58 The so-called memory
My sister hasn't started to help herself, because of the parental relationship, Hayato Hayato, the child of the legal counsel in the company, patted her chest and offered him to help her.
Judging from the situation at the time, this is indeed the most appropriate, and Hayama Hayato, who is in the same class as himself and is very popular among boys and girls, although it is only a cut version of Kyosuke Hojo, but if he really has the strength of Kyosuke Hojo, maybe things can be solved perfectly.
In line with the principle of fair exchange, by the way, it is also to share the process of the formation of his own ideas, and he unabashedly told his trauma to Sakura Yamauchi. There is absolutely no idea of making the other party uncomfortable.
"At that time, my friend had a conversation with the girls in the class, probably to tell them to stop doing bad things to me."
"Isn't that bad?" Sakura Yamauchi exclaimed.
"yes, the girls' behavior is getting uglier and uglier, and I still feel sick when I think about them."
Smiled lightly under the snow, the wind outside the window blew at this time, and the shouts of the football club or the baseball club on the playground were carried by the shouts of the football club or the baseball club.
The wind on a spring evening is neither warm nor cold, and the temperature is just right enough to be full of life with the scent of flowers at all times. Just like the students running around the campus, swaying their youth and sweat.
The classrooms of the ministry seem to have become a country within a country, and the noise and restlessness are cut off. Even when the end of the world comes, the girl who will sit quietly on a chair and read a book, in this country that runs according to her mind, softly recounts the past, and witnesses youth with her own eyes.
"And then?" The person who questioned this time became Sakura Yamauchi.
I begged him to stop his actions, and he immediately accepted the request, also frightened by the drastic deterioration of the situation. At the end of the day, it's just an immature child, and I can understand his overwhelm. But I don't know if it was out of the boy's self-esteem or the longing for my sister, he didn't hand over this matter to my sister like I did. ”
"Isn't that worse!"
Sakura exclaimed again, this friend's actions under the snow were tantamount to adding fuel to the fire. Helping but not helping to the end will only make those girls think that they have been abandoned by their last friends under the snow, and then they will only be more unscrupulous.
"Well, it's actually okay, because I'll go abroad later." Yukishita nodded, and without waiting for Sakura Yamauchi to express her impressions, she continued:
"Since then, I've learned that the only thing you can rely on is yourself. Not to mention my friend's wrong approach, even if it was my sister who helped me, when she withdrew her help, the troubles that had been briefly covered up would flare up again.
Everyone wants to rely on the strong, but the only one who can really rely on himself is himself.
Since you still have to face it alone in the end, it is better to be brave at the beginning.
The girls haven't changed, and neither have I, so the annoyance hasn't changed, it's just a vile escape. ”
"Xiao Xue Nai is also very strict with herself, but isn't escaping also an option to solve the problem? Isn't it also an escape to study abroad? Sakura asked.
"Yes, it's an escape, but it's about making a difference. I've also thought about Kyosuke Hojo's method. ”
The upper part of the book cover is cyan and the bottom is blue, and a huge black cat stands at the junction of the two, looking full of loneliness.
After whispering this sentence, she folded her hands over the cover, and then turned her head to look at Sakura Yamauchi.
"'Violence'
I have tried to find relief through violence, and since in their twisted world, I am a weak person who can be bullied at will, so I use absolute violence to force them to change. For this reason, I practiced Aikido.
As you know, I'm a genius and can learn anything quickly, so I've quickly mastered the force I can use to enforce justice. ”
Sakura Yamauchi's eyes widened, ready to listen to the next bloody revenge plot.
"But ......"
"Alas, sure enough~~" Sakura wailed.
Under the snow glared at her in displeasure, and then continued:
"I gave up, and I realized that I couldn't really solve my problems through violence, which is the same way that my friend and sister used their own popularity to solve it. People still can't understand each other, and it can even lead to even greater tragedy.
Winning with violence also means defeat, and the joy of brutality will eventually end with brutality. There will be no solution to my troubles, and no one will be saved, including myself.
So, I was determined to change the world by changing people's hearts. ”
"Xiao Xue is really a twisted person." Sakura lay on the table, and the story under the snow made her feel tight.
"Kyosuke never minded using violence to solve problems, and he has done a good job so far."
"That's because he hasn't met anyone stronger than him." Snow said immediately.
"Yes, because he didn't stop studying like Xue Nai, and even now he still practices diligently every day."
"Force is a form of violence, but it is not the whole of violence, power, money, and it is also a consistent disguise of violence. If he encounters someone who is stronger than him in these places, will he still be able to solve his troubles with violence? Snow retorted again.
"I don't know much, but Kyosuke has the power to actively improve both of these aspects. No matter how much you do, you will spend a lot of time maintaining friends in society. In the kind of situation you mentioned, if he encounters something that he can't solve by himself, there will definitely be people willing to help him. ”
Many times, Sakura will feel sorry for Kyosuke, obviously other high school students are like fools and happy troubles about the trivial things in school, but he entered the society early, standing with adults and working hard for the future.
"Pinning your hopes on someone else is dangerous, and I've proven it from my own experience."
Unwavering under the snow, just as she would disdainfully point out that she knew that she was a radical general, and then respond to the battle, she was such a stubborn person.
"It's over, it doesn't make sense at all." Yamauchi Sakura covered his face and wailed, and then changed his expression in an instant, and said excitedly:
"Xiao Xuenai, do you want to wait for the Beijing Intervention Department to come and ask for a commission in the future, he will definitely save you."
"No, I don't need anyone's salvation now."
Yes, although the art of grasping the mind is not perfect, it just can't change others. As far as I am concerned, I am very satisfied with my current self under the snow.
"Yukino, do you know why Nizu-chan was so angry before?" Sakura moved her chair and leaned closer to the snow.
"Because she likes Kyosuke Hojo, she can't accept other people's objective evaluations of him." Yukiki turned around and used his knees to stop the other from getting closer.
"Tsk, I really refuse to back down at all."
"Listen, Kyosuke just used the violence you can't look down on to save Nit-chan from bullying."
"Impossible!"
Violence cannot lead to salvation, and that is all too certain.
"Of course, there's a lot of love added to this, and it's hard for you to explain this kind of thing to Xiao Xuenai."
“……”
So why do you think I accepted these children from you? Under the snow, he motioned to Sakura Yamauchi with eyes that could freeze to death, and quickly explained the matter.
"But this kind of thing should be Nishinomiya-san's privacy, can you just say it?"
Xue Xue Nai is the upright person who dares to believe in "absolute justice", even if his heart is full of curiosity, he still restrained himself with morality for the first time.
"Well, although it is bullying, it is not a tragic thing. On the contrary, as long as you mention it, you can't help but laugh happily. ”
Yamauchi Sakura's first words made Yukishita frown tightly, in her opinion, there was nothing worse than bullying. However, she did not rush to speak, but quietly waited for the other party to explain further.
"Okay, I'm not making excuses for my misdeeds. This matter, even if it is Glass herself, can say it with a smile on any occasion, and she herself doesn't mind others knowing about it at all. ”
In fact, when the two were chatting, Glass also expressed the idea of asking Kyosuke Hojo to draw his story into a manga.
"Although there is only one Kyosuke-kun in the world, I want those who are also in despair to know that they should not give up no matter what, as long as they don't give up, the sun will eventually rise again."
As he spoke, Glass smiled shyly.
Later, she also said that after fulfilling her dream of being a voice actor, she hopes to become a teacher in a special school and provide help to those children who are in the same situation as herself, just like Kyosuke-kun did to her.
"Then just let Kyosuke help you open a school, and Glass will definitely become the best principal!"
"No, no, I can't~"
Of course, Glass doesn't feel like he has that power. But Yamauchi Sakura's words lit a shining star in her heart.
"It's such a great dream, and I want to work at that school and share the dishes that Kyosuke made for me with the children."
Under the snow, he stared at Sakura Yamauchi for five seconds, and the guy cast a spell in his own words.
Kyosuke Hojo turns the bullying he encounters into a heroic fairy tale where his childhood sweetheart laughs out loud, and makes the bullying of his friends become something that he will feel happy about. Is such a person real, or is it because of Sakura Yamauchi's subjective imagination?
"Specifically?"
"It's very simple, in elementary school, someone would try to play a prank on Nitrate-chan, and Kyosuke beat that person hard. Then Nit-chan became friends with us, and it continues to this day. ”
"I have a question, Nishinomiya-san doesn't look like he needs help."
To put it bluntly, in the face of oneself, neither boys nor girls will have the courage to shout out loud. Most people run away in shame just by facing their own gaze, let alone protesting for their friends.
With his previous performance, Nishinomiya Glass has surpassed ninety-nine percent of humans.
"Hahaha, so Yukino, why do you guess this matter is happy for Nizuma-chan just thinking about it?"
"Because you met Kyosuke Hojo?"
"That's right, as you say. Violence does not bring about real change, and if nothing changes, no one can be truly saved. ”
"yes, you finally get it."
So, because of Kyosuke's existence, the nitrate-chan has changed. Become such a strong and gentle girl who is loved by everyone. ”
"I won't comment on what you say about the role of Kyosuke Hojo, but the final result is not achieved through violence."
Snow took the matter to heart, and then refuted.
It's a pity that Hiratsuka Shizune or Kyosuke Hojo aren't here, otherwise anyone can tell her clearly. Violence can't really make people change, but it can make the other person willing to change.
"That's right, then even if Xue Nai you win." Yamauchi Sakura said happily.
"It's not a competition!"
Although he won the victory, he felt a bad breath in his chest under the snow, and he felt uncomfortable and uncomfortable, and he did not have the usual joy of defeating the enemy.
Most importantly, the pleasant smile on Sakura Yamauchi's face made her feel that the other party would be the real winner, and the other party had already obtained what she really wanted.
"Anyway, that's it, I hope you don't get angry with Ni-chan, because Kyosuke is such an important person to her. Moreover, your initial doubts should have been answered, right? How do you think you can get such a person out of my and Kyosuke's world? ”
Sakura Yamauchi threw the question to the "wise man" Yukishita Yukishita, not knowing if this calm and rational smart man with absolute justice could give an answer.
“…… I don't know, but as you are now, your troubles are only temporarily hidden, and you still have to face them eventually. ”
After thinking for a moment, Xue Nai, whose head hurt a little, shook his head and said.
Although Yamauchi Sakura's words were not very clear, they were enough for her to see the unbreakable bond between Nishinomiya Glass and Hojo Kyosuke.
Faced with Nishinomiya Glass, whose life has changed because of this, she can't say that it is dangerous to pin her hopes on others. Because as far as the current results are concerned, Nishinomiya's changes are only good, although in her opinion, Kyosuke Hojo is still not someone who can be relied on forever.
"Tomorrow's wind will blow tomorrow, let me enjoy such troubles in the future~"
Sakura said happily, although she could occasionally see the battle between Eiri and Kasumigaoka Senpai at home, but it was far from enough, just thinking about what would eventually happen in the future, she couldn't be excited.
Maybe at his wedding, girls wearing all kinds of wedding dresses will run out from all directions, and everyone will tear Kyosuke's clothes to shreds together. Or maybe everyone fights first, and the winner gets the right to get married. In that case, Yukino should be able to win, right? After all, didn't she say she had practiced Aikido before?
"Sakura-san, what do you want me to say?" A helpless sigh under the snow.
"Just smile, I wanted to say it before, Xue Nai, you look so good when you smile, but you keep a cold face."
"Stop talking nonsense, it's a fool who laughs all day."
"Why!"
“……”
Knock Knock –
There was a knock on the door.
"Please come in." Under the snow, he quietly pulled away from the distance that Sakura Yamauchi had become very close.
The sliding door opened, and Kyosuke Hojo walked in first, consciously sitting back in his place, while Glass slowly walked in front of the snow.
"Under the snow, this is for you." Glass handed the strawberry yogurt to Yukino under the snow, not shy or hesitant, but the little face was slightly red.
"Huh!?"
Because he was so surprised, he shouted quietly under the snow. She didn't expect that Nishinomiya Glass, who was so angry before, would actually bring herself a drink, and there were not a few times in her memory of such an experience.
"Thanks, how much?" She took the drink and immediately pulled out her purse.
"No, no, let me have a treat this time." Glass shook his head.
"But you don't have a reason to be treated." In the same way, I have no reason to accept the invitation.
The few drinks in her memory were only accepted after she helped others, in order to satisfy the other party's mood of repaying her kindness.
"Yukino, if there is any small conflict between girls, they will use snacks like this to express friendship." Sakura whispered.
"Really, really?" Xue Xia also asked in a low voice, and one hand gently tugged at Sakura's sleeve.
"Yes, and ......"
Sakura Yamauchi moved his chair and whispered in his ear under the snow, and the latter nodded again and again, making a "hmm" and "hmm" sound, with an expression of "I see" and "benefited a lot" on his face.
Glass, somewhat confused, turned her head to look at Kyosuke Hojo, but the latter was also a little dumbfounded.
It is worthy of being under the snow, not only do I have no friends, but even the attempts between friends are scarce to this extent. If loneliness has a rank, snow under the snow will definitely reign above everyone.
"Ahem, thank you for your drink, Nishinomiya-san, I'll return the favor next time." Under the snow stood up and nodded solemnly.
"Hmm~" Glass didn't refuse, smiled softly, walked back to his seat, and continued to serve as an interviewer.
"Kyosuke Hojo, although I still have a lot of questions about you, there are other things to do next, so I will agree to your entry first."
Under the snow, he handed over the application on the table.
"Bang Bang Bang-"
Sakura and Glass applauded at the same time.
"Thank you, Minister Snow, but what else are you talking about?"
Kyosuke Hojo has an ominous premonition, is there anything more important for the ministry than the assessment of the company's members? No, it doesn't look like there's anything to do here!
Xue Xia looked at someone with the eyes of "Are you an idiot", someone was unconscious, he was not an idiot, how could he recognize it if he had never seen such a look.
"There is the leader of the red team, the assistant chief, and the ......" Xue Xia hesitated for a moment, but still pinched his nose and recognized the strange position:
"And the deputy head of the regiment, of course, to discuss the sports festival."
"Don't be lazy, Kyosuke, I'm going to lead the RED team to win!" Sakura stretched out her right hand and swung her scissor hand from side to side, her face full of pride.
Kyosuke Hojo looked at the glass next to him, only to see that she had quietly turned her head sideways to look out the window.
No, although I imagined the scene of three people discussing things and issuing instructions in the conference room together, this also came too quickly! And why is there one more snow under the snow, with the other party's serious attitude.
The imaginary life of fishing with a beautiful girl will soon become a painful overtime career. No wonder there is a problem with her youth love story, is it trying to turn love into a debate competition?
Whether he wanted it or not, for the remaining hour or so, Kyosuke Hojo was discussing the sports festival with the three of them.
A whiteboard for presentations, a notebook for recording meetings, three notebooks with a student office label, and some records from previous years.
Everything you need for the meeting has been prepared under the snow. If nothing else, it would be really comfortable to have a secretary like this.
The placement of the desks and chairs was also slightly adjusted, and the whiteboard was placed by the window in front of the right side of the classroom, and the four of them sat in front of the whiteboard in pairs. Kyosuke Hojo is next to Sakura, and opposite is under the snow.
He stood up under the snow and wrote the words "head of the troupe" with a black marker pen at the top of the whiteboard, and then wrote "head of the troupe" and "head of the door" in the lower row.
"First of all, it's the troupe, which is the one activity that takes the most time, so you should make a decision first."
In fact, when she was in the activity room of the kendo club, Xue Xia had already made it very clear that anyone only needed to copy their homework, but there was one most critical point, which she still hadn't figured out.
“…… Night dance, the dance style is relaxed and bright, and the difficulty of learning is very small. The clothes are also very simple, and even if you don't know how to sew at all, you can easily make them. Whether it is the acting department or the costume department, there will be very little pressure. ”
It can be seen that Yukishita has made some preparations after being invited to become the "assistant chief", and the notebook in front of the three of them has a video of the night dance, as well as the design of the yukata, which is the material for other celebrations, and if they want to use it, they only need to adapt it according to their own needs.
Although it is a meeting, it is still like a campaign speech, as if you have to do everything by yourself.
Is this what you call relying only on your own strength?
Looking at Yukino under the snow, who was writing a bunch of words on the whiteboard, Sakura sighed silently, and then raised her hand.
"Yukino, wait a minute, you've made a mistake."
"Me?" Xue Xia frowned, and lowered his head to check the small notepad in his hand.
"Not that, you should know we're talking about it now, right?"
"Well, I do know that." Still confused under the snow.
"We're a team, you don't have to do everything." Sakura said with a sigh.
"But it's the most efficient way to do it, and isn't it because I have a good plan that you've asked me to be the assistant chief?"
“……”
At this moment, not to mention Kyosuke Hojo, even Glass lowered his head embarrassedly.
Xue Xia was keenly aware of the changes in everyone, she closed her mouth, raised her right hand and held it under her nose, and began to think.
"Deputy Head of Regiment, what do you suggest?" Sakura went straight to the next topic.
"First of all, let's be clear about what a sports festival is for students and why it is held."
(End of chapter)