Courtesy, righteousness and shame

Over the years together, it has not been without contradictions and misunderstandings.

When there was a misunderstanding, I rejected his marriage proposal, the first one.

The most angry time was not about Nian Jun, but about his colleague Lu Yitong.

The woman who was three years younger than me.

I sent him ambiguous text messages one after another, and I didn't have his sister-in-law's phone in my mobile phone, so I borrowed his mobile phone, but he found a bunch of excuses for me.

In short, it is not allowed to be used.

He was taking a shower in the bathroom when his phone rang. I reflexively went to help him pick it up, and it was a sweet and coquettish female voice in my ears:

"Manager Yuan, I'm Yitong. It's mine... The necklace is not something you took away during a meeting. ”

Necklace...

What a necklace...

As soon as my mind was clouded, I hung up the phone and went to the bathroom in disbelief.

Warm lights...

So, is he liking someone else?

I'm a selfish person, and I'm afraid he'll break up. I made excuses to go back to my parents' house all day long.

He didn't really care and took me to the restaurant for dinner. On the way, I finally met the woman named Lu Yitong.

Very young, tall and wearing a lake blue skirt with curly brown hair. Delicate makeup with a non-existent smile on her face. When he looks at me, he likes to squint. He snorted softly from his nose and looked at me with a smile on the corner of his right lip.

Compared to her, I was twenty-seven years old and looked so ordinary. I don't think I've watched enough TV series, otherwise why didn't I curse or beat her like I did in the TV series.

On the contrary, he was comparing himself with her, and sneering at himself by the way.

Look for yourself, wearing a ponytail and red and white sports short sleeves with letters. And Mr. Yuan next to him is a suit and tie, mature with masculine charm.

She asked, "Manager Yuan, who is this?" ”

Mr. Yuan held my waist and responded politely: "My girlfriend, Jiang Jingmu." This is my colleague, Lu Yitong. ”

He is really fated to Mu Zi, whether it is Jiang Jingmu, Lu Yitong, or himself, they all have Mu ...... in their names

"Hello."

"Hello." Nodding and smiling, no pleasantries.

When I got home, I used the excuse of going to my parents' house again. Yuan Shubai sensitively noticed that something was wrong with me in the past few days, and he looked at me with a joke look at me wearing a pure white gauze skirt, holding a bag and preparing to go out.

Picked me up and sat down on the shoe cabinet in the hallway:

"Jiang, marry me."

"What..."

"I mean, let's get married."

I was a little surprised, but my heart was full of worries when I saw Lu Yitong during the day.

"I... I think that's a bit early. Marriage is a very important thing, you are like this... It's so casual, tell the parents..."

"I'm twenty-nine years old and I know what I'm thinking."

The first proposal was so sloppy and scary. I kept my mouth shut and didn't speak, and his gaze on me dimmed a little.

"Jiang, you know what? Your evasion has consumed all my sense of security. All along, I have loved you with all my heart, thinking that giving will be rewarded. Now I know, you haven't loved me too much, maybe I'm impulsive. ”

He picked me up, smiled weakly at me, and went to my room.

In the end, I didn't go back to my parents' house, and when I washed my face and brushed my teeth in the evening, I received a text message from Lu Yitong, only a simple sentence:

――It's better to be a little self-aware.

- Lu Yitong

Why not be a little self-aware? Oh, who should be a little self-aware?

After escaping for many days, this situation was finally ended by Mr. Yuan, who saw Lu Yitong's successive text messages.

"Don't you explain?"

"You let me explain? Why don't you explain? ”

"She and I are just colleagues."

"Huh." I don't think I'm thinking about anything anymore, I don't want to know what his relationship with that woman is.

Or maybe I guess I'm tired, I've never had anything like this before, I just want to get out of it quickly.

"I'll go and talk to her about it." He took my mobile phone and dialed Lu Yitong's number.

He was standing a little far away from me in the living room, and I vaguely heard him say. I hope she doesn't have any misunderstanding, because it's a colleague, so she just turns a blind eye, but texting is too much, and it has disturbed our lives and so on.

may have discussed discord, and in the end he dismissed Lu Yitong as a leader.

Hanging up the phone, he walked up to me with my phone. When I reached for it, he held it tightly.

"You're my girlfriend, you're my love. In such a situation, you should not think about whether I like someone else, but you should take the initiative to attack and not run away. ”

When the strength is exhausted, like those ashes, a gentle blow is enough to scatter in the wind, without a trace.

Seeing that I was about to cry with my head down, he sighed and hooked my chin and kissed me on the lips.

"I said I like you, and I won't like anyone else. I'll let you know if it changes, but I don't think that day will come. Because of me, I fell in love with you for a long time. If you are fierce, I will not hate you. Don't do that, this time I'm wrong. ”

"It's obviously your fault." I sniffed and whispered, it was obviously the little girl he seduced, and it had always been his fault.

I've never been in this situation before, and this time I really panicked.

When Lu Yitong asked me to come out to meet, she was still exquisite. But this time, I didn't want to be outdone and fought back, I took Mr. Yuan to the appointment, and looked at Lu Yitong sitting opposite very arrogantly.

She didn't expect me to bring Mr. Yuan to meet him. She lost her confidence, didn't say anything, and stared at Mr. Yuan for a long time.

Really unhappy, her gaze was too hot. I looked at her with a frown, and then at Mr. Yuan:

"Look at what, look!"

She ignored me, her red lips smiled lightly, and her eyes were full of tears:

"Yuan Shubai, do you know, I've liked you since my freshman year, when you were already in your senior year and ready for an internship. The people in the dormitory bullied me and threw away the office key that the teacher had put in him, and you helped me find it in the playground. That's when I liked you. Obviously, I knew you first, but when I found you, why did you already have someone else around you? ”

Mr. Yuan may not know this paragraph, but the hand that was holding my hand was slightly released. It wasn't right, I reached for his fingers and pressed harder.

said to Lu Yitong:

"Love doesn't come first and come first, but it is polite, righteous and shameful, and other people's objects please don't worry about it."

I didn't expect me to say it so strongly, he looked at me in surprise, I glared back at him, and he chuckled under his breath.

He said to Lu Yitong:

"Hmm... Thank you, but I already have someone to love. You don't have to embarrass yourself, I hope we don't meet in the future. ”

When I left, I compared him to Nianjun. In the relationship, what he doesn't like, he does it very decisively. And Nianjun, if you don't like it, you can still disappoint you and give you expectations.

Don't wander under a tree, don't meditate in the rain, don't weep in the dark. Look ahead, don't look back, as long as you have the courage to face it and raise your head, you will find that this countless haze is just a short rainy season. Looking ahead, there is still a bright sky that does not make people feel hesitant.