dry corners of her eyes, and looked up at the electronic alarm clock, which was past eight o'clock in the morning.

Get up and open the curtains, and it's getting bright.