"Sushi is actually served in the hospital's restaurant at noon today (picture)!"

The photo was taken by Sakura holding up her mobile phone, and the three girls all had obvious fatigue on their faces, obviously the physical examination was not easy, but they all smiled at the camera.

Although the text message looked like he was going to eat sushi hard to get back to his roots, there was only one sushi on the plate in front of the three of them, and the orange-red fish was very fresh only from the photo. In addition, there is a bowl of white porridge for each person, which is basically only eaten by sick people in neon.

But the Japanese bracken cake in front of the glass looks pretty good, and if I go there today, I think I'll fill my stomach with that.

The time when the text message was sent was 12 o'clock at noon, and now it is 3:30 in the afternoon, according to the last experience, the physical examination should have ended, and it is time for the doctor to explain.

Kyosuke Hojo has turned off the projector and turned on the TV to start today's daily task - watching NHK's program. One hand kept picking up the potato chips, stuffing them into his mouth, chewing them mechanically, and if you looked closely, you would find that his eyes were not focused at all. Attempts to relieve waiting anxiety by watching boring TV have been dashed.

【Neon Medical University Health Examination Medical Center】

Just like last time, after the results of the examination came out, the nurse asked the three guests as usual which of the three guests went first to listen to the doctor's explanation. Even if you are a guest who comes together, this privacy should be well protected. But Miss Nurse vaguely remembered that the super handsome guy seemed to refuse her question in seconds last time, and several people went in together.

Yes, when she saw that the guests to be received today were three beautiful girls, the nurse lady, who had changed her boyfriend for two times, instantly remembered the memory of two years ago, how could such a handsome guy forget. But why didn't you come this time? In vain, she also paid the price of a coffee treat tomorrow, and won the guidance of Hojo-san.

But this time, they should also choose to go in together and listen to the doctor's explanation, right?

"Shall I come first this time?" Sakura turned to look at Glass and Naoka, and at this moment the three of them had changed back into their clothes. She also carried a large blue school bag.

"Huh? Why don't you go in together? Just wanted to say that everyone was stunned and puzzled.

"Ah, even with the closest people, you have to keep your own secrets, Nitrate-chan. There is no secret of a woman's charm, but she will fall to the bottom! Sakura said solemnly to the glass.

The corners of Nishinomiya's eyes widened slightly: "Really? ”

"Of course! It's like me, even if I'm a childhood sweetheart with Kyosuke, but I also have a lot of little secrets, so I can always have such a good relationship, and a woman without secrets will be quickly rejected! ”

The tone was aggravated and began to scare.

"That, that......"

I asked Kyosuke-kun last night if he had gained weight! Thinking of Sakura and Kyosuke-kun's relationship, and thinking of the conversation between the two in the morning, Nik-chan's mood instantly decreased. It's no wonder Sakura won't let Kyosuke-kun come with him.

"Don't listen to Sakura's nonsense." Naoka rolled her eyes, Sakura likes to tease the glass, but that stupid guy still believes it.

"If you want to go, go quickly, I'll wait for you in the lounge with Glass."

"Hee-hee~~" Sakura, who showed eight white teeth and succeeded in his prank, walked into the office with a happy smile.

"Hello Miss Yamauchi, I'm Tanaka Kaneshi......"

"Good afternoon, Dr. Tanaka."

Sakura casually looked at the decoration in the office, the color of the sofa seemed to have changed, and Dr. Tanaka's hair seemed to be less. So it's because of this that I didn't sit on the couch and explain it like last time?

She was guided to sit down at the desk, where there were four monitors, two of which were supposed to be CT images, one was a bunch of data she couldn't read, and the last one was black, and there were two keyboards.

It's amazing, can you still use several electronic devices fluently at the same time at such an age? Sakura exclaimed in his conscience.

Some people feel like their minds are blank when they are nervous, some people feel confused, and some people feel that their brains are becoming more and more active, and all kinds of thoughts are constantly popping up from all corners. One second I was thinking about the sushi I had at noon, and the next moment I was thinking about which lip gloss to use when school started. But this kind of thinking can be regarded as confusion.

It was obvious that Sakura Yamauchi was the last one, and although she was eager to know the result, she didn't ask directly like Kyosuke Hojo did last time.

"Well, Miss Yamauchi, your test results are a bit unsatisfactory, I wonder if you need to inform your family to come and listen with you?"

Dr. Tanaka said that there was an additional charge for the results, and 10,000 yen was not negotiable, so he was still so considerate.

As if pressing the backward button, the thoughts flying around like dandelions returned to their original places and combined into that clever brain.

Sakura exhaled heavily, the tension just now actually disappeared strangely, and she pursed her lips, revealing a quiet smile.

Dr. Tanaka looked at the little girl opposite, his ears ready to withstand screams and questions, and countless words such as "calm down", "relax", and "things have not reached the point of no return" were already waiting on his lips, waiting for the collapse of the guest.

Although I didn't say it directly, I looked at the main program of their hospital, looked at the fees, and the people who came back here were worried about that thing, cancer.

Sakura Yamauchi thought that at this moment, he would be like a seal caught by a polar bear, his heart would be torn apart for a moment, and then he would be mutilated and fall into the deep sea, constantly falling into the cold and darkness.

But in fact, no, when she heard this, she was outrageously relieved. She turned her head to look at the glass window, which was not opened, probably because she was afraid that the documents in the room would be blown away by the wind.

The sky never ends, the other side of the sky is still the sky, the endless blue seems a little monotonous, the more you look up, the more desperate it is, because in addition to the blue is still blue, but it is very suitable for sleeping. But Kyosuke probably can't sleep right now, and is fidgeting and waiting for the test results.

Maybe he's even more scared than me now~

Is it because he robbed me of all my fears, so I don't feel scared now?

It's too much! Such a rare experience is comparable to the once in-a-lifetime high school life.

"Miss Yamauchi?" Doctor Tanaka shouted quietly.

"Ah, sorry, distracted." Sakura looked back.

Although some people will make the brain take protective measures under major stimulation and force them to forget about bad news, although the girl in front of her looks like nothing has happened is very similar to this situation, but Tanaka Kaneishi thinks that it should not be like that, because.

"Doctor Tanaka, you can just tell me." I'm a prospective female high school student who is about to reach marriageable age, what's unacceptable?

If the family member asks for it to be concealed from the patient, the doctor will explain the patient's "autonomy" and "informed consent" to them, but now that the customer has asked to know, Tanaka Kaneishi will naturally explain it properly.

"Judging from the test results, the preliminary judgment is pancreatic cancer, early. The possibility of misdiagnosis cannot be ruled out, but it is unlikely. ”

Tanaka took out the CT film and pointed to it to explain. At this moment, his feeling is quite strange, and it is the first time for him that a patient can still look at the CT film so calmly after being diagnosed with cancer, and listen carefully to his explanation.

Generally speaking, only those who are old can barely calm down and not shout loudly, "This is impossible", "I'm still so young", "It's a misdiagnosis!" Something like that.

“…… It is advisable to inform the family as soon as possible and then go to the hospital for further examination and treatment. ”

"Well, I will, thank you, doctor." After thanking him, Sakura opened his schoolbag and took the inspection report in.

"Your condition is detected very early, the probability of success of the operation is very high, don't be too nervous, and it is very important to maintain a good mood for treatment." Tanaka Kaneishi said.

"Well, I see, thank you, doctor."

Of course I'm in a good mood, even if it's not for myself. No, I'm going to be happy for myself!

Zipping up her school bag, Sakura stood up, but sat down again.

Ay?

What about my legs?

She looked down stupidly and looked at the legs that were still well connected to her body.

Why doesn't it seem that I can't feel it at all, I don't have any strength at all? She reached out and pinched it, and felt it, but it was faint.

Hey, isn't it? I don't know where the pancreas is, but I still know that the pancreas is definitely not in the legs, or do you want to tell me that the cancer has spread to the legs? That's too much, isn't it?

"Miss Yamauchi, do you need to help inform your friends?" Dr. Tanaka asked.

"Don't!" Sakura, who was still condemning her legs, immediately replied.

"Dr. Tanaka, please be sure to keep my condition confidential. Neither the two girls outside nor Kyosuke Hojo, who was in charge of the reservation, could not tell them"

Her legs seemed to regain their strength in an instant, and the girl stood up and said solemnly.

"Please rest assured that the hospital has a medical confidentiality system. When we were still in school, we studied the Hippocratic oath and took an oath to it. Customer first is our motto, which is why people choose us. ”

Dr. Tanaka said solemnly that it is completely in line with medical ethics.

"If Kyosuke Hojo asks you about the results of my medical examination, please tell him that everything is fine." Sakura didn't say anything about the medical report, because the hospital wouldn't give it to anyone else without her consent.

"That's what I'm supposed to do." Tanaka can understand why the other party would want to do this, which is why medical secrecy is regarded as a basic medical ethics.

After thanking the doctor again, Sakura turned and walked to the door, but she almost fell down as soon as she took a step. These legs, which have been exercising since childhood and carried her through sixteen years of life, are trembling weakly.

"Do you need me to notify the nurse to help?" Noticing the guest's condition, Dr. Tanaka said.

"No, thank you."

Sakura flatly refused, if he couldn't even pass the current level, let alone hide it from Kyosuke, even the glass could see that something was wrong. In fact, she even wanted to call her parents right now and ask them to come and pick her up immediately. But no, in that case, Kyosuke would have guessed.

Tanaka didn't speak again, and retreated to his desk.

What are you afraid of?

Sakura Yamauchi asked herself in her conscience.

Of course, I'm afraid of death. She replied to the one in her heart.

What's there to be afraid of? Everyone in the world can die in the next second, so shouldn't they also start being afraid?

Moreover, compared with the ignorant and fearless who can't see death, isn't it much happier to be able to see death clearly? Every day, I can truly feel that I am alive, and I will not waste my time like them.

Some people don't even find the person who loves her/him before they die, and if they are lucky enough to find it, the final result is to leave the world in the arms of their lover. At this point, Sakura Yamauchi, you can proudly announce to the world that even if you die in the next second, there will definitely be someone who loves you the most who will cry and faint, and you will not be able to get better for a hundred years of sadness.

He is worthy of being a person who can see death, and the words he says have depth! The Sakura leg in his heart stopped trembling and gave a thumbs up.

Hehe, of course, I'm not Kyosuke's coward~~

But, is Kyosuke really a coward?

Thinking of the boy who slept on the lawn last night and was so scared that he couldn't sleep, Sakura smiled happily at the corner of his mouth.

"Remember to keep it a secret for me, doctor." She turned around and admonished in the same energetic voice as usual.

"Peace of mind, I have medical ethics."

Dr. Tanaka, whose hair was getting thinner, laughed unconsciously, this should not have been. In the face of a seriously ill patient, this kind of smile may cause the other party to be unhappy, but the smile of the guest opposite is so contagious that he can't help but laugh when he is so virtuous.

"3Q~~" finally beckoned, and Sakura opened the door and walked out.

The smile on Tanaka Jinshi's face froze at the moment when the girl walked out, why did such a person have to wither at such a beautiful age?

That's the meaning of medicine!

He remembered a sentence in his head, which was Professor Chino's speech at the entrance ceremony. That remark deeply shocked him, who worked hard to be admitted to a medical university in order to change his class, although now he has come to the testing center through hard work, but he will remember that sentence in his heart for the rest of his life.

"Ah, Sakura is out."

In the lounge, after seeing Sakura coming over, Glass whispered into her phone.

"Is it Kyosuke?" Sakura smiled and took the phone handed over by Glass.

"Hey~~" she dragged out her tone.

"How did it turn out?" Kyosuke Hojo asked unabashedly, just as he did during the last medical check-up.

"It's very healthy, but the doctor said that I am a little underweight, so I should eat more nutritious food, such as barbecue and the like." The girl said in a pleasant voice, not forgetting to fight for her own benefit.

Whew-

Listening to the still energetic voice over there, Kyosuke Hojo let out a sigh of relief. It seems that everything is fine, otherwise Sakura's stupid fool would have cried a long time ago.

"Kyosuke is a big liar, and he said that as long as you exercise well and stay away from junk food, you will be healthy! Over the years, I've eaten so many less good things! ”

Well, she would definitely say so.

But today I can indulge a little and celebrate that she's in good health.

"Barbecue? Are you going to eat it tonight? ”

"Huh? Can it really be? Sakura's eyes widened and she asked in surprise.

"Well, if you want to eat it, I'll start preparing it now, and I can have a BBQ in the yard at night." Kyosuke Hojo said with a smile.

"Eat, eat! Not only beef, but also beef offal! Sakura added that Kyosuke didn't like to eat offal since he was a child, and he didn't look like a neon man. You know, even yesterday's French-style family restaurant wrote "pork offal" on today's recommendation.

"OK, I'll go out and buy it now."

"Go, go, we'll be back by 8 o'clock. Glasses was going to check it out, and I gave her my phone back. Sakura said cheerfully.

"If Kyosuke-kun doesn't want to go out, I'll bring the ingredients back later." Knowing that someone is a lazy worm, the glass is considerate.

"It's okay, it's okay, just go out for a walk."

"Well, I'll see you later when I get home."

"Well, I'll wait for you at home."

Hanging up the phone, Glass looked at Sakura in front of her.

"Yuanqi?"

Naoka on the side also looked at Sakura, although they usually quarrel every day, but that doesn't affect them being best friends.

"Yuan Yu Yuan 気!" Sakura said lightly.

"Then I'll go and listen to the doctor first." After receiving an affirmative reply, Glass smiled softly.

"Mmmm, I have something I want to buy, let's meet at the north gate of Shinjuku Gyoen later, shall we?"

As if suddenly remembering something, Sakura said quickly.

"Do you need us to come with you?" Naoka asked.

"No, no, I'll see you later~" Saying this, Sakura said goodbye to the two.

Walking out of the hospital, she made sure she was in the subway station.

At JR Akihabara Station, as soon as I stepped out of the subway station Sakura, I felt a heat wave, and there were so many people here compared to the Bunkyo Ward, which is a little deserted during the holidays. But yes, it should be that the people in the school have moved here.

It's not the first time Sakura has been here, but I've been to the junior high school sister a few times before, and I've been to the maid café together, and I've eaten omelet rice that has been enchanted with deliciousness.

Compared to that time, now she looks at the young ladies standing on the sidewalk, wearing beautiful dresses, and has a different feeling in her heart.

She didn't know if the girls who looked a few years older than her wanted to buy cosmetics, buy new phones, or just come to work. In short, all the troubles Sakura-sama will no longer have, as long as she wants, she can stay with Kyosuke every day for the rest of her life, without worrying about her lover's change of heart, without worrying about illness, without worrying about the mortgage, and the rest of the time is only happiness.

She actually blamed herself a little.

The reason why Kyosuke is so afraid of death is because of her.

can comfort himself and Aunt Mei Jizi after the fall, and pick out the sand in the wound with a needle without changing his face; When I was in the third grade of elementary school, I was able to face more than a dozen of my peers by myself......

Is such Kyosuke as good as these people on the road who don't even understand the meaning of life?

No.

Sakura Yamauchi has always known that what Kyosuke Hojo is afraid of is not death itself, what he is afraid of is the meaning behind death.

That meant that the girl named Sakura Yamauchi would disappear far into his world.

This fact made his perception of death clearer and clearer, and he was more and more awe-inspiring.

I don't know when he knew that he would die of pancreatic disease, how much fear he has endured for so many years. Just thinking of this, Sakura even had the idea of "if only the two hadn't met".

But that's not going to work~~

Happiness seems to be synonymous with death, or that perfect happiness itself represents death. If you desire perfect happiness, then love will quietly fade.

This is what the so-called "those who will leave, one period and one prayer" is what it means, as long as you die when you are together, you will never suffer the pain of separation!

I see, no wonder the Titanic must hit an iceberg!

The philosopher Sakura once again praised herself, and then turned around looking for a target.

She came here to find a less formal advertising agency to assist her in making minor revisions to the medical examination report. Combine the reports of the two inspections to change the abnormal to the normal and fine-tune the data.

On the other side, the inspection center

When Glass came to the door, she was told by the nurse that the doctor was on the phone, so please wait a moment.

"Well, Miss Yamauchi's body is healthy. Malnutrition? None of this. Tanaka replied seriously:

"The medical examination report requires the patient's consent to provide it, which is a violation of privacy."

"Well, excuse me, thank you, doctor."

Hanging up the phone, Kyosuke Hojo breathed a sigh of relief again, and sure enough, the timeline had changed, and Sakura's condition had disappeared.

Again, happy ending.

My ability is limited.,Only in such a plot can Sakura's charm be reflected.,It's definitely going to be solved in the end.。

It is advisable to keep the mouth in your mouth

(End of chapter)