-- What I read on the Internet: "If I can persist in doing something for a long time, it must be that the sense of abundance and satisfaction it brings me exceeds all my efforts, it must be that this thing haunts my heart day and night, and it must be that this thing arouses the deepest and strongest interest in my heart." ”

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There is a questionnaire in the mailbox that the company sends to everyone, and one of them is to ask: What kind of personality are you?

What your friends say about you:?

What kind of person do you think you are:?

The coffee had just been brewed, and I was a little shaken when I saw this sentence.

I have never been a person who is satisfied with the status quo, I always challenge new elements when I like design, a tailor just goes to play with jewelry design, a thin woman goes to run a marathon, I will go to meet someone I haven't seen for a long time, but I miss it very much, I travel, I write, I go... Too much has been done.

Jiang Jingmu is a woman with a personality, she has always been evaluated by others, but are Lin Jing designers and Jiang Jingmu two people close to work and family?

Yuan Shubai said: "You are very good, very gentle, and very kind. Because I can't stand the practices of others, I go to the righteous and courageous, I like small animals, and I take good care of them. You teach others a lot, and you will always be a warm person. ”

You are a warm person who loves life.

Qu Zhi'an said: "You are my only friend, my family. was too simple when I was a child, but I am still so simple after entering society. Sometimes you can't figure out what you're thinking, you have something on your mind but don't tell anyone else, you hide it alone. You have a smile on your face and look happy, but you have a lot of things hidden in your heart. ”

You are a person who makes others feel at ease, always showing the positive side and hiding the hardest side of yourself.

My mother and Jiang said, "You have a strange personality. But I can't say why.

If I had to evaluate myself, I wouldn't be able to evaluate what kind of person I am.

Thinking indifferently, didn't someone say: Aren't people who engage in art very characterful? It was weird and not a big deal, and I couldn't help but laugh out loud.

Fang Yu sat on the chair and leaned over, saw me laughing inexplicably, and asked suspiciously, "Jiang Group, why are you suddenly laughing?" ”

"It's fine. Well, let me ask, what kind of person do you think I am? He put down the pen in his hand, clasped his hands on his shoulders, and looked at her with a very proud expression.

"Ginger group... Very good, quite a beautiful person. "Recently, I feel that this girl Fangyu has been following me for too long, and she has learned to flamboyate.

I wanted to retort to her, "That's not what I'm asking." But... Never mind... Still don't talk about it.

Hook the corners of your mouth in return, close the tablet, and get ready to get off work. Fang Yu smiled at me again: "Jiang Group, get ready to get off work." ”

Suddenly, Fang Yu became very strange. I leaned back, looked her up and down slightly, and looked at me with that silly grin, eight-toothed smile, "What's wrong?" What's the matter? ”

"Oh, it's okay, it's okay." She looked very strange.

Just as he was about to stand up, he was attracted to her again. Sit down peacefully, put the bag behind him, and ask her, "Say, what are you thinking?" ”

"No... Nothing. ”

"Hurry up."

Fang Yu was silent for a while, and said weakly: "I heard that if the team leader goes to training, he can bring an employee. I... I want to go too. ”

I looked at her incredulously as if I had discovered some big secret: "Oh my God, when have you been so positive?" ”

In the past, Fang Yu has always been a person who does not fight or grab, like a little transparent.

"Also... It's not that you've been instilled with too many positive ideas. ”

On the way back, I was wondering what kind of person I was. Do you like to reason with others? But it seems that I just hope that the people around me can become very good and work hard, which can also inspire me to work hard.

Under the bridge, there are teenagers drawing graffiti, skateboarding, and holding a lot of things in their hands.

No matter what you live like you dreamed of, you still drew the sun in the upper right corner of the paper when you were a child, didn't you?

Under the bridge, I used to draw graffiti like them. After secretly finishing the drawing, he strode away with his companions.

There, he also helped the elderly play the electronic piano and organize a chorus. I also accompanied my retired mother to give them a free hair cut in the park.

There are so many such memories that we always see someone in a certain corner. Thinking back to my former self, I have also done childish and ridiculous things. There have been times when I lost my dreams, and there have been times when I have struggled to start anew.

But one day, I lost my original purpose again.

Now, I don't even have an evaluation of myself. Like, all the labels don't suit me, and we all learn to disguise ourselves because of life.

I don't know if it's hard for everyone to evaluate themselves, when they are happy, they smirk a lot, and when they are unhappy, they hide a lot.

On the short journey home, the weather in autumn gradually turned cooler, and the leaves of the plane tree downstairs also turned yellow. He wore a thin coat, with his hands in his pockets, and his hair combed wide. Bored wandering downstairs, the puppy at his feet looked down and didn't know what he was sniffing. As soon as he turned around, he saw me, smiling like a spring breeze, warming his heart.

Mr. Yuan came up one step ahead of me, and he followed as soon as he moved, and happily circled at my feet: "I'm back." ”

Combing the big back hair, but wearing a sports shirt, it is very mismatched. The sun was just right in my eyes, and I squinted and laughed, "How did you comb your hair?"

"The company's cleaning aunt said I looked like a young man in his early twenties, looking too small and had no deterrence."

He arched his nose and went to get my bag. I suddenly got playful and patted Mr. Yuan on the shoulder and told him to bend down. rubbed his cheeks vigorously, rubbed his hands before stopping, pretending to be angry and saying, "You are such a juvenile person, what kind of maturity are you pretending to be." That's because they don't understand, you don't want to change the hairstyle, I don't like it, it's old in an instant. ”

"Where is the old? Talk nonsense. Mr. Yuan rubbed his right cheek, his eyes narrowed slightly.

"Then how old do you say you are?"

"Thirty years old."

I'm thirty years old, and at thirty years old, I still look like a twenty-three-four boy. At the beginning, Mother Yuan should have given birth to a few more, so that Mr. Yuan is a rare creature, and it should benefit the public.

"I like that you look very juvenile, you can't see your age, and you still feel very a."

In an instant, I remembered the questionnaire sent by the company, and asked him: "Bai Bai, what kind of personality do you think I am?" ”

He didn't think about it, stopped my shoulder and left: "People are very easy to get along with, very gentle, and very kind." The road is uneven and brave, although it is all for me to go out, but it is all your meaning. I like small animals and take good care of them. You teach others a lot, and you will always be a warm person. It's comfortable to be with you. ”

I felt that he only said that I was good, but not my bad, so I pinched his waist with my backhand and asked him: "If you say it so well, what are the shortcomings of my character?" ”

"The downside... That's a lot, I can't say enough. ”

"What?" He poked his elbow into Mr. Yuan's stomach, threatening him in a somewhat high tone.

"Missing... The downside is that sometimes they don't tell me anything. I'm afraid we're worried, but I want to get involved. ”

Is that the case that I am always afraid that others will worry and act like I'm good and happy?

A question that was so simple that it could be ignored bothered me alone. I couldn't sleep at night, so I walked lightly to the study. Behind the books of Lin Huiyin's "You Are the April Day in the World" put by Mr. Yuan, I hid a bottle of red wine.

It is rare to go to wine alone, sometimes wine is a good thing, and at the same time it will numb oneself and strengthen one's courage. Somehow, I thought that when I first chose to be a designer, it was all because of my interest.

After doing this job, my personality has changed a lot. It's a lot more docile, maybe it's really the sentence that has been honed by customers to have a good temper. But what kind of personality am I? What kind of person am I?

Why are you struggling with this question at this moment?

Wouldn't it be too serious?

Suddenly being hugged from behind, I was startled, and I relaxed when I smelled the familiar smell. Turning around and patting his hands, Mr. Yuan was still sleepy-eyed, pouting and looking down at me: "Why don't you drink and sleep here?" ”

"I'm wondering what kind of person I am."

I don't know why this question can disturb me at night. It's proving that I'm a really good person to get along with, do you want to get to know me seriously?

"You women, it's really too much trouble. Sleep, it's sleepy. He took the wine from the new to the back of the books and put it away carefully. I looked at him in amazement: "You know? ”

"I love these books so much, I'm sure I'll find out. Sleep, it's sleepy. I was shocked that you weren't with me just now. With that, he gently took me by the hand and went back to the bedroom.

"You scared me, you didn't even know how to call me. My hands were shaking and my cup almost dropped. He was holding his left hand, and he had to use his right hand to turn off the lights when he passed the study.

At about half past three in the night, he was sleepy and almost asleep. I'm also a little sleepy, but I still can't sleep, and my mind is full of cranky things.

"Bai Bai, did you wear perfume today? Smells good. ”

He rubbed my chin lightly against my hair and answered my question in a daze, "Hmm... I bought it... Well, I bought the sachet you like and hung it in the closet. ”

It's so cute to see him like this. How can you be so good-tempered, you can't sleep well when you are disturbed by me, but you are not angry at all. Also very patient, replying to my questions.

While he was confused, he said, "I'm not a good person." ”

That night he said, "But you're not a bad person." ”

yes, I'm not very good, but I'm not bad either.

- I'm not a bad person.