Wu Lewei's eyes were full of tears, and the crystal teardrops, like pearls with broken threads, rolled down his cheeks.

Qu Zhi'an closed his eyes and shook his head: "I want to cry, but I don't know how to cry anymore." ”

Qu Zhian stood behind Wu Lewei, picked up the sparse happiness flowers that Wu Lewei stepped on again, and used his hands to play with the flowers that could still be seen one by one.

Put it in front of the tombstone: "I'm sorry, Donghua, I'll make it up to you next time." ”

Wu Lewei fainted crying and was sent to the hospital.

When I woke up, I was in a state of confusion.

"Qu Zhi'an, I will never forget you in my life, you have to live with my hatred for the rest of your life." Wu Lewei didn't look at Qu Zhi'an, staring at the ceiling with a dull gaze.

"Okay." Qu Zhi'an said.

Qu Zhi'an got up from her chair and left her with this sentence when she walked to the door:

"At the end of this winter, you will never understand how sad I was at the beginning."

She's saying that you can't appreciate a person leaving your life without it. Take away all the familiarity he had from his time, and leave you alone to adjust to your new life.

How painful it is, completely suffocating, depriving a person of a part from the bottom of my heart.

Qu Zhian sat in his car, holding the steering wheel with both hands, and buried his face.

Suddenly he burst into tears, as violently as the mouth of a river overflowing with floodwater. It's like pouring out all the bitter water that has accumulated in my heart over the years.

In the underground parking lot, she cried alone as if she had lost the whole world.

The lovelorn museum is a shop that Qu Zhian has always looked down on. She has always thought that these pitiful and pretentious sentences are the most ridiculous for a mature woman.

But, that day. She wrote with her own hand on the red wooden board on the wall:

- Chen Donghua, if I could go back to the past, I would choose not to know you. It's not that I regret meeting you, it's that I can't face the end without you.

You left me in the world, but you yourself went into the world, and you became one with the earth.

There is a saying: the most painful distance is that you are not around, but in your heart.

I won't be able to forget you for the rest of my life, are you happy?

A few days later, Qu Zhian saw Wu Lewei in front of Chen Donghua's tombstone again, this time she didn't bring happiness flowers, and changed to hyacinths.

"What are you doing again?"

Wu Lewei took a rag and wiped Chen Donghua's tombstone over and over again, without looking at Qu Zhi'an, he put on a new bouquet and glued it to the periphery of the tombstone.

"What are you doing again? You can't be together. Qu Zhi'an let Hyacinth go.

Wu Lewei said: "If you can't be together, you can't be together, maybe your life is not that long." ”

She is hinting at Qu Zhi'an, everything has a price, and the price of happiness is pain.

She used her life to commemorate Chen Donghua, and Qu Zhian has entered a new life. From today on, she replaced Qu Zhi'an and remembered Chen Donghua deeply.

How happy you were at the beginning, and then you lost, we know that it will always have an end.

Qu Zhi'an still left one step ahead of Wu Lewei, and she wrote down the words in the book.

-- Love to become a word, lose weight and slim fingers under the lovesickness, turn around the vicissitudes of life, and instantly age the beauty of the red face. The years are still quiet, however, in a flashy dream, some love will eventually be scattered all over the world, and not all the hands of the holding son can carry the old age.

No matter what the sweet words were at the beginning, how good the sea vows and mountains said. In the end, the man who broke the appointment first has now been reduced to loess. No matter how much you care, you can't care about anything.

It's better that it didn't exist in the first place. It's better than saying goodbye to heaven and man now, and there is not even a word of blessing.

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We all think of Chen Donghua from time to time, when he hid his illness and made us misunderstand that he was a scumbag, we all thought that a person changed his mind really quickly.

When Mr. Yuan recalled Chen Donghua, his eyes were full of bottomless gloom, and his eyes flashed with heartbreaking sadness.

He would say, "We all thought he had a few more years..."

Then I slowly raised my eyes, and I saw his dark black pupils, quietly hiding a heart-wrenching appearance.

Qu Zhi'an asked me, "Are you happy?" Meet Yuan Shubai? ”

I said: "I am a person who laughs a lot, but I am not a person who is always happy, so when I met Yuan Shubai, he touched me to be negative in many situations." ”

She asked again: "Do you think it's appropriate for me to be with Xi Nanqing?" ”

"It's a good fit." In my opinion, it's really a good fit.

At this most opportune time, appear, get acquainted, fall in love. has driven Qu Zhi'an to change a lot, isn't such a wonderful fate still appropriate?

"Missing someone is like drinking a glass of ice-cold water, and then drops of water condense into tears."

"You're like you're drinking, and that's how you drink."

"I'm in pain... I hope to go back in time, I don't know him, I'm not tempted, maybe his fate will be different? Qu Zhi'an blocked it in front of him with a tissue and sobbed softly.

"Let's just look away."

"yes, why be yourself."

Qu Zhian said that Wu Lewei still goes to see Chen Donghua's tombstone from time to time, and often sits there for a long time. Or go to Chen Donghua's parents' house every few days, pack up some things to take away, and then take them to the tombstone, talk and laugh, and cry again.

I always say that Chen Donghua is really blessed to meet Qu Zhian and Wu Lewei. But Mr. Yuan always said that what he owes in this life is enough to pay back in the next life.

No matter what he said, I didn't want to hear a word, and hugged his waist tightly: "It's okay, it's okay, this luck has always surrounded you." If it were you, I'm afraid I'd go crazy. ”

"Silly, so I'll try to live to be a hundred years old, just to keep you from tears, fool."

I have never been grateful, I am fine with him.

The past has always been deeply engraved in my mind, and that beautiful memory will stay with me forever.

When we gamble our lives, our hearts die.

Suddenly it rained heavily, Qu Zhian looked up at the window, the clouds were thick, and the sun was hiding: "The sudden rain is to commemorate Chen Donghua's passing years, right?" ”

"Perhaps, God still has mercy on him."

"I still believe in God, but what about you?"

In the first year of Chen Donghua's departure, at my house, she asked the same thing that night.

I still don't believe it, she still believes it.

"But God looks down on my whole life, but still can't save me from fire and water."

"But why do you believe it when you know that the so-called prayer is just self-comforting?"

"Because, I dare not believe it. I'm afraid that the slightest disrespect I have for them will hurt Donghua in heaven. ”

"He'll be happy."

"Yes, I always help him pray."

Qu Zhian said that one night she dreamed of Chen Donghua.

In the dream, there was a person who looked like Chen Donghua and said: "I am not your Donghua, he has been reincarnated." I'm just here to inform you, and the person in your dreams won't be him. ”

What a strange dream, Qu Zhi'an said, what do you mean? Has Donghua been reborn?

I thought, maybe. But it's good, he has a new life and has forgotten about us.