Xiao Lei walked out of the Su Mansion in a trance.

He didn't pay attention to the steps he stepped on, and almost stepped into the air.

"Childe!" The little guy hurriedly helped him.

Xiao Lei pushed his hand away and didn't let him help, but chose to go by himself.

"Childe...... You wait for me......" The little guy hurried after him.

Xiao Lei walked in a trance among the crowd of people on the street.

Although he begged Su Nianyun to beg earnestly, expressing his determination to heal his throat, he really walked out, and his feet were weak.

Everything is because of the healing method that Su Nianyun told him, it was so shocking!

Su Nianyun said that if he really wanted to heal his throat, he needed to re-cut the wound and reconnect the broken vocal cords inside.

Re-cut the wound on the neck......

His hand unconsciously touched his neck, and the feeling of despair that had been pierced in his neck more than half a year ago refilled his body.

On a hot summer day, he was cold.

It was a painful memory, and every time he thought about it, he felt sick.

Seeing that he was unstable, the little guy wanted to come up and help him several times, but he pushed him away.

In the past, he did not learn or know, he was dedicated to martial arts, and he relied on the position of the son of the world to act recklessly.

A triumphant, point-pointing expedition rewrote his life.

After being sent back to recuperate, he did take the opportunity to read a few books.

Basically, every book of sages has repeatedly said a few words like "you have to go your own way".

Therefore, he didn't let the little guy help him, this is his own way, even if he cries and hurts, he has to finish it by himself.

He probably only understood what Su Nianyun said about opening the wound and renewing it, and he didn't understand some other terms.

Su Nianyun said that even if he did this, he would not be able to speak, and it was very likely that he would die while doing this.

Die?

Xiao Lei was afraid in the past, but Xiao Lei is not afraid now.

After losing the throne, he felt that his suffering was more uncomfortable than death.

The subordinates in his Hou Mansion are high and low, even if they are a little bold, seeing that he can't speak, and secretly slacking off in serving, it is a common thing.

And the reason why they were able to do this was because their mother didn't care about him anymore.

To be precise, when he first returned home, his mother was still interested in him.

But when all the imperial doctors said that he could no longer recover his voice, and the emperor was ready to give Xiao Guang the succession of the throne, his mother Wei Shi didn't even look at him again.

Once upon a time, he knew that his mother had endless expectations in him, and he did what he expected.

But he never expected that he, who had lost the position of the son of the world, would not even want to look at his mother, which is the real punishment.

So, even if Su Nianyun he might die......

"Childe," the little guy stopped him at this time, "Don't go any further, further on is the vegetable market, where there are three sects and nine streams, and it will tarnish your identity." ”

Identity?

Xiao Lei was surprised, what is his identity?

People say that the phoenix with falling feathers is not as good as a chicken, and his father doesn't love him, but now I'm afraid it's not as good as the chicken in the vegetable market.

He didn't listen to what the little guy said, but walked in resolutely.

"Master, what do you want to buy, you tell me, I'll ...... Eh, my master is dirty, be careful......"

Soon, the little guy followed Xiao Lei to the most lively stall in the vegetable market.

Xiao Lei silently pointed behind the butcher who was sharpening his knife.

The little maid looked at a few lambs waiting to be slaughtered.

"Childe...... You don't really want to do what Princess Nianyun says, do you? The little guy's eyes widened.

Xiao Lei nodded.

Su Nianyun is the one who tried his best to pull him back from the line of death, since it was what she said, even if there was only a little hope, he was willing to try.

"Childe, don't be impulsive, let's go back and discuss this matter with the lord and the lady......"

Xiao Lei looked at the little guy with an inquiring look in his eyes.

What he meant was, "They don't care if I live or die, and if you ask them, they won't care." ”

No, the mother will not care, she will definitely agree.

This is his mother.

She has the strongest expectations for him, and it can be said that she has no expectations for him

Without the position of the son, he is probably not even her son.

His mother was so disappointed in him, and he couldn't be so disappointed in his mother.

So this time to find Su Nianyun for healing, he decided to do it quietly and not tell anyone.

After all, the mother had no other children under her knees, and if he could still fight, the mother would definitely agree to let him try.

So, what else to ask, the result is the same!

The little guy obviously thought of this result as well, and he shut his mouth in disdain.

Finally, he looked at the butcher, "Boss, we have bought all the little lambs behind you!" ”

"Okay!"

When the stout butcher saw that the other party was rich, he immediately picked up his sharp blade.

He asked intimately, "What do you want to do, I'll clean it up for you, will you take it again?" Or will it be delivered to your door? ”

"No, no," the little guy shook his head, "don't kill, we're going to live." ”

The little maid paid the money and left the address of the Su house, "Just send these lambs here, pay attention, we don't want to die, just live." ”

"Okay."

The butcher knows that the rich and noble have many rules.

Maybe people don't like to slaughter lambs outside, so they like to slaughter them at home with their own cooks.

Leaving the little guy at the back to settle the bill, Xiao Lei continued to walk forward.

Although Su Nianyun said that pigs, cows, sheep and all kinds of livestock could be trained for her, he still felt that the lamb was better.

The neck of a sheep looks about the same thickness as a human neck, so it should be more appropriate for Su Nianyun to use sheep to practice, right?

Just thinking about it, a butcher tied up a big fat pig and plunged a knife into the neck of the white fat pig, and blood gushed out in an instant.

Seeing this scene, Xiao Lei couldn't help but cover his neck in horror.

At this time, the little guy caught up, "Childe, I know that you only chose the lamb for Princess Nianyun." ”

"Why don't you go back to the house first, you want to send a few sheep to the Su Mansion, tell me the number, and I will stay here and buy it before I go back to the house......"

In fact, the little guy really wants to persuade the son to dispel this idea and not to take this risk.

If it is not treated, at most, Childe will not be able to speak, and if it is cured, Childe may die.

As Childe's tongue for so long, he almost got along with his master, knowing that Childe would not change his mind again.

Xiao Lei gestured to the little maid, and then left the vegetable market first.

Walking on the familiar streets, he couldn't help but think of the past, riding a tall horse, proud and conceited and looking down on anyone else.

He still remembers bullying the children of a down-and-out family on the street.

The man was bleeding from the beaten lips and lay on the ground screaming at himself.

"Xiao Lei, you remember ten years in Hedong and ten years in Hexi, you won't be so proud forever!"

At that time, Xiao Lei replied like this, "My father was born in Rongma and made great contributions to the Tanglin country, and our family's merits are real, not comparable to your declining family." ”

"Hehe......"

The man laughed wildly, "If you don't have your father, you might as well be as good as me, your arrogance is not your own, it was given by your father!" ”

This man is a prophecy.

If his father didn't give him this pride, he would be nothing.

If his mother doesn't give him something to rely on, he's nothing.

The more Xiao Lei walked, the more lonely he became.

Coincidentally, I met the person I bullied back then.

After being insulted by Xiao Lei on the street, Jiang Rong became even more angry after he went back, and finally let him win the championship in the imperial examination last year and get the emperor's reuse.

Now, he has served in the household department, and he has a clear mind and quick hands and feet, and he is deeply loved by his superiors, and he will be promoted to a squire in the near future.

At this time, when a person who was proud of the spring breeze met a person who was lost and lonely, the previous situation was reversed.

"Yo you, isn't this Xiao Shizi?"

Before Jiang Rong could speak, several companions around him had already taken the lead.

"What nonsense, how can there be any Xiao Shizi? Xiao Shizi is on duty in the Ministry of Rites, and he shouldn't be on duty now! ”

"Ah yes, it's wrong, it's not Xiao Shizi, it's Xiao Dagong!"

"Hey, Master Xiao, why don't you talk when we meet old acquaintances?"

"That's it, Master Xiao, it's rare for us to meet on the street, why don't you say a word?"

Xiao Lei was blocked by them and had to stop.

Unable to speak or refute, he stood there and let them taunt him.