Chapter 319: It's Time for Me to Go Through the Tribulation
In the end, Baili Blossom still failed to catch a single fish.
The fairy next to her said that she felt that she was about to become terminally ill if she didn't treat it, which made Baili Fanhua a little unable to sit still.
"Could it be that I can now reincarnate in the mortal world to solve the calamity you are talking about?" Baili Fanhua was a little incomprehensible, "I'm thriving in my career now, so I just left everything behind?" ”
You know, now is her best time.
The fairy just smiled and looked at Baili Fanhua, "But you're very troubled now, aren't you?" I think you should feel it yourself. ”
Hundreds of miles of flowers are speechless for a while.
She could certainly realize that something didn't seem quite right lately.
It should be said that from the very beginning it seemed that something was not quite right.
For example, there was obviously a better solution to the matter between her and Yan Jingchang, but she chose the more stupid one, which finally caused irreparable results, until now I am embarrassed to see Yan Jingchang, because I don't know what to say when I see it, but I feel very embarrassed, it is better not to see.
Secondly, she now clearly feels that her cultivation has reached a certain limit and continues to break through, but she doesn't know where to start.
Under the interweaving of the two, Baili Fanhua can only choose to come here to fish and relieve his worries.
But it's clear that fishing hasn't been able to make Miles Blossom a little better.
On the contrary, after hearing the fairy's words, she only felt more upset.
"I'm not troubled because of the calamity, it's because of other things." Baili Fanhua scratched her hair, and she didn't know why, after meeting the eyes of this fairy, she had an urge to tell all the secrets, just like meeting her best friend in her previous life, and she couldn't wait to spit out all the black mud in her heart.
"Oh? I would like to hear about it. ”
Baili Fanhua then told everything about himself and Yan Jingchang.
“…… That's probably the case, and now that he's agreed, we're both in an awkward position. The only way I can think of is to put it off for a while, and when it's been a long time, everyone is not interested in us, and naturally the matter will be solved. Baili Fanhua said depressedly, "The only problem is that this time is too long, and I'm afraid I will be ridiculed many times." ”
"I see." The fairy smiled, "Don't say anything else, there is one thing I don't agree with what you said." ”
"What?" Baili Fanhua asked rhetorically.
"You just said, you don't think the third prince will like you, because you think you are not in the right household, and he is very good to everyone, and you yourself don't feel worthy of him, and people like yourself don't deserve to be liked, right?"
"Probably so." Baili Fanhua touched her nose embarrassedly, "Because if I'm a man, I won't like me like this." ”
If you can't even like yourself, how can you expect others to like you?
"Don't laugh at me, this fairy. To be honest, I didn't know I would be like this. When I was a child, I thought I would be someone who could change the world, or someone who could realize my dreams. But when I got older and really entered the work environment, I realized that I had become the adult I hated the most when I was a child. Opening and closing your mouth is treatment, and the things you like are also gold jewelry, and if you have nothing to do, you run to the temple to pray to God and Buddha to make a fortune...... Poof, even now I'm pretty much the same, just in a more gorgeous coat. As she spoke, she couldn't help but laugh.
Because that's what she is.
Don't look at what kind of boss she is in the salvation department now, it sounds majestic, and she can make the entire fairy world shake by stomping her feet, but in fact, she knows that deep down she is still the poor worker Jiang Fanhua.
She is afraid that she will not be able to go on like this forever, so if she wants to retire, she can do so without any responsibility and have a pension as long as she lives.
She knows that she has grown into an ordinary person, worldly, shrewd, unwilling to suffer, and difficult to give sincerely.
When she arrived in the fairy world, she did these things just to be able to make herself happy. Anything that changes the world, what benefits the fairy world is all said to deceive people, in the final analysis, she is selfish and greedy for pleasure.
How can she like such a self?
"Whether it is a monk or an immortal, what you seek is a true truth, and in layman's terms, it is to know your true self and understand yourself, transform yourself, and finally become one with heaven and man, so as to confirm the Tao fruit." The fairy shook her head and said slowly, "There are not so many roads in the world, but everyone has walked out of their own way, so there are three thousand avenues." Now that you know who you really are, you just don't dare to accept it. In my opinion, fairy friends, you know the world but not the world, extraordinary but willing to be mediocre, and at the same time there is a fire in your heart, I want to one day burn away those bad intentions and change the world. At this point, I appreciate it, and naturally there will be others who will appreciate it. As for what you said about the right person and background, of course, this is also an important factor, but these things are really important, right? ”
Baili Fanhua was stunned, "Aren't these serious?" ”
"If you don't have anything now, you should think about it." The fairy smiled very gently, "But now you already have something that most immortals don't have, do you?" You might as well look down at yourself, you are no longer the person you say has nothing and can't change anything, on the contrary, you have changed the lives of the vast majority of people, and I am about to be a little unable to open my eyes because of the merits on your body. With such a you, who else can say anything in front of you that you are not worthy of? ”
Baili Fanhua only felt that there were countless mysteries in his mind that were broken at this moment.
She saw a lot of herself, joys and sorrows, all kinds of herself.
In the end, she saw the little girl who was a child because of the decline in her test scores, so her parents tore her to pieces and cried and glued it with tape.
"I'm ......" Baili Fanhua began to speak, not knowing how to continue.
But there was one thing she felt clearly.
She looked at the bottom of the heavenly river, as if something was calling her.
"Under the river of heaven is the world." The fairy's voice became distant at this time, "It's time for you to go through a heart tribulation now." ”
Baili Fanhua smiled and jumped down towards Tianhe.