Walking out of the hospital on the island of the Black Nas Academy, Qin Xiwang only felt a little in a trance, he had just finished a two-hour psychological treatment.

Tong Nuo, a psychiatrist at Heinas College, is said to be a very good psychiatrist, and if her resume were to open a psychiatric hospital in a first-tier city in a developed country around the world, she could charge $10,000 per hour.

However, in the hospital of Heinas Academy, Tong Nuo's psychological treatment is free, after all, Heinas Academy is also a kind of organization with a "military nature", after each mission, the members can't avoid psychological or physical injuries, and physical injuries are treated by the world's top surgeons like Jia Sijie, and psychological injuries need to be treated by Tong Nuo.

In just one week after returning to Heinas College from Los Angeles, Qin Xiwang had already come to Tong Nuo's psychological clinic three times, although Tong Nuo told Qin Xiwang many times that psychological diagnosis and treatment should be carried out at a frequency of once a week, Qin Xiwang still insisted on coming.

Just now, Qin Xiwang was hypnotized by Tong Nuo for two hours, and these two hours of treatment were a test for Qin Xiwang and Tong Nuo, especially Qin Xiwang, he was too tired, so after leaving the hospital, Qin Xiwang gave up the afternoon class and went directly back to the dormitory, lying on the bed.

But every time Qin Xiwang tried to close his eyes, Newke's face would suddenly appear in front of his eyes, waking up Qin Xiwang who was sleepy.

This situation has continued to this day since Qin Xiwang returned to the Black Nas Academy. He sat up from the bed suddenly, and then his breathing began to become rapid, and his whole body shook violently, and he began to look around vigilantly, and it lasted like this for about a minute or two before his state calmed down, and the tiredness also surged all over his body, making him weakly collapse on the bed.

This state has lasted for a whole week, and it is precisely because of this state that Qin Xiwang has not eaten and slept well in this week, and has even lost a lot of weight, the most difficult thing is the night, once Qin Xiwang closes his eyes, Newke will appear in front of Qin Xiwang's eyes in various postures, making Qin Xiwang wake up or have nightmares. And the nightmare will also be accompanied by Qin Xiwang's hand dancing, which seems to mean that Qin Xiwang wants to stay away from Newk in his dream.

It is also for this reason that Qin Xiwang accidentally gave Hoshino Mochizuki a punch in a nightmare, although it didn't have much impact, but now Qin Xiwang's strength is extraordinary, his punch made Hoshino Mochizuki's arm a big bruis, in order to prevent himself from hurting Hoshino Mochizuki again, Qin Xiwang and her cohabitation life has temporarily ended, and Hoshino Mochizuki returned to his previous room.

But three successive psychological treatments did not make Qin Xiwang's condition slightly better, he still couldn't sleep normally, and only after his body's tiredness reached an extreme state, he would be forced to sleep for a few hours, and then he would wake up again.

He stared at the ceiling with blank eyes, the reason why it became like this was because this was the first time Qin Xiwang had killed someone in his life.

When he was in the White Lotus Sect, although Qin Xiwang finally killed Wu Mozhen, the king of the city, through Jiang Dafan's weapon, even now, Qin Xiwang didn't think that Wu Mozhen was a person - at that time, more than 50% of his body was replaced by machinery, even if Qin Xiwang finally used Jiang Dafan's weapon to penetrate Wu Mozhen's heart, Qin Xiwang didn't feel any feeling of killing a "human". Moreover, to this day, Wu Mozhen's body is still being dismantled and studied at the headquarters of the joint group, which is enough to prove that Wu Mozhen is not alone.

But Newk is different, when Qin Xiwang used Jin Wangyue's Japanese knife to cut Newke's neck, the feeling of the blade cutting through the human body still lingers in Qin Xiwang's mind, and that feeling is completely different from when Qin Xiwang ran through Wu Mozhen's body.

In fact, Qin Xiwang had already had a premonition a long time ago that as long as he worked in the Black Nas Academy, sooner or later, he would have to face the situation of having to kill someone, but although he was mentally prepared, when this moment really came, he still couldn't accept it in a short time. This state also made Qin Xiwang very distressed, he couldn't continue to take classes, couldn't train, couldn't sleep, and couldn't even date Hoshino Mochizuki, he also consulted Osborne and Jiang Dafan for this, they both killed people for different reasons, Qin Xiwang wanted to ask how they spent this period at that time.

Osborne is very comfortable saying that he does not have this kind of period, and the feeling he feels when he kills for the first time is the same as the feeling of killing now—numbness, no guilt, and no thrill of a perverted murderer.

And Jiang Dafan said that the first time he killed someone, it was almost the same as Qin Xiwang's current state, and he couldn't sleep well. But it didn't last long, probably less than ten days, Jiang Dafan got out of this predicament, and then when he killed for the second time, he was only uncomfortable for three or four days, and when he killed for the third time, Jiang Dafan was only uncomfortable for an afternoon, and after the fourth time, Jiang Dafan felt that he had accepted the killing.

But Qin Xiwang obviously doesn't have Jiang Dafan's ability to adapt, he feels that his current state will at least last for a long time, he is not even sure if he can really get out of this state, if he can't get out of this state, then he can't eat and rest normally for a long time, I'm afraid that his spirit or psychology will also have problems, which is also an important reason why Qin Xiwang went to have three psychological treatments in a week. Moreover, Qin Xiwang knew that if he had been in this state, he would not be able to go out on a mission, and then he would have no effect on the Black Nas Academy.

Just when Qin Xiwang was stunned, the doorbell of the room rang, Qin Xiwang got up from the bed with great difficulty, and then walked to his room door with a slight shake, he did not rush to open the door, but glanced through the electronic door mirror. The person outside is the person Qin Xiwang wants to see the most - Hoshino Mochizuki, but after he confirmed the identity of the visitor, he still didn't open the door immediately, he was afraid, he was afraid that Hoshino Mochizuki would say that he wanted to stay here with him, he really needed company, but he didn't want Hoshino Mochizuki to be injured because of himself.

Hoshino Mochizuki saw that the door was not opened, she rang the doorbell again, and then said softly: "I brought some food I made, you can't go without eating all the time, so your body will not be able to carry it, you know?" ”

Hoshino Mochizuki knew that Qin Xiwang hadn't eaten for several days, and in the few days that he hadn't been separated from Qin Xiwang, Qin Xiwang would vomit violently as long as he ate, and if there was something in his stomach, he would vomit it all up. If there is nothing to vomit in the stomach, then gastric juice will be vomited, and because of this, Qin Xiwang began to refuse to eat.

Hearing Hoshino Mochizuki's voice, Qin Xiwang's mood improved slightly, he leaned against the door, did not speak, and did not open the door.

Hoshino Mochizuki let out a long sigh, and then she suddenly put the meal in her hand at the door, sat in front of the door of Qin Xiwang's room as if she was angry, and said, "If you don't open the door, right, if you don't open the door, then I'll sit here, and I'll leave when I see you eating, or I'll always sit here!" ”

Hoshino Mochizuki's threat was very effective for Qin Xiwang, and it was probably less than ten seconds after this sentence was finished, and Qin Xiwang slowly opened the door of the room.

Seeing Qin Xiwang's bloodless face, Hoshino Mochizuki's tears instantly swirled in her eyes, but she couldn't help but cry.

Got up from the ground, and then took the food she made into Qin Xiwang's room, she made it on the sofa in the living room, and then put the food she made on the table one after another, most of which were some light food, as a nutritionist, she knew very well that Qin Xiwang could not accept too greasy food now, and greasy food would only enhance Qin Xiwang's vomiting feeling, so Hoshino Mochizuki made some lighter food, and such as pumpkin, cucumber This kind of plastic food, Hoshino Mochizuki also specially changed them into cute shapes, thus reducing Qin Xiwang's psychological pressure when eating.

Qin Xiwang could feel that his body was very hungry and he needed to eat, but seeing those lovely foods, Qin Xiwang just didn't have the slightest appetite. And the thought of the feeling of these things in his mouth, the touch of his tongue, teeth and food colliding together, made Qin Xiwang can't help but feel sick to his stomach. He suddenly rushed to the bathroom, then hugged the toilet and began retching, not eating for days, and he had almost nothing left in his stomach except water.

Hoshino Mochizuki also quickly came to Qin Xiwang's side and gently patted Qin Xiwang's back in order to make Qin Xiwang more comfortable.

Qin Xiwang retched like that for half a minute, and then lay on the floor of the bathroom weakly, his eyes were surrounded by tears because of the continuous vomiting, he also knew that his appearance was extremely embarrassed at this moment, but he really didn't have the strength to cover up his embarrassment in front of Hoshino Mochizuki.

Seeing Qin Xiwang's appearance, Hoshino Mochizuki was distressed again, although she had also studied courses such as psychotherapy, but she was at most stronger than the entry level, and of course she couldn't compare with a very well-known psychiatrist like Tong Nuo, since Tong Nuo couldn't solve it, Hoshino Mochizuki was not conceited enough to feel that he could solve Qin Xiwang's current situation by means of psychological diagnosis and treatment.

Qin Xiwang's vomited gastric juice stained Qin Xiwang's clothes and pants, Hoshino Mochizuki really couldn't bear to see Qin Xiwang like this, she grabbed Qin Xiwang's clothes with both hands and said, "I'll help you wash your clothes and pants, you go to bed and rest." ”

Qin Xiwang tried his best to cooperate with Hoshino Mochizuki, and the two of them still took off Qin Xiwang's clothes and pants after all their efforts, and the latter returned to the room wearing only a pair of underwear, and fell heavily on the bed, and then his eyes were in a daze.

Hoshino Mochizuki threw Qin Xiwang's clothes in the washing machine, and as the washing machine rotated with frequency, Hoshino Mochizuki let out a sigh with tiredness. Without Qin Xiwang by her side, coupled with the cover of the sound of the washing machine, Hoshino Mochizuki's tears finally came out of her eyes, she tried not to make a sound, and wiped the tears around her eyes with her hands, she felt very sorry for Qin Xiwang, but she couldn't think of a way to help Qin Xiwang.

At the beginning, after Qin Xiwang learned that he was captured by the White Lotus Sect, he risked his life to enter the White Lotus Sect, and through continuous self-harm, he gained the trust of the White Lotus Sect, and finally rescued himself. When Qin Xiwang learned that he was in trouble, he would try his best to help him, but now that Qin Xiwang was in trouble, he couldn't do anything about it, he could only watch Qin Xiwang continue to struggle in pain, and this sense of powerlessness made Hoshino Mochizuki feel guilty.

Hoshino Mochizuki stood in front of the washing machine and cried silently until the washing machine was finished, and she made a few crisp reminder sounds, and she suddenly came back to her senses. Gently wiped away the tears in front of his eyes with his arm, and then took Qin Xiwang's clothes out of the washing machine and dried them in the hanger in the living room.

After doing all this, Hoshino Mochizuki quietly came to the door of the bedroom, she was worried that Qin Xiwang had fallen asleep, and if her footsteps were too heavy, Qin Xiwang would be disturbed, but when she crept over, she found that Qin Xiwang was still lying flat on the bed, her eyes wide and looking at the ceiling in a daze. His eyes were covered with red bloodshots, and even Hoshino Mochizuki could feel Qin Xiwang's exhaustion by looking at Qin Xiwang.

Qin Xiwang also seemed to notice that Hoshino Mochizuki had been observing him by the door, he turned the direction of his head slightly, and then said to Hoshino Mochizuki weakly: "You go back first, if I am in good shape, I will eat what you cook." ”

Hoshino Mochizuki didn't talk, he knew that Qin Xiwang was prevaricating her and wanted her to go back to rest, instead of looking at his embarrassed self here.

Hoshino Mochizuki let out another long sigh, but in the next second, Hoshino Mochizuki suddenly seemed to have some idea, and she walked straight into Qin Xiwang's room, with a fierce momentum, and this time she didn't care about her footsteps at all.

Qin Xiwang was taken aback by Hoshino Mochizuki's sudden change, but before he could open his mouth to say anything, his body was forcibly pulled up from the bed by Hoshino Mochizuki.

Qin Xiwang didn't know what Hoshino Mochizuki was going to do, and the latter just thought to himself: "What kind of psychiatrist, it's useless at all!" ”

As soon as the words fell, Hoshino Mochizuki tied up his hair, and Qin Xiwang was still at a loss: "Baby, you..... What are you going to do? ”

Hoshino Mochizuki raised her head and glared at Qin Xi, and then she said the most domineering sentence in her life so far: "Less nonsense, enjoy it with peace of mind!" ”