Xie Zhiyun didn't remember that year's Shangyuan Lantern Festival at all.

She doesn't remember being in danger, running away with her mother, or being hurt to protect her siblings.

Maybe it was because she was too frightened, and after waking up with a high fever, she forgot everything.

She has been Huijie since she was a child, and she is not the same as ordinary children, if she was talking about the Shangyuan Lantern Festival at that time, Xie Zhijun would probably understand why her mother was seriously ill.

She happened to be at that time, so that she would not be sad all the time, so the family concealed the matter.

Xie Zhiyun had some tears in her eyes, and she blinked her eyes to prevent herself from crying for nothing.

Mama Jia held her hand tightly and would not let go no matter what.

The Boshan stove by the window curls like smoke, and the thousand-step incense lingers around Xie Zhiyun, and in the thousand-step incense, there are remnants of sandalwood, and she smells the familiar smell deeply and calms herself down.

"And then?"

Mama Jia thought for a while before she said: "Because of the injury and blood loss, the old illness of the lady recurred, and her body died all of a sudden, she was seriously ill in bed, and the head of the family should be anxious." ”

But at that time, there were frequent wars, there were wars everywhere, and Mrs. couldn't get by with the life-saving medicine, so the head of the family decided to go to Taixing in person.

"It's a pity," Mama Jia held back her tears and didn't let herself cry in front of Xie Zhiyun, "After the spring of that year, it was also such a cold spring, catching up with the collapse of the mountain road, and the head of the family was blocked out of Taixing Qinghe Mountain, and finally failed to get back Yang Xinsan within three days, and only rushed back to see Mrs. for the last time." ”

Xie Zhiyun took a deep breath, she lowered her head and rubbed her eyes on her shoulder.

Seeing that she was still quietly crying, Mama Jia didn't say anything, and said: "This is all a trick of fate, the head of the family always feels that because he didn't take the medicine in time, the wife passed away, so he didn't allow the family servants to talk about it, and he was very sad in his heart." ”

Xie Zhiyun sighed: "But why didn't he say it to Ah Xing, and he didn't say it to me?" For so many years, Ah Xing has felt so bitter in his heart. ”

"Ah Xing always felt that because he gave birth to him, his mother's health was weak, and Ah Xing was only two years old in the sixth year of Tianjiao, and he didn't remember anything at all, and this guilt made him entangled in his mother's death, so that he easily listened to the words of those servants."

"At that time, my father should have explained to Ah Xing."

Xie Zhiyun said, with incomprehension of his father and indifferent alienation in his words.

She has been harshly taught by her father for many years, and all she heard was reprimands and admonitions, and after losing her mother, Xie Zhijun no longer knew what her parents' love was.

If it weren't for Mama Jia by her side, Xie Zhiyun was afraid that she would be as cynical as Ah Xing.

Mama Jia sighed again.

She sighed more today than she had in a month before.

"Miss, the head of the family is such a character, he was also raised by the old master like this, he doesn't know how to be a loving father."

"I won't persuade you to forgive the head of the house, you don't know that it hurts if you don't hit yourself with a stick, but if you hit a young lady, I can also know that it hurts."

"But now that you are married and have a new life in the Guogong Mansion, let's look forward and live a good life in the future, isn't it good?"

The old things are hard to trace, the dead are gone, and the past is empty.

Why cling to the gloom of the past and not looking forward to the sunshine of the future?

Xie Zhiyun breathed a long sigh of relief, she patted Mama Jia's fat hand with her backhand, and there was a light smile in her eyes.

"I know," Xie Zhiyun said, "Don't you think I'm very good?" ”

Speaking of this, Xie Zhiyun suddenly blessed his soul: "In this way, Fang Cai Weiying asked me if the natural disaster in Langhuan Taixing and other places thirteen years ago was the landslide that my father encountered?" ”

Mama Jia couldn't come back to her senses, she savored Xie Zhiyun's words, and didn't quite understand: "Why did Mrs. Ying ask Miss about this?" ”

Xie Zhiyun shook his head: "I don't know, I don't know why she hates me." ”

Xie Zhiyun looked at the sky outside, and unconsciously, the sunset was shining brightly, and the sunset was molten gold.

It was late afternoon.

Xie Zhiyun remembered what the white day guard said, and said: "Okay, these are all old things, let's not show them for the time being, if you hear any news in the future." ”

"Mama asked the guard to come back for dinner at night?"

Xie Zhiyun felt a little surprised: "Obviously, I just finished my lunch when I was Shenshi, and I am actually a little hungry at this time." ”

Mama Jia smiled: "It's a good thing to be hungry, Miss is in the prime of life, and eating and sleeping more is a blessing." ”

After a while, Xiao Zhong came over to report that the Halberd Youzheng would be able to get home.

Xie Zhiyun asked Chaoyu to go to the small kitchen to order, in addition to the Wei family's favorite fried rice, she also ordered a braised pork with bamboo shoots, a vegetarian fried lotus root, and a loofah and green bean soup.

In addition, Xie Zhijun also asked the kitchen to have more dry food snacks, afraid that there would not be enough food for dinner.

After this meal was arranged, the garrison had just arrived home.

I don't know what he did later, the corners of his clothes are dusty, very dusty, Xie Zhiyun pinched his nose in disgust, and said, "Go wash and change clothes, make it cool and then go to the dining room." ”

Wei Ji looked at her amusedly, didn't say anything, and went to change her clothes first.

When the two gathered in the dining room, Xie Zhiyun realized that today's meal was very rich.

In addition to the dishes she ordered, there was also a basket of meat buns with sauce and a large bowl of egg noodle soup, which was enough for two people to eat.

Xie Zhiyun smiled very gently: "Little grandpa didn't ask me to invite you to dinner, I specially ordered today's meal, and I hope that the little grandpa likes it." ”

Even if she ordered food, even if she was a treat, Wei Halberd hooked her lips and smiled, and she also learned from the polite champion.

"Thank you Madame for your care, Xiaosheng is flattered."

Xie Zhiyun looked left and right, and felt that he was rare and pleasing to the eye today, not so annoying.

She pointed to the white porcelain bottle on the side of the table and said, "The wine I bought today has already been warmed, and the little grandfather will accompany me to have a few drinks and taste whether this wine is good or not." ”

"Oh? Why does Madame want to eat and drink? ”

Xie Zhiyun encountered so many things today, and recalled the past, and he wanted to express some depression in his heart.

But she didn't know how to express it, and she couldn't learn the wanton nonsense, so she finally thought of this thorn wine.

Naturally, she wouldn't talk to the halberd about this, but only filled the two of them with wine and saluted him with a cup.

"Without him, I just want to taste one or two."

She had the intention of drinking, and of course the halberd sacrificed his life to accompany the gentleman.

He picked up the cup and clinked glasses with her.

"Madame, please."

"Little grandfather, please."

The two drank it all.

Xie Zhiyun frowned.

The entrance is extremely sour and spicy, and in the midst of the spicy, there is an indescribable bitterness.

It is the bitterness of displacement and constant war; It is the pain of life and death, the separation of loved ones; It was the torment of being destitute and struggling to survive.

After a spicy mouthful, it is not only bitter, but also sour.

Only at the end of the end, you can taste a touch of light sweetness.

A jar of such cheap thorn wine, but it tasted all the ups and downs.

Xie Zhiyun took a sip of wine, not only his cheeks were crimson, but he was also stunned and didn't say a word.

Wei Ji stretched out his hand and shook it in front of her: "Madam, what's wrong?" ”

Xie Zhiyun woke up like a big dream, she lowered her eyes and looked at the wine cup in her hand, and couldn't help but say, "No wonder this wine sells well." ”

Wei Ji smiled: "I always thought that Mrs. only liked to eat green plum stuffed or bamboo leaf green, why did Mrs. also like such a sour fruit wine." ”

"No, I don't like it," Xie Zhijun shook her head, and she poured another glass for the two of them, "I just think it's good." ”

Wei Ji couldn't hear the difference between the two, he picked up his wine glass quite obediently and clinked glasses with Xie Zhiyun.

"In that case, I should pay tribute to my wife for my husband."

Xie Zhiyun's eyelashes trembled slightly, and his faint gaze fell on Wei Ji's handsome face.

"Why do you want to honor me?" She asked.

Wei Ji thought about it, and finally said, "Thank you Madame for accompanying me to eat wonton today, so I want to honor Madame." ”

Xie Zhiyun's hand holding the wine cup paused slightly, her heart moved slightly, and she looked down at her reflection in the wine cup.

Because it is a cheap fruit wine, the wine is not clear, but has a kind of turbidity that makes people unhappy.

But Xie Zhiyun still saw his firm gaze in the wine.

After today's events, it is even more impossible for Xie Zhiyun to let the future be like that nightmare, pushing all the good things into nothing.

A joy that day did not bring a dream, but Xie Zhiyun didn't want to give up.

If it doesn't work once, try again.

You always get what you want.

Thinking of this, Xie Zhiyun raised his head, looked at Wei Ji and hooked his lips and smiled: "Since the little grandfather likes this wine, then we won't get drunk and go home." ”

Wei Jian raised his eyebrows, fortunately put down his chopsticks, and said, "Okay, come, drink." ”

So the husband and wife put together wine on the dining table.

Xie Zhiyun didn't know the depth of the halberd's wine, but this fruit wine was indeed stronger than rice wine, and she was a little dizzy after drinking two or three glasses, and there was a phantom in front of her.

But her sanity was clear.

Xie Zhiyun took advantage of the time when the halberd lowered his head to eat vegetables, and glanced at Chao Yu, asking her to replace the bottle of wine in her hand with tea.

When he toasted the halberd again, Xie Zhiyun was more active.

"Today, Grandpa Lao went to Xie's house to pick me up, and I would like to toast you."

"Thank you, little grandfather, for accompanying me to go shopping, and I will toast you again."

"Come to the little grandfather, let's pray for the lady and cousin together, and hope that they will recover and be healthy soon."

Xie Zhiyun had endless words and endless wine, and in the end, more than half of the two jars of thorn wine entered the stomach of the halberd.

His wheat-colored face flushed, and his hand holding the wine glass trembled a little, and he had eaten two meat buns in a row on the table, and he had to go to get the third.

Thankfully, finally drunk.

Xie Zhiyun breathed a long sigh of relief, she glanced at Chaoyu again, asked her to call Xiao Zhong in, and helped the halberd into the main room.

When the halberd lay down on the shelf bed, Xie Zhiyun finally breathed a sigh of relief.

She had hot water on her, sat on the edge of the bed with a handkerchief, and cleaned the halberd's face.

The rich aroma of wine came to his face, and Xie Zhiyun only felt that his face was even redder.

Her hand slid down the guard's heroic sword eyebrows, past his closed starry eyes, brushed over his angular cheeks, and finally landed on his thin lips.

The shape of the halberd's lips is beautiful, the lips are very thin, and when gently closed, they resemble weak thin leaves, swaying in the silent deep sea.

Xie Zhiyun's hand paused at Wei Ji's lips.

She didn't think about it that much when she was drinking, but now she is a little overwhelmed.

The halberd is drunk, so what is the next thing to do?

Xie Zhiyun wanted to cry without tears.

She won't!