The world is constantly changing.

Lin Xiaolu wants to change, but Lin Xiaolu doesn't really like change.

She wants to change herself, but she doesn't want the world around her to change.

But the reality always backfired, and as she grew up, it was the world around her that changed, but it was herself who didn't.

At this point, she went from ignorance to clarity, from ignorance to awareness.

The elders she met would always say that she was innocent and childlike, and the classmates she knew would often dislike her for being naïve, although she hated being said so, but she couldn't come up with a reason to refute it.

She does still love the things she loved as a child; is still the most distant girl in the class from love; Still a cut short of his peers.

And she is still subconsciously waiting for her mother to return.

Her mother is dead, and she is no longer a child, and she can clearly recognize this, but she can't help but wonder what would happen if her mother was still around.

Therefore, she has always resisted the appearance of other women around her father.

She didn't know how long her father's feelings for her dead mother would last; She didn't know what would become of the already fragile family when other women appeared in the family. She didn't want a stepmother.

Even if she knew that her father's love life was his freedom, she just didn't want it.

This mood became extremely strong after seeing the woman named Hong Sihe.

When they first met, she could feel that the woman was imitating her mother's words and deeds, and the woman tried to attract and get close to her father in this way, which gave her an extremely strong sense of crisis.

I don't mind, I don't care, she told herself. She is already a magical girl, she has entered the magic side, and she is supposed to be an extraordinary person who has the world in her heart, and this kind of trivial things in life can't mess with her mind.

But that night, when she overheard the conversation between the woman and her father, she realized something else that had an even greater impact on her:

- The delphinium also knows her father, and it is likely that this is the reason why the delphinium takes care of herself.

Later, this conjecture was declared a misunderstanding by his father, and he learned from Delphinium that she actually took care of herself because her mother was also a magical girl. But Lin Xiaolu did not forget the conjecture at that time.

Sometimes, she will also ask herself: What would happen if everything was really as she thought, her father had a deeper relationship with Delphinium, and even Delphinium would one day become the "stepmother" she had always resisted? Are you sad or happy?

If you think about it in the past, Lin Xiaolu feels that she should still want to refuse. After all, Delphinium is just Delphinium, even if she is the predecessor she longs for and admires, if she wants to use this to become her stepmother, it will not work.

However, this does not seem to be the case.

When she really began to think about this problem, and even began to fantasize about "if Delphinium was her stepmother", she found that she was inexplicably not so resistant.

It's like, if the delphinium is really her "mother", it is a matter of course.

At that time, Lin Xiaolu didn't understand where this inexplicable feeling came from, she only thought these were her own cranky thoughts, and didn't say these thoughts.

Until the night of the Full Moon Festival.

When she and her companions chose to leave their home after discovering the huge crisis in the city center, she found in a glimpse that her father's door was not closed.

It was already early in the morning, and even if my father was busy with work, there was no reason to go out at that time, but he just left home.

Later, in the midst of fighting against the enemies of Ember Dawn, who had fallen into a huge disadvantage, the Delphinch, which was impossible to appear in Fangting City, appeared.

She clearly said that she would not come back during the festival, but she still stood in front of the enemy in a desperate situation.

And in the end, in the middle of the battlefield, the woman who turned into a monster and called herself Mousse said:

- "Her father seems to have a leg with you. ”

At that moment, Lin Xiaolu suddenly realized, and his mouth suddenly opened.

Why did the father leave at that time, and why did the delphinium appear at that time, all because the father and the delphinium really had a secret relationship, and even, it was a couple relationship.

It was my father who brought the delphinium at that time.

And when everything became logical in her mind, and all the logic seemed impeccable, Lin Xiaolu, who was protected by Delphinium in the battle, finally understood what her strange feelings for Delphinium were.

- She felt her mother's temperament in Delphinium.

This is a feeling that doesn't make any sense, because his mother Anya, and Delphinium are completely two personalities.

Anya's character is warm and high-spirited. It may be very off-line at times, but that kind of disconnection and casualness brings a powerful encouragement.

The character of the delphinium is cold and deep. Most of the cases are very serious, but there is a slight tenderness in the coldness and seriousness.

Even the most insensitive person can clearly feel the difference between the two personalities.

But Lin Xiaolu had this inexplicable feeling.

After that day, Lin Xiaolu had a somewhat strange dream.

In the dream, I seem to be a baby lying in swaddling clothes, and my mother is teasing me with a tender smile, and I can't speak at that time, I can only "babble" at her.

In the dream, she didn't see her father, but her mother seemed to be talking to someone she couldn't see, and even looked a little girlish and playful.

She laughed heartily and threw herself into the hands of the unseen.

Lin Xiaolu felt that the height of her body suddenly decreased, and a pair of hands with a little coolness took herself, and then gently hugged herself into her arms.

Although the embrace was cold, it was not annoying, and it was even somewhat comfortable.

Who is it? Lin Xiaolu thought so, she tried hard to open her eyes in the swaddling clothes, and struggled to look up, trying to see who that person was.

She saw blue.

She saw a pair of azure blue eyes as clear as jewels looking at her gently.

The delphinium held her in her arms, opened and closed her mouth with some expression she had never seen before, and uttered a string of words that the baby could not understand.

Then, Lin Xiaolu woke up from her sleep.

In the early morning sunshine, Lin Xiaolu, who was sleepy-eyed, sat on the bed like this, reminiscing about that strange dream with some unfinished thoughts, and always felt that the experience in the dream was extremely real, as if something had really happened.

She realized that this dream might not be her own simple fantasy, it should have its own meaning.

Lin Xiaolu just sat on the bed and thought, after a long time of reminiscence, careful reasoning, and careful evidence, she finally came to a somewhat bold conjecture:

- My mother gave me a dream, and she agreed to be my stepmother.

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