Chapter 3: The Cold Winter (2)

After stopping the bleeding, Shi An began to clean the wound on her wrist.

Looking at the hideous scars on his fair skin, he felt suffocated.

His little girl, the little girl who loved to laugh in his memory, would never come back.

Shi An didn't understand, how did she become like this? What did she go through to make her practice like this?

It's not that he didn't ask about her past, it's just that she prevaricates every time, and it's clear that she doesn't want to tell him.

But the more this happened, the more curious he became, the root must be hidden in this past, so she was so silent.

After cleaning up the wounds, Shi An carried her to the bed in the bedroom, and every corner of the quilt was tightly tucked.

"I'll clean up outside, you go to bed first, and call me when you're hungry."

Xie Changning nodded slightly, and Shi An went out with confidence.

He rolled up his sleeves and wiped the blood on the ground vigorously, only to feel that the blood was extremely dazzling, and he couldn't wipe it clean.

He stood up in frustration and threw the handkerchief on the coffee table, and several bottles rolled to the ground.

Shi An bent down to pick up a few small bottles, his eyes swept over one by one, his brows furrowed more and more.

Paroxetine, venlafaxine, citalopram......

Every word hit his heart heavily.

He calmly put the vial away, and when his gaze touched the small box next to him, it suddenly tightened.

That's – charcoal.

Shi An would not be stupid enough to think that she would buy charcoal for heating, because what was placed next to her was the contact information of the funeral home.

β€œshit!!” Shi An couldn't help but burst out with a foul language, he couldn't calm down any longer, and threw the box into the trash can.

He opened the door angrily, eager to pull the woman on the bed up and fight it properly.

But when she saw her quiet sleeping face, the anger just now dissipated instantly, and all that was left was grievances.

Shi An lifted the quilt and lay in regardless of it.

He hugged his soft body into his arms, and the tense and fearful mood was relieved, but the remaining grievances were more and more magnified.

The culprit slept peacefully, and the more Shi An thought about it, the more angry he became, so he simply bit her ear hard, trying to calm the anger in her heart.

"Hiss-Shi'an, what are you doing!"

Xie Changning covered his ears and looked back, looking at him in annoyance.

Her brows furrowed, and her eyes had the haze of just waking up, and ...... It's unpleasant to be woken up.

She rolled over into his arms again, muttering indistinctly, "Don't make trouble, I'll go to work tomorrow......"

Shi An stopped, motionless.

After a moment, he lowered his head and kissed her lightly, "Got it, go to sleep." ”

Shi Anxin hugged her contentedly, thinking that it would be great if she could continue like this......

The next day, the company, the planning department.

Xie Changning worked diligently, and returned to his gentle and smiling appearance. She always has a kind smile when she is with her colleagues, and she almost never gets angry.

Yes, she left her smile and patience to others, and all the thorns to herself.

Carefully observe everyone's faces, for fear that he will offend them by doing something wrong.

Xie Changning hates himself like this.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, as soon as Xie Changning walked out of the company, he saw a familiar figure on the opposite side, and she paused.

She trotted in front of Shi An, exhausted and panting.

"Why are youβ€”Why are you here?"

Looking at her cheeks that were slightly red due to uneven breathing, Shi An couldn't help but tease: "Tsk, classmate Changning, your physical strength needs to be improved, it's only a few steps."

Xie Changning gave him a blank look, "I also have to have that time." I don't have time to go to work, and I have to be on call at all times after work, so how can I have time to improve my physical strength. ”

"You can come for a run in the morning."

Xie Changning was speechless, "Brother, my house is twenty minutes' drive from the company, I ran here, you want my life." ”

Shi An touched his nose, "Then do you want to go to the gym with me?" It's just tomorrow weekend, so let's be tomorrow, how about it? ”

Xie Changning shook his head: "No." Tomorrow I'm going to the orphanage. ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Well, what about the day after tomorrow? ”

"The day after tomorrow to go to a nursing home."

Shi An took a deep breath and squeezed out a smile: "What about next week?"

"I'm going to the Stray Animal Rescue Center next week."

Shi An asked with a dark face, "Xie Changning, don't you have any time for me?"

Xie Changning gave him a strange look, "Why should I leave time for you?" You're not who I am. ”

Shi An sneered: "Really? Then we both slept together last night, and you can't be responsible for me? ”

"You! Whisper to me! ”

Xie Changning looked around, several passers-by were looking at them curiously, she quickly dragged Shi An aside, and scolded in a low voice: "Shi An, can you have a face!" When did I let you me? ”