148. You are my whole world
Li Genhua didn't believe Su Ji when she saw it, and she didn't say much, so she just asked her to keep an eye on it: "Anyway, Wang Hongying raised Yan Shoucheng, you didn't receive her favor, pay more attention, don't be calculated by her." ”
"Thank you, auntie."
Su Ji left this experience, originally wanted to use Li Genhua's mouth to spread the news that he resolutely disagreed with the adoption of the child, but he didn't expect such a news.
After collecting his thoughts and chatting with Li Genhua for a few words, Su Qi got up and went home.
Yan Shoucheng has been studying outside all these years, and he has rarely done manual work. During this period of time, he was tired enough, and sent Yan Jiayu away, with his head on the pillow, and soon fell asleep.
The sound of Su Ji opening the door didn't wake him up.
Sitting on the edge of the kang, Su Qi looked at Yan Shoucheng carefully.
Yan Shoucheng's appearance cannot be said to be handsome, but he is also relatively upright. Because he was a soldier, his temperament is very different from that of the men in the village.
I don't know if I didn't pay attention to it before, or if it is psychologically affected now, the more Su Ji looks closer, the more he feels that Yan Shoucheng and Yan Fusheng are not the same at all.
Yan Shoucheng, who was sleeping, had no male aura around him, and his wheat-colored skin made people feel like they didn't dare to invade.
If Yan Shoucheng is described as an animal, Su Qi thinks that he is a wolf, under the honest skin, there is a ruthlessness waiting for an opportunity to move; In the depths of the calm eyes, there was an impersonal indifference.
Yan Shoucheng in the original book was ruthlessly used in his work, and his indifference was used on Su Qi.
I don't know when it started, Yan Shoucheng, who doesn't do housework in his memory and doesn't know how to do home, takes all the big and small jobs at home on himself, he is shy in his pocket, and he always wants to bring Su Ji some snacks that she loves to eat.
In the autumn of the year before last, listening to the dispute between Yan Shoucheng and Wang Hongying, Su Ji was worried about his future because of the injustice of the original body.
Last summer, listening to Yan Shoucheng's confession, Su Qi's heart was calm, and he was puzzled by Yan Shoucheng's change in mentality.
And a few days ago, on the trail outside Longcheng University, Su Ji did not reject Yan Shoucheng in his heart, but was a little happy.
Su Qi couldn't say why there was such a change, but he had to say that Yan Shoucheng was integrating into his life step by step.
Su Qi's gaze was too sticky, and Yan Shoucheng woke up from his dream.
looked at Su Qi, who was distracted, and said, "What's wrong?" Who bullied you? ”
Su Qi returned to his senses: "No." ”
"You don't have to worry about the affairs at home, I will be responsible for dispelling their thoughts. If they insist on looking for you, just say it's my attitude, don't let yourself suffer. ”
"Hmm"
Su Ji was worried about Li Genhua's conjecture in his heart, rubbed his eyebrows, and hesitated to make a difference with Yan Shoucheng.
"What do you think?"
Yan Shoucheng leaned over and rested his face on Su Qi's shoulder.
"You ......" Su Qi tilted his head and looked at Yan Shoucheng: "Have you ever thought about the reason why your father and mother don't want to see you?" ”
Yan Shoucheng looked at Su Qi's appearance of wanting to speak and stopped, and smiled: "Did you listen to someone outside?" ”
Leaving Su Qi, Yan Shoucheng lay back on the bed and looked at the roof: "Don't wait to see me, maybe because of me, she almost lost her life, and the family spent all the money." It's also possible that I'm not born to them, so I want to get all the hard work and money spent all these years back from me. ”
"You know everything?"
Yan Shoucheng smiled: "Boys, when I was a child, I was more skinny, once I took the fourth child to play outside, threw him down, and was beaten by my father when I came home." I couldn't sleep at night, so I heard the two of them talking. At that time, I was too young to understand, and I can't remember what it is. I only know that they treat me differently from other children, and in their hearts, I can't even compare to Jiayu and Jialing. ”
Yan Shoucheng said it with a smile, but there was an indescribable sadness in his voice.
In a trance, Su Ji remembered Yan Shoucheng, who hugged his head and cried after Wang Hongying collected all the money on his body.
The seven-foot man shed tears, which was a sadness that pierced through the bottom of his heart.
Holding Yan Shoucheng's waist, Su Qi's face was pressed against Yan Shoucheng's chest.
Yan Shoucheng raised his hand and hugged Su Qi's shoulder: "Teach me when they are young, my brother is cowardly, he doesn't count, he has to be protected by me." My younger brothers are young, and when they go out, they are bullied and I stand in the way. ”
"If there are any good things in the family, the elder brother is big, he should give it to him, and the younger brothers are small, so they have to be let go. As for me, they spent a lot of money to raise me, and I have to repay my family well. ”
"When they are young, their ears are soft, and they live according to their ideas. Later, when I got older, I felt wronged, but it has become a habit to give them good things. Therefore, all the money I earn is handed over to my family, and if there is anything at home, I can help with just a phone call. ”
Yan Shoucheng recalled his life in those years, like a marionette, living the way others wanted, dedicating everything he had to others.
"The first time I rebelled against my family, it was Yan Jiayu who asked me to do something for his man to enter the factory."
"The director of that factory is my classmate from elementary school, and we have a big bond. If I want to give Yan Jiayu a man to enter the factory, I have to beg him. I couldn't have bowed my head to that person, and I refused Yan Jiayu's request. When my dad found out about it, I was scolded again. ”
Looking down at Su Qi: "Your appearance broke my life." I was a little shocked by the fact that you did what I wanted to do but never dared to do. ”
"Later, every time there was a conflict with the family, you rushed to the front, and you made me see that my parents are not heaven, and they are not insurmountable."
"Later, I fell in love with you, I didn't want you to be bullied, I wanted to cover you from the wind and rain, so I snatched my father's position as the village chief and replaced it with Shiyun. For my sake, the clouds will protect you. ”
Su Qi patted Yan Shoucheng: "Thank you for everything you have done for me, in the future, the people of the Yan family, I will be with you." ”
Yan Shoucheng felt a warm current flow in his heart, and hugged Su Qi's arm tightly: "I was twelve-year-old herding sheep, and I took half of the farm work at home, and after I became a soldier at the age of eighteen, I didn't keep a single allowance, and sent it all home." ”
"I have eaten their rice for ten years, I have fed them for ten years, whether it is kindness or kindness, I will pay it back. What I want to do in the future is to live a good life with you and maintain our family. ”
Yan Shoucheng regarded Su Qi as his salvation, and from the moment Su Qi expressed his intentions, she was his whole world.
Su Qi listened to Yan Shoucheng's heartbeat and felt that his heart was full of his own thoughts. It turns out that this is what love feels like.
Sweet and shy, excited and a little obsessed, no wonder there are so many crazy men and women in the world, it's not a love word.
(End of chapter)