"Wait a minute, what do you mean by that Kyosuke Hojo didn't know about your illness?" Under the snow, Xue Nai frowned.

"Well, of course you can't tell him about this kind of thing." Sakura Yamauchi said as a matter of course.

"Then why did you tell me that directly?"

"Because under the snow, my classmates will help me keep it a secret, right?"

"Of course, I have no reason to disclose the client's privacy......"

Speaking of this, under the snow, she looked up at Sakura Yamauchi unhappily, and she understood.

If you don't say it, you will never be able to tell other people's secrets, and even if you want to say it, you have no one to talk about. Yamauchi Sakura, that's what she means, right? And the most important thing is that for her, she is just a stranger who exchanges names.

No matter what purpose she concealed it, she was not in the scope of her consideration, which is why she took the Nishinomiya Glass away.

"I have a question before you say anything about the new commission." She said.

"Please." Sakura Yamauchi propped her head on the table with both hands on the table, and now she really looks like an interviewer.

"Why do you want to hide your illness from Kyosuke Hojo, in general, isn't it something you should be afraid of seeking comfort from someone close to you when you find out about this kind of thing?"

Although he had never experienced such a thing, Xue Xue Nai still made a guess based on his past experience. When she was bullied in elementary school, she confided in her sister and friends for help as soon as possible.

The difference between the two is that at that time, I was only isolated, my indoor shoes were thrown away, and the mouthpiece of the recorder was replaced...... And Sakura Yamauchi in front of him is facing death, and according to common sense, he should be even more afraid.

However, looking at Sakura Yamauchi, who was still smiling brightly in front of him, he couldn't get an answer under the snow.

"If it was the end of the world in five years, would the students under the snow choose to know the news today, or choose not to know until the end of the world?" Sakura Yamauchi asked.

The brilliance of her pale blue eyes flashed, she held her right elbow with her left hand, and put her right hand into a fist at her chin:

"I see, I chose to know the news in advance, and lived in the shadow of fear of the countdown to death all day long; Or choose to spend five years carefree, and finally perish with the world unconsciously. ”

She looked at Sakura Yamauchi, if the doctor chooses to hide it from the patient, there is no doubt that it is against the patient's autonomy and right to know, but the other party's situation is different, and it is her freedom to tell the people around her about her illness without hindering public safety.

However, in this sentence, the person who doesn't know the news becomes Kyosuke Hojo. The news of Sakura's illness in Yamauchi will be like the end of the world for that person?

Trying to substitute under the snow, she imagined that she had such an illness and told her family how they would react.

First try to treat, then, then ...... Probably not.

I'm not an heir, so it's okay no matter what.

I couldn't understand it under the snow, so I asked.

"I chose to know in advance that even if I couldn't change my fate no matter what, I would rather suffer that despair than die in a daze."

"Haha, it's what the classmates under the snow would say." Sakura smiled.

"But it's your own choice, and what does it have to do with your choice to hide it."

"Huh?"

Sakura was stunned, and looked at Yukino under the snow with a small face full of astonishment.

"It's already happened, and concealing it won't make things worse or bring any good, right?" Snow continued.

Forehead......

Sakura became more and more stunned, her small mouth slowly opened wide, and she didn't know what to say for a while. After a brief thought, she understood.

"Nothing, don't worry." This is a phrase that comes up a lot in everyone's life, and is often used when something bad happens, but you don't want others to worry.

But for the students who never lie, such a situation will not happen.

"Has the snow been in a relationship?" She asked.

"Nope."

"Have you ever had a favorite?"

"Nope."

"Soga, I see."

Sakura clapped her hands, and a thought in her heart became clearer and clearer.

"I don't understand what these two questions have to do with the previous incident, if it's a lover, isn't it the right thing to do to be honest about this kind of thing?" Slightly unhappy under the snow.

"Ah, it's true that someone who hasn't been in a relationship would say it." Sakura muttered.

"From a couple's point of view, it's a selfish act. Although I have never been in a relationship, I have seen a lot of couples and read a lot of books about it. This practice of hiding the illness from the lover is quite a cliché plot. Under the snow, his tone was raised, and his speech became more and more unpolite.

"Old-fashioned...... Sakura chewed on the two words.

"Have you ever thought about why such an old-fashioned plot still appears in various film and television literature?"

"Because of the lack of editorial creativity and the indulgence of the audience." Under the snow, Xue Nai said categorically.

Yamauchi Sakura thought that the Kasumigaoka senior sister in the family was already poisonous enough, but he didn't expect this to be even meaner.

"So, why call it cliché instead of classic?"

"Changing a nice way of saying it can't change its own meaning, I know that no matter what country the poetry is, it was first used to celebrate love, and if you explain it from this aspect, you can really use the classics to ......"

"Wait, wait, we're not going to talk about that!" Seeing that the other party was about to start a tirade, Sakura Yamauchi's temples jumped and hurriedly shouted.

"When everyone sees such an old-fashioned plot, they will bring in the concealed male protagonist and angrily scold the heroine for being so hypocritical and selfish.

But even a nine-year-old child, after a wrestling, would bravely smile at his mother and say loudly that I was fine. Even if the wound becomes inflamed and the condition becomes serious, can you bear to scold the child? ”

Sakura Yamauchi whispered.

When she was in elementary school, Kyosuke tried to pat the dust off her clothes in order to save herself from falling down on the street, and when she got home, she pretended that nothing had happened, sat alone in the corner of the living room, picked out the sand from the wound with a silver needle, and then smiled and comforted herself and Aunt Mijiko, and now it is still as clear in her mind as a photo.

"Under the snow, you don't have someone you like, you shouldn't be able to imagine.

The person who loved you deeply, the love in his eyes, turned into despair and pain the moment he knew of my condition. The reprimands that blurted out in the past turned into concern and pity the moment I thought of my condition.

When I grabbed the strawberry cream cake, I was waiting not for 'eat less', but for the sound of flipping through a book or making a phone call, and he was looking to see if it would hurt me.

As long as it is what I say, it will be fulfilled unconditionally. Even if he wanted to start traveling the world today, it would be on his bucket list, and he would immediately take a leave of absence from school, leaving everything he had to satisfy me.

The most important thing is that the silly music in his eyes all the time, watching the ants move can discharge three stage plays, and the heartless Yamauchi Sakura will become the Yamauchi Sakura with a death omen shining above his head and a countdown to life on his head. ”

Speaking of this, Sakura Yamauchi let out a heavy breath.

"My illness alone destroys the lives of two people."

Glass can't study with Kyosuke, can't go to the sidelines to cheer him on; Ying Lili's heroine's dream will be postponed indefinitely, and the careers of the two will be destroyed; The three leaves have passed through life and death, and the encounter that time has ushered in will be separated again; Kasumigaoka's ambition to monopolize Kyosuke will also be shattered in an instant, and what she used to confess will be in vain; Yukino ......

"Under the snow, Mr. Kyosuke, his favorite thing is my smiling face, he said, even if you don't sleep for three days and three nights, you can immediately become full of energy after watching it."

This is a lie...... Snow under the snow is a reflex to refute, this is just a man's rhetoric, there is no such thing in the world. But before Yamauchi Sakura's words hit her heart like a hammer, making her feel inexplicably uncomfortable.

"I don't want to spend the last few years of my life like I'm going to die.

At least as long as I can still support it, I hope that I will still be the energetic Sakura Yamauchi in Kyosuke's heart. ”

“……”

There were a bunch of rebuttals in the snow's head, but they couldn't say anything.

People who die calmly can always give people the shock of attacking their hearts, and her understanding of this sentence in the past is that people who have understood life and death will understand the philosophy of life.

But now she knows that when a person sees death clearly and decides to devote what little life he has left to something. No matter how ordinary things are, they will be given extraordinary meanings.

But, even so, she wanted to ask:

"If there is really such love, then shouldn't the time spent between the two be cherished? Is it really good to hang out at school like this? ”

This girl, who was as pure as snow, didn't know that at this moment her face was already full of sadness.

"Huh? I thought you could understand it under the snow. Sakura said in surprise, and then she said happily:

"It's good for you or me, everyone will die."

Stunned under the snow, this is an expression that rarely appears on her face. She has always moved forward bravely, and she is not confused in her heart, it is impossible for her to "froze".

But at this moment, Yamauchi Sakura's bright smile became unfathomable in her eyes, and this sentence, which sounded like nonsense, came out of her mouth, and it seemed to be full of philosophy for a moment.

Yes, myself, the people who died in a car accident, the people who were eaten by sharks in the sea, they were all alive yesterday, no one looked like they were going to die, and no one knew if they would die the next day. Everyone has a 50 percent chance of being born or dying, and from this point of view, everyone is worth the same "today".

Yukishita looked at Sakura Yamauchi on the opposite side in surprise, she thought that the other party was an optimist with a not very good brain, so she was able to say this kind of thing with a smile on her face as if she wanted to compete with the sun. But now, she has to admit that the person who walks out of grief is really an artist.

This made her even more curious, what kind of life has created such a girl who has no haze and is like the sun.

"I'm sorry, but I was too arrogant."

Yukishita sincerely apologizes and thinks that he will live longer than the other party, which is indeed a kind of arrogance without reason. It is simply more arrogant than using innate looks to despise others.

"Ah, it's okay, it's okay, if this kind of thing is not really about to die, no one will think about it." Sakura waved his hand casually and said nonchalantly.

“……”

Although it is said that people who die calmly can always give people the shock of attacking their hearts, Xuexia feels that he has been attacked too violently in just a few minutes.

Even if she reads books all over the world, she feels that she can't refute the girl in front of her before she can't see her death, and she can say her death as if she was saying "the weather is so good".

"Although I can probably figure it out, I still want to ask, why did Yamauchi-san, you tell me such a big thing so easily? Ordinary people should be shocked when they hear this kind of thing. ”

As she spoke, Xue Xia finally noticed that her voice was a little dry, which startled her, and then she realized how hard she had been affected.

"Hahahaha, hey, I thought my classmates wouldn't mind under the snow." Sakura laughed a little unscrupulously.

"I'm neither a robot nor an innate lack of emotion, so how can I be indifferent to something like this." Under the snow, I tried to keep my voice calm.

"Hahaha~~" Sakura continued to smile: "But when I first came in, I saw you reading a book, and I felt that even if the end of the world came, you wouldn't have any reaction." ”

Xue Nai thought that he had chosen to know the news of the end of the world five years in advance without hesitation, and he was slightly annoyed.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry~" Sakura folded her hands:

"But it's so comfortable to be able to say it, these words have been held in my heart for a long time, thanks to the snow classmate. As the Minister of Minister, I didn't even start the formal commission, and just talking to each other solved such a big problem for me. ”

Although he knew that the other party was saying nice things, he couldn't help but feel a little happy under the snow. But she soon became angry again, she wanted to change people's weak side, how could her weak side be exposed!

She looked at Sakura Yamauchi, determined to hone herself.

"I've already understood the previous things, so I still recommend telling Kyosuke Hojo about it directly."

"Ahh

Sakura snorted with wide eyes and annoyance, normal people should be greatly moved when they hear what he said before, right?

"Xuexia classmate, you really should have a good relationship, find someone to like."

If the "Yamauchi Sakura Encyclopedia" is here, it will be translated as "Under the snow, classmates don't understand love".

"It's not going to work, Kyosuke will collapse the moment he knows about it, you don't know how much effort he has done to stop the appearance of pancreatic cancer."

"Stopping pancreatic cancer?" Silent repetition under the snow, can this kind of thing be stopped?

"Since the third grade, Kyosuke has been taking me to exercise, eat foods that are good for the pancreas, and be careful about what I eat every day. Although he didn't know why, he knew from a young age that I would have pancreatic cancer in the future. ”

"This kind of thing...... No, whether it's true or not, why would you tell me so easily? "If it's true that you know the future or something, can you tell someone so easily?

"Because you're under the snow ~~"

Sakura smiled unscrupulously, like a sledgehammer smashed into the chest under the snow, almost knocking her soul out of her body without any cushion. She finally knew why everyone rushed to be a bad guy in this society, never lied, and was absolutely righteous, should she be treated like this?

"Assuming you're right, current medical research shows that there's no 100 percent link between eating habits and whether or not you have pancreatic cancer. Whether it's overeating or smoking and drinking, it only increases the risk of disease.

In other words, even if you are healthy, eat regularly, and do not have any bad habits, you may get pancreatic cancer. This can't be stopped, this should be medical common sense, right? ”

Xue Nai frowned and said under the snow.

"That's not common sense, right?" Sakura shouted in surprise, she also asked the doctor in disbelief, and then the doctor said something similar to that under the snow with a regretful face.

"In short, Kyosuke has been working hard about this since he was a child, and it would be a huge blow to let him know that everything he did was in vain, and under the combination of the two, I began to feel sorry for him. Before, Kyosuke was excited to say that he had the power to change a person's fate, but now he doesn't have it. Sakura muttered quietly.

Under the snow, Xue Nai looked at the girl opposite speechlessly, and the other party's words did not mean to think about themselves at all. Just like the example of children's wrestling given earlier, if the child chooses to hide it for fear of being scolded by his parents, it is undoubtedly wrong, and it is right to criticize harshly.

But if it is selfless and wholeheartedly considers the other party, then no one has the right to accuse.

Feel sorry for yourself before you feel sorry for others.

At this moment, she really felt that she would definitely be able to make progress in her mind through this club called the "Ministry of Service", but she began to worry about whether the subsequent clients would be as shocking as Sakura Yamauchi.

"But what about yourself?" Under the snow, he never hides his thoughts, and he is always honest with others and himself.

"Me?" Sakura wondered.

"Now, Hojo Kyosuke's life has certainly remained peaceful. But what about you, won't you feel unwilling that your hard work in the past has been in vain? ”

"That's right."

Sakura whispered, then put his hands on the table and leaned over his upper body under the snow:

"Hey, hey, hey~~"

Looking at Sakura Yamauchi, who was full of stupidity, he leaned back with some disgust under the snow. The other party had an expression on his face that she couldn't understand, and she guessed that it was called "happiness".

"Xiao Xuenai, you won't understand, even if other children are sleeping every morning, I have to be pulled up and run, looking at the fried meatloaf at the school gate, I can only swallow my saliva and calculate how much share there is this week......

All of this is Kyosuke's full love for me.

In order to save my life, someone would drag me out of bed every day, stare at my job every moment, and block me in the innermost part when walking on the road......

Even if the final result is not good, the process is enough to make people feel happy, Yukino-chan. ”

After speaking, Sakura Yamauchi seemed to be drunk, and his cheeks were crimson and he smiled stupidly.

Under the snow, she raised her hand to support the other party's face, but for a while, she only felt that the temperature of the face was amazingly high, as if she was about to set her hand on fire. Of course, this is definitely not because the happiness on the face is too hot.

"Please call me under the snow, or by my full name if you're not used to it. Such a sudden call to the full name seems to be a handout from someone of superior position. ”

I clearly didn't have this idea in my heart, but I still said it under the snow, but my tone was no longer cold and mean at the beginning.

"I retract the preface, Yamauchi-san's behavior is not selfish, and I am not qualified to judge. And now, what do you want to change the delegation to? ”

"Hehe, Xiao Xue is shy."

"I admit that I became interested in your affairs, but it's impossible to be shy." Under the snow categorically denied it.

"So you don't understand." Sakura laughed again.

"Please explain the details of the request."

"That's it, just change it to 'let Kyosuke forget about me'."

Under the snow, Xue Nai subconsciously wanted to complain about the cliché, but a lightning bolt immediately lit up in his head, and several previous questions were answered.

"This kind of thing ......"

"Huh? Isn't that okay either? Sakura muttered.

No way?

Under the snow, it seemed that some switch had been touched, and Silver Fang immediately made a decision as soon as he bit it:

"No problem, I took this commission. However, the ministry is only helping, not guaranteeing success. ”

"Huh?"

Yamauchi Sakura looked at the other party suspiciously, obviously wanting to refuse, why did he agree again all of a sudden, and he looked like he was being provoked.

Provocation?

Well...... Could it be that he unconsciously used the method of agitation? But with this level of agitation, ordinary people shouldn't be fooled, right? Not to mention such a sane person under the snow.

"But after thinking about it, forget it, even if you are very smart, you can't win against Kyosuke."

"Before the game, everybody's 50 percent chance of winning." The sound under the snow is as sharp as a cutting stone, so that everyone who hears it can feel the high desire to win.

It's OK! This is a fool who will be fooled if he asks for a challenge!

Sakura looked at Yukino under the snow as if she was looking at some rare treasure, she really didn't expect her to be such a person.

"As a condition of completing the commission, I need you all to join the Ministry." Said under the snow.

"Huh? Is there still such a condition? ”

"Isn't that what you're hoping for?"

"Ah, yes, then I'll bring Kyosuke over tomorrow." Sakura said happily.

Xue Xia didn't speak, and picked up the book on the table with the book cover.

"See you tomorrow, Yukino."

"See you tomorrow."

Although his eyes were looking at the book, he hadn't moved under the snow for the past five minutes. She stood up, went to the window, and looked at the cherry blossom trees below, and at Sakura Yamauchi, who had just walked there.

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