Chapter 182: Jintang's Secret II
Huai Ling was stunned for a moment.
If it weren't for the fact that the empress dowager had been smooth sailing, Huai Ling would have been afraid that she would also be a reborn person.
Because there is only one secret of Huailing, and that is that he is a reborn person......
Huai Ling smiled, "The eldest sister of the emperor is really good at laughing, since it can become the word 'secret', how can she say it casually?" ”
Wyning pushed the question over.
"Then it's better for the eldest sister to set an example for my sister and share the secret."
The Empress stood still and looked at Huai Ling.
She subconsciously reached out to touch Huai Ling's forehead, but when her hand reached over, Huai Ling dodged back.
The Empress sighed, "When you were a child, you liked to let me touch your head. ”
Huai Ling said in his heart, I'm afraid, I'm afraid.
Before you died, you asked the imperial doctor to prick my head with a needle in the name of seeing a doctor, how dare I let you touch your head.
So Huai Ling said: "Elder Sister Huang, after all, I am not a child now. ”
The Empress looked back in the direction of the palace.
Eyes are deep.
"Naturally, I also have secrets, and one day in the future, you will definitely know them."
After speaking, she went back to take Ziyan Fangjun's hand and said, "Don't go, this lady is tired, let's go back in a sedan chair." ”
Then she asked Ziyan very worriedly if she was tired.
After getting Ziyan Fangjun's negative answer, she patted Ziyan Fangjun's hand and said, "If you are not tired, you can't go again." ”
Huai Ling also took Jintang's hand, and the two decided to walk back.
Jintang looked at the cold street in the morning.
I thought of the streets in the middle of the night again.
He asked, "Your Highness, you just told you the secret, didn't you?" ”
"Yes, as a result, the two of us wrapped up with each other, didn't ask anything, and talked about all meaningless words."
Jintang thought for a while, "I'...... I have a second secret that I want to tell you. ”
He said that the childhood past he confided in before, the origin of the Gu worm, was the first secret.
Now he suddenly wanted to say something...... Something between yourself and your family.
When Huai Ling heard this, he hurriedly grabbed Jintang's hand.
"Do you want to say it here? Let's go back and go to bed, shall we? ”
Jintang choked.
He jerked Huailing's head.
"Your Highness! What do you think about all day, little brain? ”
"Ouch!"
Although Huai Ling didn't hurt, he still pretended to be very painful and pitiful, looking at Jintang.
Then pout.
"Tang Bao'er, what do you want? I said that when I went back to bed, I asked my subordinates to make tea and bring over a few plates of snacks~ Then I hugged you, comforted you, and listened to you. ”
Jintang choked again.
In an instant, the heat crept up his cheeks.
He covered his face and immediately turned away from Huai Ling.
The voice has also become milky.
"You...... You've learned to make fun of me now......"
"Am I kidding you? I'm talking normally~"
"You! You! ”
Jintang felt that his face was about to burn out.
The heart is getting worse and worse with the spirit.
But it's also ...... Love him more and more......
made Jintang even say something heavy, but he was reluctant.
Jintang was angry and said.
"I ...... I'm going to say it here, and I'm going to talk about it! Don't go back to bed and say! ”
Soon, Jintang added: "If you don't listen, I won't say it!" ”
"Okay, well, say it here."
Huai Ling went over and hugged Jintang.
Anyway, in the early morning of the big cang, there was no one.
Huai Ling directly knocked his little head on Jintang's shoulder.
This Jintang eased his emotions and hooked Huailing's hand with his hand.
"Forget it, I'll tell you anyway."
Jintang broke free from Huailing's embrace.
Walking slowly in front, he lowered his head.
He said that once upon a time there was a child who had a mother and a grandmother, and an older sister who was five years older than him.
In Pengyuguo, originally only families without sisters could let their sons be hosts.
Because a woman will always crush a man and force a man.
But their family didn't let my sister go.
They were afraid that their only daughter would be weak and would not be able to withstand the pain of Gu worms entering their bodies, so they chose to let the little boy go.
The argument on the tribe's side is that the little boy is healthy and will make an excellent host.
However, when he really became an excellent host, everyone from his grandmother to his eldest sister was afraid of him.
Don't eat at the same table as him, or even eat in the same pot of rice with him.
Will show an awkward smile.
After he fell asleep, several people took turns outside the door to check.
Then he was discovered, and he said, "I haven't seen you for a long time, and I want to cover you with a quilt at night, I'm afraid that you will catch a cold, but as a man, we have a lot of inconvenience." ”
How inconvenient it is...... Scold.
Jintang said, who doesn't know that they are afraid of him?
But when the family needed him, his grandmother, mother, and eldest sister all pushed him out.
They enjoyed the honor, but they also hated him.
Eventually, the man who turned from a boy also hated his family.
"When they need him, he is a treasure who is offered, and they can't wait to kneel down and lose their face, so that he can add honor to the family."
"When they don't need him, they wish he had better die in the host battle than come back alive."
"Even when a man was scarred and almost died for a family honor, what they did was not to care about him, not to ignore him, but to poison him."
Jintang paused when he said this.
Swallowed his saliva.
Seems to be suppressing his emotions and choked voice.
"In the end, this man broke off relations with his family, killed his grandmother, maimed his mother, and never became a family man again."
Huai Ling knew that this so-called little boy was talking about Jintang himself.
At this moment, the sun has come out, Jintang takes a step further, and his feet and body are bathed in the sun.
But he was slow to take a step.
Instead, he raised his head and asked: "Huailing, kill others, you say it's okay, it's to survive, it's to see you, then I'll kill my grandmother and mutilate my mother...... Do you still think so? ”
Huai Ling tilted his head and did not answer this question, but asked rhetorically: "Then my behavior of harming my relatives and sisters is not the same heart as my mother, what do you think of me?" ”
Jintang pursed his lips and said, "That's different, that's because they want to harm you." And I ...... again when they were no longer able to resist."
Huai Ling interrupted Jintang.
"We're not that generous, we've been hurt, it's normal to want revenge, and I'm in favor of pressing them to death until they don't have the ability to resist."
Huai Ling looked up at the sky.
There was a time before she was born, and she had only one yardstick.
If anyone does not offend me, I will not offend anyone, but if anyone offends me...... I pressed her to death.
Then Huai Ling smiled and threw himself over and hugged Jintang's waist, and directly pushed Jintang to the sun.
"In short, we have to move towards a new life, and those things in the past can only be a reference for us to deal with things next time."
After Huai Ling finished speaking, he wrapped his arms around Jintang's neck again.
"Anyway, if I have a chance, I will go to Penghe Country, your eldest sister is still alive, right? I'm going to beat her up and teach her a lesson! ”
Jintang laughed out loud.