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When I miss someone, I don't need to miss our things at all. As soon as I hear his name, I cry.

In his first year with Mr. Yuen, he went on a business trip to Hong Kong in March. When I came back at the end of the month, I was not notified. I worked overtime at the company to catch up on the design draft, and I didn't spend the night at home for several days.

When he called, it was already half past three in the morning.

The phone kept ringing, I was lying on the desk and I didn't know whether I was asleep, and my colleague called me sleepily:

"Ginger group! The phone is ringing! ”

I squinted for my phone.

"Hmm."

"Jiang Jingmu... Where are you. His voice trembled.

The familiar sound made my closed eyes lose focus for a second, and then when I opened my eyes, I straightened up and glanced at the people in the design department, four or five of them were sleeping peacefully on the table.

"What's wrong?" I asked in a low voice

"Where are you? Why didn't you answer the phone just now? ”

"Me? I'm in the company. Fell asleep and didn't hear. ”

I replied to him with a smile, stretched my waist and lay on the table again, knowing that he was running business in Hong Kong, so I didn't bother to say anything, I just felt dizzy and my eyes were sleepy.

"I'll pick you up." Mr. Yuan said.

"Aren't you in Hong Kong?"

"I just got off the plane and I'm in... Forget it, I'm going to pick you up now. He was a little anxious on the other end of the phone.

"No, it's late. You just come back and have a good rest tonight, I'll be back tomorrow morning. ”

"Jiang, be obedient. I'll pick you up right now. ”

Hanging up the phone, I looked down at my phone. sighed heavily, went to the bathroom lightly, washed it briefly, and then picked up his bag and went downstairs.

The temperature at the end of March is a bit low, especially at night. After coming down from the company, I went to KFC to buy two glasses of warm milk and went back the way I came.

As soon as I took a sip of warm milk, I saw Mr. Yuan's car. He pulled over and walked briskly in front of me without waiting for the engine to turn off.

Dressed in a gray woolen coat, he held my face and kissed me without waiting for me to hand him the milk.

I'm a cheesy person, and I don't bother to appreciate the flowers in the fog. Ordinary and shocking things are normal things for me. I saw you alone, my heart was surging, and I longed for flowers to bloom. You don't need to open your mouth, this prosperous world is for you, and I will give it to you.

As soon as his nose was sore, tears flowed down. He left my lips and reached out to wipe the tears from my face.

"Crying for what?" Mr. Yuan asked

"I didn't cry."

"And what are your eyes red about?" He clearly did it on purpose!

"You still ask me, your own eyes are red like rabbits."

Mr. Yuan wrinkled his nose and smiled. I looked at him and wanted to tell him in particular. I'm afraid, I love you too obviously, but I'm afraid you can't see it.

Later, Yuan Shubai told me that his ticket on the day he came back was early in the morning. He was afraid that when he came home with his luggage, it would affect my sleep and delay my work tomorrow, so he simply didn't say anything.

But unexpectedly, when he returned home, he found that there was no one at home. When I went to my bedroom, I only had the 22nd on my small calendar, and there was no movement after that.

I have a habit of reading the calendar and writing down the schedule on the calendar.

When he saw the blank days, and it was about three o'clock in the morning, I called and no one answered. He was a little panicked and wanted to call my parents, but he was afraid of disturbing the two of them, so he called me one after another.

I laughed at him for thinking a lot, and he said with a serious expression. "You won't know how scared I was when I saw the clock pointing to three seventeen. I was afraid that something had happened to you, so I didn't come home so late. I think you may have gone on vacation, but you haven't had time to talk to me these days, and I don't know if you're really going on a trip, because you didn't bring your calendar, I'm worried...

Jiang Jingmu, you don't know how many things I thought about at that moment. I'm afraid it's because we're too busy with work to take care of each other.

I would love to see you, I wanted to tell you on the phone, my worries, I wanted to tell you that I was at home, but how scared I was when I saw that there was no one in the bedroom.

Because I love you, I'm suspicious of everything. I wonder if you don't love me anymore and have someone else in your heart. Thinking all day and night, only you can save me, I am afraid that something will happen to you and make me regret it for the rest of my life. ”

Later, I wrote this down in my diary. Writing such a sentence at the end, I never thought of leaving, because if I was gone, I was afraid that you would cry and be lonely.