It was close to two o'clock when I took a taxi to drop the girl off at the hotel where she was staying, and on the way I learned that her name was Zhang Zeying and that she was staying in another hotel not far from me. After trying to calm down in the room for a long time, he still couldn't sleep peacefully, and he woke Pipsqueak up in bed by tossing and turning. Helplessly, he put on clothes for Pippi, and took him out to relax after being away for so long. Leaving the hotel again, we crossed the road in front of the hotel and arrived at the sea-viewing platform next to the trestle on the opposite side. Seeing the reef in the distance under the platform, I thought that it was more suitable for me at this time, so I tried my best to run over to relieve the depression in my heart at this time.

However, as soon as I got up, I arrived at the reef beach. It was no less than 200 meters, and in an instant! I couldn't even notice it! I didn't even know what had just happened. Looking up at Pippi floating overhead, those big eyes were still blinking at me, as if nothing had happened.

It must be because of the damn Huan Ying again! What a Ming Ming! What a ghostly spirit! I've had enough! The current world has made me unable to face it, now it is better to let me die peacefully, I really don't want to live in such pain anymore, my spirit is on the verge of collapse.

I wanted to climb the highest reef that towered in the sea, and I was about to jump on a relatively low small reef as a step, and then climb to the big reef, but after a jump, I found that I had jumped into the air on the big reef, and I quickly prepared to land, and after stumbling for a while, I stood on the top of the big reef that was more than three meters high.

"Ah......h

When I roared, I realized that I didn't need to breathe at this point, and after a minute or two, I stopped this seemingly pointless behavior and sat down on my knees.

In the past few days, I have not observed the subtle changes in my body. Now, I was shocked by what had just happened, and at the same time, the resentment in my heart for the sublimation of the Mortal Soul had been slightly lessened. Perhaps it was in response to the phrase "Saion lost his horse and knew that he was not blessed", I don't know what I am doing right now, I have lost my direction. The sound of the waves crashing against the beach and reef seems to condense the things in the surrounding space, and the world seems to stand still, and only me is moving. Looking at the endless sea in the distance, I didn't know what I was going to do at the moment.

At this moment, there was an incomparably chaotic mind without any logic, and too many things poured into my mind at once. At this moment, I am already a mortal, and I don't know how to define my future, let alone plan. Perhaps I should have a more pertinent understanding of the world, and the title of "living dead" should disappear from my mouth and heart in the days to come. If you think of yourself as the "living dead", then there is really no hope.

A drop of liquid fell on the back of his left hand, which was resting on his bent knee, and he felt the dryness of tears on his cheeks.

"I can't sleep, I want to talk to you, thank you for today's events!" A text message prompt woke me up from my trance, took out my mobile phone, dried my eyes, and saw the message sent by Zhang Zeying.

Her round, undisguised face came to my eyes at this moment. The hair is jet black and thick, with only a hairpin on it, and nothing else touched. At this time, I thought of the sentence in the Book of Songs: "The hands are like soft wattles, the skin is like clotted fat, the face is like a scorpion (qiú) 麒 (qí), and the teeth are like a gourd (hù) rhino (xī)." Clever smile, beautiful eyes. ”

I really don't know how to reply to her at this point.

"Where are you, I want to see you. Is that okay?" As she was in her melancholy, her second message flashed on the screen.

I couldn't make up my mind for myself at this point, and although I tried to be calm tonight, I really began to believe in love at first sight from tonight. However, I really don't want to pull her into my muddy waters now, and the only judgment I think is still correct is this: in my current condition, to fall in love with her is to harm her. I still don't know where the road should lead for me who is now a mortal and not a person, so I can't let her go through the twists and turns with me with an uncertain future. Now I think of four words that make me cry and laugh - people and ghosts have different paths.

When I was at Fat Brother's house, I also looked up the meaning of "魑魅魍魉" on the Internet: "It was originally a ghost in ancient legends, referring to all kinds of bad people." From "The Third Year of Xuan Gong": "The charm of the ghost, you can't meet it." "I don't know why the ancestors of the world used such words to describe themselves. There are thousands of words in Chinese characters that cannot be used, and they even pick such derogatory terms. What I didn't expect was that I was one of the ghosts now, and the last thing I expected was that at this time, such a girl appeared in my sight.

If I think I'm a ghost, then I'm really a ghost, maybe Ichiē is not as bad or bad as I imagined, and the remaining trace of rebellion in my heart has the upper hand.

"I'm breathing on the beach, you haven't rested yet?" my fingers swam quickly over my phone's keyboard.

"I'm going to look for you, but I'm scared, Black. In a few seconds, Zhang Zeying's message came back.

I don't know what to say when I see this message, maybe there will be a sense of accomplishment when a man is relied on. I should act like a man now, and I shouldn't continue to be so decadent. I'm going to start a new life, maybe this time should be a turning point in my life, a new life.

"Wait for me, I'll wait for you downstairs in the hotel. Don't come out by yourself, it's dangerous outside. "I don't know how to use the word dangerous, maybe I really care about her, for fear that she will make even the slightest mistake. Even if it's just one side, but at this moment there have been countless waves in my heart, which can't be calmed. After sending the message, he put away his mobile phone and quickly rushed to the hotel where Zhang Zeying was staying.

This time, there was no teleportation effect, just like the usual running, running all the way, I estimated in my heart that about five minutes later, through the strange eyes of a few passers-by, I came to the door of the hotel. Although I didn't want to teleport before, just running all the way didn't make me breathless, and my heartbeat didn't accelerate.