Because I parachuted into the thinking tree, I didn't start as an assistant, I directly became a designer, and I skipped the old employees and became the team leader.

I am often worn in small shoes by my colleagues, because I am younger than them and I am their team leader, and many people think that I am not good. A group of projects, five or six people pick my work together. I didn't know that there was a liquidated damages, but they said no, so a few of my colleagues followed me and kept delaying. In the end, the customer was impatient to wait, like the company offered to make us pay liquidated damages.

More than half of the salary was deducted.

My colleagues also complained about me behind my back, saying that a good project was planted in my hands. More than half of my salary was deducted, and I didn't even have enough money for food. They were fine, and the group slapped their butts happily and sang in celebration.

It's been like this for a long time, and every time I tell the leader, they don't care. They all think it's my fault, that I've offended the customer. There were also colleagues from different design groups who threw the documents to me and asked me to hand them over, and then lost them again inexplicably. One will be a contract, the other will be a tender, and I will work overtime and rush out, but I am still scolded by the leader, as if no matter how hard I try, they can't see my good.

I don't know what I'm not good enough about, but I'm good to people. I never speak ill of them, but because I become the team leader, I may have more things to contact with them in the future, and the treatment is better than theirs, so they are not convinced.

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I thought she was going to say me a bunch of comforting words, but she just opened me another beer and asked me to have a toast with her.

The bitter wine slid down his throat, and most of the grievances were washed down.

"Why don't you start tomorrow and prove yourself in another way?" She raised her eyebrows and looked at me, but I thought she was a very cute and very good woman.

"How do you prove it in another way?"

"Be patient and wait for the right time. Make yourself look good first, and the more they fix you, the more stress-free you will be. Seize the opportunity to prove yourself, don't care how arrogant they are now, there will always be a day when they miss, see what they do. I often walk by the river, how can I not get my shoes wet? The more panicked you are in the team, like a headless fly, you have to take the first step to stabilize yourself, turn hostility into friendship, and turn mistakes into opportunities. ”

I don't think I'm a lucky person, but the more helpless I am, the more I always meet the help of noble people. A cup that night seemed to have changed my fortune as well. In the face of their tricks, I accepted it all and stopped complaining. Waiting for the time to hibern, I thought it would anger them, and they would definitely deal with me even harder.

I didn't expect them to think it was boring anymore, and they stopped playing tricks, and it seemed that they suddenly admitted that I was the team leader. In this way, half a year was spent without incident, and our department took over a wedding planner, our group is the wedding dress, Dai Linchuan's group is the stage, and Xiao Zhou's group is makeup and lighting.

On the second wedding rehearsal, a designer in the group who was older than me and I had been arguing constantly. The bride wants to modify the style, she always wants to highlight her style, and we are modifying it according to the bride's request.

On her lunch break that day, she was holding scissors. Cut all the hard work of our group for a month into pieces and secretly threw it in the trash.

The bride is in the dressing room, waiting for the newly changed wedding dress. We were busy looking for the missing wedding dress, and another person in the group found it from the trash can. I didn't do an inspection, I didn't ask about the situation, I just hugged the wedding dress and hurriedly ran to the bride. I thought I could exhale a breath, but I didn't expect it to break as soon as I opened it.

The bride's expression became very ugly, and a phone call was made to the ACFTU. When the ACFTU dared to come over, he drenched the dogs we scolded and deducted the annual salaries of all of us, and I didn't have much salary. During that time, they were also used to living in poverty, and several of them kept pleading with the ACFTU.

The general manager looked at the bride's face and was always ugly, and left us a sentence: "If you can't find anyone to do it, get out!" The industry doesn't need a bunch of irresponsible designers. ”

This sentence is the first cruel sentence I have heard since I came to work under the ACFTU.

After the ACFTU left, a group of us stood where we were. There was a person behind him who said, "It's Sun Lan." ”

The designer named Sun Lan is older than me and has been in the company for many years. She always wanted to be the team leader when I didn't join the company.

This woman, my impression of her. In the company, what you desire is always eyeing yourself.

"You talk nonsense! How do you talk nonsense! Sun Lan was standing behind me with his shoulders crossed and looked at me defiantly. The man suddenly called her by name, and his face suddenly changed.

"It's you, it must be you. Last time, Team Leader Jiang's file was secretly put into the cutting machine by you. I've seen it all, I didn't expect you to be so excessive this time. and the wedding dress of the creation of the world last time, it was also cut by you at the instigation of your sister, He Xiaojun saw it, is it He Xiaojun! ”

"Yes, that's right, I've seen it too. You are just jealous of Team Leader Jiang, Sun Lan, you have gone too far this time, do you want all of us to lose their jobs? ”

When someone dares to poke a person, everyone will follow the crowd and attack her. That's when I realized that in the company, it was a circle that was difficult to teach close friends.

It's your luck to have a close friend, and you don't have to rush to be sad about it. When you're good enough, someone will naturally become your partner.

We will always touch the interests of others because of certain things. From then on, you are an enemy, a competitor.

After the monitoring was called out, it was really Sun Lan who did it. The ACFTU was in the office and did not draw the curtains, so that everyone could see how he scolded Sun Lan.

She paid liquidated damages and was reported by everyone. I also lost a lot of things that encouraged me to wear small shoes, and I got my fair pay.

After that wedding, the president fired a lot of people. The first time I was in the company, I said: there is no team spirit, there is no awe of work, people who are jealous of their colleagues, and they are not welcome to stay in the thinking tree.

It was the first time I felt warmth in the Thinking Tree. I also deeply reflected on myself and why I was bullied by my colleagues.

Because I didn't work hard enough, my abilities weren't seen by them.

Because I help a lot of people in a very helpful way!

Because I'm not going to be brave enough to say no!

I don't know that since that day, the ACFTU has received a lot of letters. The letters are all thanks to the designers of Lin Jing, who praised me for being serious and careful in my work, and planning is very kind to them.

Every letter of encouragement to me has been saved by me, and it has also become the motivation for me to go bravely on the Thinking Tree in the future.

Those letters, like a glass of wine that night, gave me the feeling of transit. Because of these letters, the ACFTU silently paid attention to me.

Many projects will mention me to the leader by name, from the beginning of the discomfort and fear.

Later, I was able to play with ease and self-confidence, and these are all growths.

So, Rarity. It's not that I'm lucky, but that I carried it through when I was the saddest and hardest. I already have nothing, and I have come from the trough, so I am not afraid of losing.

And having nothing was the only thing I was glad about at the beginning.

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After a morning in the office, Fang Yu reminded me many times that the president had already looked at me several times. Still holding the pen, I nodded, and continued to be in a daze.

I'm thinking of a way to let Rarity know how to approach her work. You can prevent her from having other thoughts because of this matter.

After getting off work at noon, I visited a former teacher. He is a person who likes to practice calligraphy, and he also likes to teach calligraphy to children in the community for free.

A very calm man, very easy-going. He saw at a glance that I had something on my mind, and wrote me the word "Jin".

I smiled and said, "Teacher Ji, you really think of me as a boy." Write me directly. ”

"It's good to work hard, and you can say that you can solve it easily. What's the difference, boys and girls are the same. ”

What he wants to say should be "strength", which can be strength, but also encouragement.

"Teacher Ji, I don't understand, why don't you teach adults to write calligraphy?"

I have asked him many times in the past, because I am really envious of the good calligraphy that others can write. Although I used to be an artist, I still don't have a lot of patience, so I am very perfunctory about some things.

"Don't teach, don't teach. If you come to Mr. Ji because of calligraphy, I won't let you come next time. ”

"It's not you who tell me why."

He jokingly waved at me and poured me a cup of jasmine tea. When I came to him, my favorite was this jasmine tea.

"I really want to know?"

"yes, tell me about it."

"I don't teach adults because they have too many minds and are not pure, and all sorts of things disturb their minds. When you calm down, you think a lot, and you can't learn the bones by doing it with two minds. ”

"It's okay, I can do it."

"You're going to say that you're going to have children in the future. I don't teach him calligraphy. ”

"Oh, Mr. Ji, I'm not kidding you. I'm not here to ask for calligraphy this time, this time it's something else. I'm stupid and can't figure it out. So come to the teacher and want to give me some solutions. ”

I have always believed that those elders have lived more than we eat salt. I like to chat with my elders, and often their words can wake up a lot of mistakes that young people are making. But by the time they comprehend life, they are already facing old age.

Sanmao said: I don't have time to be seriously young, and when I understand it, I can only choose to age seriously.

So, talk to these elders a lot, and you can gain a lot.

I also like to chat with innocent children, it's chatting, not talking. There is no slick cunning of a philistine, only a curious attitude towards everything. Crisp voices, cheering little hands. There is always love in their bright eyes, and no one can do it except innocent children.

It is often said that it is okay to be sleek, but it is okay to be a philistine. But... I understand the truth, but it's too difficult to do.

"Tell me something, and the teacher will help you analyze it."