Qu Zhi'an's wedding dress was sewn by me with a needle and thread, from the fabric of the shopping guide to the lace embroidery on the skirt, every stitch and thread carried my blessing to her.

I want to wish my dear and happiness forever.

She lost a lover in her twenties, and it was years before she met another. It's rare, but it's a blessing. The pain he experienced in his early twenties, and he only started a new life at the age of twenty-eight.

In the past, she longed to build a small home of her own as soon as possible, with a lover and children, and a happy family of three. Since I was a child, I said that I would get married as soon as I graduated, but it dragged on until I was twenty-eight years old, a difference of five or six years.

It turns out that the reason why people are lonely is because they have to meet someone.

The night before the wedding, Qu Zhi'an also encouraged me to take her out to play. When it comes to the last single night, I always think that one is one out. Originally, according to the custom of her side, she didn't sleep all night. But I arranged for a makeup artist in advance, and the things were properly prepared.

She only took care of the safe arrival, and I took care of the rest. has been arranged, and then led Qu Zhian to rest.

I don't know how many chances Qu Zhi'an and I have to sleep in the same bed, the friendship we have made for half of our lives has long turned into family affection.

Qu Zhi'an lay on the left and said, "Sing on Saturday, or book the one we often go to." At twelve o'clock in the afternoon, it was sung until six o'clock in the afternoon. ”

Her wedding, but she was easily bored. My sleepy eyes were fighting, so I nodded casually in agreement.

"Okay."

"Then my child will also send you that education in the future, and you will tutor and counsel."

"Okay."

"After the wedding, remember to tell Yuan Shubai about the training you are going to make."

"Okay."

"How do you say everything? Then you will take care of my son's tutoring in the future, and I will send it to you directly when he goes to school in the future. I recorded it! She held up her phone and put it in my face and recorded it.

"Okay."

The sheep agreed to the tiger's mouth, and people like Qu Zhian are easy to be pampered and arrogant.

"You say, I've waited so long to finally get married. What if he treats me badly one day? "This blind turnip head!

"Xi Nanqing is a good man, he won't." My whole body was in a state of mental turmoil.

The wedding arrived as scheduled, the guests were full, and the whole wedding scene was the piano music of "Dream Wedding". The mother sat at the guest table and wept as if she were marrying her daughter.

I teased her: "Mom, it's not you marrying your daughter, why are you crying?" ”

"I'm happy, I'm crying with joy, you know what." My mother took the tissue handed over by Mr. Yuan, wiped her nose, and didn't look at me.

Mr. Yuan is also very happy, today is my dear wedding. We were all dressed very formally, in order to support the noodles for Qu Zhi'an.

"You and Xiao Yuan should hurry up and settle down... Don't let me worry about it, huh? Do you hear that? Mom blew her nose and pointed at the two of us.

Mr. Yuan raised his eyebrows, lowered his head and stretched out his hand, and asked me to put it on. After putting his hand up, he clenched his palm tightly and smiled brightly at his mother.

"Mom, look." Mr. Yuan called out to Mom, and when Mom moved her eyes from the stage to him, he raised the hand we were holding for Mom to see.

My mother was stunned for a moment, and then reacted randomly and said, "Okay, okay." ”

On the stage, Qu Zhian was wearing a white wedding dress and holding flowers. All the lights are focused on her, and the beauty is incomprehensible. Holding Qu's father. Daddy Qu... I'm old.

Rickety, wearing a suit, but not the slightest style of youth. The years have worn out the parents into old men, and the children have left home to get married.

In the past, Qu Zhi'an had a bad relationship with Qu's father and Qu's mother, and the environment in which Qu Zhi'an lived was too depressing due to childhood reasons.

It has been eleven years since Qu Zhi'an left home.

When Qu Zhi'an called Qu's father at the wedding, Qu's father cried in front of her for the first time. He said, "We owe you too much. I hope that Xiao Nan can love her well in the future and make up for the love she lacks. ”

And I really became her bridesmaid.

When the bouquet was thrown, many people were standing behind her. Waiting for the blessed bouquet in the bride's hand, I didn't plan to grab it. I don't hate to marry... Ha ha

Qu Zhi'an raised the bouquet in his hand, and when he was about to throw it out, he suddenly turned around and stretched out the bouquet in front of me. A satisfied smile appeared: "Here you go." ”

When I received this bouquet, I was speechless and moved. I can only hug her hard, no wonder my mother cries, and I cry too.

When I took the bouquet that Qu Zhi'an gave me, it was no wonder that my heart began again. When I saw Mr. Yuan, my nose was sour. trotted over and plunged headlong into his arms.

The faint scent of his body always reassures me.

The first time I helped Qu Zhi'an block the wine, as a bridesmaid, I escorted her today.

In the past, she helped me block the wine at the dinner, but today she got married, in exchange for me!

Qu Zhixin loves me and has been persuading me to go over to find Lao Jiang and them for dinner. I can't drink enough, and the sky is red when I drink. The reason why I am very relieved is because I have my mother, Lao Jiang, and Mr. Yuan is there to accompany me.

Mr. Yuan accompanied his mother and ginger throughout the whole process, and basically didn't drink much. When I accompanied Qu Zhi'an and they toasted all the time, he secretly stuffed me with a toffee.

"Drink less, come to me later." When pouring him wine, he turned his back to Qu Zhi'an and secretly said it to me.

I said, "You must bring me the bouquet just now." ”

"Okay."

Qu Zhian toasted his mother with a smile, his mother's eyes were red, and Qu Zhian also wanted to cry.

I said, "That's a good thing, why are you so sad?" Hurry up, toast. ”

"Yes, Auntie. Thank you for all these years of taking care of you, I toast you. ”

My mother was a very good and strong person when she was young, but she was also a soft and sensual woman. treats Qu Zhi'an like his own daughter, whatever I have, I will send it to Qu Zhi'an, and when I cook, I have to call Qu Zhi'an to come over and eat.

My mother said, "Xiaoxi, you must protect our An'an." ”

Xi Nanqing said: "Auntie, don't worry, I will." ”

At the end of the wedding, I changed my clothes and accompanied Qu Zhi'an to see off the guests. She didn't look tired at all, and she didn't wear makeup.

"You can go back and rest first, we are here."

As soon as he wanted to refuse, Mr. Yuan came over with two bottles of red wine. I pointed to two bottles of dry red and asked him, "What is this for?" ”

"Brother Xi wants to bring it, by the way, I'll wait for you in the car with my parents in a while."

Qu Zhian reached out and took the red wine back, and motioned to me to go back with Mr. Yuan. I said, "No, I'll have to be with you." ”

I remember a few days before her wedding, I accompanied her to worship the Buddha. She prayed to the Buddha for a lifetime of health and happiness and family harmony.

Look at her kneeling on the futon with her hands together, her eyes closed. Plain face with smiling lips. I thought to myself, the two of us have grown up in a certain year and month.

When I was a child, Qu Zhi'an and the two of us would fantasize about our future lives, and we experienced many different things when we grew up. We have all grown up in our own strength, and we have the life we desire.

So, on such an important day, how could I not participate?

Qu Zhian said: "Forget it, I won't fight with you this time." ”

When I went back, I looked at the bouquet on my lap and suddenly smiled. Mr. Yuan glanced at me and asked me with a smile, "What are you laughing at?" ”

"I suddenly found that our life has really changed for the better."

Some people say: The girl's journey is a sea of stars, not a world of smoke and dust.

Marrying someone is just a part of life, and no one will be willing to live a mediocre life for the rest of their lives, right? A good life is a change.

She still couldn't let go of Chen Donghua, so she begged for a sign in the temple.

When he asked the Buddha if he had a fate in the next life, the Buddha said, "Yes."

The moment the stick fell out, Qu Zhian suddenly squinted his eyes and smiled, and burst into tears when he smiled.

She shook the sign again and asked: What about this life? The Buddha said: Debt.

"Debt? Who owes a debt to whom? It's funny, it's funny, I believe in Buddhism so much, but Buddha can't save me. ”

It's not that it can't be saved, but the fate with this person has come to an end. She often misses the time she spent with Chen Donghua, but sometimes she suddenly forgot what movies she watched with him and what she gave him.

It's as if these are suddenly forgotten by memory.

But regardless of the outcome, I'm already grateful to have met.

I told Qu Zhi'an: "You should have forgotten the past and lived a good life." ”

I still remember Xi Nanqing asking what kind of character Chen Donghua was when he died. Xi Nanqing is a very calm and tolerant person. Good cultivation and responsible attitude are very suitable for Qu Zhi'an.

For so many years, Chen Donghua's departure. It's not just Qu Zhi'an who has forgotten what he was like before, but also us people. As time passed, he stayed in that twilight, his blurred face bearing the light.

Even his voice needs to be heard through several video recordings. I can't say whether I am moved or regretful, fate plays tricks on people, and no one can escape the certainty.

Just like Qu Zhi'an once said, if he hadn't been with him at the beginning. Could it be that he didn't get sick? Will it be that someone else is already married and has a family? Will you still be happy now? Is it a good father and a good husband to have children?

The living like to take their mistakes on themselves.

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After the newlywed, Qu Zhian and Xi Nanqing went abroad for their honeymoon and took a lot of photos and sent them to us. I wasn't very envious, but Mr. Yuan wanted to travel with me.

I endured it all this time and didn't tell him that I was going to train. It's as if there has never been a breakup with him, like the person he just talked to, greasy and crooked all day long.

They can send me a lot of text messages in the morning, and they will even ask me what to eat at noon.

Mr. Yuan sent a message and asked, "What are you doing?" We're going to have another meeting. ”

I replied to him, "I'm planning." ”

Mr. Yuan sent a message saying: "I went back early at noon today and took the rabbit for a walk, and I forgot about it this morning." ”

I said, "You can forget this." ”

As soon as this sentence was issued, the department began to hold an emergency meeting. I quickly turned off my phone and went over with my papers. Halfway through the meeting, the ACFTU asked me, how did you think about the training?

The people in the department looked at me, and I said, "I'm thinking about it." ”

The general manager didn't say much, and after saying yes, he nodded to the table with a pen: "Okay, then you can think about it." Don't miss the opportunity to keep the meeting going. ”

I'm running away at a meeting, and to be honest, I don't like to settle for the status quo. I prefer to pour something new.,Maybe it's all about art.。

The more I want to let go of this training, the more I can't let go of the unwillingness in my heart.