It's really ashamed that a good book has become like this...... Wouldn't it be hypocritical for me to say I'm heartbroken? After all, I did type the keyboard myself.

Dear friends, after more than half a year of trekking, this book has come to an end in a rather boring, uninteresting and dry posture......

At first, I was quite emotional, and I didn't think I was generating word garbage, and I was very passionate. But in the last month or two, I didn't dare to examine my own behavior, as if what I had written was an indescribable ancient god that would make me insane if I looked at it more.

This is the reason for last month's extremely volatile update.

When I realized that the overturning was inevitable, leaving only a chicken, no beauty at all, and a wax-chewing ending, I felt a great sense of resistance in my heart.

It's like witnessing a meteorite falling, and in a powerless position, you choose to close your eyes and escape. This is my weakness, and my iniquity.

All in all, I still want to make a shameful note here: The text update has all ended here, and there may be a few chapters in the future, which should be placed in the announced group.

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Things have gotten to this point, and naturally it's 100% my problem.

I don't know if I'd like to see it, but I want to summarize the mistakes I've made. Dissecting it, it may be possible to make disappointed readers and friends feel my sincerity and understand that I didn't mean it, I am a pure vegetable.

First of all, the extremely loose setting and lack of understanding of the overall plot.

When I wrote the first chapter, I didn't think about it that much, and I only designed the first 300,000 words or so of the plot. At that time, I was very optimistic, thinking that this was a subject that I was quite familiar with, and I also believed that there must be a way before the car reached the mountain. When 300,000 words are written, the follow-up plot will naturally grow out of the ground like a leek.

And I, on the other hand, can pick and choose from the fat and thin, and take something appropriate and interesting to write.

But what the truth is, some readers have already seen. After the plot was written, I was completely lost and didn't know how to proceed.

I also don't want to write a popular, royal plot that pretends to slap my face, so I can only rely on a brief flash of inspiration to write down.

The result...... It's better to pretend to be slapped in the face.

A temporary flash of inspiration could not save anyone, and the only result it favored was a hammer in the east and a mallet in the west. This is especially true in the mid-to-late stages, where a lot of settings are written at the beginning, and after two days I find it unusable, so I immediately add another setting.

The other premise would be nice if it worked.

If you feel that you can't continue after two days, you can only throw it away and write other settings......

In this way, the article is scattered and miserable, like a corpse crime scene, so that the whole looks like a different author, how can it be fragmented into this bird? There is a huge difference between the context and the context.

On top of that, the extremely loose setting also caused a huge obstacle for me.

When I realized that something was wrong and was about to rush towards the end pig, I realized that the first settings didn't lead to the end. As a last resort, we had to discard most of them and create some more.

As a result, many of the things mentioned above are simply non-existent in the future.

So, why?

I'm not a novice, so why would a writer who has been working for years make such a low-level, novice author?

The rigorous disappearing setting, and the passable outline, aren't they the basic qualities that a mature writer should have?

Here, I have to say that the biggest problem I have reflected:

Perfunctory attitude and aesthetic deficiencies.

Click on the ranking list of any online website and read it one by one, I believe that the vast majority of people will have a question: why is this on the list?

I don't often communicate with other online writers, and for me, to put it disrespectfully, I think some of the list articles are really not level.

Although I often consider myself a "practitioner" and do not easily express similar opinions to ordinary readers, every time there is a similar topic, I have to pretend to be profound: "Of course, others have their own reasons for being on the list, and each author has his own uniqueness, and his strengths cannot be denied because of some shortcomings." ”

But in fact, I am also full of doubts, how did this article get on the list?

Under such influence, I naturally developed a feeling of contempt. It is both for the work and for the reader.

I don't think deeply about the follow-up of the work, I don't design the plot rigorously, and I don't arrange the bridges carefully, because - anyway, that kind of text is on the list, and I don't have to work hard.

Of course, I didn't have a subjective, clear idea in my head.

It's just that subtly, I regard writing online articles as a simple and easy thing, and I lose my sense of awe. That's why when the preparation is so inadequate, go straight to the horse.

This is perfunctory in attitude.

In addition to this, there is also an aesthetic deficiency.

The more you write, the easier it is to fall into the dilemma of resting on your laurels, or behind closed doors. It's not simply a dependence on the past path, but an even worse state of mind that loses the ability to appreciate the good, misunderstands the core key, and doesn't know what's good and what's bad.

It's hard for me to describe this mentality exactly, it's not a question of following the herd or not, I think it's a kind of arrogance.

More specifically, it is......

What is so attractive about this paragraph, you can explain it to the readers. You can't show your thighs to be colorful, to defeat a strong enemy is to burn, and to send a knife is to tears.

Say a thousand things and ten thousand, guys, I'm ashamed to write it like this......

I wish you good health and all the best, and your future life will not taste like chewing wax like this book, but will be delicious, colorful, and full of blessings and laughter!

Good bye!

(End of chapter)