I was surprised to see you downstairs at Hua Fuli Restaurant. I thought you hadn't returned yet, but it was you.

You and your friends sit on the rooftop on the second floor of the restaurant to eat barbecue, it is very strange, such a bustling street, the sound of traffic. You can fully see the night view of this place on the second floor, but you are lying on the fence. Staring at the building in the distance, he smoked in silence.

On the screen of the building at that end, there is a poster of Ou Shanshan's new movie. Wearing a dress sponsored by the Thinking Tree, she has a slightly sideways face, gentle and beautiful.

While still in a daze, Qu Zhian suddenly rubbed out from behind. Take me by the hand and lead me to the other end. I didn't tell her that Yuan Shubai was around here. Because I don't think it's necessary to say it, after all, it's over.

But why... It's obviously me who said I broke up, I said I was leaving, and I said it so decisively... In the end, I was the one who was so sad.

It's true... Miss him so much.

After celebrating Director Xi's birthday, I went home, and I refused Qu Zhi'an, and they sent me back. insisted on going back alone, and walked again along the intersection where I had just come.

I want to see if he's gone.

It was already past one o'clock in the morning, and there were still so many cars and people on the street. walked all the way to the opposite intersection at the entrance of the restaurant in Qianfuli, and his mind was repeating Mr. Yuan's voice:

He smiled and hugged his mother and said, "I'm so blessed to be with Jingmu!" Hee-hee! ”

"-How can you! I can't say how many awards I won as a child. I'm afraid you'll have low self-esteem, haha, little fool. ”

"--Rabbit, don't bite your shoes!"

"--Xi'er, go and your mother wake up and let her get up!"

"--Rabbit, come! Stand up and give you a piece of apple! ”

And his very steady voice, colliding in his ears:

"--Jiang, marry me! Let's get married, okay? ”

"――Did your company go to the last bidding? Our unit doesn't want to cooperate at all. By the way, our boss's daughter wants you to help her cousin design a suit. Can you? Will? ”

"-I'm sorry, Xiao Mu really can't help with this."

The restaurant was still open and I grabbed my bag. Standing where I was, I looked at the second floor of the restaurant. A group of them were still there, giggling and drinking and eating meat.

I ran all the way to the second floor, and I didn't know what was pushing me. I just want to think that he should be at home at this time. Because I have to wake up early the next day to run, I shouldn't stay here with my friends all night.

But when I really stood in front of a group of them, I regretted being so impulsive just now. It's been more than two months since they broke up, and no one has bowed their heads. Now, as an ex-girlfriend, what reason do I have to bother him?

Didn't you say it yourself, don't you like it anymore?

Why did we suddenly become like this...

How can I bring this step between us?

"Ginger..."

He was already a little drunk, and his eyes were hazy. He called me uncertainly, stared at me for a long time, and realized that it was really me. With a sudden, he put down his glass and tossed the cigarette butt into the ashtray at hand. He pushed his hand to the hand of the person next to him, sat up straight, and looked at me very crampedly.

Like a child who has made a mistake, he keeps his head down and doesn't say a word. I sniffed, paused for a second, and walked over to him.

He sat down on the stool and turned to face me, still looking like he had made a mistake, and everyone around him stopped to look at us.

I wanted to ask, but it was all stuck in my throat for a while. I couldn't say a word, even though I knew that few of the people present were sober. Still embarrassed, he turned around and ran downstairs.

So I never saw that the moment I left, he lowered his head, tears of sadness, and clenched his hands.

"Come, Shubai! Have another drink. The man next to him touched him on the shoulder and handed him a glass of wine.

The other person was drunk and asked with a big tongue: "Brother Yuan, that... Who's that? Why don't you say anything and just leave? ”

"Brother Yuan? Cheers? ”

He Muna took the wine glass, stretched it out and was about to clink glasses, but put it down again: "Don't drink it... She didn't like it. ”

"What?"

The man next to him didn't hear clearly, and put his head to his mouth to listen. Yuan Shubai stood up suddenly, took the coat on the chair, and ran out.

I stood at the door of the shop, covering my mouth and crying silently. I feel very guilty and guilty, it's only been two months. He lost a lot of weight, and he didn't even take care of his hair. The white shirt was stained on the collar and hem, and the blue stubble appeared on the lips.

He stood next to me and called me, "Ginger ......"

I wiped away my tears and looked back at him. The corners of his mouth were hooked bitterly, and he didn't wait for me to say anything. He lowered his head again, looking like he had made a mistake.

He still remembers that I didn't like him to drink, smoke, and make friends.

Even though he didn't smoke before, smoking is still included in my list.

"Well, why are you drinking here? Tomorrow, don't you go to work? ”

"The boss... Gave me a vacation... For a long time..."

"Well, you, it's fine. I was just worried about your safety, so I came up and took a look, sorry to disturb you. ”

I try to make my voice sound natural and calm. I'm afraid that even if he is a little drunk, he can hear my love for him that I can't hide.

But none of us want to bow our heads, probably because the love is not deep enough. It could also be the sentence: "Some people, if they don't say a word clearly, they will be strangers when they say goodbye." ”

When it was time to go back, he insisted on taking a taxi to see me off. I couldn't even speak clearly, and muttered vigorously: "It's too late, it's not safe, I'll send you." ”

"It's too late, it's not safe."

It was supposed to take me home, but halfway through it fell asleep on my shoulder. I had no choice but to help him and come to my house. The living room was pitch black, and the rabbit sniffed at our feet and found that it was Mr. Yuan, with his little tail dangling.

Mom and Dad should have fallen asleep, and I didn't dare to turn on the living room light for fear of disturbing them. I had to take Yuan Shubai to my room with great difficulty.

I found him a towel to wipe his face, and I found the clothes he had left here to change into, and the rabbit had been curled up next to his shoes.

After finishing it, I was tired and wanted to lie down and sleep quickly. only to find out that his stubble had not been repaired for a long time, and found the razor that Lao Jiang had newly bought to shave him.

The sound of the electric shaver shaving the stubble made her noise, grabbed my hand, and said half-asleep, "Xiaomu, I love you." ”

"Little Wood... Miss you... Think. ”

Who kissed first doesn't seem to remember much. I don't remember whose hand touched the other person's whole body first.

――――――

When he woke up the next morning, he was not at the bedside. Sit up and touch the place where he slept last night, it's cold. Everything last night was like a dream of my own.

Is it a greedy pleasure?

When my mother knocked on the door and came in, I was still looking there, my hand touching the other side of the bed.

"Why don't you hurry up? What are you telling me about? How is Xiao Yuan at home? One came back last night? ”

"He's not leaving?"

"What are you going to go? I'm watching a ball game with your dad, so I'm up for breakfast. After that, my mother closed the door and went out.

I stood in front of the closet, looking for clothes. only to find that his shoes were still at the end of the bed, and the slippers that belonged to him were worn away.

In the living room, his mother's voice came and asked him, "Why is there a bloody scab on his hand?" ”

He said: "When Xiaomu cut my nails, I accidentally cut the flesh. It's okay, it doesn't hurt, hee-hee. ”

"Okay, let's wash our hands and eat breakfast."

He didn't leave, the living room was their voices, as lively as ever. For a moment, my heart was sad and happy. It's like I've finally gotten a little happiness after so long.

At breakfast, sit next to him. I found out that he had already taken a shower, and his hair smelled of my shampoo, and his body was also fragrant. I guess I'm afraid that my parents will see him yesterday.

Lao Jiang said: "When are you going to settle down?" ”

A little puzzled, he looked at Lao Jiang and said, "Dad? What? ”

"I said, when will you and Xiao Yuan settle down? Marriage matters, still have a temper after talking about it for so long? The boss is not small, and he doesn't know how to hurry? ”

"It's not... You haven't listened yet..."

Before I finished speaking, Mr. Yuan said, "Next month." My parents read it some time ago and said they would have a good day next month. And it's not stressful, it's time-sensitive, and it's good enough to prepare. ”

Before "...... Yuan" could speak, Lao Jiang and his mother began to nod in agreement, and said to Mr. Yuan: "I also think it's okay, so let's have a meal with Teacher Yuan and them these days?" ”

"Okay, I'll call them in a moment. Last time, my parents also said that you don't come to them to travel in a group, and next time! ”

Lao Jiang said: "I haven't seen Teacher Yuan for a long time, how is your father?" ”

"Okay, keep muttering to me, saying that you won't call you to go over there for a few days."

In a few words, he coaxed my parents to be happy. No one asked us why we broke up, what conflicts were, and we broke up for more than two months.

I was also completely confused, obviously I hadn't reconciled yet, so I suddenly came to the step of talking about marriage.

When composing the room, their voices came from the living room from time to time, which was very comfortable and harmonious.

After Yuan Shubai pushed the door in, the door was slammed shut by him, and his heart suddenly became nervous.

"Ginger."

As soon as I looked up, I was kissed deeply by him. Soft lips, very gentle kiss.

"Wait a minute! Wait... Wait a minute, meta... Shubai. ”

I pushed him away to keep myself calm. Unexpectedly, such a fierce refusal made him grit his teeth and red eyes.

Falling into silence again, the two months of separation made us begin to become separated.

"It's okay not to quarrel, don't break up, don't lose your temper. I was so sad that when I came home, I saw the rabbit lying unhappily in its nest. I used to think that the most beautiful scenery was the way home. But now it's really hard to go home without you. We don't quarrel, we don't break up, how did we get to this point. ”

He put himself very low to save our love.

"Hmm... Good. "I know that this will be the last time I will be willful, and I will never quarrel and break up over small things again.

Whatever you do, there should be another person involved. When you want to do something, you should discuss it with the other person. When you don't tell the other person and make your own decision, it's very disrespectful to the person who loves you.

Because that's "we".