The vibration of the bracelet signaled that it was time to get up, and Orlando, who was lying on the bed, slowly opened his eyes, and a familiar feeling of pain came from him.

Sleeping, for normal people, is a matter of recovering physical strength, but for Orlando, it is a thing that consumes a lot of his energy, although the mental tiredness disappears, but every time he wakes up, there will be a huge sense of tiredness, he struggled to get up from the bed, and then stretched out a trembling hand to pick up the water placed at the head of the bed and drank a big sip, and then ate a large piece of chocolate, these are the things he must prepare next to the bed, otherwise it is very likely that he will pass out as soon as he gets out of bed.

After eating the chocolate, Orlando's condition improved slightly, and although his hands were still shaking, they were not as shaky as when he first got up.

He sighed and sat on the bed for a long time before slowly getting up to wash, looking at his haggard self in the mirror, Orlando only felt helpless.

He didn't want to be like this, but he was born like this.

Orlando's real name is Regens Orlando, and although Orlando may sound like an ordinary name, once it is given the surname "Regans", it is instantly unusual.

The Reagens family is a very well-known family in Europe, the family is quite famous in the financial field, and it has a history of hundreds of years, which can be regarded as a very well-known "famous family" in Europe.

It is precisely because of this that everyone in their family attaches great importance to "blood", in order to ensure the best bloodline of the Reggens family, any child of the Reggens family wants to get married and have children, they need to go through layers of screening by members of the Reggens family, and the Reggens family will have very strict requirements for the other half of the family's children, including appearance, IQ, emotional intelligence, occupation, physical condition and even constellations and other things that are closer to metaphysics. This ensures that the children they produce with the Reggens bloodline will inherit their family's excellent genes.

Orlando was born in this environment, his father is a direct descendant of the Reagens family, with the excellent blood of the Regents family, and his mother is a very famous top model in Europe at the time.

According to what the housekeeper around Orlando said later, Orlando's physical condition was very bad when he was born, and the Reagens family unanimously felt that Orlando's mother was cheating, and even took Orlando, who was just a few months old, to do a paternity test. But the end result turned out to be Orlando his father's biological child.

No one knows why this is happening, Orlando's birth has obviously polluted the excellent bloodline of the entire Regents family, which is a very serious matter for the Regents family, listening to what the housekeeper said, and even a small part of the family proposed to kill Orlando, who was only a few months old.

But fortunately, these inhumane proposals were not approved by the Orlando family, and the final decision was to make Orlando the "abandoned son" of the Regents family, as the name suggests, that is, an abandoned child, he can enjoy the treatment of a young master in the Regents family, but he never wants to meddle in the business of the Regents family, he can have a relationship with a woman, but he is absolutely not allowed to get married, let alone have children.

Orlando, who was only a few months old at the time, had no idea that he had been cut off from having children at such a young age, and as Orlando grew up, he finally realized that he was different from others, and that there were many children in the Regens family who were his age or about the same age, and when these children practiced horseback riding and golf at the request of the Regents family, they were trying to complete the 100 meters.

This matter is very difficult for Orlando, basically he only runs thirty or forty meters, and he has to lie on the ground because of breathing difficulties, and he has to slow down for at least four or five minutes to continue moving, and it is precisely because of his physical fitness that he rarely leaves the Reagens family estate, and in most cases, he is nestled in his room on the top floor, looking down on the outside world through the window of the room.

Growing up a little more, Orlando gradually realized that his biological parents were alienated from him, and he gradually realized that his biological parents disliked him very much, not only unwilling to take him to some public places, but also very disgusted that he called them "father" and "mother", Orlando still didn't understand the reason at that time, and the lack of parental love and poor health made the young Orlando have a tendency to depression.

He is very lonely, not only his parents are unwilling to give him a little companionship, but even his peers in the family are deliberately alienated from Orlando under the notice of their respective parents, because this young master of the Reggens family, who was born weak and sickly, is destined to have no great success, and is destined to be just a "moth" that will consume the family's resources.

Fortunately, there is a housekeeper who feels sorry for Orlando, and the housekeeper will give Orlando some company as much as possible within his ability, which also allows Orlando to grow up safely and not commit suicide because of depression.

All the changes began when Orlando was sixteen years old, as he grew older, Orlando's understanding of things became clearer, he knew his position in the Reagens family, but this did not make him feel better, on the contrary, when he learned the truth of everything, he was more miserable, depression and moody adolescence since childhood, he became disgusted with the world, he hated this huge manor, and hated everyone who looked down on him, he wanted to kill them.

But I can only think about it, although as he grows older, his body is much better than when he was a child, but he is still skinny, and he can't reach the physical quality of a normal person.

That year, the Reagens family held a grand banquet attended by powerful people from all over the world, and this occasion was naturally attended by all members of the Reagens family, except Orlando, of course. Under the instructions of the Reggens family higher-ups, the housekeeper repeatedly reminded Orlando not to attend, saying that this would lose the face of the Reagens family.

But sixteen years old is at the age of rebellion, he doesn't care what impact he will have on the family if he is found out at the banquet, he just thinks that if he is discovered, he will lose the face of the Reagans family and make everyone sneer at the Reagens family.

But the task of the old housekeeper is to look at Orlando, after so many years of getting along, although neither of them can say anything, but Orlando has long regarded Reagens as his father, and the old housekeeper also treats Orlando as his own son.

Under Orlando's soft grinding and hard bubbles, the old butler still relented, and he found Orlando a housekeeper's clothes, telling him not to play outside too publicly, and not to play for too long.

Orlando gladly accepted the old butler's request, and at last he left the room on the top floor of the manor and came to the banquet hall, a lavish scene that Orlando had never seen before, and everything was comparable to the "royal palace" he had seen in fairy tales when he was a child, and everyone was dressed up, and the crowd naturally did not notice him, a thin young man dressed as a butler.

He ate a lot of delicious food on the table while no one was paying attention, and he also deliberately wiped the grease stains on his hands with the clothes and skirts of passing guests, and Orlando, who had never seen much of the world, felt that this was the worst thing he could do.

But when he was satisfied, and was about to go back as the old butler had requested, he saw a girl in a shining dress, who looked about the same age as himself, but the girl was very beautiful, especially now that she was in the luxurious banquet hall of the Reggens family, like a princess.

At that time, the young and ignorant Orlando fell in love with the girl at first sight because of the strong restlessness of hormones, he was stunned and stared at each other in place, and soon, the other party also noticed Orlando's warm gaze, at the moment when the two people looked at each other, Orlando only felt like he was electrocuted, his face was hot for a moment, Orlando, who had not had much contact with girls, quickly turned his head away, and didn't know what to do for a while.

Escape! It was Orlando's first thought, and he ran in the ballroom in a panic, but his frail body didn't take two steps before he was panting against the wall and couldn't run any further, and the girl trotted all the way in the direction of Orlando.

Orlando still wanted to continue running, but he was panting so hard that he really didn't have the physical strength to move forward, and he was finally "caught" by the other party. Orlando felt that she must have been staring at the other party, and the other party was very angry and wanted to ask for an explanation with herself, but when the girl came to Orlando's side, she didn't blame her, let alone scold Orlando, she just stood next to Orlando and said in her gentle and delicate voice: "Were you looking at me just now?" ”

Facing the girl's question, Orlando didn't know how to answer for a while, he first nodded, then shook his head, then nodded again, and repeated this process several times in a row, the girl covered her mouth and laughed quietly, very like a big family lady.

"You're so cute."

Hearing the girl's words, Orlando was stunned, his heart was beating hard, but he didn't think it was a heartbeat feeling at first, but felt that there was something wrong with his body, and then he was very red from the neck up.

For so many years, this is the first person to praise him except for the housekeeper, although it is a bit different to say that he is a man who is praised for being cute, but he still feels shy.

Orlando kept his back to the girl, he didn't have the courage to face this girl, but the girl kept trying to see Orlando's face clearly, but Orlando frequently dodged, and the girl could only give up: "My name is Jenya, what's your name?" ”

The girl took the initiative to say her name, and Orlando held one hand to her beating heart, and the other hand against the wall to keep herself from falling.

Jania, what a beautiful name, like a little princess.

This was Orlando's first reaction, he was silent for a long time, but Jenia did not urge or leave because of Orlando's silence, she waited patiently for Orlando's reply.

"Orlando ......" was silent for a long time, and Orlando finally announced his name, "My name is Orlando Regans!" ”

It was the first time in Orlando's life that she had revealed her true identity to someone outside the family, and Jenia seemed stunned for a moment when she heard the last name Regans, but soon asked, "What about ......you?" Why are you wearing a butler's clothes? ”

Orlando didn't know how to explain her tragic identity and background to Jenia, but Jenya's smart eyes looked around, and then she suddenly grabbed Orlando's arm, and hurriedly led Orlando out of the banquet hall and into the garden of Reggens Manor.

This trot made Orlando gasp again, and after the two of them stopped, Orlando sat directly on the ground and gasped, Jenia didn't seem to know Orlando's reason for this, but she vaguely felt that Orlando seemed to be in pain.

"What's wrong with you? You okay? "Jennia saw that Orlando was panting badly, and it was very serious.

Orlando understood his physical condition, he took out a hand and waved it gently towards Jenya, signaling that Jenia was fine, and after about five minutes of gasping like this, Orlando was finally able to speak normally: "I'm fine, it's just that my health has not been good since I was a child......"

Jenia crouched next to Orlando, the hem of her beautiful dress was on the ground, and the end of the skirt had rubbed some dirt and lost its original luster. Jennia put her hands on one side of her chin, and her smart eyes stared at Orlando: "You haven't answered me yet, why are you from the Reggens family, but you are wearing the clothes of a butler?" The banquet hall was crowded just now, but now there is no one here. ”

The garden of Reagens Manor is very quiet at this moment, of course, it is also crowded here on weekdays, but now that most people are in the banquet hall, the garden is rarely quiet.

It has to be said that the garden design of the Regens Manor is a masterpiece, Orlando heard from the housekeeper that it spent millions of euros to find a very well-known European garden designer to build, the trees and plants in the garden are intricate, and in all directions, like a small labyrinth, but the Regents family has placed many signposts in the garden so that the family members, staff and guests will not get lost in the garden.

Orlando didn't know how to answer Jenya's question, because over the years, he could count the number of times he had communicated with people outside of his family on one hand, let alone the harrowing experiences with someone he had met for the first time in his life.

Orlando raised his head slightly, trying to look into Jeania's eyes, but she immediately withdrew her gaze, it was too difficult for him, and Jenya's eyes seemed to have some magical power, so that Orlando could not look directly, and every time he looked directly, it felt like his heart was going to jump out.

But it is precisely because of this magic that Orlando can't help but open his heart.

He told Jennia in detail about his tragic birth, and all the inhuman treatment he suffered after birth, the story is very long, Orlando almost vented all the unhappiness he has experienced for so many years, and Jennia has been patiently squatting beside Orlando and listening patiently, always smiling, without any impatience, which also makes Orlando naturally finish his miserable life for more than ten years.

When the last sentence of the story is spoken, Orlando has a feeling of exuberance, and after so many years of bitterness and disobedience, no one can confide in him, and the old butler may be willing to listen to these things, but he is a member of the Reggens family after all.

Orlando finished speaking, and tried to look at Jenia again, and Jenia still smiled, but the long squatting position seemed to make her a little tired, and instead of trying to stand up, she sat down on the floor, not minding the dust on the floor staining her beautiful dress.

"I'm sorry...... You've listened to me so much of my whining......" Orlando looked away, not daring to look at Jenya, he always felt that it was a little inappropriate to let a girl he met for the first time in his life listen to his fucking life, but at that moment he just wanted to tell her.

"It's okay." Jennia shook her head, "I don't think it's a complaint, these words, I guess it's the first time you've said them to outsiders." ”

Jenia could be said to be in a word, and Orlando's face turned red again.

"Do you want to hang out?" Jenia suddenly took Orlando's hand, "Leave Regans' manor and go see the outside world?" ”

Jenia's words made Orlando stunned for a moment, he was puzzled, and Jennia stood up suddenly: "You just said, you are so big, you have never left Regans Manor, then why don't you go outside with me, let's go to see the sea together, go to Disney, go to see the giant pandas, how about it?" ”

Orlando didn't lie, he was sixteen years old, but he hadn't taken a single step out of the Reagens Manor, and all his studies and entertainment for so many years had been carried out at the Reguens Manor. In fact, the family did not restrict his freedom, and as the family said, he could spend the family's money and go outside to have fun, but he just couldn't let the outside world know that he belonged to the Reagens family, and the family had no other requirements for him.

This time, he bravely looked up at Jenya, and Jenya's eyes were firm, as if there was a kind of light, which made Orlando also feel a kind of motivation.

He wants to see the sea, he wants to go to Disneyland, and he wants to see giant pandas, but all this is because he doesn't want to be alone.

He wanted to go with Jenya.

Since this bastard family treats me like this and indulges me in spending money, why don't I squander their money?

This "evil" idea gradually came to Orlando's mind.

"Do you want to come with me?"

"Hmm!"

It was Orlando's first time going out, and before he went out, the old housekeeper told many parents what they needed to pay attention to before their children were going to go on a long trip, and also secretly stuffed some nutritional supplements that can improve Orlando's body immunity into Orlando's backpack, and he reluctantly watched him go away when Orlando left.

The old butler, it seems that Orlando is the last bit of nostalgia in this Regents manor, he looks at this huge manor, this place is like a cage that has been holding him, he is extremely disgusted with Regents Manor, but this place makes countless outsiders flock to it.

Before leaving, Orlando had stood in the observation tower of the Reagens Manor, which overlooked the entire Reagens Manor, and to be honest, Orlando liked to have a bird's-eye view, perhaps because he lived on the top floor all year round, and he liked to observe the feelings of others anytime and anywhere.

Here, he gave his middle finger to his peers who had been bullying him, something Orlando did not dare to do in front of them, and made a pistol gesture aimed at the most snobbish servants of the Reggens family, who never regarded Orlando as the young master of the Reagens family, and even felt that his servant status was much more noble than Orlando's status as a young master abandoned by the family.

Orlando according to the agreement with Jenya, the two of them went to see the sea, went to Disney in several countries, and went to China to see the giant pandas, and went to countless beautiful places on the way, this trip down, the two have been together for more than half a year, during this time, I don't know if it's because they have been on the road, Orlando's physical condition is slightly better than before, not to run two steps and breathe, but even if the two have been traveling around the world together for half a year, But no one of them opened their mouths to bring the relationship between the two people closer.

Of course, Orlando feels that the main responsibility for this matter lies with himself - if he really wants to make the relationship between the two people go further, there is no doubt that the man should take the initiative to talk about it, but Orlando feels that he is not worthy of Jenya, he is nothing more than a young master of the Reagens family, and he is not allowed to marry and have children by the family, how can such an identity be worthy of this fairy-like girl. Fortunately, years of depression have made Orlando habitually open to many things, since he has been like this in his life, it is better to be friends with Jenia with peace of mind, and enjoy every moment with her as much as possible, until the two have to separate for some reason.

The trip ended in Japan, and the two of them went to Japan to see the cherry blossoms at the end of March, along with the cherry blossoms and the fireworks of the spring festival, the two of them wore kimonos and found the most suitable location to watch the fireworks, at that moment, Orlando was very happy, but Orlando found that Jenia was not very happy.

He asks Jenia a reason, and Jenya's answer puts Orlando's mood at rock bottom.

"At the end of the day, I'll probably be going home." Having said this, Orlando was just a little sad, but he knew that he and Jenia would be separated sooner or later, after all, the two of them couldn't play like this all the time, and Orlando had already been mentally prepared for this matter, so he didn't feel much about it.

"The family is going to let me go back and get engaged." How long did Oran not react to this sentence, getting married? Orlando knows that Jennia is older than herself, but that's not even twenty years old, so she wants to get engaged at such a young age?

Besides, who the other party was, Jenia never mentioned it.

As if noticing Orlando's somewhat stunned look, Jenia gently brushed a cherry blossom that happened to fall on Orlando's head with her hand: "Hee-hee, surprise." Do you remember the first time we met, it was at the Reggens family banquet, in fact, that time I went to the banquet with a mission - our family business went a big problem, was targeted by three peers, and now the family business is in a very difficult situation, for the sake of my family's business, I was asked by the family to attend the Reggens banquet, it is best to let a certain young master of the Reggens family take a fancy to me, and then our family and the Reagens family marry, let the Reagens family help us tide over the difficulties. ”

Hearing this, Orlando finally reacted, and he lowered his head a little ashamedly: "I'm sorry, if it weren't for my appearance, maybe you would have met other Regents family members." As he spoke, Orlando couldn't help but clench his hands, his fingernails sneaking into his palms, and the pain seemed to make Orlando's heart feel a little better.

Jennia gently put her hand on Orlando's hand, her hand was very soft, and every time the two people inadvertently touched, Orlando would be swoon: "I don't blame you for this, I want to thank you, I know very well that it is not easy to find someone from the Regens family who can help our family get through the difficulties, but meeting you, at least I have had a long time of happiness, this is probably the happiest time I have ever had in the past and now, now and in the future." So don't blame yourself. ”

Jenia's words didn't make Reagan feel better, but he felt that if he wasn't a "waste master", he might be able to marry Jenia generously, and then borrow the power of his family to help Jenia tide over the difficulties.

"That'...... Who is the other party? Your fiancé......" Orlando still kept her head down, not daring to look at Jenya.

Jenya shook her head slightly: "I don't know, I only know one name, it should be the boss of a certain group, almost fifty years old, I heard that there is a child two years older than me." ”

When Jennia said this, she had a smile on her face, she didn't seem to think anything was wrong, but Orlando felt that she was deeply pierced in the heart.

When the fireworks were over, Jenia took Orlando, who had been silent, to the cherry blossom festival rally to play games.

"I like that doll so much, can you give it to me?" Jenia asked, pointing to a giant doll.

It's a game of shooting balloons with a laser gun, and you only need to hit 30 balloons at a time to get the doll, but again, there are only 30 bullets at a time, which means that if you want to get the doll, you have to make sure that you don't miss a shot.

Orlando paid for the gun and held the gun in his hand, perhaps accustomed to a bird's-eye view from the top floor of the Reagens estate, and Orlando felt as if the balloons were just a few meters away.

This time, he's going to help Jenia get the doll anyway.

But Orlando didn't know how to use the gun, he always felt that he was aiming, but after pulling the trigger, the bullet bypassed the balloon and hit the board in the back, and on the first attempt, Orlando's thirty bullets only broke eleven balloons, and in the end he only won one participation prize, a kitten's charm. Orlando immediately gave the boss a second time, but this time he just raised the gun, Jenia came behind him, Jenya's hands held Orlando's arms, and Orlando could feel the temperature and a unique aroma from Jenya's body behind him, which made him feel excited in his heart, and his weak body almost couldn't bear this sudden beating heart.

Jennia used her hands to manipulate Orlando's arms to put on a correct aiming position, and then put her head next to Orlando's face, this moment was the closest Orlando had been to Jennia in more than half a year.

He kept looking at Jenya with his spare eyes, but Jenya looked ahead seriously, staring at the balloons, and then said: "Look at the aiming position carefully, let the aiming position and the target show a straight line with a ten-degree angle upward, and then pull the trigger after confirmation." ”

Following Jenya's instructions, this time he broke the balloon accurately, and then merged with Jenia one after another, breaking seven balloons in a row before Jenya slowly pulled away and let Orlando play on his own.

Orlando showed great marksmanship, and even though it was his first time playing the game, it only took him one chance to get the doll, and everyone in the audience was amazed.

And in the end, Jenia also left with the doll satisfied, after that, the two went to a quiet izakaya, Jenia had a rare drink, it could be seen that Jenya's alcohol was not good, two bottles of soju in the stomach, Jenia was already drunk, she said over and over again that her family's business was targeted by people from what company, and how these people were targeted, and repeated how her family beautified the fiancé who was almost fifty years old, but she knew that the fiancé had some very bad past.

Orlando just listened silently.

In the end, he took Jenia back to the hotel, although the two had been together for half a year, the most intimate act was just that Jenia had inadvertently touched his hand. So even in the face of the drunken and seductive Jenya, Orlando didn't do anything out of the ordinary, just covered Jenya with a quilt, and then quietly left Jenya's room.

When Orlando woke up again, he couldn't find Jenya, and Jennia only left a message on Orlando's phone and quietly left.

"I'm leaving, thank you for being with me for so long, I guess we won't have a chance to meet again in the future. In the days to come, you should also be happy, be happy, exercise more, and strive to have a strong and good body. ”

Orlando was stunned for a long time holding his phone, and finally it was the call from the hotel staff asking if he wanted to renew his stay that woke him up.

That day, Orlando cried very much, for so many years, even if he was looked down upon by all the people in the family, even if he was bullied and treated very unfairly, Orlando rarely cried, most of the time he was just a person nesting in the room on the top floor, not saying a word, not sad or happy. But today he felt as if something very important was suddenly missing in his heart, and even fainted several times by that suppressed mood.

On that day, Orlando wandered the streets of Japan for a long time, and the young master of the Reggens family looked like a homeless man.

In the evening, he unconsciously came to the cherry blossom festival market again, as if fate had made him come to the balloon stall again, at this moment, as if something had stimulated his heart, he gave all the cash he had on him to the owner of the balloon stall, and then he took a laser gun and shot balloons on the stall for three hours.

He smashed thousands of balloons and won all the boss's big prizes, until finally he was too tired to pick up a gun, and he slowly fell to the ground.

Then, he left, without taking any of the rewards, returning them all to the boss, and just like that.

Since he can't marry Jenya, at the very least, he can't let her marry someone like that.

The next day, Orlando follows some of the information that Jenia had told him and goes after her.

He didn't go to find Jenya, after landing, he used some connections and money to buy a long-range attack gun, he ambushed near Jenya's rivals, the first time he ambushed for a week, and for a week he ate, drank and slept on a roof with a wide view, until he squatted until the guy got into his scope, pulled the trigger, and the other man's head was pierced by a bullet and fell to the ground, and then Orlando quickly left with the gun.

He didn't run away, he didn't rest, because he knew that there were three more people in this world who had to die.

In the next half month, Orlando also killed the owners of two other Jenya's rival businesses, and finally killed Jenia's "fiancé".

All this was going on in a city, so soon, Orlando was caught by the local police, and Orlando who was caught did not move out of the Reagens family, or even let the police contact the Reagens family, he didn't want to cause any trouble to his family, and besides, he had no regrets.

Orlando thought that he would be sentenced to death, and the final trial was indeed the case, but while he was quietly waiting in prison for the execution, he was approached by a man who said that he was from Heinas College.

Orlando joined the Black Nas Academy like this, in fact, he is not afraid of death, so many years of depression have made him have countless suicidal thoughts, but he still has a regret before he dies, that is, he doesn't know what happened to Jenya, has Jenya's family's business improved because of the death of the rival boss, and has Jenia been forced to marry other wealthy businessmen? He didn't know any of that, so he didn't want to die yet.