Chapter 365: Don't Leave
When Gu Yingqing came, there was only a coat outside, which was just enough to keep warm.
After hanging up the phone, Cheng Yuesheng said to the two of them, "I'll go out when the clothes are delivered."
Although Cheng Zhiyan couldn't wait, he still said to Gu Yingqing, "Don't be in a hurry," and arranged again, "Then let's have breakfast first."
Gu Yingqing called to order food, and Yan Yan ran over to provoke his father.
"Daddy, get up, the sun burns your butt."
Cheng Yuesheng turned over and lay down, his eyes were not open, and let him go aside.
Cheng Zhiyan didn't leave, he lay on the side of the bed and chattered, studied his father's face again, and said, "Dad, you are so handsome."
Cheng Yuesheng was amused, put his arm on his forehead to block the light, and snorted lazily and said, "Don't pat yourself on the back."
Cheng Zhiyan smiled: "Didn't you say that I was a sycophant? Sycophants are made to shoot sycophants."
Gu Ying finished ordering, hurriedly glanced at the father and son, and went downstairs silently.
At breakfast, Yan Yan sat on the dining chair, dangling his legs, and secretly looked at Gu Yingqing.
As soon as Gu Yingqing looked over, he immediately lowered his head to eat.
Yan Yan drank haggis soup with a spoon, it was very fragrant, he licked his mouth and asked Gu Yingqing, "Are you reconciled with my father now?"
Gu Yingqing paused, "Why do you ask?"
"Didn't you quarrel with my dad before? That's why I haven't seen you for a long time." Yan Yan voiced her conjecture, "I know you two are in a relationship."
Gu Yingqing looked at him in surprise, and the child also looked at her with dark innocent eyes, so that she didn't know how to answer.
If you say that you are not in love, then how to explain lying in the same bed last night?
If there is no quarrel, how can we explain that there has been no contact for so long?
Gu Yingqing couldn't give an answer, so he had to fool the child: "It's not."
"What's going on?"
She couldn't find the right perfunctory words, "Adult affairs are more complicated, and even if I tell you, you still can't understand it."
Yan Yan lowered his head, took a sip of soup with a heavy heart, and picked up his favorite crab roe xiaolong, "How complicated? When I can understand, will you tell me?"
Gu Yingqing looked at his eyes full of anticipation, and said insincerely: "Yes."
The child nodded incomprehensibly, and said, "I thought you didn't like me, that's why you didn't let me go to you before."
In an instant, Gu Yingqing seemed to be choked by someone's throat, and his throat was suffocated.
Touching the child's pure eyes, she hurriedly lowered her head, covered her eyes, and smiled for a long time, "How could it be? You're so cute, it's too late for me to like you."
Cheng Zhiyan grinned and narrowed his eyes, and said with a sigh of relief, "That's great!"
A strong contradictory guilt and self-loathing erupted in Gu Yingqing's heart, spreading to all four limbs, making her immersed in the emotions of feeling disgusted with herself, and she could no longer eat a bite of anything.
She knew that the child was innocent.
But she was innocent too.
In front of the child, the implantation of the idea of "this is my son" and the child's natural likability made her have some maternal love.
But these maternal loves are contrary to her own personality.
She didn't know how she could reconcile with everything she had been through in the past, with the people involved, and even with herself.
Sometimes she thinks that starting over is just a self-comforting lie, and that only by ending it all can she be truly relieved.
The clothes were delivered quickly, and Cheng Yuesheng just stepped downstairs, sat next to Gu Yingqing, and ate some casually.
The down jacket sent is the same brand, the same version, one black and one white for adults, and blue for children.
It snowed all night, and the temperature in the mountains was cold, making it easier for snow to accumulate.
Out of the courtyard, the field of vision is wide, and you can just see the rime and the sea of clouds in the middle of the low mountains.
Yanyan rushed into the snow like a cannon, rubbed the soles of his shoes against the snow and slid out of the distance, and finally made a figure-eight sudden braking action similar to skiing, and turned around handsomely.
At the end of last year, at Christmas, Cheng Yuesheng took his son to ski in Northern Europe, and threw the villain into the calf-deep snow, which could smash a hole, and the thickness of the snow in Beicheng could not be compared.
Gu Yingqing seemed to be in mid-air, saw that he was accompanying the child to build a snowman, taking pictures of him, standing aside and watching Cheng Yuesheng lift the little guy up and grab the fir branches and leaves, the snow shook off, drenching the father and son, Yan Yan screamed with excitement and played happily.
Dyed by the atmosphere, she couldn't help but bend the corners of her lips.
Halfway through, Cheng Yuesheng answered a phone call and went into the house to change clothes.
When he went out, Yan Yan used a snow artifact to squat in the yard to make snow ducks, and named his ducks: "Your name is Cheng Xiaoyi, your name is Cheng Xiaoer, and your name is Cheng Xiaosan......
Gu Yingqing also squatted beside him.
Cheng Yuesheng stepped forward to pull her up, walked to the side, and said, "In the afternoon, the child's aunt will come to pick him up and go back to Beicheng, he is expected to make trouble, you will coax him then." I'm not going back until after dinner, so don't leave here."
"Got it."
Gu Yingqing's answer was so easy, but Cheng Yuesheng was surprised, and he doubted for a moment whether she would really be obedient.
He lowered his eyebrows and looked at her, emphasizing again, "Don't go, look for me beforehand."
Gu Yingqing turned his face away, Cheng Yuesheng tore off his leather gloves, pressed his warm palm against her cold cheek, and lowered his eyes to her: "Let me kiss my face." ap.
It sounded like asking for advice, but the look he raised his eyebrows was more like a command.
Gu Yingqing looked at him indifferently, "If I say no, will you not kiss?"
"I'll kiss somewhere else." Cheng Yuesheng seemed to be smiling, under her angry eyes, he pecked the bridge of her nose lightly, noticed that she was stunned for a moment, and then shrunk again, he laughed, "Let's go."
Gu Yingqing watched him stride towards the car parked at the gate of the courtyard, his back was majestic and straight, and he was dressed in a suit under his coat, dressed in very business, dressed in black, which made him dress very decisively.