Chapter 404: Self-deception

Time came to the afternoon.

The visit to the University History Museum ends.

Everyone left the courtyard and lined up in the open space outside the door.

The senior of the foreman stood at the front of the team and made a speech with emotion.

"After visiting the school history museum, everyone must have a lot of gratitude in their hearts, right? Capital University, the first national comprehensive university in China, was founded in 1898 at the time of the reform of the law, and was then called Jingshi University Hall......

didn't stop for the seniors for a moment, Lu You decisively took out his mobile phone, and clicked on VX as a shield from his classmates.

[Husband: Is it over? 】

[Aifei: I'm making a summary. 】

[Aifei: It's over right away.] 】

[Husband: I'll look for you later? 】

【Concubine:()】

The corners of Lu You's mouth raised a slight arc, but in the next second, it was back to the same as before.

Laughing in public makes it extremely easy to be taken for a fool.

[Husband: Is the student union preaching tonight? 】

[Aifei: It's tomorrow night! ] 】

[Husband: Do you want me to accompany you? 】

[Ai Concubine: Four women and one man, come if you don't mind. 】

[Husband: I suddenly remembered that there was something going on tomorrow night. 】

[Love Concubine: o(^')o hum~]

Spend time with your girlfriend, yes.

If you want to bring someone else, that's not going to work.

Lu You was uncomfortable thinking about it, and his toes were tied tightly.

[Aifei: Forget it, let's not talk about it. 】

[Aifei: Come over later. 】

[Aifei: I am waiting for you in front of the teaching building. 】

[Husband: Hmm.] 】

[Aifei: Only one word back? 】

[Husband: Uh-huh. 】

[Aifei: Accepted. 】

Lu You put the phone back in his pocket.

At this time, the foreman finished speaking and asked everyone to disband.

Lu You pulled off the shoulder strap of his schoolbag and said to Zhang Zhichuang and the others: "I'm leaving, I'll come back after about ten o'clock, do you need me to bring supper?" ”

Zhang Zhichuang: "Meat sandwich bun, slightly spicy, with eggs." ”

Gong Qing: "Double egg fried noodles, less salt, add ham, thank you." ”

Lu You turned his head to look at Bi Yangde.

I saw that his eyes were stunned and he looked somewhere, and he turned a deaf ear to Lu You's words.

You don't have to think about it to know who Bi Yangde is looking at.

Alas, what iniquity!

Lu You sighed in his heart.

Knowing that there is no light ahead, but still watching a friend rush into it with anticipation, this feeling cannot be described in words.

"Lao Gong, hemorrhoids, you two must watch Lao Bi at night to prevent him from doing stupid things." Lu You said seriously.

"Huh? Unprovoked, why did Lao Bi do stupid things? Zhang Zhichuang was puzzled.

Gong Qing vaguely guessed.

At noon, he also listened to the conversation between Lu You and Bi Yangde.

"Don't worry, I'll watch."

"It has to be the old palace!"

Lu You laughed, left a sentence of "see you in the evening", and then trotted away.

"Hey."

Zhang Zhichuang poked Gong Qing with his finger and wondered, "What riddle are you and Brother Lu talking about?" ”

Gong Qing shook his head and didn't explain much.

"You'll find out at night."

Zhang Zhichuang frowned, and was about to ask a few questions.

Bi Yangde grabbed his arm, looking inexplicably nervous.

"It's coming!"

"What's coming?"

In the next second, Wang Linghua appeared in front of the three of them, which can be regarded as answering Zhang Zhichuang's question.

Wang Linghua looked at Bi Yangde and said calmly: "Are you okay?" ”

Zhang Zhichuang reacted instantly, his eyes moved back and forth between Bi Yangde and Wang Linghua, and a thick gossip appeared on his face.

"You two...... Are you going to eat together? ”

Wang Linghua nodded and replied, "Yes, are you coming?" ”

Zhang Zhichuang waved his hand again and again, and said, "No, you two eat, you will pretend that you have never seen us!" ”

Although Zhang Zhichuang loves to work, he also knows that the time and occasion of the whole work cannot be done all the time.

Running to be his brother's light bulb, this kind of brain-dead thing, Zhang Zhichuang thinks he can't do it.

Wang Linghua moved her gaze to Bi Yangde again and asked, "Are you leaving?" ”

Bi Yangde's body was shocked, as if he was back in elementary school, and he was reprimanded by the teacher for doing something wrong, and he unconsciously straightened his waist.

"Let's go! Of course go! Gotta go! ”

"Then let's keep up!"

After speaking, Wang Linghua turned around and left, and Bi Yangde followed alongside.

Looking at the backs of the two, Zhang Zhichuang showed an aunt-like kind description, and said with emotion: "It seems that it won't be long before I am the only single dog left in the dormitory!" ”

Gong Qing glanced at Zhang Zhichuang and did not speak.

……

On the way to the Spoon Garden Canteen.

Bi Yangde kept searching the memories in his mind, trying to find a few interesting topics to chat with Wang Linghua to ease the dull atmosphere between them.

It's just that whenever I see Wang Linghua's side face, all of Bi Yangde's words will be blocked in his throat, and he can't come up.

And Wang Linghua had no intention of having a good relationship with Bi Yangde, on the contrary, she made an appointment to cut off Bi Yangde's superfluous thoughts, let alone take the initiative to talk.

So, the two were embarrassed like this.

Until I walked into the Spoon Garden Canteen.

It's about half past five, and the last class in the afternoon is six o'clock, so there aren't many people in the cafeteria.

If you look around, you can see a lot of empty seats.

Approaching the ordering window, Wang Linghua stopped and said, "What do you want to eat?" ”

Hearing Wang Linghua's question, Bi Yangde's heart beat uncontrollably.

It's useless to make your heart sway with a single sentence!

Bi Yangde scolded secretly, pretending to be calm: "I haven't been to the canteen here, I don't know which ones are delicious, why don't you recommend a few things to me?" ”

Wang Linghua glanced left and right a few times, then raised her finger to a window selling roast meat on the right, and said, "The roast duck rice over there is very good, the skin is crispy and the meat is tender, fat but not greasy, and the juice is also very delicious." ”

"Since you recommend it, let's eat roast duck rice!"

"Okay! Let's go our separate ways, you eat roast duck rice, I eat stir-fry, and come back here to gather after dinner. ”

Bi Yangde: ???

What the hell is splitting up!

"Wait ......"

Before Bi Yangde could react, Wang Linghua had already blended into the crowd and disappeared.

"It's really damn, how can anyone go on a date to eat separately!"

In the end, Bi Yangde still went to the roast window alone, and did not choose to chase Wang Linghua.

After eating, the two converged.

I found a bright place and sat opposite each other.

Wang Linghua took a spoonful of food and put it in her mouth, and the unique aroma of hot oil in the hot pan stimulated her taste buds.

Wang Linghua's eyes lit up, and she immediately took out her mobile phone and took a photo and sent it to the dormitory group.

Bi Yangde's mentality was not so relaxed, the whole person was nervous to death, and his eyes looked at Wang Linghua's face from time to time.

kept fantasizing about the next conversation between the two.

Not much.

Wang Linghua put down her mobile phone and officially looked at Bi Yangde for the first time.

To be honest, even if they met for the first time, Bi Yangde left a bad impression on her, and Wang Linghua still had to admit it.

Bi Yangde's appearance is very high, far exceeding the average line.

His handsomeness is not the kind of little fresh meat that is neither yin nor yang, but extremely orthodox sunny and cheerful.

The eyebrows are straight and thick, stabbing upwards diagonally like long swords, and the eyes are large and bright, and the eyes are not lost in their eyes.

Although the complexion is slightly darker, the advantage is that the skin is good enough, delicate and firm, and there are no potholes.

If it weren't for meeting Lu You in high school, Wang Linghua didn't think that she would be able to stop her heart at this moment.

Unfortunately, there is no if in the world.

Wang Linghua quickly retracted her gaze and said lightly: "Classmate Bi, do you know why I called you VX, and then asked you to dinner?" ”

The sudden questioning made Bi Yangde stiffen, and his pulse accelerated rapidly.

"For ...... Why? ”

"Because I want to make it clear to you face to face that I don't like you, and your liking is just trouble for me."

Bi Yangde was struck by lightning, and his brain stopped functioning. He kind of realized what it means to think of heaven and hell.

In the last second, he was still full of anticipation, thinking about how to establish a relationship with Wang Linghua.

In the next second, I fell directly into the ice cellar, and all illusions dissipated like foam.

Wang Linghua noticed the change in Bi Yangde's mood, but she didn't care about it, and said to herself.

When the interruption continues, it is chaotic.

"When you asked me for my contact information, I refused you, which is already implying that I have no feelings for you, don't bother me.

Seeing you leaving, I thought you could understand, but I didn't expect that at noon today, Lu You ran over to me and said that you didn't have the heart to give up, and asked me to reject you face to face. ”

Bi Yangde lowered his head, unable to see his expression clearly.

"So, in order to dispel my thoughts, you will add me VX and ask me to dinner, right?"

Wang Linghua didn't reply, and ate silently.

Bi Yangde smiled bitterly.

No wonder Lu You said a bunch of inexplicable things to him before, but now he understands.

After a while.

Half of the meals on the plate are missing.

Wang Linghua said suddenly: "May I ask, do you like me for a reason?" ”

Afraid that Bi Yangde would be embarrassed, she added: "Of course, you don't want to say it, and I won't force you." ”

The silence lasted for a long time.

Bi Yangde seemed to have made up his mind, raised his head to face Wang Linghua, and said: "The reason is very simple, it can be summed up in four words, love at first sight." ”

"Oh! It's just that I want to see it! Wang Linghua looked suddenly enlightened.

A strong sense of shame quickly took over Bi Yangde's heart.

He wanted to shout the word "no" out loud, but he couldn't.

Because, there is really no difference between love at first sight and love at sight, both are the result of the second brother's remote control of the brain.

Looking at Bi Yangde's gradually flushed face, Wang Linghua wanted to laugh inexplicably.

"Classmate Bi, this shouldn't be the first time you've been alone with a girl, right?"

As soon as this remark came out.

Bi Yangde not only blushed, but also dyed his ears with the same color.

"It's ...... Is it obvious? ”

"It's obvious!" Wang Linghua said with a smile.

The sudden smile made Bi Yangde lose his mind for a moment.

Immediately, he took a deep breath and forcibly suppressed the embarrassment in his heart.

It's just that the mood is easy to change, but the burning clouds on the face are not easy to subside.

"Makes you laugh."

"It's fine!"

Wang Linghua waved her hand and said, "I laugh because I think it's funny, not ridiculed, don't misunderstand." ”

Your explanation is even more infuriating!

Bi Yangde calmed down, straightened his figure, and asked, "Listening to your tone, do you think it's unreliable to fall in love at first sight?"

Wang Linghua restrained her smile and replied: "If you think it's reliable to fall in love at first sight, that's not normal, right?"

You don't know my personality, you don't know my preferences, you don't even know my name.

Is it reasonable that just by seeing me, you can develop feelings that you like? ”

In the face of Wang Linghua's questioning, Bi Yangde did not flinch at all, and calmly looked at her.

"My affection for you began with the first meeting on Monday morning this week, today is Wednesday, and it has been two days so far.

In the past two days, I have explored the essence of liking more than once, and I have also read many related articles, and finally got my own summary.

The human body has a compensatory mechanism, and when traumatized, the brain secretes various hormones to balance the body's senses and improve its mobility.

For example, the return of a person before death, the lack of pain caused by great physical injury, and watching a horror movie is obviously scared but can't help but want to watch it.

One thing these behaviors have in common is that they all trigger the body's compensatory mechanisms to cause the brain to secrete dopamine.

But dopamine does not bring people satisfaction, but thirst, thirst for longing.

People who love spicy food will not be satisfied with just one Sichuan and Chongqing hot pot, his taste will become heavier and heavier, and people who like massage will pursue more and more massage power.

And it just so happens that your appearance triggers my personal compensation mechanism, and dopamine makes me want to be close to you, which is a very reasonable thing. ”

After listening to Yang De's theory, Wang Linghua almost finished eating.

She placed the spoon upside down on the edge of the plate and replied, "I probably understand what you think, but I'm sorry, I still don't like you." ”

Bi Yangde put his hand under the table, clenched his fists, and said unwillingly: "Is it because I haven't done well enough?" ”

Wang Linghua tilted her head and said with some amusement: "It's better to say, what did you do well?"

We're only chatting for the second time now, and even if you could hold the sun and the moon and pick the stars, I don't know, do I? ”

Bi Yangde pulled the corners of his mouth speechlessly.

Really!

"Actually, from your previous theory, it is not difficult to see that there is a conflict between the worldviews of the two of us.

You think that love at first sight is reasonable from a biological point of view, but my view is that it takes a long time to be together.

I remember when I was in the first grade of elementary school, I was fascinated by the sight of children playing with rollers as I passed by the square.

When I got home, I told my mom that I wanted to learn how to pulley too. Instead of rejecting me, she made a condition that she would get a perfect score in Chinese and math in the final exam.

I did, and my mom made good on her promise and bought a pair of roller skates, still pink.

As a result, I only wore it less than twice, and I never touched it again, and I still put it in my room to eat dust. ”

As soon as the words fell, Bi Yangde immediately retorted: "I am not a child, I am an adult, and I can be responsible for my words and deeds!" ”

"But it's often adults who are the most irresponsible."

Bi Yangde closed his mouth and was speechless.

"It's not too early, so be it!"

Wang Linghua got up with the dinner plate and said, "You don't have to worry too much, I don't like you, it's not because you're not good, it's just that I don't feel it." Forget me sooner, it's good for you and good for me. ”

After speaking, Wang Linghua turned around and was about to leave.

Bi Yangde stopped her again.

"Can't we start as friends?"

After a moment of silence.

Wang Linghua replied: "Do you know what is the cruelest thing in the world? Knowing that there is a dead end ahead, but still giving people a glimmer of hope. I'm not a good person, but I don't want to be a bad person either. ”

……

Outside the cafeteria.

Wang Linghua took out her mobile phone, looked at Bi Yangde's avatar on the VX address book, pondered for a few seconds, and then long-pressed to delete it.

Then, she looked up at the dark night sky, and suddenly slapped herself.

"The head of the story is the Tao, don't you still fall in love with Lu You at first sight and have delusional thoughts? It's hypocritical! (End of chapter)